傾瀑而下的濕冷感,周圍的嘲笑聲,地上微微滾動的水桶,濕淋淋的白色襯衫,令人厭煩地服貼著微微顫動的身軀,低垂的髮絲不間斷地滴下水珠,順著臉頰滑落的是無盡的屈辱與暗自許下的誓言......。819Please respect copyright.PENANA7tiluqfa3Z
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"叭—叭—"【車子喇叭聲】819Please respect copyright.PENANAbwyrOOjYZ4
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"啊~吵死了!"819Please respect copyright.PENANAKpUbWndoet
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(頭好痛......)819Please respect copyright.PENANAHQZ8pQ4AIY
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昨天與朋友的聚會,酒喝得太盡興結果一早醒來頭痛的要命,還有想起那該死的夢......。819Please respect copyright.PENANAmScs0XjISt
早上尖峰時段,大家都趕著上班上學,一路上車子與人潮來來往往,腳步停下等待對面的紅綠燈轉換顏色,我一邊看著前方地上的斑馬線一邊思索著那令人厭惡的夢境,原以為可以忘了那時候不愉快的記憶,那段灰暗的回憶,彷若提醒著不要忘記,久久會突然出現在我的夢境裏,擾亂我的心。819Please respect copyright.PENANALYR2g8Ffo3
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"十九年了啊......"819Please respect copyright.PENANAecj5REeckC
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自那之後已經過了十九年之久,為了忘記國中時期那霸凌的歲月,我報考進入了遙遠縣市的高中,燒了國中時期的照片與畢業相冊,在父母的同意之下改名換姓與搬家,捨棄掉自己原本的名字。819Please respect copyright.PENANAQpxKnyFqch
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在進入高中之前,為了改頭換面,讓髮型師給自己剪了清爽的短髮,而後聽取表姊的建議,穿搭流行帥氣的服飾,拜此所賜,進入高中之後吸引了很多異性的注意,偶爾收到的告白,透露著喜歡柔和氣質的我,有時走在路上也會有同性來搭話,同樣身為男性的我,對那不經意的肢體碰觸,感到微妙的厭惡感,時光飛逝,經過長年經驗累積,大學時期的我明瞭到有些男人也會被我所吸引,進而靠過來時不時搭肩撫摸,與其他同性給我的感覺不同,那微妙的噁心感,似乎無意中暴露了對方腦中那令人作噁的意圖,這就是我察覺與辨別那類人的方法,所以與同性相處時,我都會觀察一些時日,暫時認為沒問題之後,才會進一步與對方友好,萬一朋友日久生情......為了回報他的真情告白,我會誠懇地說出自己只喜歡異性,不過往往事與願違,最終連朋友都做不成......。819Please respect copyright.PENANAsTECEJIq1F
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不過,有個特別的朋友,告訴我他是同性戀,希望我不要介意和他成為好朋友,他說絕不會對我出手,說我不是他喜歡的類型,一開始我也很懷疑,但在和他肢體接觸之後,發現不管幾次都沒感覺到那異樣的噁心感,最終我接受了他,直到現在仍舊是無話不談的好朋友。819Please respect copyright.PENANALP5AQ3fWcw
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"醫生~病患已經來了喔!"819Please respect copyright.PENANA5UqFckp2oa
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"好~告訴他我等等就來!"819Please respect copyright.PENANABU2nDTAFHP
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"是~"819Please respect copyright.PENANAz39KjcwuwD
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進入醫院大門,換上白袍的我,進入工作模式,為病患細心診療,並解說日常應注意的飲食與其他事項。819Please respect copyright.PENANArbb9IvUfOk
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"好~謝謝醫生!"819Please respect copyright.PENANAum25T5F884
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帶母親來看病的女性,向我致謝,然後關上門。819Please respect copyright.PENANA059gfKODqn
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"呼~果然聽到別人的感謝,心情會好很多呢!"819Please respect copyright.PENANABpJVbolfIM
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(感覺連自己也被治癒了.......好~又有衝勁了!)819Please respect copyright.PENANASiZtnQoZcO
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"下一位 ~ "819Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8R4Q5aKNG
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就這樣又開始了繁忙醫院生活的一天......。