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我坐在駕駛座，顫抖著手，看著手機螢幕內，這期的中獎號碼．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeagM9R54B
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女兒坐在副駕，用握拳的方式拿著筆，在塗鴉本上高興地創作．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU34tz3gNgV
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我深呼吸了一口氣，因為我中了頭獎一億元，在這種關頭讓我知道這種事情...249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HWQbC88Cn
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我們的車子停在停車場內，女兒想必也不知道我接下來要做什麼，還在想著今天要去那裡玩，殊不知一切都要在今天畫下句點，車子已經被我各處密封住了，後座的木炭也靜靜地擺著，等著女兒喝下那瓶加了安眠藥的水．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2nv2oM0wd
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我顫抖著語氣問道：雨晴，如果妳有很多錢的話，妳有什麼想要的東西嗎？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyzmjnveMN
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女兒依舊低著頭塗鴉著，但筆抵著嘴角顯然是在思考．一會兒過後：漢堡！好久沒吃了！249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRCP3PkD3r
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聽到女兒天真無邪的答案，加深了我的罪惡感，這段時間以來，她明明也跟我一樣因為不停跑醫院而心力交瘁，明明都已經那麼痛苦了...還是跟她一樣擠出了笑容．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw2bZKGdfA
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我拿著手機的手因為情緒過於激動而掉落，我彎下腰去撿取手機時．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5lkK4nCCm
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女兒又說道：還有！249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg61kG47Pj9
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我撿起手機看向女兒，女兒天真的說道：還有我希望媽媽趕快回來．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlhDdKguvZ
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我抿著嘴唇，實在難以啟齒媽媽幾個禮拜前已經去世的事實，還有被宣告破產而無家可歸的事實．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YnXBkmKWm
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我看了一下手機，手機回到了我的桌布，我們一家三口，雖然生活過得辛苦但仍然開心的笑著．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeOlBdxvDY
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女兒一邊塗鴉一邊碎念著：爸，可以去外面嗎？我想畫太陽！249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21CgHMeghO
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說著說著女兒伸手拿了座椅邊的水瓶．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ663urDDTKw
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我伸手搶先了她一步，這個時候我才看到，女兒在畫的，就是我桌布一家三口的那張照片．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67jCuBOflN
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我看了一下手機苦笑地說道：很不像耶．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLZt4yPsx7
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女兒著急地反駁：畫上太陽就像了！249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYODdILVGfe
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我打開了車窗，發動了車子．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuyOkKBTDv
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我笑著跟女兒說道：午餐吃漢堡吧？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qzq5icC26
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我多年以後，才知道爸爸那個時候，是要帶我燒炭自殺，媽媽生病的那段時間，我們花光了所有積蓄，甚至瀕臨破產，無人理解與無人察覺的狀況下，爸爸的心裡生病了．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr89dzWOHKg
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也是在那個時候，爸爸發現彩卷中了頭獎，但其實那張彩卷是我看爸爸心情不好，硬是拖著他帶我去填的，我只希望他能夠不要愁眉苦臉的，媽媽雖然一直躺在病床上，但明明也都一笑著，就爸爸一個人常常偷偷的啜泣．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojogeTZ9LB
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我做夢也沒有想過這種事情會發生在我身上，在我們家身上．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW158V0CqEN
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在那之後，爸爸就總是掛著微笑，那筆錢，爸爸用了極少的部分重新開始了生活，給了我最好的教育，一直到現在，還剩下很多很多．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9uE4lx0g7
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他幾乎沒有動到那筆錢，一直擺在銀行裡，說要留給我．我明明跟他說過我是個理財白癡...249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsi1R0lyvR
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所以希望貴基金會能夠更妥善的運用這筆捐款，去幫助那些需要被理解跟需要被察覺的人．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCAzQDgKKX
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雨晴上！249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXKOhN7rPF
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我用了一個情境劇來說明這個假設，希望能夠更有帶入感，謝謝觀賞至此．249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRlMBI2ZHE
