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母親的反應和我預料的不太一樣。我設想過她或者會大發雷霆,也設想過她或者根本無所謂我離開與否,可是現在這樣算哪樣?我又應該答「是」還是「不是」?8964 copyright protection140PENANAvt4Xa2tYEJ 維尼
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我第一次看見母親如此歇斯底里。即使是父親離開以後失魂落魄的時期,母親也從未表現得如此失態過。8964 copyright protection140PENANAmMb1wiWKao 維尼
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我試著叫她冷靜一點,卻反而起了反作用。她質問我「現在是要她閉嘴的意思嗎」。8964 copyright protection140PENANAJjKuU0d2VV 維尼
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我意識到現在根本沒有辦法和母親溝通,「離開這裏」的想法於是越滾越大。8964 copyright protection140PENANAEEbQNV8HUn 維尼
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就這樣一直靜靜地看著母親發瘋,心中明明有想要駁斥的話卻怎樣也說不出口,於是堆積的話語堵在心頭,使血液與氧氣都難以流動。8964 copyright protection140PENANAGeczdyMWGc 維尼
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淚水一滴一滴打落在乾旱的地上,壓得卡在地縫的小草彎低腰來,瘦小的身軀晃動幾秒,最後索性放棄掙扎。8964 copyright protection140PENANAYHQHUQN9NX 維尼
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太陽打下讓人暈眩的倒影,死神喃喃着我聽不懂的話語。8964 copyright protection140PENANAhEtsv5tGKw 維尼
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母親還在哭,我無法對此視而不見。說到底,我做不到去恨我的母親,因為就算她現在變成怎麼樣,她曾經也對我很好、很好,這是不變的事實。8964 copyright protection140PENANAeKKfLCmoU5 維尼
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可是我做不到繼續愛她了,這才是最最糟糕的。8964 copyright protection140PENANAVruFbeHhNU 維尼
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