x
No Plagiarism!uuwSPcXQw1HybzIFjC2vposted on PENANA 「告訴我,愛上一個必死之人,妳後悔嗎?」8964 copyright protection411PENANAp4ylqOo5L8 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAKpntx0DfM3
8964 copyright protection411PENANA8p4HJYgYkg 維尼
劉霏睜開眼睛,過分清晰的夢境被那道提問徹底粉碎,留下悵然若失的她,側臥於空蕩的床鋪。8964 copyright protection411PENANA1CVjGqT1w2 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAq70kLFRl7x
8964 copyright protection411PENANAfWu2u8fRNV 維尼
雨聲淅瀝,洗去殘存的最後一絲睡意。8964 copyright protection411PENANAnrZb44YSLf 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANA4HKLN10ybr
8964 copyright protection411PENANA70uCjof67A 維尼
劉霏瞥向窗外,銀江城今夜的月又大又圓,就像李錦離開自己生命的那晚。8964 copyright protection411PENANAg7UDQYFYgy 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANA6DgpuS4Zcg
8964 copyright protection411PENANAsEdrpoUvEE 維尼
她起身,鳥瞰窗外夜景──圓月神奇地沒被雨雲遮擋,細雨映照月光,彷彿是上天向整座銀江城灑下一層又一層的碎銀。8964 copyright protection411PENANA23kuySTiJn 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAHWQPbh83XK
8964 copyright protection411PENANAfHMsUDNfRV 維尼
月上的斑駁清晰可見,一如方才的夢:遙遠,卻無比真切。8964 copyright protection411PENANAuXZErAPGqu 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAaOvJknMy5H
8964 copyright protection411PENANABdGfjc17OB 維尼
某一瞬間,劉霏幾乎以為那場夢才是真的:李錦還沒死,她還依偎在他身邊看星星。8964 copyright protection411PENANARWhNPX3EoD 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAR8kACx1T2Z
8964 copyright protection411PENANAZjDg5JUIDb 維尼
床頭有一熄滅的火盆,劉霏看著火盆中殘存的餘燼,輕揉惺忪睡眼。8964 copyright protection411PENANA7j849PdUCS 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAzwfaU3rMex
8964 copyright protection411PENANAsxfBRIWTOj 維尼
──失算,燒得太少了。8964 copyright protection411PENANAUZYCOYFPMe 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAkOa97Wt0Oy
8964 copyright protection411PENANAZz0Trq1Srj 維尼
可夢都醒了,她又能如何?8964 copyright protection411PENANAABIzgIInRy 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAao0WBMMlgk
8964 copyright protection411PENANADUk1KrSqZH 維尼
劉霏於是替自己斟酒,希望能早些入眠。她的酒量總是時好時不好,可卻偏偏是今夜,酒過數巡卻沒來半點醉意。8964 copyright protection411PENANAGzkPHFIymG 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANA8ByRoYEmBE
8964 copyright protection411PENANAKnbEgmo9JG 維尼
最後,劉霏決定頂著遲來的微醺,打傘踏入微雨的凌晨──畢竟早到總比遲到好。8964 copyright protection411PENANAs48Yg9EcfZ 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAVZIJUi2qEO
8964 copyright protection411PENANA8WZOm9Ylz7 維尼
她穿著她的渡師衣裝,最外層是一件色彩斑斕的大袖衫。即便打了傘,長長的袖子也很難不被濺起的雨滴弄髒。8964 copyright protection411PENANAtHw1OvpcrH 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAMjBFsvoLMg
8964 copyright protection411PENANAWAvsLyiFSd 維尼
可身為銀江城唯一的渡師,劉霏自有她的堅持──三年祭可不能馬虎。8964 copyright protection411PENANAMwOfZK45kZ 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAcpvjgrE2Gq
8964 copyright protection411PENANAOHZ5sWYiU8 維尼
此外,她還抱著一隻密封的木盒......8964 copyright protection411PENANAuZjqYGzVtK 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAK7OS9a5LOS
8964 copyright protection411PENANA04rAA0ypyf 維尼
劉霏走了好遠,走過空無一人的街道、走出城邊一扇小門、走進郊外一座樹林……8964 copyright protection411PENANAlMNkLAcq1i 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAmG5qJIOi34
8964 copyright protection411PENANAOVRPRBBXU5 維尼
浩浩湯湯的銀江有不少分支,其中一條便是流入這座綠林的溪流,溪水最終匯入林深不知處,聚成一座人跡罕至的池塘。8964 copyright protection411PENANAT16Ukp4OSr 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAbskFRNNnJC
8964 copyright protection411PENANAnOboYLoBMz 維尼
當她撥開最後一片灌木,斗大的滿月在池面上浮光耀金,與池畔點點飄盪的螢光共繪出一幅難以置信的幻景。8964 copyright protection411PENANA3EPzMjQgip 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANASb1a0hsFFu
8964 copyright protection411PENANALmGSNlh5vE 維尼
劉霏走上一座通往池中央的小橋,她望向水面上滿盈的月影,落入水中的雨滴,撥亂飽滿銀光的倒影,撥出了一圈又一圈銀環似的漣漪。8964 copyright protection411PENANANINl85dkiR 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAuEv5uQYQNm
8964 copyright protection411PENANAkWp0IraZxd 維尼
真美。8964 copyright protection411PENANAqBn5LHDaFo 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAPGyURo9fIW
8964 copyright protection411PENANA2g4AnjVMez 維尼
今夜之景,確實就像李錦死的那晚一樣漂亮。8964 copyright protection411PENANAallTJQ7BoW 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAuKacus4M3u
8964 copyright protection411PENANAxtBz3jRTTM 維尼
劉霏抵達池中央的一座涼亭,這是李錦生前最喜歡的地方。8964 copyright protection411PENANAaZUfevd2F9 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAWMuPvYkKkx
8964 copyright protection411PENANA5mPxBmHo0L 維尼
涼亭中央有一堆擺好的薪柴,那是她讓家僕提早準備好的──到了儀式進行時,劉霏只想獨自一人。8964 copyright protection411PENANApo8DQczM7N 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAXCERTHjYDU
8964 copyright protection411PENANA80s9F2VzJ5 維尼
可無奈李錦挑了個容易下雨的時節死,害她總擔心火會點不著。8964 copyright protection411PENANAWYHIoJVk8z 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAKFUY9LHjF4
8964 copyright protection411PENANAQSm6WRa2Pw 維尼
好在篝火最終還是點燃了──接下來只要燒去盒中之物,劉霏就能將之渡給黃泉之下的亡夫。8964 copyright protection411PENANA5CR9hRx9xJ 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAA6rStpjXoG
8964 copyright protection411PENANAizvDaukZWU 維尼
這並非是坊間燒紙錢這類的習俗,作為渡師,她是確確實實能將燒掉的東西交到死者手上。8964 copyright protection411PENANAnKLSiOUjUM 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAmrJCOa8piC
8964 copyright protection411PENANAABHrSdaXT8 維尼
這點早有引師召回的亡魂證實,無消世人爭辯。8964 copyright protection411PENANAKtSfyxdtyb 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANArkOJns1PAE
8964 copyright protection411PENANAXuNqq7mPbP 維尼
劉霏打開木盒,取出一疊摺好的紙張。8964 copyright protection411PENANAMVfbDCOwkT 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANARk3ixjjFx3
8964 copyright protection411PENANA3nsRLRwW0Y 維尼
這是寫給李錦的琴譜,是她親手編的曲子。8964 copyright protection411PENANAyBC58sU9vq 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAhUYryrGTwm
8964 copyright protection411PENANARZD5xR84D8 維尼
聽過李錦演奏的人都說這是天上曲度,不似人間之物。可比起彈給別人聽,李錦更喜歡和劉霏躲在這座涼亭,和著潺潺水聲演奏,讓她獨享。8964 copyright protection411PENANAoY3UpgGPle 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAj5H5oz8OId
8964 copyright protection411PENANA8Bi4IEp1iL 維尼
只可惜,這曲子編得太難,如今就連編曲的劉霏都彈不出來。8964 copyright protection411PENANAlrQ6BwQ9pO 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANA61vSsxMPmA
8964 copyright protection411PENANAX1VmCa2oG7 維尼
她將琴譜一張一張攤開,最後一次看過自己的傑作。接著,便毫不猶豫地扔進火堆,將這些曲子付之一炬。8964 copyright protection411PENANANO7YAB8cwL 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAwm6ONlL8RD
8964 copyright protection411PENANAiAilZJGHIE 維尼
畢竟,沒人有本事演奏的譜,就是天上曲度,留著又有何用?不如渡給九泉之下真正能演奏的人。8964 copyright protection411PENANAdhtAGEPEph 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANArpr0ZDizIV
8964 copyright protection411PENANAFm2d3lhLy5 維尼
當篝火點燃紙張,劉霏看著引燃琴譜的火光,殊異的事情發生了──8964 copyright protection411PENANAU0BCLEEaQC 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAIlvQVo3aPK
8964 copyright protection411PENANAuysxMwWS7v 維尼
光芒在她眼中如滴入水中的墨一般暈了開來。8964 copyright protection411PENANAoxe6b6bVZ0 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANA7aoJjw3ctf
8964 copyright protection411PENANA4tcYwZnhNf 維尼
待火光染開,劉霏環顧四周,景色早已不是微雨夏夜,而是百花齊放的春日。8964 copyright protection411PENANAgxqqViUY8V 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAlCFW0h25Eb
8964 copyright protection411PENANAzicgcCtQOV 維尼
而涼亭的中央,李錦就坐在那裡,身前擺著一張黑木製成的絕世好琴,笑著看她。8964 copyright protection411PENANAgtAHyUSiFT 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAM4mGv7hrCC
8964 copyright protection411PENANACdkwD1qfHb 維尼
有人說這是為了在物件渡往彼岸時,精準無誤地交到正確的人手中,渡師會在物件引燃的時刻,進入一道幻境,一窺附於物件的回憶,並以此作為引導。8964 copyright protection411PENANA0lyMCvhiOu 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANALEHkMEcRDh
8964 copyright protection411PENANAKFkOpczJZR 維尼
劉霏不在乎真相是否如此,她只想利用這栩栩如生、真假難辨的幻境,重溫那些李錦還陪著自己的時刻。8964 copyright protection411PENANAIcU9QsgESy 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAgUSDclyvcq
8964 copyright protection411PENANA1RGj8rOh0X 維尼
和著匯入池塘的溪流聲,李錦開始演奏。這是專屬於她和夫君的記憶,沒有其他人見過,也從來不必與人分享。8964 copyright protection411PENANA0aqPsvyBRO 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAJMT6ACJJn7
8964 copyright protection411PENANAtj0mF9vLj0 維尼
只見李錦抬手,十隻修長的指頭引動琴弦,那份無論對誰來說都太難的譜,便輕易奏成世間最美的曲調。8964 copyright protection411PENANAhCtOFscjQA 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANASmGIYENhpZ
8964 copyright protection411PENANABg5Yc08BRv 維尼
劉霏倚靠到演奏的丈夫身邊,即使知道這會妨礙他彈奏,她也喜歡這樣。8964 copyright protection411PENANAVVdrvZC9WU 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAOcDSs54jFt
8964 copyright protection411PENANANstOk70HPI 維尼
她能聞到李錦身上的味道、以及春風吹來的野花芬芳,耳畔的琴曲比模糊的回憶中更加動聽……8964 copyright protection411PENANA3cJ7zSxoZQ 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAvf3Rry2AAU
8964 copyright protection411PENANAcqIe3fPqye 維尼
可越美的曲子,曲終人散後就越令人落寞。8964 copyright protection411PENANAMx1XTFL2NX 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAf8IUGX9Vqs
8964 copyright protection411PENANArNQrW4YE7u 維尼
幻境在李錦迷人的微笑中結束,現實在劉霏潸然淚下之後回歸。8964 copyright protection411PENANAOX0jxyD1jk 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAXdxC8V7rha
8964 copyright protection411PENANA61iFcmHMV2 維尼
她又想起那句李錦臨死之前問她的話──8964 copyright protection411PENANAVXJSGVBWZ8 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAqi0CpluebU
8964 copyright protection411PENANAbgMb3pAfwI 維尼
「告訴我,愛上一個必死之人,妳後悔嗎?」8964 copyright protection411PENANAwBVTB9M9ul 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAH0CZI6wn44
8964 copyright protection411PENANAAFgFS4jAcu 維尼
打從相識那日,她便知道李錦只是一位向天多借了十年陽壽的續命之人。十年一到,李錦必死,毫無轉圜的餘地,也沒有續借的道理。8964 copyright protection411PENANAVMUITMd8t8 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAln3q3oUFTs
8964 copyright protection411PENANAERnn5KnkWJ 維尼
可劉霏仍舊義無反顧愛上了他。8964 copyright protection411PENANAhp6OdFSqpT 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANA6tm8Q7gJx4
8964 copyright protection411PENANAidcZDZyMxR 維尼
李錦也確實在三年前的今天死了。8964 copyright protection411PENANAKrWZhV7Mzc 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAqhlNmNTIkz
8964 copyright protection411PENANAZw0DMDnL7A 維尼
他提前告別所有在乎過的人,在生命的最後,只有劉霏一人陪在身邊。8964 copyright protection411PENANAtHQpaT0s3N 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAuE8eiX5Rh3
8964 copyright protection411PENANAESEx9KyaiU 維尼
不,是他只陪在劉霏一人身邊。8964 copyright protection411PENANAHMmB3dIQd6 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAnaadlhiDbe
8964 copyright protection411PENANASiPUfM8OAS 維尼
她抹去模糊視線的淚水,起身倚上涼亭的欄杆──碎銀似的細雨在月影之上泛起漣漪,與池畔的流螢一同繪出這片迷幻之景,和三年前一模一樣。8964 copyright protection411PENANAeqF79Af5Rn 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAHku1FSNspM
8964 copyright protection411PENANAAh3O80YFbx 維尼
──後悔?怎麼可能?既然李錦都死了,那計較該不該愛又有什麼意義?8964 copyright protection411PENANAqjGnVcwQB9 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAY5HWwaZgx4
8964 copyright protection411PENANARDakNZirGP 維尼
可就是無怨無悔,生離死別的痛仍舊如渡物時的幻境同樣真實──喪夫的悲苦如影隨形,唯獨在她墜入幻境時能暫時消解。8964 copyright protection411PENANADrd5dGMJJH 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANA9DnEMDbCHz
8964 copyright protection411PENANA82PJq4Aa4J 維尼
三年了,李錦留下的東西已被劉霏一件一件燒去。祭祀也不過是藉口,她甚至在無數個失眠的夜也靠著渡物的幻境入眠。8964 copyright protection411PENANA7ZbWjuFdhH 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAjTfAB10SRJ
8964 copyright protection411PENANARU9KDpdh6H 維尼
劉霏也曾試著找來引師招魂,李錦卻從未回應。人們安慰說:夫君是想讓她放下執念,好好過生活。8964 copyright protection411PENANABiLOGW5x91 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAJn5k4al5gY
8964 copyright protection411PENANA9JofQhIVJS 維尼
可劉霏從來不願如此相信。8964 copyright protection411PENANAhhbPNznzT6 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAZpcndjp7xu
8964 copyright protection411PENANAn75rXhenmR 維尼
或許是借命之人無法回應召喚?還是李錦在埋怨自己什麼?還是……8964 copyright protection411PENANAZns1up4pqr 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAKvEVw7G6OQ
8964 copyright protection411PENANAEarzW3xsRP 維尼
還是他不來,是因為想要我去找他?8964 copyright protection411PENANANFV1DoChy3 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANANMJ0NTjUMg
8964 copyright protection411PENANAkFwaqgsSd0 維尼
想到這,劉霏的眼早已再次模糊,她抹去淚珠,從木盒中取出一雙耳環:這是李錦送她的第一件禮物……8964 copyright protection411PENANAK01GivMl2o 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAerrOmdd3UB
8964 copyright protection411PENANA62kUwNoDZw 維尼
就這樣,劉霏將木盒中準備的物件一樣一樣燒去……當她燒光全部的回憶,雨已歇、月也落,池面的倒影,只剩滿天稀薄的殘星。8964 copyright protection411PENANAjfgr6OKUz7 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAAAwHSjKvZ0
8964 copyright protection411PENANAXkZOhbbuxn 維尼
這也和李錦倚在自己身上死去後的景色一模一樣。8964 copyright protection411PENANAzlIO8JUmlA 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAr31pTUAGDF
8964 copyright protection411PENANAQPP9tw2d4c 維尼
看著篝火的餘燼,劉霏突然感覺自己有些可笑──李錦在彼岸動不動就收到這麼多東西,肯定無奈至極。8964 copyright protection411PENANAt4hERnfSLm 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANA9uuFumvLK4
8964 copyright protection411PENANAXoNiWQ0n72 維尼
可她不在乎。8964 copyright protection411PENANA7Bo0WskfOs 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAxSO2ML69d0
8964 copyright protection411PENANAqxV3g0u0KQ 維尼
劉霏只擔心:若是李錦留下的痕跡和回憶終於被自己燒光的那天,她該靠什麼東西活下去?8964 copyright protection411PENANAjOOkrZFr4M 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAfhZ9mdEaTP
8964 copyright protection411PENANAi5b3XToy8q 維尼
還是……8964 copyright protection411PENANArCbkOrzKh5 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAkcH8P1RlxR
8964 copyright protection411PENANAVIJhWVaQk5 維尼
當最後一星火光燃盡,劉霏想到一個點子。8964 copyright protection411PENANAKDb91CB05r 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAlWJz8o6BKg
8964 copyright protection411PENANAIPXaourBBh 維尼
──若是引火自焚,「我」能不能被精準無誤地渡給李錦,親赴九泉給他一個天大的驚喜?8964 copyright protection411PENANAeSeqsIp74X 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAU9VZbcDVPz
8964 copyright protection411PENANAfLH3g5eAI1 維尼
她不曉得,可劉霏感覺自己真的會如此嘗試。8964 copyright protection411PENANAyn4nlKyLPg 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAL6cLJudXif
8964 copyright protection411PENANA6rSE6uuTIC 維尼
若是成功了,她就要牽著李錦的手,給他一個真心實意的答覆:8964 copyright protection411PENANAV6IHXdU5QM 維尼
415Please respect copyright.PENANAzt94Ai7oZn
8964 copyright protection411PENANAmHHwgxSiwu 維尼
「我不後悔。」8964 copyright protection411PENANARF0Er5X6wl 維尼
216.73.216.144
ns216.73.216.144da2