「你知道我不會在乎這些事。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZvwatdbNS
61Please respect copyright.PENANAaFXytOVJC9
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。61Please respect copyright.PENANAxI4Mugv3ZP
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcnuWiPH4gG
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。61Please respect copyright.PENANAu1YJx2pvmZ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAUspDDwThUQ
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAscVPNsioBn
61Please respect copyright.PENANAMqffejM6B7
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。61Please respect copyright.PENANAwGS4di7KYd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAFCki70yKBq
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?61Please respect copyright.PENANAmWfndv06l4
61Please respect copyright.PENANACMyrrlAlwI
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8JI1ZpKrdx
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQBvw4uPkNx
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAmtqNwz4l7V
61Please respect copyright.PENANA2HNqv79Zsb
「我不知道。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAJzeCX1C0sv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAU2AumaZW3G
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAR1hBUed5bf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAM41D6OssgQ
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAErsDOJiG1N
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvBKfRolZOx
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsZyL2CWZLh
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgZlfwyOPKF
「學長……你不明白……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAqyRIxVCXsH
61Please respect copyright.PENANAT7F9K1dQw4
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAjhtyTo8ht0
61Please respect copyright.PENANAST4S7sc3mr
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqbplAQ9Qnu
61Please respect copyright.PENANAndsAY4QU2S
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAmb2iJSchV5
61Please respect copyright.PENANA779svItnMw
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。61Please respect copyright.PENANAzgttIP8Srb
61Please respect copyright.PENANAdQJ75f7sRi
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」61Please respect copyright.PENANADrfSXMElfS
61Please respect copyright.PENANAxL6z29neyM
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJAZutIh0Ul
61Please respect copyright.PENANAdPypDWLOtS
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAUaroEj1voi
61Please respect copyright.PENANA674YSqoO5u
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。61Please respect copyright.PENANArhCLRS1Rn8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAygVdCYmJ4M
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAnVeoMLiaAp
61Please respect copyright.PENANA1r06r0Fi2L
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。61Please respect copyright.PENANASUWprptdeL
61Please respect copyright.PENANAv7an5OzfUw
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAWYjsEmp8Rc
61Please respect copyright.PENANA7VK1EcMwcF
61Please respect copyright.PENANAoRzntbmWUU
61Please respect copyright.PENANAKY4cUQnMo6
「學長……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAsUE8PafwtZ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQEhS5c27E6
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAnbkp1Fw6gS
61Please respect copyright.PENANAqhI5uCMdPa
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」61Please respect copyright.PENANA4oniGPVcUB
61Please respect copyright.PENANA6GWgzYS1Gb
「試……?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAGLWWm8t2iF
61Please respect copyright.PENANAEws9uRlu4e
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmIgKTde7M5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAYbedlB5Kzg
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」61Please respect copyright.PENANADJw12kN0Mr
61Please respect copyright.PENANAGT9l2tqkIw
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAuEAuca0zpG
61Please respect copyright.PENANARbO7twwJfH
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAH1CzQnjBY9
61Please respect copyright.PENANAIahPhpMAHT
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW3SJs4j0dy
61Please respect copyright.PENANAXDH5sQoMlw
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKdyKjqNAbV
61Please respect copyright.PENANAiYq6pHPEyE
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAnzpV273oZC
61Please respect copyright.PENANAHkMQkVEelZ
看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJR61l8MPjo
61Please respect copyright.PENANAts7l6d7zAj
他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。61Please respect copyright.PENANA6Py9VaB9d6
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAszykilHJcy
61Please respect copyright.PENANA33OCFTkDJV
褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。61Please respect copyright.PENANAzvJ63fJuSr
61Please respect copyright.PENANAFfV8vbX1Zz
「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAmXhlC2WSsX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAuoPcwO4TU0
褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAbSfzl9BlJO
61Please respect copyright.PENANA8OKA9u6Qng
61Please respect copyright.PENANAaFe4M5u0BF
61Please respect copyright.PENANAbWM1Yb4Ov7
「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAHW2OK696u3
61Please respect copyright.PENANAd0fdXoIwzM
看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。61Please respect copyright.PENANA9XOqrVfTkn
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkoOITHEZOo
「嗯……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAvesWTynDCh
61Please respect copyright.PENANA6sw2SrpWQu
微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。61Please respect copyright.PENANA7OzbkmVXEJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAZgab25dhE3
「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAC9sRaWfl1T
61Please respect copyright.PENANAGI1MgA4xVq
褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。61Please respect copyright.PENANAwl2nM70syl
61Please respect copyright.PENANA36MQi7SsYE
或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmYbBQpe4LV
61Please respect copyright.PENANASqs1zUUUz8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAAKiaingv4S
61Please respect copyright.PENANAWrP1KTvgxQ
ns216.73.216.8da2 61Please respect copyright.PENANAaFXytOVJC9
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。61Please respect copyright.PENANAxI4Mugv3ZP
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcnuWiPH4gG
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。61Please respect copyright.PENANAu1YJx2pvmZ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAUspDDwThUQ
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAscVPNsioBn
61Please respect copyright.PENANAMqffejM6B7
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。61Please respect copyright.PENANAwGS4di7KYd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAFCki70yKBq
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?61Please respect copyright.PENANAmWfndv06l4
61Please respect copyright.PENANACMyrrlAlwI
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8JI1ZpKrdx
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQBvw4uPkNx
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAmtqNwz4l7V
61Please respect copyright.PENANA2HNqv79Zsb
「我不知道。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAJzeCX1C0sv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAU2AumaZW3G
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAR1hBUed5bf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAM41D6OssgQ
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAErsDOJiG1N
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvBKfRolZOx
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsZyL2CWZLh
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgZlfwyOPKF
「學長……你不明白……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAqyRIxVCXsH
61Please respect copyright.PENANAT7F9K1dQw4
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAjhtyTo8ht0
61Please respect copyright.PENANAST4S7sc3mr
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqbplAQ9Qnu
61Please respect copyright.PENANAndsAY4QU2S
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAmb2iJSchV5
61Please respect copyright.PENANA779svItnMw
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。61Please respect copyright.PENANAzgttIP8Srb
61Please respect copyright.PENANAdQJ75f7sRi
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」61Please respect copyright.PENANADrfSXMElfS
61Please respect copyright.PENANAxL6z29neyM
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJAZutIh0Ul
61Please respect copyright.PENANAdPypDWLOtS
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAUaroEj1voi
61Please respect copyright.PENANA674YSqoO5u
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。61Please respect copyright.PENANArhCLRS1Rn8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAygVdCYmJ4M
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAnVeoMLiaAp
61Please respect copyright.PENANA1r06r0Fi2L
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。61Please respect copyright.PENANASUWprptdeL
61Please respect copyright.PENANAv7an5OzfUw
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAWYjsEmp8Rc
61Please respect copyright.PENANA7VK1EcMwcF
61Please respect copyright.PENANAoRzntbmWUU
61Please respect copyright.PENANAKY4cUQnMo6
「學長……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAsUE8PafwtZ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQEhS5c27E6
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAnbkp1Fw6gS
61Please respect copyright.PENANAqhI5uCMdPa
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」61Please respect copyright.PENANA4oniGPVcUB
61Please respect copyright.PENANA6GWgzYS1Gb
「試……?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAGLWWm8t2iF
61Please respect copyright.PENANAEws9uRlu4e
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmIgKTde7M5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAYbedlB5Kzg
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」61Please respect copyright.PENANADJw12kN0Mr
61Please respect copyright.PENANAGT9l2tqkIw
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAuEAuca0zpG
61Please respect copyright.PENANARbO7twwJfH
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAH1CzQnjBY9
61Please respect copyright.PENANAIahPhpMAHT
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW3SJs4j0dy
61Please respect copyright.PENANAXDH5sQoMlw
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKdyKjqNAbV
61Please respect copyright.PENANAiYq6pHPEyE
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAnzpV273oZC
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看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJR61l8MPjo
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他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。61Please respect copyright.PENANA6Py9VaB9d6
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAszykilHJcy
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褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。61Please respect copyright.PENANAzvJ63fJuSr
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「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAmXhlC2WSsX
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褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAbSfzl9BlJO
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「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAHW2OK696u3
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看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。61Please respect copyright.PENANA9XOqrVfTkn
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「嗯……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAvesWTynDCh
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微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。61Please respect copyright.PENANA7OzbkmVXEJ
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「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAC9sRaWfl1T
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褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。61Please respect copyright.PENANAwl2nM70syl
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或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmYbBQpe4LV
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