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倘若緩緩流下的眼淚能帶走一些傷痛，那就不需反覆舔著傷口來確認自己真切地擁有什麼了吧。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHccV1xCRU
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他咬緊下唇，直至嘗到了一絲腥鹹的血腥味，悲傷如同傷口滲出的血液，點滴擴散。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1x0XWCGt2
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“哲也，我不懂了…”自夜空墜落的光芒此刻在那人眼中熠熠閃爍。那人眼裡是銀河，是彗星，雖明亮但燃燒殆盡後徒留灰燼的混濁，“什麼才是真正的怪物？”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48UAIvzaRm
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傾盡所有只為等待一次嘴角牽動，然而該用怎樣表情面對欲哭無淚的難受，他不曾思考過。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1mcwRK0yi
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“是擁有那種身體卻少了一顆溫暖之心、冷酷至極的狼…還是平凡無奇卻慾望深不見底、貪婪地近乎醜陋的人類？”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7RPEGmboy
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“赤司君…”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YMSvK6pcM
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找不到言語撫平的、最深沉的痛，是無話可說。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQPP0jUrFf
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Sehen sie mich! 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP6UoKdgKE
Sehen sie mich! 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwghAaMZA0
Das monstrum in meinem Selbst ist so groß geworden!35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXGnjsHvdt
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看看我！35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgE1WvnoSg
看看我！35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmApKrSo9u
我體內的怪物已經變得這麼大了！ ①35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneFfao9yb9
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阻止我，或者殺了我。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD7Rdo6grD
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這是我唯一的請求。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9POGZEBT8o
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赤髮男人緩緩走上台的那刻，黃瀨涼太也抬起了頭。即便過半的頭髮已漸趨花白、上挑的眼尾也刻上了歲月痕跡，可黑框眼鏡下仍遮不住一雙赤眸裡的奕奕神采。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjTtdRSAez
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人們總說舉手投足充滿自信的男人最吸引人目光，若是再加上本身相貌不凡，只能說是得天獨厚了。可想而知，此人年輕時必定是位容貌與自己不相上下的帥哥，不過怎麼說都是自己略勝一籌才是─他在心裡暗暗想著。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorXG8r3Euf
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赤司弘彥，這是男人的名字。一位出色的學者大概就是像這樣，一言一行被眾人簇擁圍繞，一舉一動被媒體瘋狂追逐吧。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9UxmkA4C9
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“歡迎各位菁英加入大學院這個大家庭，冀望在座的諸位都能在這自由的環境下找出自己的價值…”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlawN7ivPog
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制式的開場白很快地便讓他對台上的男人失去了興趣，畢竟那人成就如何輝煌也和自己沾不上一絲關係，對沒興趣的人，他一向是連分點注意力都覺浪費光陰的。他打了個哈欠，狀似隨意的伸個懶腰。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7L6t1rFSE
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“欸，你聽過大學院的傳聞嗎？”身後一名院生神秘兮兮地對身旁的朋友說道。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMPXNSbxmE
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“是鬼怪什麼的嗎？哪間學校都有鬼故事啊，不稀奇了啦！”同伴顯然是對這類話題完全沒有興趣，語氣裡少不了對謠言嗤之以鼻的鄙視。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo06YBM53T
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“不是鬼魂…”男學生彷彿在塑造說恐怖故事的氣氛，還刻意壓低聲音，“是狼人！傳說只要在滿月的夜晚，就能在大學院的某處見到狼人哦！”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz4MlAqYNY
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“噗哈哈哈…你相信這種傳聞啊？該不會把社團招生時那些學長的話當真了吧！聽就知道是唬你的啦！”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu3QI4u2Fy
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“是、是這樣嗎？可是學長描述得繪聲繪影的呢…”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBGRq1EQSN
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“不然怎麼騙你入社團啊？話說在先，我可不加入那種奇怪的社團哦！恕不奉陪。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk4BQuOlDl
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“別說得我好像是常被拐騙的人一樣啊！”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuuMT1UEPg
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兩個院生逕自討論得熱烈，黃瀨僅是默默聽著，嘴角卻悄然上揚，本還徘徊在身邊的濃濃倦意早已煙消雲散。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZQAMy7AVL
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狼人？這不是挺有趣的嘛，這樣的生活確實多了點樂趣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHeYMYVJ4e
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但更有趣的並不是這樣的話題，而是從不經過求證就以訛傳訛，比起自己眼睛更相信自己耳朵的─人類啊。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOC0Xwa9ro
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春櫻爛漫的天空猶如綴上粉色星光的一塊畫布，迎面吹來的風在頃刻間變得溫柔，桃井五月撥了撥隨風飄逸的粉色長髮，若有似無的淡淡髮香似乎隨著她的動作飄散，令幾位路過的院生停下腳步。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUZIZytyLa
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如畫的美景再加上美人點綴，簡直就是一種至上的視覺享受，男學生無不歡欣鼓舞，喜悅之色一覽無遺。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHuRlFVAnI
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“早、早安，桃井副教授！”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkLsTGfyQp
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“早安。”如沐春風的微笑替這些學生臉頰上刷上春櫻般的粉色，“你們是新生吧，真有活力呢，加油哦。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UrJUxi9Xz
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“看到沒！桃井副教授叫我加油！”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO3mxq3gfV
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“笨─蛋！這話是對我說的啦！”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfREqMq4jO
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“錯了、錯了，是我才對啊！”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDmg4adJRm
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幾個大男生為了一句話爭風吃醋的模樣頗滑稽，單純且精力充沛，即便是往後會在跌跌撞撞中領悟何謂成長，仍義無反顧地揮霍光陰，只為換取回憶裡永不褪色的一頁篇幅。真可謂環境促使人改變啊，她突然羨慕起這些人眼中閃閃發亮的青春了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXr0P6Yc3F
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桃井笑了笑，轉身將吵吵鬧鬧的畫面拋在腦後。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeklPjpaeK
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手裡提著便利商店的塑膠袋，桃井貌似心情不錯，踏著輕快的步伐彎彎繞繞地走了一小段路，比起熱鬧無比的禮堂與校門口，位於校園一隅的實驗室人煙稀少，相對的也顯得清幽寧靜。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPanL2lvlC
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“小赤，你在嗎？”實驗室一片黑暗，桃井熟門熟路地打開了牆上的電燈開關，回應她的是一片沉默。“真是的，都這個時間了還…他不知道今天是什麼日子嗎？”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTDz16m0bQ
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“我怎麼了？”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yIecv02XC
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沉穩慵懶的嗓音打斷她的低喃，突然從背後冒出的聲響讓桃井嚇了一跳，“哇啊，小赤你不要突然嚇人啊！”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYxNP4t8OR
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“是妳大驚小怪了。”並未因桃井誇張的反應而出現任何表情，赤司征十郎逕自走進實驗室，桃井這才發現他手上拿著的東西。“老鼠？小赤，你又把它們帶去哪了！？”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCqs7ThzJH
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“只是觀察一下不同場所影響發情期的程度差異而已，沒什麼吧。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefGa7C4NXx
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“果然是小綠那邊吧！天啊，小赤，你忘了上次那批老鼠的下場了嗎？”一想到那位不知何謂節制的“醫生”，桃井覺得太陽穴又開始隱隱作痛了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZl4JBftMN
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所謂的天才其實與異類並沒有多大差別，放眼望去古今中日的天才發明家或藝術家，有哪位不是以個性古怪孤僻著名？桃井對“老天爺對每個人都是公平的＂這句話深感認同，果然天賦這些人與眾不同的才能，也會取走些他們較為正常的部分啊，眼前的人不就是活生生的實例，已經擁有了非凡相貌與過人才能，就不能再要求老天爺給他溫柔體貼的完美個性了吧。雖然說這種不按牌理出牌的個性總讓她生活充滿“驚喜”。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVWcNlcXxv
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“這不是重點吧，院生人呢？”無視眼前進入腦補模式的人，赤司語氣平淡，彷彿早對這樣的畫面司空見慣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz3jnGtfZg
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“原來你還記得今天是院生報到的日子啊？我還以為你又忘記了…我跟他約好了，大概再一會兒就到了。至於另外一個，好像還沒到…我再去聯絡下。對了，”桃井將幾個飯糰放在赤司面前，“你應該還沒吃早餐吧，我順道買了你的份…” 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0IXt2tK2e
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“不用了，我今天老樣子。”赤司搖搖頭，轉身對身後問道，“你拿去吃吧？”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAixoh9IxE6
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“小赤，你在跟誰說話？”桃井一臉疑惑。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhkoXHKRcV
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“您好，桃井副教授，我是黑子哲也。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D7PC7OsCH
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“哇啊！你什麼時候來的！？”她考慮要換顆心臟了，一天被嚇兩次可不是什麼有趣的事。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ISuZcsg8d
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“跟赤司教授一起進來的呢，請多多指教了。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AMM5bDUs9
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“這樣啊…跟著小赤可不是件輕鬆的事呢，請加油了。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhdmUfYbnD
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悄悄打量起眼前藍髮的人，桃井一向對自己看人的眼力充滿自信，可她無論如何都無法在黑子身上找出任何特質。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpjw3hcO0x
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黑子哲也就像實驗室裡隨處可見的普通容器，並不起眼，在路上與之擦肩而過或許也不會察覺。真要說有什麼特別之處，大概是一雙如同容器裡無機質的水般、沒有任何雜質浮動的澄澈雙眼了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyMLxuSweB
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她從不過問赤司選擇學生的標準，前例可循這人做決定往往是沒有特定標準的，儘管存在些許質疑，可仔細想想，黑子態度親切溫和，總的來說還算是個可愛的孩子。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY10h2fL2D
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“我帶了一些甜點來，聽聞桃井副教授喜歡吃甜食，所以…”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k96d8dTAo
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“唉呀，真是個貼心的孩子。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPo5XbsnG6
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她必須收回前言，她喜歡這孩子。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKWJiw1tUY
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皎潔的月光為空蕩的房間灑落一地明亮，旋轉椅上的老者在男人走進房內時轉過身來，銳利的視線在男人身上盤旋片刻，老者幽幽開口，“你來了，大輝。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0YCQLdvQY
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“是。”迎上老者的目光，皮膚黝黑的男人點了個頭當做是回應。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4welREbxVe
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“事情辦得如何？”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9hI62iWZf
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“一切都依照計畫進行。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CFAlp1z8f
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沒有情感起伏的聲線似乎使室內的溫度宛如置於冰窖般冷冽，縱使遍地明亮暖月色也使溫暖無法介入分毫。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfBiNNlBKG
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“不會因為是你的玩伴就心軟吧？”老者的嘴唇微抿起，抿出一道輕蔑的弧度。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI6fjaReeQ
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“…怎麼可能。”男人的低喃猶如自嘲，又似正面回敬的挑釁。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCwNN2z9ni
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“是嗎？你應該沒忘吧，我時常說的話。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGGBqmaorg
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“側隱之心使我們變得懦弱，無所畏懼使我們變得強韌，若想站上巔峰，就讓自己失去，直至無法失去。” 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqpb9X5422
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“很好。”乾枯的手指在水晶杯緣游移，裡頭的金黃色液體隨之晃動，威士忌的深沉儼然是圍繞老者周身氛圍的最佳寫照。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSpQTaiWAj
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“他會是個阻礙，”低沉但一字一句鏗鏘有力的嗓音敲擊著男人耳膜，“…殺了他。”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmxtz2iNTP
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①出自浦澤直樹《Monster》，是我個人最喜歡的一部漫畫作品。（順帶一題第二與第三是鋼鍊與灌高XD）35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK5xP8HE5y
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終於可以開始寫的新坑～還請多多指教35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vKuAccbYe
關於背景，基本上使用了日本大學院的設定，但有些地方會依故事內容做點更動，可能會和實際狀況有些差異，也可當成架空世界來看( ￣ 3￣)y▂ξ35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU1AepPDcf
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可能不會太歡樂，但也不會是悲劇，所以怕悲劇的捧由可以放心觀看wwww35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm5l0PQmR4
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