聖誕假期快要到了，天氣寒冷得很。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73pDmvrd7s
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我從課室門那邊，走到你的桌旁，放下了暖暖的盒裝朱古力奶：「送你。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20y5K6jMQ2
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「暖暖的。」你興奮的雙手捧著盒裝奶，眉開眼笑的說：「你特意給我買的嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzRZx4MAvG
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「小食部買一送一，我不喝那麼多。」我坐在你旁邊的座位。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq17pXEeXx
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「謝謝師姐。」你喝著暖暖的朱古力奶，露出滿足的笑容。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5vabaYu7t
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對，我是師姐。因為DSE的英文科不合格，又不想讀副學士或高級文憑，所以今年再戰江湖。希望考到英文合格，順利升讀學位。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy9KC7L3Bn
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慶幸我跟你的選修科大致相同，我被編配跟你同一班。老師也安排了我坐在你的旁邊，指名我要跟你多說英文。那當然是老師在場的時候，才會說英文吧。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3HR3t63kP
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「你知道嗎？放學後男友會帶我去樂園玩，很期待啊！」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn42L12UgZh
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因為坐在你的隔鄰，你跟男朋友的戀愛事跡，我也聽不少。你很喜歡跟我分享你的事，包括家人、朋友，還有感情事。你知道，你一直以來都只是把我當作親密的朋友，所以，我徹底的輸了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rw9s6HUej
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縱使我不太高興你跟我提起你的男友，但你的笑容，完完全全地俘虜著我的心。我看你今天只是穿了單薄的外套，有點擔心夜晚的氣溫會驟降：「那⋯⋯你有帶頸巾嗎？樂園比這邊還冷啊。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1p48CUlUB
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「沒有啊，我們也是剛剛才決定的。」你天真的說：「他說今晚不會太冷。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnWnVwtF2Y
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我走到我的儲物櫃，拿了備用的厚外套給你：「拿去吧，以防萬一。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OgJGXV6SB
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「謝謝你啊！」你感動的抱著我：「我最喜歡你了！」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxoHB1Zkw3
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我聽到這句話，已經心滿意足：「我也是啊。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU2ENda3hA
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另一天，我又走到你的桌旁，放下了兩條美味棒：「送你。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuygloy4xbW
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你燦爛的笑著，拿起美棒左看右看：「我很喜歡吃這個的啊。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftOWOG6tYM
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「小食部叔叔送我的，我不想吃。」我看著你天真爛漫的笑容，真想捏一下你的臉。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHyutqVRLI
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「我可以跟他分享啊，一人一條，謝謝師姐。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTwr5fYJVj
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我毅然收回一條美味棒：「我突然想吃。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V7AKbkUzm
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是的，我呷醋了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnjizLAJfq
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但是你並沒有察覺到，不過也沒有因為我收回食物而不快：「那我們一起吃吧。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgraCkc9JJ
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我帶著有點興奮的心情，在她旁邊的位置坐下來，一起享用零食。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwYkXZHjPa
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「我悄悄跟你說啊⋯⋯」你臉紅紅的在我耳邊輕聲說：「昨晚⋯⋯我跟他⋯⋯什麼什麼了。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsktCjaUQU
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你臉上難以掩蓋的喜悅，跟我震撼的心情有著強烈的對比：「你們⋯⋯」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYs3YLxNkIR
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你害羞地點著頭：「我只跟你說，你不要跟別人說啊。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZR4PCpsYU
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我就是知道她太純情，非常不安地問：「那麼⋯⋯有用⋯⋯套嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL02SVcyfRX
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「他說安全期，可以不用。」你仍然天真的相信著他，還帶一句：「而且他⋯⋯是在外面⋯⋯不用怕的。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMEzT5xnT5
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「放學後我帶你去買事後丸。」我有很強烈的不詳預感。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9Q37HJ1fF
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「不用了，他說沒事便一定沒事。」你臉上仍然帶著傻傻的笑容。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcbXc4HLf7
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你不怕嗎？221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBS64nzNQCS
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但是，我真的很怕。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDwgGqDqir
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過了兩個多月，我發現你臉上的笑容逐漸消失。經常也心不在焉，小測的成績也一落千丈，被老師召見了多次。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVDTdINTWQ
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這段時間，你無精打采的，臉上再沒有那個天真的笑容。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoy5WgQRJd
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為了逗你開心，我每天都會送小禮物給你，又跟你分享趣事。但你也只是淺淺的笑一下，沒什麼回應。而且，你再也沒有提及過男朋友。我猜，可能是分手了吧。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfICzJQ9kl
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這天放學，你急急的離開校園。但是我尾隨著你，然後捉住了你的手，帶你走到沒人的角落。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIEt2bgSnD
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我把你抱入懷裡，緊緊的抱住：「有什麼事情可以跟我說啊，很擔心你。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7lzk0UwN1
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你輕輕的推開我，露出一個勉強的笑容：「沒事啊。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6uWINOkKd
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「你們分手了嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB56forcUUE
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「嗯。」你的笑容完全表露了悲痛的心情，強顏歡笑：「分了。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFyQOMttJV
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「不怕！你還有我呀。」我衝動地牽著你的手說：「讓我來照顧你。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H5gZtVjoB
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「謝謝你，但是我沒事啊。」你也輕輕的回握：「跟我說句加油，可以嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56YHCQofS3
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我疑惑地說：「加油？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ353gx8Uoxz
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你帶著充滿希望的聲線：「明天便沒事的了。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEFM1M0Ylp
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「加油。」我還是說了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1ECAYP7F6
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「明天見。」你說畢，便轉身離去。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvqmVnLoHP
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第二天，小息。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wgjlbTcgN
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我遞了一個小小的暖包給你：「看你整天都抱著腹部，經痛嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejvKGtjGOx
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你拿著發熱的暖包，臉青唇白的看著我，無力地說：「暖暖的⋯⋯謝謝你。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw2RP6IiEJ
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「這款可以貼在腹前。」我心裡不詳的預感漸趨強烈：「要早退回家休息嗎？你好像痛得很呢。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOX2xLcP7f
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「師姐⋯⋯」你拉著我的手，我感覺到你的手冰冷得發著抖。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD76BqpOuVy
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我看著你痛苦的表情，不禁擔心起來：「怎麼了？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK7js7UJzo
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你冒著冷汗，痛苦地「啊」了一聲，用力抱著腹部，縮作一團。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Nz3crXwCB
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「要去醫療室嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx82Lsh4Hcc
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「嗯⋯⋯」你暈倒了，要從椅子上滾到地上去。我立即慌張地扶著你，看著你雪白的校裙被血慢慢染紅。我這刻才知道，一切也太遲了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE9pG0e9jX
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我急得快要哭起來，發瘋似的大叫。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CPtt0xIBK
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自從那天，你被送到醫院後，便再沒有回來學校。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhy5OYqjQJ
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多個月來，你的位置一直都保留著，就像你會回來跟我們上課一樣。上面擺滿零食，又有小小的鮮花和卡片，同學們都用他們的方式，去表達對你的心意。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9IKnuJy0u
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我放下了一杯你最喜歡吃的牛油粟米，沉默良久，也說不出「送你」這句話。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCZ2AepQaY
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看著空盪盪的椅子，沒能聽到你的回應，也沒能看到你的笑容。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTCDUau2H5
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如果，當天帶你去買藥⋯⋯221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTboVWl6XE
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如果，當天沒有跟你說「加油」⋯⋯221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrmZ0qmENf
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我閉上眼睛，祈求可以有一部時光機出現在眼前，讓我回到過去，去阻止事情的發生。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc52tGuKdR
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一切，可以重來嗎？221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fhgh0TvDm
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我感到突然有一陣強風吹過，啾啾的風聲、體感氣溫急降，使我好奇地張開眼睛。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaymfbKSXYq
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眼前出現了天真爛漫笑容的你，興奮的雙手捧著盒裝朱古力奶，眉開眼笑的說：「暖暖的。你特意給我買的嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9PObLV30F
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我呆了一下，看了看周圍的環境，課室後的壁佈上，是聖誕節的裝飾。你的桌面，任何悼念的物品也沒有了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhNHQXs9JP
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我戰戰競競地坐在你旁邊的座位，還未敢相信事實地說：「小食部買一送一，我不喝那麼多。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSyFRlqp2z
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「謝謝師姐。」你喝著暖暖的朱古力奶，露出滿足的笑容。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFkvXlbjHE
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真的？可以重來嗎？221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0lLuUZ2Mt
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