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「哈————」掩住口,打了一長聲的哈欠,路德維希揉揉酸澀的眼角,緊接著又一個呵欠。55Please respect copyright.PENANAGbnN5mTOaT
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情人節之後將近一週,從未有睡眠障礙的他深受失眠困擾,至於原因是什麼他再清楚不過——他懼怕見到基爾伯特,確切講的話,是指夢裡的基爾伯特。55Please respect copyright.PENANA4FFnpYfAK2
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夢裡的基爾伯特和現實笑容溫和相反,總是板著一張臉,眼神溢滿灰暗思緒,渾身散發拒絕他人親近的氣場,好像僅僅稍微碰觸他就會被尖銳地割傷。55Please respect copyright.PENANA0JMpc0IUiY
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那副模樣,不僅使人戰慄,亦令他備感熟悉。很奇異地,路德維希有種強烈的既視感,他以前曾見過相似的臉孔,可任他想破頭卻也想不起究竟是在哪見過那種排拒他人接近的場景。55Please respect copyright.PENANA7p4QwDPx1t
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只是每天每夜一再重複的夢境,簡直要逼他就範的磨人。55Please respect copyright.PENANAP5DVbrlAaf
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路德維希不得不承認,他從未如此害怕因睡眠引起的虛幻場景,即使那個夢境並非是散佈未知生物、有巨人追趕或者上演猶如B級恐怖殺戮電影劇碼,平心而論,那個夢簡直是透明無比,情節、角色如何推演運作,他都一清二楚。55Please respect copyright.PENANAbAawAa1D2u
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正因如此,反使他益加緊繃不敢隨意放任自己陷入睡眠,就怕又夢見同樣的夢。所以就在睡眠驚醒睡眠反覆惡性循環之下,使得他神色一日比一日差。55Please respect copyright.PENANAqyp3EahXEY
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「路德,你還好吧?」早上九點過後,正結束往返兩趟回到總站休憩的同事見他呵欠連連不禁關心「這幾天你是不是睡不好?常見你精神不濟耶。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA26L146hiis
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「……有一點。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAu9rLHTrefG
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「有一點?」聽他這麼說,以為他是失眠,同事眉間皺起「要不你今天先別上工,去看個醫生拿藥回家吃休息會?」大概是路德維希對此沒什麼表示,他頓了頓「前幾天不是發生某一家客運的司機精神不佳導致交通事故的案件嗎?雖然沒導致人員死亡的憾事,可上頭命令要我們多注意些。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA1DWsqmT3V9
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聽同事提起,路德維希想起似乎真有這麼一回事,辦公室的佈告欄上還貼有總公司傳來的單子。55Please respect copyright.PENANAYV170Y9ck0
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那起事故發生地點離他住所意外的近,甚至他可以算是半個目擊者,畢竟當天下班經過時便聽到警車、救護車的呼嘯,回家洗澡完看新聞才知道發生嚴重車禍,所幸大部分乘客連同司機在內大多是受傷,並無人死亡。55Please respect copyright.PENANAyZHVKpMTPP
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而警方調查肇事原因,發現是司機長時間工作勞累(後續報導似乎還有挖掘出其他)導致開車途中睡著打滑方向盤撞上人行道造成事故。那幾天輿論反響很大,兩造都有說法,有一派是主張客運公司不該強迫司機長時間開車,另一派則是抨擊假若精神疲勞就不該勉強上路,輿論到最後不知怎地甚至翻出司機的違規紀錄,一時間使各客運高層風聲鶴唳,禁止他們與記者們接觸,並發來注意事項的通傳。55Please respect copyright.PENANA0lXdJLiCvT
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「……沒事,只是做了噩夢。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAXR16R4coU0
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「噩夢?」同事眼神疑惑地盯著他,路德維希面不改色道:55Please respect copyright.PENANAHLPcrkqskI
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「嗯,連續做了一個被巨人追逐的噩夢,所以這幾天才睡不好。」他半真半假陳述自己之所以精神勞累的原因。55Please respect copyright.PENANAietuqKmfvs
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以前曾經聽大學同學閒聊惡夢內容,內容正是關於被巨人追逐,那位同學誇張地用肢體語言表達他在夢裡死命奔跑,就在差點被吃了的瞬間驚醒,當然他這幾天的夢裡沒有巨人追逐他,有的只是總是在天空飛翔不肯降落的那人而已。55Please respect copyright.PENANAKVJyjEQ3TJ
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「因為這樣不敢睡?」大概是沒想過他都這年紀,還會被惡夢嚇的不輕,同事聽了之後忍不住大笑「什麼啊?做噩夢?哈!路德,你不都三十幾歲了?怎麼和孩子一樣懼怕惡夢?哈哈!實在是太好笑了!」55Please respect copyright.PENANApOOP4eW6bG
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「……可能最近事情增多比較勞心壓力至極,晚上就因此惡夢了吧……」忽略同事笑的東倒西歪的,他又道。55Please respect copyright.PENANA2upnbw57Pl
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直到笑夠本,同事才一邊撫著肚子(瞪著同事的動作,連猜都免了,路德篤定肯定是笑疼了肚痛)一邊乾咳面向他。55Please respect copyright.PENANAvZ1OCsAV12
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「不過」語氣停了下,同事正色「路德,為了行車安全,我想你今天還是別跑班,免得萬一發生什麼真的就無法收拾了。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAwwDEB32EGe
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見他躊躇不語,同事又進一步提議。55Please respect copyright.PENANAS6jGauE5S8
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「那麼這樣好了,我跟你調班?你今天下午只有來回兩趟對吧,我和你對調,你下午就回去好好休息,免得壓力過頭晚上又惡夢了。」原本用著嚴厲不容辯駁口吻要求他的同事,到後面大約是想起他惡夢結果睡不著的事情來,忍不住又噗哧地哄堂大笑,嗓音宏亮,甚至誇張到笑出淚來。55Please respect copyright.PENANAWK9QVCtngJ
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……怎麼他周圍盡是脫離常規的人?路德維希臉黑半邊,但同事的提議似乎也不壞,顧慮到行車安全,他想今天就和同事調班,下午去書店放鬆心情,說不定晚上就不再惡夢纏身了……55Please respect copyright.PENANAnpHMK5RNrf
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待同事又恢復正常情緒,路德維希便與他兩人調換班次,畢竟按照公司流程一一上告反而綁手綁腳,所以他們通常多半私下進行。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZqBuymlFPv
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「好,那我明天那兩班就是你去跑。下午好好休息,晚上應該就沒事了。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAfRjTX7qvUG
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「嗯。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAoNmvvtay1j
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「不過,如果還是做了惡夢,路德,我建議你還是去看個心理醫生比較好,畢竟人的心理活動很難測的,就連佛洛伊德也無法確實分析人的精神層面啊。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA97F9Bogpab
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「……我了解。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAD7OGYjtRdR
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路德維希說罷,抬頭望了時鐘,發現差不多到發車時間,便起身和同事別過,離開辦公室往自己的車走去了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAmaohwvDwJL
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下午,先回家裏放東西後才出門的路德維希走入住家附近的書店,感應到接近,玻璃門自動往兩邊推開,而門口邊擺滿當月新書或者店長推薦暢銷書,其中有一落書特別多疊,甚至還被裝飾介紹,但路德維希僅僅一瞥便不再去留意。55Please respect copyright.PENANAmNfQTbhhX9
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一樓收銀台邊的店員見到是他便微笑招呼,他面無表情地點點頭,提步往二樓擺放各種音樂CD的專區。55Please respect copyright.PENANAeZGTQ4FrwP
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這家書店開了好幾年,由於距離家裏相當近,放假時或者下班經過他就會繞進來看看有沒有新書發售,或新的音樂試聽。雖然這幾年網路書店流行,甚至折扣也可能比實體店面多上許多,路德維希仍舊偏愛直接在書店購買,也許是買久就認識的緣故(只要確定在哪裡買東西,他就會固定在那裡消費),有時店員幫他結帳時就會多送些折扣或給他幾個活動剩下的贈禮。55Please respect copyright.PENANA9I7fX9w8bW
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眼神在架上搜尋,記得之前他來買書時,店員知道他喜歡純音樂,便特別推薦一個團隊製作的自然音樂CD,可惜那時正好售鑿,不曉得這回有沒有……非常幸運的,架上還剩下最後一片,於是他伸手從架上取出那包膜的盒子。55Please respect copyright.PENANAt3lZ3xsWQZ
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之後他便走回一樓,不急著結帳的關係,他拐入擺滿各種觀光指南書籍的專區,聽同事說好像哪裡的客運公司搭配觀光客出設計了新款公車,要是下個月班表允許的話,他打算去那裡旅遊並體驗那新款公車。55Please respect copyright.PENANAH3EtfzQmgW
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傍晚從書店回來後,簡單洗過身子,他從冰箱拿出牛奶和玉米片,將兩者倒入碗裡攪和,就這樣當晚餐吃一頓。55Please respect copyright.PENANA6CUWyqYX2U
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情人節之後,基爾伯特再次不見蹤影,這回學乖的路德維希不再想什麼——說實在他也沒空理會,光是夢的內容就讓他勞心——想什麼也是多餘。55Please respect copyright.PENANAOftEc7YYlD
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睡前他放了那片新買的音樂,鋼琴曲搭配著森林裡的溪流聲響,安安靜靜地讓他終於不再惡夢,一覺天明。55Please respect copyright.PENANAWHyG7oUkMQ
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又是過度章……55Please respect copyright.PENANAdClbqRjSyB
對於自己邏輯故事的能力感到厭惡……寫文章寫的痛苦……55Please respect copyright.PENANAEPdSgGwT7E
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關於夢,某種程度來說是一種預知夢、共感。暗示著路德與基爾在一定程度上共鳴。ns216.73.216.0da2