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『世界上最遙遠的距離』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sEJYiS9qh
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam5YS81d75
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2ZuZ3ZJYR
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh9UbaBn7n
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeSgxy7dvF
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錯過與放棄。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vFUEuuJjc
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6yB1SB4Ea
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmvfpxZ2Qt
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『If……』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYtcP3dSvl
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQctHDj68Km
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaJ5ZseIgF
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9ln91VIrH
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9rMu22YkA
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1NYtvdmqS
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aTg9J7pBm
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『給十年後未來的你』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2cSfxqSZE
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVBve1OAvI
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5aaaWxRdH
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7ja8HolQf
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRV6HL9xfP
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETmJ841hl3
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm7PBeIeKE
至今回想卻支離破碎。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LZpzXgUxB
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinkBCf33oi
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kkb8Xedq3
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kCd0d25N2
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早就該死亡了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmFhlIZp1J
早就該離開了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6UcpQper3
早就……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BKn7Ku84E
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt68XNntNyV
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8hyi2Nb0q
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW84m9iLNf
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyuP3Kr3Kz
為什麼不能忍耐呢……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa3RsYVhHy
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CvmsYvXax
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『不要哭。』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdKTIKgNVz
最後，兄長只是這麼說。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYPgmR17EE
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoPBqOGUi7
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPChwX181d
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Q6gxt5di
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到底過了多久呢？55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvpr9yqUCY
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsMxCjXIjz
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoEtEkEaeE
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8XIwAFWws
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG36AkCXVx
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他拼命的挖土。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRRdvBlxqj
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWF0twoD6m
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8b1yci1pH
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw9BCocHss
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那是一面白紙。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lnUf2LSYB
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiPsABdHhD
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbmkwdAMtE
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkCpvaAcio
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWrzSuYCiI
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWZHfW3Rw4
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看新聞有感。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWALj1iCtlR
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTCAWW7m3S
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「關於雪的聯想」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ76nwHm5Z
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXVlfl2RMj
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexhFx4XzPe
乾澀的，卻熱和著。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph8VsxOHCT
『你聽』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWoYszXeRm
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaY6WLvPRp
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpscwDnqOc
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vQZBAW0fF
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『踏雪無聲』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprtoMwlYyM
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乍然寂靜無聲。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnBVh9tpJy
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gdbs0Yn3r
他張大眼，張口不能言。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz4PZXh65r
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYXQAe6Ysx
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXBKRlhfWT
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nsTOjcHJV
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRqjW3uUeC
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『請幸福的……』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtvz4xCCjr
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPphadQQQjL
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlBYVVTozV
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVHVpT85lh
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cOhvm5lZQ
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJRubZxBbr
我無法相信話語的真實。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zrKC2mSYE
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我知道，你愛我。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerScWOfvfi
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH99Yde24z
我當然也從你口裡聽到。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC60o2XvME
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO5FpkIHwK
你總是會說：「我愛你。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl177JTK0q8
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是的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl09SuKWhi
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6acyCCSTC
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS4FcXBj4F
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAqy4yaPLA
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkGjxEMjli
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『後日談』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnOfKooiga
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZijUeNRNCg
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSxC5Asu0e
然後他又重複了一次。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FRgQ2bY2L
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvUFz2fvoz
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uKQfQPiwn
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFSv0c6yjC
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7uGJVwv2e
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「十年」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbnFuXzkIL
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrjNOfLBuW
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTefNATUAdQ
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6WYLuOrKp
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFglWX3tC7h
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因為太感同身受了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HPOgUWqVW
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWfPSioq8d
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVknnzYnM6B
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vVKkg7nrA
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrbT76h2cu
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu3JoROfh0
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlxWvVHxJH
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzHpeKpQYy
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKAKdmgguJ
他始終是，一個人。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF7up039my
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhkf2fTSh6
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SujFNhhwC
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他決定要去旅行。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HvqsrXNDN
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmvmDOZvVn
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路德也許會生氣吧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgZRQSBcz0
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DzJyMxzFk
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7faT19X5Z
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdqmBRXAe5
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGXzO5IIFX
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFPV9M0tmO
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABlweBRzby
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A7AB324nA
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXuVSBUfDC
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWloypmicY
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPUMOO5ay9
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTM2ewkX6Y
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNqqGT4Uf9
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAqBRGzdmS
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2NdCrAtVu
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEBwds7K2o
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他收起相片，忖思。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQriReUR9Mp
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5ZEKDVdmY
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJtt879gcZ
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWsj15QCet
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