No Plagiarism!GG65ukQwLopScl3gnZU4posted on PENANA 第十八個雪季即將來臨,我靈活的扛著一籃紅色瓦片爬上屋頂,這幾年我已經練就一身精湛的能力,再也不用叔叔們來幫忙更換瓦片,我自己一個人也能完成。8964 copyright protection193PENANAbIllBr40eK 維尼
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懶散的洋洋從來不參與更換瓦片的勞力活,有其他人在的時候他不可能出現。8964 copyright protection193PENANAFNeHyYbC74 維尼
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但現在我可以獨立作業,他也就心血來潮跟著我爬上屋頂。8964 copyright protection193PENANABITQ3Dhcjk 維尼
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為了防止他在我不注意的時候發生什麼事,我事先將繩子一端綁在他的腰間,另一端綁在我的身上。8964 copyright protection193PENANAhbkCLuNZhq 維尼
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最近洋洋有些奇怪,不知道是不是哪裡不舒服,總覺得他最近特別悶悶不樂、有氣無力的,時常精神不集中,就連書都不看了。8964 copyright protection193PENANAmk4TyM99VS 維尼
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所以其實他今天突然跟著我爬上屋頂,我有點緊張。8964 copyright protection193PENANAgPQ3kEgREF 維尼
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上來之後,他坐在屋簷邊不知道在想什麼,看著他沒什麼動作,我有點安心,他若是在屋頂上走來走去,今天的更換瓦片工作我大概會直接放棄。8964 copyright protection193PENANATNbI7oAsY1 維尼
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我想快點換好瓦片去陪他,同時工作、照看洋洋的狀況之下讓我發生很大的失誤,我竟然把兩三排的瓦片放反了。8964 copyright protection193PENANAElLyVrTE29 維尼
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稍為感到有點煩躁,只能提醒著自己冷靜點,快點把錯誤修正回來。8964 copyright protection193PENANA9Dv6QJ0seR 維尼
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突然一隻手扯了扯我的褲腰,我竟然沒有發現洋洋已經走到我身後。8964 copyright protection193PENANAyyrsGNsNm8 維尼
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「你想下去了嗎?」我回過頭問。8964 copyright protection193PENANA7fXtieaX8t 維尼
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洋洋搖頭,接著說:「雪季到了,你有什麼想要的嗎?」8964 copyright protection193PENANAIdR8bMOHfM 維尼
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我彎著腰,洋洋趴在我的背後,但沒有將身體的重量全都壓上來。8964 copyright protection193PENANAipw6Um7Dcz 維尼
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沒有想太多,我回答:「沒有,洋洋有想要什麼嗎?我這幾天帶回來。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAu29E8J4mEj 維尼
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「沒有。」洋洋看起來有點失望,聲音也壓得很低。8964 copyright protection193PENANAjzdSjRr8Z4 維尼
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他站起身,我一把拉住他準備放開我褲腰的手。8964 copyright protection193PENANAm59ry8ZzEU 維尼
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「你還好嗎?」我很擔心洋洋。8964 copyright protection193PENANAUfiKIDvFmn 維尼
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「很好。」他將手抽離,走回原來的位置坐好,雖然我們距離很近,但感覺就是不太對,我也說不出來是什麼感覺。8964 copyright protection193PENANAL1db6pAfKn 維尼
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雙手併用將放反的瓦片翻正,一片一片移開,再一片一片放回去,這比我想像中的耗時,今天應該完成的部分看來還要再一下子才能完成,但明天多花點時間就好,我現在只想快點帶洋洋下去。8964 copyright protection193PENANA30dD9TNS1b 維尼
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「洋洋來吧,我們下去。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAKnwUgm5ztg 維尼
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我先行爬下屋頂,讓洋洋踩著我的大腿下來,看著他從窗台進去家裡後,我才扛瓦片跟著進去。8964 copyright protection193PENANAS4CjPLPbIE 維尼
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接下來忙碌的一個月,每日我清晨出門之後直到天黑才回家,大量的體力消耗,讓我和洋洋的接觸減少許多,除了依舊睡在一起,其他過多的身體接觸幾乎沒有。8964 copyright protection193PENANAF9jHBR5vrd 維尼
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說到洋洋的變化,先前悶悶不樂的狀況維持了一段時間之後,最近好像好一些,情緒似乎沒有那麼不好,但也沒有回復到從前沒什麼情緒的時候。8964 copyright protection193PENANAIop5KFpEa1 維尼
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他最近晚上都跟我一起睡覺,不論是趴在我身上,或是靠在我身邊都很乖巧,安安靜靜的睡覺,不會動來動去、不會看書、不會畫畫。8964 copyright protection193PENANAflMMJad1v4 維尼
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洋洋突然變成非夜行性生物了嗎?還是我睡著之後他還有起來呢?8964 copyright protection193PENANAS161JWuAi4 維尼
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吃飯也是,進食的次數和份量大概是從前的三倍,從前三天到十天吃一餐、一餐只吃一口,現在一天會吃三餐、三餐都會吃三口以上,非常奇怪。8964 copyright protection193PENANAGeAuB6jf9P 維尼
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今年雪季的第一天,與我們預期的日子遲了一個禮拜。8964 copyright protection193PENANAN3yXkev02D 維尼
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因為小鎮裡大部分的工作已經完成,我也就乾脆的在家裡舒服的度過。8964 copyright protection193PENANAXCO9MPgMAR 維尼
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身體依照著平常的習慣作動,在固定的時間起床,睜眼之後也睡不著,為了不要吵到洋洋,就一直躺著直到他起床。8964 copyright protection193PENANAMcO8fAU2r8 維尼
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那一天我直到中午才離開床舖。8964 copyright protection193PENANAL9FkXSOmcU 維尼
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「很早就起床了?」洋洋看著我伸展身體,一直維持相同的姿勢躺著,讓我身體好僵硬。8964 copyright protection193PENANA86aXfw7v0n 維尼
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「嗯,已經習慣早起。」穿上衣服,洋洋也套上褲子,我拖著他陪我一起去洗漱。8964 copyright protection193PENANAWqk3adjfLG 維尼
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「你可以和平常一樣。」今天洋洋幫我擦臉,我只要乖乖的坐著就好。8964 copyright protection193PENANAmhyOCIBMBx 維尼
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「我想和你一起躺在床上。」聽到我的回答,他淺淺一笑。8964 copyright protection193PENANA1jIUZo7lEw 維尼
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接著我的肚子抗議似的發出咕嚕咕嚕的巨大聲響。8964 copyright protection193PENANA6Pm70R60Fw 維尼
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「前幾天,小麥店的爺爺離開了。」俐落的煎蛋、烤吐司,擺上幾片艾絲特阿姨家出產的乳酪。8964 copyright protection193PENANAS0La96LHPv 維尼
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洋洋已經泡好茶在餐桌那裡等著。8964 copyright protection193PENANAh5z0Jh9DLC 維尼
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「那孩子有七十幾歲嗎?」奧哈特小鎮裡無論年紀多大的人,對洋洋來說都是個孩子。8964 copyright protection193PENANACnFQbO4kk4 維尼
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「聽說是八十二。」把吐司放到他手裡,我說:「多吃一點。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAjYR4PG93sZ 維尼
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「嗯,活的滿久的。」洋洋沒有拒絕我,小口咬著吐司。8964 copyright protection193PENANANzuLK35LzP 維尼
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「洋洋,人類有辦法和魔女一樣長壽嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAEc0L4Rspc2 維尼
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「我沒有見過這種人。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANA5JaZUKiTU9 維尼
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「那麼,人類可以變成魔女嗎?」我又問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAzqLbHXXQae 維尼
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「沒辦法。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAHDlH0N3FkN 維尼
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「一點可能都沒有?」我再問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAfyjtH9kLcR 維尼
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「人類身體裡有心臟,魔女只有晶靈石。」洋洋答:「這兩者無法相互取代。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAWbTU3M4JJI 維尼
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「說的也是,那麽今天要不要跟我一起出去散步?」我三兩下就將一份吐司吞下肚,拿起第二份往嘴裡塞。8964 copyright protection193PENANAob4CPuCEi2 維尼
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「不要。」洋洋果斷拒絕。8964 copyright protection193PENANAOY3FmIuLsK 維尼
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「不要拒絕我好不好?」他的回答絕對是我預料中的答案。8964 copyright protection193PENANAwS2vqccRii 維尼
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「......」吐司他已經吃完一半,將另一半放到我的面前。8964 copyright protection193PENANAgPJaGlKWop 維尼
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「拜託,我希望你陪我出門。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAGpZnkBk6qE 維尼
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他皺著眉頭看向我,嘴巴都嘟起來了,真的好可愛。8964 copyright protection193PENANAzBrvNe42G9 維尼
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雖然沒有回答,但我懂他的意思,我說:「謝謝,我們不會出去太久的。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAJBEOYmnUCu 維尼
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幫他著裝完畢,洋洋全程沒有說話,還有點在鬧彆扭。8964 copyright protection193PENANAOm2WVmrKqD 維尼
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「就去利施塔湖那邊走走,不會遇到太多人,好嗎?」8964 copyright protection193PENANASkDR0mndJ9 維尼
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我牽著心不甘、情不願的洋洋走出家門。8964 copyright protection193PENANAbQcSHuHLef 維尼
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今天的天氣還算不錯,有陽光照射、但不會炎熱,剛剛好的溫暖。8964 copyright protection193PENANAF2iLlF0AjU 維尼
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我選擇幾乎不會有人經過的小路走,現在算是雪季期間,雖然還沒有開始下雪,小鎮裡的人們也沒幾個人出門,就怕萬一大雪突然降臨。8964 copyright protection193PENANAtg6iaYdKXF 維尼
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「洋洋,覺得很不舒服嗎?」硬拖著洋洋出門我稍微感到愧疚。8964 copyright protection193PENANA8QIKqo0jZ4 維尼
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「......不會。」他的聲音沒有那麼低沉,看來心情好一點了。8964 copyright protection193PENANAIxktQBU2ph 維尼
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依照約定,我們只在湖邊待了三十分鐘左右,今天出門的總時長約略是一小時。8964 copyright protection193PENANAZhDoixq4K2 維尼
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接下來的六天,洋洋每天都被我帶出門,每天一個小時,我們沒有進入小鎮裡面,一樣是在周圍繞繞走走。8964 copyright protection193PENANA4sRPxPldZT 維尼
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「終於下雪了。」今天洋洋起的很早,幾乎在我醒來沒多久,他就跟著張開眼,第一件事是拉開窗簾。8964 copyright protection193PENANAXc3a91faiq 維尼
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「對呀,這樣就不能和你一起出門了。」我刻意用惋惜的口吻說話,想要戲弄洋洋。8964 copyright protection193PENANAT8QnHqU4aw 維尼
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「太可惜了。」他學我說話方式,但隱藏不住他慢慢上揚的嘴角。8964 copyright protection193PENANAwXvhXMesaH 維尼
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「不要再睡一下嗎?」我拍拍我的左胸,示意他躺下。8964 copyright protection193PENANA9C6XmTzvgJ 維尼
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「起床吧。」他「指」著褲子讓它過來,然後迅速的套上。8964 copyright protection193PENANAkdKE91M3y0 維尼
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看他這麼開心,就隨他去吧,畢竟這七天他每天都很配合、表現得很好。8964 copyright protection193PENANAN6AuagP4yo 維尼
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很快的用過早餐,沒事做的我只能打掃家裡,把桌椅、櫃子都移開,每個角落都好好的清潔一番。8964 copyright protection193PENANAXv3GRNStUe 維尼
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用了整個上午的時間,才將一樓整理的差不多。8964 copyright protection193PENANAQTjnXQOl2y 維尼
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洋洋沒有幫忙我,他坐在窗邊看著外頭呼嘯的大雪。8964 copyright protection193PENANARVvwkWWy69 維尼
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大概是看得太久,他有些昏昏欲睡,我把他抱到沙發那兒坐。8964 copyright protection193PENANAZI0InV7Qoc 維尼
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不是坐在我腿上可能讓他有些疑惑,原本快閉上的眼睛重新睜開。8964 copyright protection193PENANA8FpBfeDR0s 維尼
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我席地而坐,下巴靠在他的腿上。8964 copyright protection193PENANAB8mIs4J0CX 維尼
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「怎麼了?嗯?」手指點在我的眉心,然後是鼻尖。8964 copyright protection193PENANA895pze56bf 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAt6jdMrArFS
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「我可以問問題嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAjCmpbtEFeg 維尼
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「現在還有你不懂的事情嗎?」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAKvqNoVkCNd 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAPuCp2xp7za
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「還有很多不懂。」我說。8964 copyright protection193PENANA06ZDLbEBim 維尼
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「是嗎?那問吧。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAnRDnpGd6kJ 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAHhTt5uFWay
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「我想知道,你曾經有喜歡的人嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANA529Jqirho6 維尼
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「人類?」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAmLyc0zBPMd 維尼
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「人類,或者是魔女。」我說。8964 copyright protection193PENANAPxEUAXgRbd 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANA1kLEbY3chA
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「沒有。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAf6AgkmhI7o 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANA6m7wjUeJ0x
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我們兩個對看了好一陣子。8964 copyright protection193PENANAnktNN9k5Vk 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANA1njsaTOKFR
8964 copyright protection193PENANANlR6IoICPD 維尼
「為什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANABN7NQlQNzE 維尼
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「沒有為什麼。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAwpdPf7j5dl 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANATcfUg4gcZL
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「魔女是身體構造和人類稍微不同,在情感的部分也不同嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAIukd8RLUPF 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAxEhnna8ai8
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「我不知道其他魔女的狀況。」洋洋答:「我沒有喜歡過魔女,更不可能喜歡人類。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAqUKHR8cGTR 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANANDkfBgiM8E
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我看著洋洋,一時之間不知道如何問下去,但我依舊只能問:「為什麼?」8964 copyright protection193PENANAorUfGrHxty 維尼
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「……」洋洋沉默。8964 copyright protection193PENANAXbNXsCpl26 維尼
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「這個家除了我以外,你曾經有和其他人一起生活過嗎?」我換個問題問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAQPXOBlxb4o 維尼
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「嗯。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANANr1e2IYs7O 維尼
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「你還記得是誰嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANADsoqKIR38T 維尼
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「記得。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAAGSVp2f3nw 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAZq1vMF4LAe
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「你願意說嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAykAHj92xwE 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAuFh13tmqpU
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「……嗯。」洋洋答完後,朝廚房的方向「指」了他的茶杯、我的馬克杯出來。8964 copyright protection193PENANAjVlOU2SEL8 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAjaSuyKMpxP
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起身接過杯子,一杯放入洋洋喜歡的紅茶茶葉,倒入冷水,而我的一樣是牛奶。8964 copyright protection193PENANATtfYlZuqRU 維尼
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回來的路上順手拎過一張凳子和一條毯子,杯子放在凳子上,毯子放在洋洋身上,洋洋放在我腿上,我坐在沙發上。8964 copyright protection193PENANAwhhlVVeNjX 維尼
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這才是我和洋洋最習慣的模式,等洋洋調整到他最舒服的姿勢後,一切準備就緒。8964 copyright protection193PENANAC2L2xoLe2z 維尼
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「可以開始了。」我說,並且給洋洋一個微笑。8964 copyright protection193PENANA57nh6a7I9p 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANA0c3hKl3oZH
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「四十七歲那一年我來到奧哈特小鎮,循著慣例找到紅色屋頂的房子,那時候的小鎮只有現在一半的規模。我抵達的時候是深夜,不忘在門前掛上一盞燈,用來告訴鎮上的人們魔女降臨,也是警示人類不要隨意靠近。」洋洋敲了茶杯兩下,幫水加熱。8964 copyright protection193PENANA3DEe9Kn7WX 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANA4wIy9Fxelo
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「屋內沒有人住的痕跡,維持的很整潔、乾淨,除了有點潮濕的霉味外。剛開始我對人類充滿恐懼又好奇,我不會主動接近,只會在旁邊遠遠的看,那時小鎮的人們也是這樣對我,我們維持一定的距離,不會打擾對方,這樣的生活大概維持了七、八年,後來某一天夜裡,有人闖進房子裡,因為小鎮裡的人都知道我的存在,所以我掛燈只掛了三個月。」洋洋把牛奶「指」給我,已經加熱好。8964 copyright protection193PENANAtHAZsvwc1X 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAXlnkNT9aXY
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「我感應到他是我的同類,奧哈特小鎮降臨的第二位魔女,從那晚開始我就他一起生活。」看起來洋洋只打算說到這裡,他把整杯紅茶喝完,然後把頭靠在我的右肩上。8964 copyright protection193PENANAAFR0D7Be1n 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANATQVbH7sKgm
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「一個小鎮裡只會有一位魔女嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANANBHwbG3onD 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAzXZzrpArz3
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「一棟紅色屋頂的房子裡,通常只會有一位魔女。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAasuiZv0HBi 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAXCUmvLbObS
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「這是規定嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAs6NDdka26a 維尼
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「不是。」洋洋答:「是默契,我們不需要群聚。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAs4bYPLPRtE 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANANFhilqbRt2
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「所以和另一位魔女一起住在這裡過?」洋洋已經閉上眼睛,但我不想讓他稱心如意。8964 copyright protection193PENANAYfd5aWCUMQ 維尼
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「嗯。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAzlZMM7ZN46 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAApeXWYAdEW
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「是真的魔『女』嗎?」我問,刻意加重語氣在「女」這個字。8964 copyright protection193PENANA4k3eTQwKUd 維尼
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「性別?」洋洋答:「和我一樣。」8964 copyright protection193PENANA2msxEyztaQ 維尼
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「我可以知道他的名字嗎?」我繼續問,同時不忘騷擾他,不讓他順利入睡。8964 copyright protection193PENANAP1Wg5Q7y7g 維尼
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「M。」洋洋答:「代號是M,名字我不知道。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAXH8toV053n 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAGwHCgQrhvK
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魔女的真名只有自己知道,在魔女村會以小名互相稱呼,出村的魔女一般是用代號作為名字,洋洋的代號是Y。8964 copyright protection193PENANAZTNMFHFWcN 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAk1FDsFTLAx
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「那……你們也有身體接觸嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAbZAocJNTdi 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANANDopmg7UgS
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「我們都剛經歷魔女的第二次變形,身體還處在很敏感的狀態,也很不適應,M沒來之前我是自己處理,來了之後我們會互相幫忙。」洋洋答,接著又補充一句:「但那是不帶有感情的。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAY4TQNWtan6 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANA7U3CdW2LS5
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「只是互相幫忙而已嗎?擁抱、親吻這些呢?會做嗎?」8964 copyright protection193PENANAJJ6E41v2kD 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANASmadiNi5yb
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不知道為什麼我要問這個問題,但等我意識到的時候已經說出口了。8964 copyright protection193PENANAEaW3BsIIM3 維尼
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「都會,還有更深入的事都做。」洋洋答的輕描淡寫,但我的心情瞬間改變,也變得很複雜,很多想法一股腦的衝出來。8964 copyright protection193PENANAmOkt4pdMY7 維尼
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「跟M做的時候和跟我做的時候,感覺是一樣的嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAV6D0sW6XQ8 維尼
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「我不知道你想問什麼,不過沒有什麼太大的不同。」洋洋說。8964 copyright protection193PENANAV7bRPfFhlw 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAZmRVgZk8Bz
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「洋洋喜歡過M嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAsTIYzcddEP 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANA4Aq7tqm3Cd
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「沒有。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANALc3e1sXhHX 維尼
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「那麼我呢?你也不喜歡我嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAFGAEvTYrVv 維尼
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「我不討厭你。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANARqqiEo6JO1 維尼
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「不討厭我,但也不喜歡我嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAh39APlQLHd 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANA5G7nJ8xfPg
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「……我不知道。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAstG7YwzzNP 維尼
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「我看的書裡面說只有和喜歡的人才會想要有身體接觸,包含擁抱、親吻,或是做更親密的事。」我說:「如果你不喜歡M的話,為什麼會和M做呢?如果你不喜歡我的話,為什麼會和我做呢?」8964 copyright protection193PENANAfuPYzO6y05 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAVkKyLDufEQ
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我認為我不應該逼問洋洋這個問題,我的身分、我的立場,好像沒有理由問這些。8964 copyright protection193PENANANtKHBD5H03 維尼
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「我和M是在雙方都需要的狀況下發生,而我和你也是一樣的,這件事就是在需要的狀況之下自然發生的。」洋洋答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAwTfCWvMmLd 維尼
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我沒有預料到洋洋是這麼認為的,他認為我只是因為需要,所以才這麼做的。8964 copyright protection193PENANAIFGZePEunH 維尼
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「所以即使不是我,而是其他的人,在有需要的狀況之下,你也會做嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAFHjCVdXJ1G 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAIjXZUsTfak
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「會。」洋洋說:「難道你不會嗎?」8964 copyright protection193PENANAbIOwkP48W5 維尼
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「我不會,我只願意和我喜歡、也喜歡我的人做。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAEEgmDMxPzP 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANAL2wwPDYOP6
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我的口氣有些激動,沒有以往的平靜。8964 copyright protection193PENANAbfGYLsWmyd 維尼
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對於其他人我從來沒有任何想法,更不必提想進一步做什麼。8964 copyright protection193PENANAKfZtzLYtAn 維尼
197Please respect copyright.PENANA77KN5Bkz3v
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我每一次的反應都是因為洋洋,來自於對洋洋的喜歡、來自於對洋洋愛,從來不只是因為需要。8964 copyright protection193PENANAMNfDLdVpcP 維尼
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「是這樣嗎?」洋洋問。8964 copyright protection193PENANAfmqT9iRjrc 維尼
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「是。」我答。8964 copyright protection193PENANAyCWQ7RVcp9 維尼
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「嗯,我知道了。」8964 copyright protection193PENANA8iPS4tq4Iv 維尼
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我們對話就到此為止。8964 copyright protection193PENANA44m95aJMuE 維尼
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我一樣抱著洋洋,他有沒有睡著我不記得,那一天後來發生什麼事,我都不記得,我唯一記得的是「洋洋沒有喜歡我。」8964 copyright protection193PENANAhjv2htw0iv 維尼
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雪季的開始,我和洋洋第一次對一件事情有了比較嚴重的意見分歧。8964 copyright protection193PENANARRuOQEQFY0 維尼
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