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不知該怎麼做,或者該做什麼。只能放任自己倒在床上。8964 copyright protection115PENANA1CmtjHYqaC 維尼
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什麼都不想,同時也什麼都不想想。試著把自己放空就這樣默默躺著,但隨即明白根本就沒法做到。8964 copyright protection115PENANAcYJ99ULfGU 維尼
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方才發生的事在心裡迴盪著,就和那些經常夢到的事一樣。8964 copyright protection115PENANAHVrsiwLvDA 維尼
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然而,這次感受到的並非無助,而是深深的怒火。8964 copyright protection115PENANAJ8VGYAstvM 維尼
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那情緒不只是朝他而去,其中有一半──大概也是對自身的憤怒吧?8964 copyright protection115PENANAYEBDz5nE2b 維尼
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或許說是在自責也行。8964 copyright protection115PENANAOV1TsycnKn 維尼
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雖然口口聲聲說他是騙子,但自己其實才更值得被那樣稱呼吧?8964 copyright protection115PENANATZVB183zVG 維尼
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瞞著和諾克薩斯聯絡的事,繼續像個沒事人一樣住在這,還同卡特蓮娜一起演了齣戲,誘使他身後的女法師現身,還真是會精心算計。8964 copyright protection115PENANAUMJmCSBa6j 維尼
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但是這麼做,所求的又是什麼?8964 copyright protection115PENANAxGiiRaGrqG 維尼
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說實話,你大概連自己真的想要什麼都搞不清楚吧?8964 copyright protection115PENANATNNe0quCE9 維尼
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如果說,心裡真想著諾克薩斯,想要回去的話,為什麼不再試著回去?只要有所準備,無論再遇到何種阻礙都能堅持克服吧?8964 copyright protection115PENANAvKjfVBBDh9 維尼
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即使又因此遇到危險、甚至是因此喪生,這也是軍人該盡的義務、所該做到的事。8964 copyright protection115PENANAbVmKg6imU0 維尼
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但如果……如果說真想要逃離過去的話。8964 copyright protection115PENANAm0H1j1lLPM 維尼
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為什麼不乾脆點什麼都不做,就在此生活下去不就好了?8964 copyright protection115PENANAymf6tdCeSI 維尼
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雖然現實上不可能達成,但至少──8964 copyright protection115PENANA52aoumCD5M 維尼
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懷抱著這種夢想,也比答應她的要求以後,卻只留在這不上不下的掙扎要好吧。8964 copyright protection115PENANA6gwnKyHJXg 維尼
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猶豫在兩種選擇間,無論付出了何種代價,最後都得不到補償的。8964 copyright protection115PENANArvzEZBh8PE 維尼
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明明這道理我也懂。8964 copyright protection115PENANAvrs40Vsm1G 維尼
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然而,卻沒法像他那樣──像我想像中的他一樣,堅定履行自己的選擇。8964 copyright protection115PENANA3hiNyVnTh0 維尼
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這樣一來,果然你還只是個膽小鬼不是?無論做什麼都是如此,在這裡如此──在愛歐尼亞島上也是如此。8964 copyright protection115PENANAFoFU3CqwlT 維尼
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這樣──這樣的話永遠都比不上他啊!8964 copyright protection115PENANAEfQHP0kWeP 維尼
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從床上跳起,用力將枕頭砸向牆,跳下來將床頭櫃上的物件通通掃到地上,將能踩碎的東西盡情踩的粉碎,再將能摔爛的物件抓起來摔在牆上。如此一來心情也沒變得好過些,於是我舉起符文刀,看見什麼還稱得上是完整的事物就將它劈得粉碎,像在劈他每天劈的木柴一樣,一想到那人心情又只能由壞變得更壞。他像是在勒住我的衣領質問:如果不想做那些事的話,遠離那一切不就好了?不想再奪走無辜之人的生命的話,逃離那一切不就行了?就離開那些事物,逃到什麼都沒有、什麼都不需要管的地方不就好了?這樣一來不就不用再為心裡頭相互矛盾的觀念而掙扎了──對,就是這裡,其實這就是你所想的地方吧,你這騙子!還裝得像是想回去一樣,但你是想要待在這的吧?儘管清楚是不可能達成的夢,但你卻這麼想著,抱著這種反叛的思想繼續想著───8964 copyright protection115PENANAOFBOkCj7aP 維尼
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「就算那把刀再好,不停那樣子敲還是會斷吧?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAXMp8KZPLji 維尼
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突然出現的話聲使我回神。8964 copyright protection115PENANArUxUrTHzkR 維尼
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看向門口,奧莉安娜正站在那看著我的表演。8964 copyright protection115PENANALlZuI9mUBB 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection115PENANAquT0nePysT 維尼
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看向手中刀,大概是因為沒東西能再破壞的緣故,我開始試著把刀也一起折成兩半,但無論從何種角度敲打,上頭都看不見一絲缺口。8964 copyright protection115PENANAx7EMWJhqgH 維尼
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慢慢冷靜下來後看向她8964 copyright protection115PENANAPF0Dt51lL5 維尼
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「不是說要好幾天才會清醒嗎?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAQIal9cb0tG 維尼
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她沒回答問題,只自顧自地走進房間,四下檢視方才破壞到難以恢復的各項雜物。8964 copyright protection115PENANAfMGZzo9Llm 維尼
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「啊啦……還真是盛大的場面哪。可是雖然這目前是你的房間,但你也只是個租客而不是房主。把房間弄成這樣可得照價賠償喔。」8964 copyright protection115PENANA2mQqlPLYBB 維尼
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雖然仍是平板的語調,但和以往聽到的比起來,隱而未顯的笑意似乎清晰許多。8964 copyright protection115PENANAgh5LKRMiOu 維尼
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「……抱歉。」8964 copyright protection115PENANArIuooXZasA 維尼
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動作被她打斷,一股無力感霎時間壟罩全身。於是將刀放回床邊後坐了下來。8964 copyright protection115PENANAp2kdokSBmd 維尼
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「我會想辦法賠償的。」8964 copyright protection115PENANA4OR81pUFKT 維尼
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「勇於擔起責任,真是稱職的軍人喔。」她這麼說道。「只是話說回來,你要怎麼賠償呢?你身上現在想必一點錢都沒有吧?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAAMqqq3XzqH 維尼
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「我以後會回來還的──無論如何。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAbmn2BAmV08 維尼
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「這樣嗎。」她似乎又笑了一下。8964 copyright protection115PENANAoa4Ac8V3ZE 維尼
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但那神情一閃即逝。8964 copyright protection115PENANArZ4nvMkiiC 維尼
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只見她渾若無事般繼續說著:「你有這種心意很好喔。但我剛好有件事要你幫忙,就當作是你砸壞東西的賠償吧。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAdtyw0wE11g 維尼
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「……什麼事情?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAJajqdXOne7 維尼
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「就是啊──你可以幫我找個盒子嗎?」8964 copyright protection115PENANA4Y43RVrel3 維尼
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「盒子?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAQwCbBOFAUh 維尼
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「一個黑色的盒子哪,大小大概像這樣。」她在胸前比劃出外觀大小。「裡面放了很多以前的回憶喔。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAeV9slSccUD 維尼
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「回憶──是嗎?這種東西你沒好好把它收起來?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAYyb4ZD85Wo 維尼
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「當然有囉,之前我甚至把它埋在郊外,埋在很深很深的地方喔,但最近一次回去找時就不見了,真奇怪哪。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAipGazdCaHG 維尼
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「可能是什麼動物把它挖起來帶走了吧。」我隨口說著。「但這種重要的東西你應該也找過一遍了吧?對這比較熟悉的你都找不到了,換我去找結果也一樣吧。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAkFcdH28MGY 維尼
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「哎呀,怎麼這麼說呢?我是認為你能夠以不同視角來搜查所以才找你的。」8964 copyright protection115PENANArckBfWsMkz 維尼
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「那為什麼不叫伊澤瑞爾幫你?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAsKtWE3FmCq 維尼
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「喔,那是因為──他有重大嫌疑喔。」8964 copyright protection115PENANA9hcxyYF6sE 維尼
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「……你覺得是他藏的?」8964 copyright protection115PENANALRP3iY73XN 維尼
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「不確定喔。」她這時卻否定自己的說詞8964 copyright protection115PENANA06md1be4F0 維尼
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「只是我的朋友圈這麼小,當中有機會把盒子拿走的就只有他了,畢竟爸爸不會做讓我不開心的事喔。」8964 copyright protection115PENANARjjaUmvL3Q 維尼
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「這樣嗎?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAuLhQxqCMGe 維尼
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「對啊。所以說,我只能找你幫忙了喔,總不能要個可能是犯人的人去找吧?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAAT5n6QC2Tl 維尼
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「那為什麼不──」8964 copyright protection115PENANAOFVh6ELAeX 維尼
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「你把我家的東西弄成這樣,可沒權利拒絕喔。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAfgPp8n1grT 維尼
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「……我做就是了。」她大概也會拒絕去找她爸幫忙的選項吧8964 copyright protection115PENANAtmzha9aIC7 維尼
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總之就是要強迫我答應。8964 copyright protection115PENANAjoFU1NV3hO 維尼
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雖然不清楚堅持找我的理由,但也只能照她的意思去做。8964 copyright protection115PENANA6ZAalyaML9 維尼
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「那麼,就麻煩你四處找找囉,可以的話最好是能去伊澤瑞爾的房間搜一下,只是他那人莫名重視自己的隱私喔。明明成天大喇喇跑進別人房間,自己卻老是把房門鎖著,不知道裡面有什麼不好讓人看到的東西哪。」8964 copyright protection115PENANA5yP1rOehks 維尼
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她像在說著某種笑話,但我無法領會。8964 copyright protection115PENANAsxwsKUNYqx 維尼
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只是想著,他把房間的門鎖上是不是有防範我的意圖?8964 copyright protection115PENANAGtFjJyvC6g 維尼
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......自我膨脹過頭了。8964 copyright protection115PENANA8m7OLnt5iu 維尼
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只不過,對他而言──8964 copyright protection115PENANAfpPbybtdOq 維尼
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我對他而言以及他對我而言,又算是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection115PENANA1MghzxW2WR 維尼
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是值得信賴的友人嗎?8964 copyright protection115PENANAzNbcsSwqfq 維尼
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還是說……需要相互防範的敵人?8964 copyright protection115PENANATZJMHceu88 維尼
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最後,在請求成功後,她像是心滿意足般轉身準備離開。8964 copyright protection115PENANAJ91yOkS7RO 維尼
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但在離開房間前,她留下一句話。8964 copyright protection115PENANApb3C7tizwN 維尼
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──和卡特連娜所說過一樣的話。8964 copyright protection115PENANATigKWXrTxr 維尼
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「那就麻煩你找出真相囉。」8964 copyright protection115PENANA2MyopV0vpu 維尼
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