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正題—《惡夢》

52Hz的鯨魚 52Hz的鯨魚
Mar 14, 2025 129 2 Mins Read
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快三年了

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這接近三年的日子裏，我幾乎大半時間都是在噩耗中徘徊

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那種感覺就像一場暴風雨前夕，又潮濕又窒息

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這天氣像被保鮮膜裹了三層，風黏在皮膚上發酵，連雲都皺著眉頭積壓心事

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三年以來，來回住院三次，也就是一年一度的活動

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他們教會我要每場雨都帶備傘具，卻無人提及某些雨季會橫跨整個青春期

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晾在屋簷下的校服總是曬不乾，連夢境都長出青灰色的霉斑

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每逢早午晚「你得吃點東西，別餓壞身體」

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我知道，我真的知道，但食糜在舌面寫滿退貨申請

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUy5ewrBe2

那些被餐巾反覆摺疊的晨昏，最後都成了胃袋裏的未讀信件

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaLBP0l5MP

很努力地向前走，泥沼卻慢慢地無聲吞噬著我，無法動彈，直到被泥沼完全淹沒

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每個晚上都有無盡的十秒倒數，滴答…滴答…彷彿置身於一個結界，離不開這個無意義的倒數

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM45qeeExdn

這些感覺把我弄得常常失控爆哭，無數個晚上都要獨自面對恐慌發作

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r6MyXqbmF

恐慌情緒把我的思緒全都封鎖掉，剩下的只有一整堆生理症狀

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就好像被人強迫把身體壓進充滿冰塊的冰水裡，長時間的浸泡而導致的感覺身體麻痹

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頭部被人按進水裡一樣無法呼吸，直到可以上水的時候拼命大口呼吸的那種感覺一樣。

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刀片落地，剩下的只有不止的鮮血滴下來

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啪答…啪答…啪答…空氣中瀰漫著濃濃的血腥味，還有哭泣聲

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臉上的眼淚鹹鹹的，卻突然在這個時候腦海裡響起一句又一句的話

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55BiMPEwMB

「哭什麼？有什麼好哭的？」

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「你看，又搞出一個案發現場了，你這次想要怎樣處理？」

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嗯…的確，我為什麼哭

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現在又要處理爛攤子了。

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v2d9pEZiZ

我並沒有先選擇去包紮傷口，而是選擇清理乾淨洗手間那佈滿血積的場景

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOcAZKkA49

結果我忘記還沒止血的傷口，變成清潔不完的一樣

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHaTt4cNM8

受不了，真的受不了

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跑去先包紮傷口，再回去清理「案發現場」

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回到房間躺在床上，噠…….….

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時鐘並沒有為此而停歇，而一直向前走，直到機芯生銹，再也動不了

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAMCHToETE

「就希望閉上眼睛，可以等待開始新的一天吧」

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然而願望總不能一直實現吧…

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睡不著…

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3點….5點…7點….

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還未能閉上眼睛好好休息，就彷彿聽到公雞的叫鳴

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ1wErHT3z

然而，並沒有公雞...

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjQHFL8fOS

不是公雞，是一陣高速倒帶的聲音。

133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yUGnjw5g1

卡嗒...

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啊...又要重新過一天的噩耗了...

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