
我地跟住男人,嚟到一棵樹面前,樹上一片金燦燦,隨風搖曳,顯得分外靈動。男人認真咁同我地講:101Please respect copyright.PENANAWEuVoTSHDX
「今年嘅黃花風鈴木開得好好,棵樹會帶你地返去,見到你地最想見嘅人。你可以喺呢段時光同佢好好相處。只係你地要喺最後一朵花落之前返嚟,唔係會灰飛煙滅。」101Please respect copyright.PENANAFIlemhrpdI
我地將手放喺樹幹上面,一陣溫暖嘅金光將我地淹沒。101Please respect copyright.PENANAErSxJTmPOM
我等左好耐好耐,終於可以見到佢。
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最近過得好差好差。101Please respect copyright.PENANA0J6pHNQsOb
自從換左新上司之後,可能八字不合,我做親咩佢都睇我唔順眼,處處挑毛病。我已經不停 send cv 搵工,只係可能個市唔好,一直冇回音。101Please respect copyright.PENANAk8aBwJJvoJ
有一日,當我低頭食緊飯果陣,「砰!」我101Please respect copyright.PENANAGXzKmQrJj2
佢將一個厚厚嘅文件夾重重擲喺我面前,101Please respect copyright.PENANAoYauVpdaD0
大聲咁講:101Please respect copyright.PENANA6iv0kqWSzs
「呢份嘢做得好差,你今晚同我做哂先可以走。」101Please respect copyright.PENANA6bBhjMWwYs
四周嘅同事竊竊私語,我感受到唔少目光投向我。我低頭繼續食飯,只係都忍唔到,眼淚一滴滴咁滴落飯度。101Please respect copyright.PENANAH1e2mCaIDT
完成報告之後,我終於返到屋企。101Please respect copyright.PENANAX9MUZiOmxy
我打開門,「我返嚟啦。」101Please respect copyright.PENANAbriIWBWHnK
老公坐喺梳化,聽到我講嘢之後淡淡咁望左我一眼,之後又繼續睇電視。本身想同佢講返工嘅事,結果硬生生卡喺喉嚨。101Please respect copyright.PENANAFEkqU23gzo
「呢個女人冇用架啦,你搵個個啦。」一年前發生左果件事之後,奶奶嘅說話言猶在耳。
我都唔知係咪因為佢聽左入耳,定係我嬲佢當時冇開口維護我。只係之後我地好似同屋主咁,各自做各自嘅嘢。101Please respect copyright.PENANAtmjwpCQOrQ
我打開門,行出露台抖氣。101Please respect copyright.PENANAjXOU21m02d
四周一片黑壓壓,如果我喺度跳左落去,係咪所有煩惱都會消失?101Please respect copyright.PENANAlSaUpBtFpn
我俾自己突然冒出嘅念頭嚇左一跳,然後發現唔知幾時開始,淚水爬滿我嘅臉。
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最近,我又俾上司係咁鬧。101Please respect copyright.PENANAWbNRyNZIKU
收工之後,我木然行返屋企。老公幾日前無聲無息搬走走,諗起返到去對住四幅牆,果個念頭又喺我個腦出現。101Please respect copyright.PENANAHiTuZCpcUI
我深呼吸,入左一間舖。101Please respect copyright.PENANA1mC44DiWXW
「呢度有冇老鼠藥買丫?」101Please respect copyright.PENANABK5ZOxraor
只要將藥落落飯度,食埋呢餐之後,所有痛苦都會結束。101Please respect copyright.PENANATwNzcgWksc
我行過一個公園,一朵黃色嘅花跌落我個頭上面,我抬頭望下棵樹,樹上嘅枝椏光禿禿,了無生氣。我諗起幾個星期前,呢棵黃花風鈴木開得好好。就算花開得幾靚都好,最後都係逃唔過枯萎嘅宿命。101Please respect copyright.PENANASGJ2jorpNS
「呢朵花好靚丫!」一把聲音講。101Please respect copyright.PENANA91dlEFQ7Mk
一個幾歲嘅小朋友跑過嚟,碌大眼望住我手上嘅花。101Please respect copyright.PENANAG8TEGB1USJ
「送俾你丫。」我將花遞俾個小朋友。101Please respect copyright.PENANAf1McJd2CG7
「多謝姨姨,你好似d花咁靚。」佢望住花,笑得好燦爛。
口甜舌滑,我喺度笑。我突然諗起佢,如果佢大個左,都應該會係咁可愛。101Please respect copyright.PENANAxgrP00wJcH
只可惜佢喺我個肚住左幾個月,我始終帶唔到佢嚟呢個世界。醫生都話,果次小產之後,我之後都唔會再生到仔。諗到呢度,我眼眶蓄滿淚水。101Please respect copyright.PENANAKS3mDluiTt
「姨姨,你做咩喊丫?你唔好喊啦。」小朋友好擔心咁望住我。101Please respect copyright.PENANAxVpQ1bShk6
「姨姨冇咩,只係諗起一個我好愛,但係我再見唔到佢嘅人。」我抹走眼淚。101Please respect copyright.PENANAYMijgR9oHS
「我諗雖然你地見唔到大家,但係佢一定好愛你好掛住你,都會想你日日開開心心。」小朋友拍拍我個頭。我個心有種好溫暖嘅感覺。101Please respect copyright.PENANADwF4hDTisp
「我見到果邊有多花,我送比你丫,你等我。」小朋友跑開左。101Please respect copyright.PENANAXnuJ7Jn4Eb
我坐喺長櫈度等佢,只係個小朋友冇再返嚟。
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一年過去啦,黃花風鈴木再度盛放,101Please respect copyright.PENANA1J3uJ4ug3Y
只係今次去人間嘅隊伍入面,獨獨少左一個「人」。101Please respect copyright.PENANAPwXriFvNOe
「你始終都返唔切冥界。不過你同媽媽講完嘢之後,佢自己諗通左d嘢嘅。佢捱過左最痛苦嘅時刻,而家過得好幸福,你可以放心啦。」101Please respect copyright.PENANAD2xqWlAuNU
白衣男人輕輕咁同公園入面嘅黃花風鈴木講。101Please respect copyright.PENANAkOr2xhomoN
風輕輕吹過,樹上嘅花隨風搖曳,生機勃勃。男人諗起黃花風鈴木嘅花語:再回來的幸福。