小時候，有一回我住在奶奶家，午後的陽光斜斜地灑進院子，我爬上那座搖搖欲墜的樹屋玩耍。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQgQPawMJy
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那天，奶奶端來一碗紅豆湯，熱氣還在碗沿繚繞，甜膩的香氣撲鼻，那是我的最愛。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkVrEUIzwJ
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我小心翼翼地捧著它，藏進樹屋角落的木箱裡，想留著慢慢品嚐，卻硬是忍住沒喝一口。後來，我忘了它的存在，像忘了某個不該遺忘的秘密。
直到幾天後，奶奶皺著眉問我：「那只碗哪去了？」我愣了愣，爬回樹屋，掀開木箱。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiMi2nj7zC
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一股刺鼻的氣味撲面而來——紅豆湯早已腐壞，湯汁黏稠得像凝固的血，表面浮著一層灰白的霉斑，碗底還蠕動著幾隻細小的蟲子。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojW7JAvySL
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那一刻，我本該覺得噁心，可我卻呆住了，鼻尖湊近，深深吸了一口那腐臭的氣息。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN8hW9pFOP
心跳莫名加快，手指不自覺地攥緊碗沿。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZSzByOsp4
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我著迷了，不是因為它曾經的甜美，而是因為這股墮落的味道，像在低語某個我還不懂的禁忌。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq2mNUGYih
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我想，那一刻在我心底種下了某種東西——一粒潮濕而扭曲的種子，靜靜等待破土，長成我無法抗拒的暗影。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mDaH5K2N7
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18歲 的 野山小豆...103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA7J7KmWRm
