〈關於坦白〉 69Please respect copyright.PENANAlDDs3nQ5ps
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過了一會兒,他停下來看著我。69Please respect copyright.PENANAl3KyD0Tw9D
「妳以前有想過會這樣嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAExfLgyqn0f
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我搖搖頭,目光沒離開他的眼睛:69Please respect copyright.PENANAXKjLaz1G9F
「從來沒有。我甚至不敢想像。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANANYvBC34TPx
69Please respect copyright.PENANARyDCus8VQm
他點點頭,像是理解了什麼。69Please respect copyright.PENANAMnW1vsZb4J
「那妳現在後悔嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAaYWmOfwior
69Please respect copyright.PENANAxinG7FL6Po
我盯著天花板幾秒鐘,然後才回應:69Please respect copyright.PENANAb0hX6FYbrf
「不。我只是有點害怕。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAwbiQM4091g
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他沒有問我怕什麼。 只是把手輕輕放在我的胸口,感受心跳的節奏。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3n2IqzrEDb
「害怕是正常的。因為我們正在做一件真實的事。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAx89ygeBcrL
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我點點頭,沒有立刻回答。 我只是把手貼在他的胸口,感受他的心跳。69Please respect copyright.PENANA62b9qW2eB7
他沒有再說話,只是把我拉得更近一點。69Please respect copyright.PENANAxbQPEBCOGr
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〈事後的沉默〉 69Please respect copyright.PENANAYcDky90KrK
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完事之後,我們仍舊緊貼在一起,像兩隻剛從水裡爬上岸的動物。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAVjU7Fon5wi
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他的手臂環住我的肩膀,讓我靠在他的胸口。我聽著他的呼吸慢慢平穩下來,像海浪退潮後留下的細沙。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFn9gB6rdyp
他用指尖慢慢地滑過我的手臂,彷彿在確認這一切都是真實的。69Please respect copyright.PENANAvM22qEQIN0
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浴室很安靜,只有窗外遠處傳來的電車聲,像一首低調的背景音樂,提醒我們世界還在運轉。69Please respect copyright.PENANAItOTMoYlKz
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我躺在他身邊,柔軟的乳房半邊壓在他的胸肌上。69Please respect copyright.PENANAhck9J4kmr3
我把腿繞過去搭在他的大腿上,大腿觸碰到他漸漸軟下來的陰莖,還能感到他的餘溫。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAiieP442CaB
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他忽然開口:69Please respect copyright.PENANApCwngpP6hV
「妳還記得第一次看到我的照片時的感覺嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANANA79j699tK
69Please respect copyright.PENANA8E4CjVHIss
我望着天花板,試著回想當時的印象。69Please respect copyright.PENANAaMnRPUu9wP
「是有點陽光很有活力的男生,笑容帶一點傻⋯⋯哈哈。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAI7ThiGMN95
69Please respect copyright.PENANA3xYtERFNNC
他停頓了一會兒,然後問:69Please respect copyright.PENANAGXTZcSqCCj
「妳真的不記得我是誰了嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANA4A21YpBmrK
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我抬起頭看著他,心裡有些疑惑。69Please respect copyright.PENANAEO3Vfwhz0S
「我應該知道嗎?那你又知道我是誰嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAh9GdCxQh5J
69Please respect copyright.PENANA4k8XE0LimO
他沉默了一會兒,然後輕聲告訴我:69Please respect copyright.PENANALWTlSw47SY
「其實我是妳以前的學生。六年前畢業於妳任教的中學。我是轉校生,在學校只待了一年。雖然沒上過妳的課,但在每天的早會上見到妳……那時候我就已經被妳吸引了。我們班很多男生都暗戀妳。妳是那個總是穿米色連身裙,走路很有節奏的Miss Lam。而我……只是另一班的一個普通男生。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAi2e7cC99oH
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我帶點驚訝的望着他,努力回想那些模糊的臉孔,卻怎麼也想不起來。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4yGKRmkG62
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我忽然覺得臉頰微微發熱,我不敢直視他。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAFFoP7c1Qru
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他補了一句:69Please respect copyright.PENANAPbYqN7xYBA
「我們班上很多人都喜歡妳。不只是因為妳漂亮,而是因為妳看起來……不像老師。妳像一個開朗的大姐姐,沒有像其他老師的一臉嚴肅。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAYJE6PsE66n
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我雖然有點不知所措,但這一刻我已經躺在他身旁,而且毫無保留地向他展示了我所有難以啟齒的渴望。69Please respect copyright.PENANAIAKzgbBTmW
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我已經決定豁出去面對他。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAmxbzOBReS9
「原來你早知道我是誰了,但是現在這一刻,我是誰已經一點都不重要,你只要好好的給我守着這個秘密就好了。謝謝你跟我坦白。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANArCtCVlFFxp
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我笑了,笑得很小聲。69Please respect copyright.PENANAPb6IqaykQB
「現在妳知道了我是誰,但我覺得,妳真正認識的我,是這個躺在床上的我。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAqNMgadIKBF
69Please respect copyright.PENANA85OFPrjXY7
他點點頭,手掌輕撫我的背。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmWnwuWc4xa
「我知道。而且我不會告訴任何人。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANALTAR5OdJbh
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我試著裝作輕鬆地問:69Please respect copyright.PENANAqGWrDxnJUJ
「哪……我有沒有把你嚇壞了?你有想過老師也會有這麼任性的一面嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAviw2RxV5o3
69Please respect copyright.PENANAnfLwHS7xAV
他笑了,聲音裡帶著理解:妳只是誠實地面對自己。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkZNE7Yuuzk
就像妳在婚外情網站上寫的那樣——我們都戴著面具生活,只是妳願意摘下來給我看。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAB0NU0y9snx
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我心裡一甜。他真的仔細讀過我的自述。而且不是隨便看看,而是認真地讀過。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAIpvu3d6gUt
69Please respect copyright.PENANAVNKRVER9XM
他說得對。我今晚只是忠於真實的自己,69Please respect copyright.PENANAEsYqVZJ8LG
把那些藏起來的慾望,一點一點地釋放出來。69Please respect copyright.PENANA0JJbnTFEwX
69Please respect copyright.PENANAOn7TVv9Q40
我不是誰的妻子或母親,也不是站在講台上的老師。69Please respect copyright.PENANADB5OKVx0wX
我只是我自己,赤裸地躺在情人身邊,一個願意承認自己渴望的女人。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAhYFXbaz3ls
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話題變得有些沉重,我故意把柔軟豐滿的乳房壓在他側身的位置,讓他感受這個任性老師真實的一面。69Please respect copyright.PENANASEMoT0WAyR
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9irEnpb9aV
我故意用一種近乎調侃的語氣問:69Please respect copyright.PENANAWAqTan3Sm7
「妳有想過,妳的老師會有這麼……『任性』嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANA97E5mkwqns
69Please respect copyright.PENANAchJyN8nzMe
我閉上眼,把臉埋進他的胸口。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y0dxHVgV7
「那你現在害怕嗎? 」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAX3tyg1cUch
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPfnD9ziXdH
他沒有用語言回答,只是用手輕輕地撫摸我的背,指尖沿著脊椎滑動到股溝,從那裏直接滑進花瓣內。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3qWJGx7NFw
我不自覺的把肌肉收緊,輕輕夾著他入侵的手指頭。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAzBgsqzWcsH
69Please respect copyright.PENANANy4FeByxbC
他挑皮地回應我說:69Please respect copyright.PENANAkDgZ4ZSlmR
「現在是誰應該害怕了?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAx3re2gILy4
69Please respect copyright.PENANAm4oVjGWUSP
「今晚開始,我已經找到新的自己。69Please respect copyright.PENANATlUZFUDBpK
不再是妳的老師,只是屬於妳的情人。69Please respect copyright.PENANAyB1LIdP15k
我身上的每一吋,都是屬於妳的了。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANA9jqKIHccTo
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他看著我微笑,眼神溫柔。 我把頭靠在他胸前,再次伸手握住了他半軟下來的陰莖,輕輕地搓揉用行動證明我的決心。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3Rd6UNh0Ja
69Please respect copyright.PENANAP2M4BDY3GA
他望着我微微一笑,我把嘴唇貼近他的胸肌,溫柔地吸啜着他的乳尖。69Please respect copyright.PENANATaDh7H7VqM
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他忍不住低聲呻吟了一聲。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAkGt7C4vqvi
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我抬起頭,狡黠地笑:69Please respect copyright.PENANAl3HiKBWHgm
「你還對我這個老師有遐想嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAazJ7B2K6rj
69Please respect copyright.PENANADeLVRtZNPv
他尷尬地笑:「已經不只是遐想這麼簡單了。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAmi1ngh1v3j
69Please respect copyright.PENANAsmqYNOFK2i
我滿意地笑一笑,然後爬起來,把我乳尖靠向他的嘴邊,69Please respect copyright.PENANAmUudEhoidG
他用左手輕輕搓弄我的乳房 ,手掌貪婪的揉捏哪溫軟柔嫩,嘴唇靠在乳尖輕輕吸啜。 69Please respect copyright.PENANA59Lg0Kt3eJ
我享受著這種親密的接觸的餘韻。像午夜裡的一杯紅酒。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAJNSTqdeDoO
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我們之間不需要太多真實,當然也不需要謊言。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAgyxvFOIAHG
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我不是在背叛誰,也不是在尋找愛情。69Please respect copyright.PENANA9IZvRS2kFl
我只是終於承認,那個藏在老師、妻子、母親身份底下的女人,她還活著,而且渴望被觸碰。69Please respect copyright.PENANAIxcv6Uytx5
我們交織在一起,像兩條終於找到彼此的河流。 在黑夜中流動,不問終點,也不求永遠。69Please respect copyright.PENANANCjAWyN726
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<世界另一邊的訊息> 69Please respect copyright.PENANAVjcoFcg4CM
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電話傳來訊息,是老公拜託我回家途中,在路口的便利店為他帶一點零食。69Please respect copyright.PENANAK9Zqhf7FhD
語氣很輕鬆,像是每日生活中重覆發生的事。 69Please respect copyright.PENANA13Xo63iLMy
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我沒有立刻回應,只是盯著手機螢幕看了一會兒,69Please respect copyright.PENANAwtOq6I9vDO
然後輕輕回了一句: 「好。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANA212qAPc64e
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那通訊息就像現實世界的鐘聲,敲碎了浴室裡的夢境。69Please respect copyright.PENANA1VfspIGgwm
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我知道,是時候該離開了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAflHKfJdSOi
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我輕輕吻了他的臉頰,然後從毛巾上爬起來,走進淋浴間,用暖水徹底沖洗身上的味道。69Please respect copyright.PENANAqDj5kpAl2k
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他躺在地上,目光始終沒有離開我。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4Vn0JF95W8
69Please respect copyright.PENANAcRotwbHfLG
我全身赤裸在他面前沖洗。他的眼神裡有一種我看不懂的東西,像是想把這個畫面永遠封存起來。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAPd0CvsHg7E
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他緩緩開口:69Please respect copyright.PENANAp70Z645M3L
「今晚是我第一次可以細細欣賞妳的身體。不再是參與者,而是觀察者。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAcvhaohYPHM
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzjKZCfHTY7
他停頓了一下,像是在整理腦海中的影像:69Please respect copyright.PENANAOZcLriG1Wv
「沒想到當年總是藏在米色連衣裙下的妳,原來這麼……完美,這麼誘人。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAgOczzgU8yR
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我一邊沖洗頭髮,一邊笑著問:69Please respect copyright.PENANArc2uYYIGnW
「跟你想像中有什麼不一樣嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAPsKkWsUCLs
69Please respect copyright.PENANAc7UphOSMvq
他沉默了一會兒,才回答:69Please respect copyright.PENANAmxl2mcFRgS
「我沒想到妳在保守的衣服下,有這麼豐滿的乳房,深深的乳溝加上白嫩皮膚⋯⋯69Please respect copyright.PENANAtvPTTtZGSK
乳型是我最喜歡的那一種,微微上翹的美麗曲線。我猜妳應該是33C吧?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAv4AUhrWRUk
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女人總是會為受到讚賞而喜悅,我轉過頭,我微笑著輕聲回應他:69Please respect copyright.PENANAZtYmD5HAnm
「34C啊。因為我的背還有點肉喔。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAMPaupiTMM9
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他笑了,聲音裡帶著一點滿足:69Please respect copyright.PENANAfifi5f4Pif
「我認為有點肉的女人才是最性感啊,所以我特別喜歡你的渾圓的白嫩屁股,很想再有機會從後按着它進入。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAxagNnr8xNq
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我聽著他的話,故意轉過身,將臀部微微翹起,用手輕輕拍打,讓手指陷進白如凝脂的屁股軟肉上輕輕搓揉着。69Please respect copyright.PENANAdeli5fI0zc
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他看著我,眼神裡閃過一絲驚喜。 69Please respect copyright.PENANArymwZqaVUW
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我一邊微笑享受他的讚美,一邊從沐浴間走出來,用乾淨毛巾把身體擦乾。69Please respect copyright.PENANAt8AqOPHZAa
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我站在長凳前,抬起一條腿踏在長凳上,從小腿開始,把腿上的水份盡量擦乾。69Please respect copyright.PENANAtqBP2ac0qH
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他仍舊躺在地上,目光不曾移開,靜靜欣賞著我的每一個動作。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAtprGqJBNdH
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忽然,他輕聲說:69Please respect copyright.PENANAVfl3oNFoOe
「原來一直被連身長裙遮蓋的雙腿,是這麼修長嫩白,我相信你穿起絲襪和高跟鞋的時候,一定會很誘人。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANApyih3Ib6rB
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我擦乾身體,穿好內衣褲,坐在長凳上,垂下長髮,用毛巾包住濕漉漉的髮絲。69Please respect copyright.PENANA5O8DTLAyAI
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一邊對他甜絲絲地笑:69Please respect copyright.PENANAMAma1iTSjr
「只要你喜歡,我什麼都可以為你穿上。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAfTR5nguCej
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最後當我開始把黑色絲襪穿上的時候,他轉過來蹲在我旁邊,膽怯的開口問我:69Please respect copyright.PENANAENNqFyrqlE
「這個……」 69Please respect copyright.PENANA8X8AeO4DET
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他指著我手中的絲襪,聲音輕得像怕打破什麼,69Please respect copyright.PENANALJaSCqkobM
「可以留給我嗎?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANABkapheRnG1
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我愣了一下,然後笑了。 69Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z72m4buBh
他看起來像個忘了帶功課的學生,急切又小心翼翼,實在太可愛了。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAj7RGqpQj4A
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我把還套在小腿上的絲襪脫下來,放在他掌心,然後甜蜜地輕輕吻了他。69Please respect copyright.PENANA5TmOOutcCB
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我堅持不讓他送我回家。69Please respect copyright.PENANAlvQT6Z8j7t
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我不想因為我的來訪,打亂他明天的生活節奏。69Please respect copyright.PENANALxmGORPX1t
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他依依不捨地把我送到門口,我只是留下一句話:69Please respect copyright.PENANAj35LThZGAs
「下次見面,我會換上妳最喜歡的那一雙絲襪。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAB1wbJCzfcE
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他在門口看著我,眼神裡有一點失落,也有一點釋然。69Please respect copyright.PENANAnxYDiqheCI
我踮起腳尖,親吻他的唇,然後轉身,走入夜色中。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAaGx2KZJEFi
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街道已有秋意,風吹過耳際,涼意滲入肌膚。69Please respect copyright.PENANAAzcVuGZrUx
69Please respect copyright.PENANAlOYeKwBG1v
我一步步走在回家的路上,心裡明白一件事: 我不是回去扮演誰的妻子、誰的老師。69Please respect copyright.PENANArnx3igMw0s
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我只是回來,繼續活在兩個世界之間。
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**第二部正在進行中,歡迎大家留言給予意見和分享感受,讓我有動力繼續創作,謝謝大家。69Please respect copyright.PENANAzg9GhIJqzH