No Plagiarism!sIAbtEjlEPl6kKcWtcVuposted on PENANA 我發現林婉這個人——其實生活很有規律。31Please respect copyright.PENANAw6BVbpzxE1
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每天早上七點半準時起床,洗臉、擦臉、塗乳液、防曬、塗護唇膏;早餐幾乎只吃一片吐司加半杯黑咖啡,有時候思源會多煎一顆蛋,她就會笑著說:「好啦好啦,不可以餵我太胖。」8964 copyright protection27PENANADeESbDOj10 維尼
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我就是在這樣一種「不屬於我卻必須扮演得自然」的日常中,一天又一天地活下去。8964 copyright protection27PENANAwrLLMIXywR 維尼
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有時候我會在梳妝台前坐很久,看著鏡子裡那張臉。8964 copyright protection27PENANAJCKgCs1KZW 維尼
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那不是我。可她又分明有了我的眼神——無措、疲倦、壓抑,還有一點說不清的……迷惘。8964 copyright protection27PENANAs3v2397XW9 維尼
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我不是她,可我已經被她的生活慢慢吞沒。8964 copyright protection27PENANAwMojGGo3j6 維尼
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思源還是一樣對我很好。8964 copyright protection27PENANAexlIRrtBER 維尼
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他習慣在出門前親一下我的額頭,說:「今天乖乖的,等我回來吃飯。」8964 copyright protection27PENANApC0dgID5dm 維尼
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那天我差點一個哆嗦。8964 copyright protection27PENANA0lGKQnoPhd 維尼
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他的嘴唇碰上我額頭的那一瞬間,我腦袋空白了半秒。8964 copyright protection27PENANAEnjjgCUxn7 維尼
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——以前他從沒這麼碰過我。就算我們兄弟情深,最多也只是搭肩、互捶,從來沒有這種……讓我心跳莫名其妙加快的動作。8964 copyright protection27PENANAtWuM9CRMGs 維尼
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但我不能躲。8964 copyright protection27PENANALz3b2Nt4nX 維尼
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我也不能表現得不習慣。8964 copyright protection27PENANA1mPphn6peI 維尼
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林婉會習慣。他會懷疑的,是「我」不習慣。8964 copyright protection27PENANAyRZSI5sXVE 維尼
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所以我笑,裝作一如往常。8964 copyright protection27PENANALvtpmyx9za 維尼
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那笑容,撐得我臉頰肌肉發酸。8964 copyright protection27PENANAFDVtlpfvSX 維尼
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晚上他下班回來,我站在廚房煮麵。8964 copyright protection27PENANASu50pwWl0S 維尼
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以前我從不下廚,泡麵都會泡太久。現在我照著手機上的食譜做,居然還能端出一碗味道還行的番茄牛肉麵。8964 copyright protection27PENANAR3MwvzQpww 維尼
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他吃完後把碗湊過來,臉上是那種很自然的笑:「老婆,妳最近進步了耶,這碗我可以給90分。」8964 copyright protection27PENANAKqUHUdmEz5 維尼
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我不知道他以前是不是也這樣叫林婉「老婆」。8964 copyright protection27PENANA47xVLwd110 維尼
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但聽到那兩個字,我背脊發涼。8964 copyright protection27PENANAamOxmVsOxU 維尼
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「……太誇張了啦,只是跟著網路做而已。」8964 copyright protection27PENANA2cw1tkgjCH 維尼
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「不管怎樣我老婆煮的就是好吃。」8964 copyright protection27PENANArWaxGNoRYa 維尼
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他咧嘴笑,那種笑容我太熟了。以前我們打贏排位時他也會這樣笑,嘴角咧開一點,眼尾往下彎,好像什麼煩惱都不重要了。8964 copyright protection27PENANAaaGhofys14 維尼
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我忍不住看他久了一點。8964 copyright protection27PENANAYMaZR6xRFd 維尼
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他沒注意,只顧著舀湯。8964 copyright protection27PENANAbVsnd5cI34 維尼
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這一秒我心裡突然閃過一個想法:8964 copyright protection27PENANARvjmHzbT01 維尼
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——他怎麼對每一任女友都這麼溫柔?8964 copyright protection27PENANAa345gqxcuY 維尼
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但轉念又否定。8964 copyright protection27PENANAsa79K9P49z 維尼
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不,他不會。8964 copyright protection27PENANAxUl9F1tSPK 維尼
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他只有對林婉這樣。對其他人,他永遠是那副大喇喇、嘴上不饒人的樣子。8964 copyright protection27PENANAmv4JaOUWor 維尼
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以前他交過兩任,最多只是偶爾提起,從沒這樣細心。從沒這樣……8964 copyright protection27PENANAKylqSeFncg 維尼
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讓我心虛。8964 copyright protection27PENANAXzI3IQz2Mi 維尼
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不是因為我在裝。8964 copyright protection27PENANANaOamndiAL 維尼
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是因為我開始怕,他如果知道我不是林婉,會不會馬上把我趕出去。8964 copyright protection27PENANAYxutxI4ssN 維尼
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我沒有資格站在這裡,煮飯給他吃,聽他叫我老婆。8964 copyright protection27PENANA0kQ9X2ADVX 維尼
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洗碗的時候,我手滑了一下,碗掉在水槽邊緣,沒碎,卻響聲不小。8964 copyright protection27PENANAXaiSH6tx8L 維尼
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他從客廳走進來,皺眉看我:「小心點啊,妳最近好像心不在焉。」8964 copyright protection27PENANAqyaBYF38Eh 維尼
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「沒事啦,太累了吧。」8964 copyright protection27PENANA9kyMQqyhSO 維尼
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「要不要我幫妳按摩一下?」8964 copyright protection27PENANAzkZA4PAMyd 維尼
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我心臟差點跳出來。8964 copyright protection27PENANAXbkYRnIHO7 維尼
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「不、不要啦……我洗完就去休息。」8964 copyright protection27PENANALKYkcbes5v 維尼
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「怕我按太痛?我技術不差喔,妳以前超愛的。」8964 copyright protection27PENANAW8zLxGGA78 維尼
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我只能勉強笑一笑。8964 copyright protection27PENANAy8F6MB6QgY 維尼
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內心已經亂成一團。8964 copyright protection27PENANAz0GqdAIGPJ 維尼
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這樣的對話、這樣的相處、這樣的溫柔——明明只是日常,卻讓我像在懸崖邊緣走鋼索,一不小心就會掉下去。8964 copyright protection27PENANAe1ROCtOeHW 維尼
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掉進一種,我明知道不能有的情感裡。8964 copyright protection27PENANAONFSoPpqCa 維尼
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那天晚上我在陽台曬衣服,曬到一件舊襯衫時,我停下了。8964 copyright protection27PENANAioiaYOV4ZE 維尼
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那是他的。很舊,洗了好多次已經有點褪色。但林婉以前好像很喜歡穿它,睡覺、在家都會套著。8964 copyright protection27PENANAJyXLg1cj6X 維尼
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我聞了聞,那上面有一點點洗衣精味,但更有一點,我說不出來的、熟悉的氣味。8964 copyright protection27PENANAazJs6oFHOS 維尼
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不是香味。8964 copyright protection27PENANAvgvLAkOnbv 維尼
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是思源的味道。8964 copyright protection27PENANAQybibKuf6g 維尼
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我忽然感到有點喘不過氣,蹲在陽台邊,一種莫名的罪惡感壓下來。8964 copyright protection27PENANAQO4KEfz1Qa 維尼
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我不是她。8964 copyright protection27PENANAUpww79gVyA 維尼
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我不該懷念那個味道。8964 copyright protection27PENANAtncbijxScX 維尼
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不該在他不在時,偷偷拿著他的襯衫蹲下來,覺得……好像有點安心。8964 copyright protection27PENANAhcNQcVxSXE 維尼
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