No Plagiarism!xxtWAJHfTMG323JJjXxXposted on PENANA 林婉的筆記本,我是在書桌抽屜最裡面找到的。47Please respect copyright.PENANA5C8tYaJ5Zm
8964 copyright protection43PENANAmx0epBAvJ2 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAc4ChBUNzuZ
8964 copyright protection43PENANAQm0SvHPcq5 維尼
原本只是想找張便條紙抄個臨時備忘,但那本筆記本薄薄的,像是日記,又不是。8964 copyright protection43PENANAdgsD6Cfc2h 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAPUaViRkVz3
8964 copyright protection43PENANAVdMVt0V9kN 維尼
打開來看,全是她手寫的備忘與心情紀錄。8964 copyright protection43PENANA05wjQYU3tD 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAERToFFHC0x
8964 copyright protection43PENANAlkhZe2mjy7 維尼
不是刻意文青的那種,而是零碎的:今天早餐太鹹、某個客戶很討厭、思源最近忘了她不吃洋蔥。8964 copyright protection43PENANATKPmS4TbWI 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAfJEe7kZ81n
8964 copyright protection43PENANASk5rkihBqU 維尼
字寫得很工整,還會畫些簡單的小花小貓。像她這個人,溫順、規矩、慢條斯理。8964 copyright protection43PENANAKYCnWAS3QR 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAVdRti3ep6l
8964 copyright protection43PENANApuN0VCukcA 維尼
我本來只是隨手翻翻,想說看個幾頁就好,結果……一翻就翻了一個多小時。8964 copyright protection43PENANA9m0YjnazSF 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANApmgv2ULauE
8964 copyright protection43PENANAwmyVrbsQC6 維尼
那些記錄裡,有好幾段跟思源的互動。8964 copyright protection43PENANAvwuuswVBzW 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAwMgtXIzRE5
8964 copyright protection43PENANAFi3V35okdJ 維尼
「他今天早上煮了一杯我不太敢喝的美式,但我還是喝完了。因為他說那是為了提神,我想,他也累了吧。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAVynj1cLMH7 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANACCUVupBvX7
8964 copyright protection43PENANA8e4W1p37jp 維尼
「我發脾氣了……他沒回我,但晚上還是來接我下班。好像每次都是他先低頭。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAX1KGiyut11 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAJIHxTQRuqw
8964 copyright protection43PENANAlmv2VtIiDX 維尼
我讀著讀著,忽然覺得手有點抖。8964 copyright protection43PENANAqrT6leRPcb 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAKTzU4HSfDr
8964 copyright protection43PENANATtR52HfKHN 維尼
我不確定我在嫉妒誰——8964 copyright protection43PENANAqxK3nJSSyI 維尼
是她嗎?那個被細細呵護的林婉?8964 copyright protection43PENANAOdJUqfTgGM 維尼
還是他?那個總是能得到理解、能被原諒的思源。8964 copyright protection43PENANAGSNWKPzVmS 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAUNdCQ5Exfu
8964 copyright protection43PENANAUAD6PppsTX 維尼
但我知道,我不該嫉妒。8964 copyright protection43PENANA52XH7H3fFv 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAc9XOW8y5l9
8964 copyright protection43PENANAtERdN7VlQD 維尼
因為我什麼都不是。8964 copyright protection43PENANAyttcPqi06e 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAeRSpl5vlzC
8964 copyright protection43PENANAHbHuAl3opC 維尼
我不是她,也不是她所愛的他。8964 copyright protection43PENANAvJOtWBuNd5 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAGqRdgyOVKq
8964 copyright protection43PENANARxBF7WkHtb 維尼
我只是,剛好活下來、剛好被塞進這具軀體裡的一個局外人。8964 copyright protection43PENANAsGHu8HsNWz 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA1rYan3fbHp
8964 copyright protection43PENANABTPoiZwPlq 維尼
⸻8964 copyright protection43PENANAyLT2R3uafi 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA5vLO5BHKwP
8964 copyright protection43PENANAxmQSi1Ntue 維尼
那天下午,思源提早下班回來。8964 copyright protection43PENANAtE8d6SAzul 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANANPUdaSjFzd
8964 copyright protection43PENANAJzK2oTruIM 維尼
我以為他會直接回房間,但他走進廚房,輕聲說:8964 copyright protection43PENANAM42NL24Cfq 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAel9BUvmQ94
8964 copyright protection43PENANA89C62kJLAo 維尼
「今天想吃什麼?我做。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAbpAupFG0vE 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAJDWigiJDwv
8964 copyright protection43PENANAYbh9BjVGRi 維尼
「……你不是說最近很忙?」8964 copyright protection43PENANANttQxJVxjs 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA96PrWEej5A
8964 copyright protection43PENANABsSjWVdaai 維尼
「我主管臨時取消會議,我想說趁妳沒太累我自己動手好了。上次妳幫我煮了三天,我一直沒補回來。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAAvcOHXLiAb 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAGNXv0ata05
8964 copyright protection43PENANAxmzlEymfHB 維尼
他說這話時語氣自然得讓我胸口發悶。8964 copyright protection43PENANAPnGI1EfpnN 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA8YOBYrwz0p
8964 copyright protection43PENANA12ubu8tF0a 維尼
以前我們是兄弟的時候,他煮的飯能吃,但說難聽點也就是能下肚的程度。現在他居然會主動下廚,連番茄都切成小塊去皮,怕我說難吞。8964 copyright protection43PENANAbJyAGGBOdm 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAT0MMFwpyX6
8964 copyright protection43PENANAfaUuC15UmJ 維尼
我坐在客廳,看著他在廚房認真地洗米、煮菜,鍋蓋一掀開,熱氣騰騰裡飄出香味。8964 copyright protection43PENANAfpAR3j4y3O 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAEcGZx0GO6U
8964 copyright protection43PENANAJSVdJmXCS3 維尼
我忽然覺得……這畫面太平靜了,平靜到讓人心慌。8964 copyright protection43PENANATgXHSKjrgo 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANADQllnaRpNQ
8964 copyright protection43PENANAzw3Q9LYWdW 維尼
不是因為我害怕他。8964 copyright protection43PENANAeNttGi7WBb 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANALIWSiCJQK6
8964 copyright protection43PENANA2kA8o2lKOG 維尼
是因為我開始怕這樣的日子我會捨不得離開。8964 copyright protection43PENANA9cf2pUz7Ko 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANACQRWIdBdpA
8964 copyright protection43PENANAJcgry19IoR 維尼
⸻8964 copyright protection43PENANAAsJ5eEYaLh 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAimov6hhXEC
8964 copyright protection43PENANAzVWwRrowNG 維尼
飯後,他洗碗時還哼了首歌。8964 copyright protection43PENANA3mjKaYnHx4 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAzgyTGwjY4O
8964 copyright protection43PENANALaeVhYFG9C 維尼
不是情歌,是他以前常哼的動漫OP。還走調。8964 copyright protection43PENANA9jIgWaj1Jl 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAWZBjNxWqGO
8964 copyright protection43PENANAzCZmGbh1fz 維尼
我聽見那熟悉又難聽的旋律,心裡竟然泛起一點……安心感。8964 copyright protection43PENANAcf7IBu8fk8 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAcVsshrTILk
8964 copyright protection43PENANAuUi02H3PZU 維尼
我差點當場掐自己。8964 copyright protection43PENANAAfONB0nwSh 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAfFwUKgDEUe
8964 copyright protection43PENANApABnd9wdd7 維尼
這不對。這不該讓我覺得安心。8964 copyright protection43PENANAyf3LB63RhI 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAcguK2W8Foo
8964 copyright protection43PENANAUFQtfJXE5o 維尼
可當我轉頭看向他背影,陽光從廚房落地窗灑進來,把他整個輪廓染亮。8964 copyright protection43PENANAT37WR2lzOS 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAxgUduixqoq
8964 copyright protection43PENANAJdZLA2EeJr 維尼
我沒發現自己看他看了多久。8964 copyright protection43PENANAxvOjFnOLK4 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA44Y7j0G3ok
8964 copyright protection43PENANA9gQVVc5LkO 維尼
直到他轉身過來,擦著手笑著說:8964 copyright protection43PENANAtLj3bYizhC 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA3k26eZTIeR
8964 copyright protection43PENANAFKf7bzEJvP 維尼
「幹嘛這樣看我?」8964 copyright protection43PENANAmk3zMW4Iv0 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAnMlkloJlER
8964 copyright protection43PENANAV2JRnFVNkR 維尼
「……沒什麼。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA98srkD9HLZ 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAv7VTBea0h6
8964 copyright protection43PENANAG473JhtS61 維尼
「妳今天的眼神很安靜。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA6cEjiMdpns 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAEp2OkrmXCd
8964 copyright protection43PENANAdsaotP7wch 維尼
「嗯。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAg80oT59sBg 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAeTm9LFmKVI
8964 copyright protection43PENANAcSw9YCgX5e 維尼
我低下頭,不讓他看到我現在表情有多混亂。8964 copyright protection43PENANAllxwZgQhxh 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAcy6KUfpjko
8964 copyright protection43PENANAHcg0ZBs7tq 維尼
⸻8964 copyright protection43PENANAdIy2q9la6O 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA5Uybo9FJBV
8964 copyright protection43PENANA9NfV0TyKMn 維尼
晚上他在陽台抽煙,我過去時他立刻把煙捻掉。8964 copyright protection43PENANAeFIatEGMUh 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAPL4NntceFZ
8964 copyright protection43PENANAwk8kUEROxm 維尼
「妳不是說煙味會讓妳頭暈?」8964 copyright protection43PENANABm2RfG8tA2 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAMxEyMCCn8d
8964 copyright protection43PENANAjHWTNuQrnB 維尼
「……你還記得啊。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAtbsrWw0RKd 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAnHayNraiUu
8964 copyright protection43PENANAng2EX8xras 維尼
「當然。上次我們一起去妳朋友的生日妳不是才說過?」8964 copyright protection43PENANAYTc0FNAOmI 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA9230A3XA5f
8964 copyright protection43PENANAZ2s3H3zmfH 維尼
我一愣。8964 copyright protection43PENANAnhbbsi7NLr 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAm87kpbpx3y
8964 copyright protection43PENANAhC8azcA9Ry 維尼
那不是我說的。8964 copyright protection43PENANA4l2XCZap8W 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAmnnNajc3zv
8964 copyright protection43PENANAOdBvLGmx9U 維尼
那是她。8964 copyright protection43PENANA5ptlBf8NN0 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAHM0FELOITC
8964 copyright protection43PENANAZYYJZ5nULc 維尼
林婉說的。8964 copyright protection43PENANAKZDWLgDDVj 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAkg87hfF02z
8964 copyright protection43PENANANvrbdSkGPY 維尼
可我卻還是點頭了。8964 copyright protection43PENANA4pqUmfewaJ 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAAXIvOXe2pb
8964 copyright protection43PENANAgV617ysreo 維尼
我已經……在代替她生活太久,久到有時候,連我都忘了,哪些記憶是我的,哪些是她的。8964 copyright protection43PENANAfQ7Hxj36q6 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAvacJNsRhKs
8964 copyright protection43PENANANz41o0rSCp 維尼
我靠在陽台欄杆邊,看著黑夜的城市燈光一點點閃爍,耳邊是他呼吸的聲音,很輕,帶著他身上那種混著洗衣精與煙味的氣息。8964 copyright protection43PENANAAb3L1ZkJxe 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAFRj7aLKBal
8964 copyright protection43PENANAdtYCiMO8ZB 維尼
我突然想問他一句:8964 copyright protection43PENANAbAQlLSXLLR 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAIAQnf72CEA
8964 copyright protection43PENANAAhtqXsKEUI 維尼
「你如果發現我不是她,你會怎樣?」8964 copyright protection43PENANAcfh9Iw2LLA 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAeRADDx4aHz
8964 copyright protection43PENANAXXT6IL1GGH 維尼
但我沒問。8964 copyright protection43PENANASG5vS3h11F 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANATZLNqCbrCn
8964 copyright protection43PENANAK3OHHl6uHc 維尼
我只是看著遠方,一個字都說不出口。8964 copyright protection43PENANAfQsdPtlHXU 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAtegqgBi78Z
8964 copyright protection43PENANADhoRCgThaK 維尼
因為我知道——他現在愛著的,是她的樣子。8964 copyright protection43PENANAwabwhVB2Zq 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAwtrr7087Wd
8964 copyright protection43PENANAONImkrl447 維尼
不是我。8964 copyright protection43PENANA50emW1OAKO 維尼
216.73.216.51
ns216.73.216.51da2