文: 譚嘉燕 FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/katetam1228/
「妳不是一直都很不屑吃這種卡通主題餐廳的嗎？妳說價錢貴，只是弄個卡通形狀的食物而已，那些公仔帶不走的，完全很騙錢。今天為什麼忽然有興致主動被騙錢？」小榆不留情面直接吐嘈莊雨。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhPMeQmSc6
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV3jLGg8qz
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZk1cPjNfH
莊雨吐吐舌頭：「就嘗試一下新東西嘛，做人不用太理性，就感受一下卡通裡的輕鬆氣氛啊。而且妳不覺得姆明還蠻可愛的嗎？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e2pyiCtwP
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv83bZX4yDP
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vvvVEX443
今天莊雨塗上了海藍色的啞色指甲油，穿了一件白色襯衫，配上一條蔚藍色碎花長裙和粉紅色圓頭平底鞋。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52KfjpQnjP
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I29JXPmsQ
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EwznM5f8Z
「妳何時喜歡上這卡通公仔的？」小榆伸手摸摸放在她身旁的姆明大毛公仔。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpRDHWpBae
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmzdfKOrwR
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3io9ytLna
主題餐廳內，每桌客人身旁都會放置一隻大型毛公仔，裝潢是參照卡通片內主角的屋子，牆上也貼滿主角或其他角色的照片和圖畫，令客人彷彿置身另一個可愛、無憂的時空裡。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IXW22AwEn
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyictmmMvOo
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4eVLZumD8
「我也不知道。其實我沒有說很喜歡它，只是覺得它臉鼓鼓的，這蠻有趣的。」莊雨啜飲著綠茶牛奶，廚師還在奶蓋上還用巧克力粉畫上一個姆明圖案。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYJiFpE5Ow
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1D9OcQM6I
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko1wy97onw
一開始莊雨還啜飲得小心翼翼，深怕會弄到公仔圖案，但後來她索性用吸管直接把它劃破。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxhaFdlaSk
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxTZH1zXKR
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpemJewwwoW
待離開後，莊雨在附屬餐廳的精品店內買了一件印著姆明圖案的T恤和毛公仔吊繩。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxt59U17lh
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O70d7nZnh
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbiu2K506U
「妳真的很喜歡這隻公仔耶。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJrZVbt8LK
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSTLs7fCAX
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD4n95dn8w
「沒有啦，就一個紀念品而已。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWvNrVRNuu
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxcuPDWcCa
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm84JiZm0G
——————————————————————407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Kv15q1XE
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzUDUH4x6E
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpOZ05JATh
莊雨又站在手錶店門外，注視著玻璃窗內的一支手錶——簡約風格的薄身大錶面，配上深藍色寬身錶帶的手錶。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBNZtGx0Fh
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEcYeapnu7
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpHingMC4R
她察覺到自己最近一走在街上，眼神就會忍不住打量路人手腕上的手錶款式。而且她也變得喜歡遊走在各間手錶店，觀賞玻璃櫥窗內的各款手錶。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFtKraszWX
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfvotDQYf7
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VyjFVWoEQ
透過觀望別人各式各樣的手錶款式，她愈發現其實自己只是在尋找某一支手錶的輪廓。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfALa2om1Pk
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRLE2A4qdr
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnWktvq6B4
莊雨喜歡這支手錶，卻一直沒有買下。本來她就不是特別愛好手錶的人，對手錶沒有感覺，也很久沒有戴錶的習慣，對上一次戴手錶已經是四年多前的事，她較習慣看手機去知道時間是何時何分。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqxYkw7vr5
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIHoaZCJB1
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxm7MRFa4a
「妳覺得我要不要買下那支手錶？還是算了比較好？」中午吃飯時，莊雨詢問好朋友兼同事——阿梨的意見。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGMqemXqfU
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOYgz1T1ev
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghuAJe7F0x
「妳喜歡的話就買呀。不過我都不知道妳對手錶有特別的愛好，之後都沒看過妳有戴手錶耶。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1XXizpjrn
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeeCtcITEQ
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEFTbcsbbg
「就覺得戴支手錶感覺也不錯呀。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HXItskaE5
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZINJ4vHJa9
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEafxY2rNX
「為什麼忽然對手錶感興趣？總有一個原因吧。」阿梨好奇地把身子靠向莊雨。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYFUhwtdPM
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrplQREuiE
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYqRXCRJXU
「沒有吧，就真的只是覺得戴支手錶在手腕上的感覺也不錯呀。」莊雨以稀疏平常的口吻重覆。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkH1354DsY
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzV02zO6us
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QpAReBPV4
「是嗎？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagY1Ks2H0B
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrajNnp8ym
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sdhQsKO5N
有時候，莊雨會覺得自己好像一道影子般，只是賴隨著影子的主人去生存著。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3birFJlcy
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojuoPoz514
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGk9MtFl33
——————————————————————407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPjHKGNDHC
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4LKNsP4pD
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzTvhiRavJ
在台灣戶外的車站月台上，被熾熱的陽光曬得汗流浹背的莊雨不斷用紙巾印走額上的汗水。她今天就穿了早前買下的姆明圖案T恤，配上白色短裙子和草織帽。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMPeWtszSD
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZdUOwrA2V
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuG3QGPGZQ
「沒想到妳會跟著我來旅遊啊，妳不是很害怕離開熟悉的城市、害怕到外地旅遊的嗎？」芷琳打開專給自由行旅客看的旅行書，再次閱讀她早已計劃好的行程路線。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P9ew1cAUq
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3Rq7Ipyc9
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvAXDpffxm
「哎呀，我想豐富自己的人生閱歷，更新自己的眼光嘛，只待在同一個城市實在太苦悶了。」莊雨的臉被曬得紅彤彤。「我只是純粹想離開一個地方而已。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8q7YoDLTg
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgxezXihiR
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXxtca5qs3
「哈哈，妳終於想通了，懂得享受人生了。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqirzOjZOU
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmHw6bDD0X
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyAN0GQRRQ
「今天我們去哪玩呀？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIbVeD0EZu
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYolrN0pHJX
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CxoUAdlgz
「我們中午可以先去農場看綿羊和風車，下午就回民宿休息一下，晚上再去夜市吃點小吃，這樣好嗎？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLja0kh52i
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhsQLFQOP7
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUMhJrETr7
「只有這些嗎？不如多加一、兩個行程吧，把時間填得滿滿的，這比較充實喔。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6lF0Tf2cO
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K275Pc5wX
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CqpvAgsFi
「近來妳好像變了另一個人似的，妳不是說過最討厭現在的都市人太過於寂寞和逃避自己嗎？妳說大家只懂得吃喝玩樂去把時間塞得滿滿的，因為要逃避安靜下來的時候，所以一點都不懂得留白去面對自己和梳理內心。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKz27drTk7
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3kzxlbkGh
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIBykjO2nz
嗯……很多朋友都說她最近變得不一樣了，行為和心態都跟從前判若兩人。她有時會意識到這些改變，更多時候是不自覺。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4y3rIR9i8
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J5QXllgxM
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch6Hu6h1Bz
乘了半小時的火車，她們終於到了農場。在一片大青草原裡，伴著藍天白雲的晴朗天氣，就算不用特別做些什麼，莊雨已經感覺非常愜意。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7W5nQbiZT
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2utsN75CTn
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw6asLg7Cj
農埸內有一個風車區域，七彩繽紛的彩虹風車乘微風吹轉，身處其中的莊雨很迷戀這些愉快的時光，她知道自己需要這些可以帶給人快樂的景色，但她的眼角卻緩緩流下一串淚來。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe7LczWu5W
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWicEaItqw
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmoQQNRhj8
——————————————————————407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aASriXNcl
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYHjAqXURh
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMDndInL7i
到了晚上，停下追追趕趕的生活節奏，拂去人群內的歡笑和交談聲，只有靜悄悄的空間裡，有一個鮮明的人影映在莊雨的心田上，才被她清晰地看見。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl0izOrdEW
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZqD9SCEQc
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaxHWa49r5
關於他的一切，莊雨已經拼不回一幅大圖畫。他有否戴著眼鏡、他曾說過的話、他習慣的小動作、他離別時最後的一個神情等等的一切，已在她的記憶中漸漸變得模糊，隨時間過去而流逝，任她如何用力想記住，也無能為力。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhYQT7Ms9h
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYQeI7owBp
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LsydTPucm
但莊雨卻深刻記得他生氣時那氣鼓鼓很像某卡通公仔的面容、他手腕上的深藍色寬身手錶帶、那件有點微皺的淺藍色襯衫、他那道與他年齡不符的孩子氣聲線……這些記憶的零碎畫面卻在她腦中揮之不去。她甚至忘了他的手錶的款式，卻對他有戴手錶這件事情印象深刻。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6VoSUB5ZT
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbzmOc1qhO
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kJN9FslJb
我們去異國展開旅程，去逃離原來的苦悶生活，我們渴望看見新的風景，去另一個地方遇見另一個自由的自己，我們遊玩異國陌生的一切一切：在味蕾感受到美食的刺激時、在眼睛吸收到美麗又新奇的景色時、在與朋友閒談而發出愉快的笑聲時、透過享受生活去增加自己的人生經歷時，都更加深刻牽動著另一人藏在自己心坎的感覺，勾起心中掛念的那個他／她。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8R2CwXXkL
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwCxYcaCht
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KAA8b4rKf
原來豐富了的人生經歷，並不會把我們記憶中原本的人和事給沖洗掉。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv3VygcIm2
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00uxFSSBzy
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oWLoy9vI9
莊雨一人睡在床上，在獨自一人的夜裡，只能帶著這份強烈的思念入眠，埋進無聲的夢中。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPHQqcbPYH
文: 譚嘉燕 FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/katetam1228/407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU2sAtmSIo
