顧南輕輕抱住林悅的那一刻,感受到了她身上冰涼的氣息,也看到了窗外升起的旭日。她花了一整晚說明她的人生和她的痛苦,可他只能給她一個擁抱,連從她那裡搶一點悲傷和苦痛,都做不到。536Please respect copyright.PENANA26kG0JKTXb
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「我錯過了很多安慰你的機會,因為我也很膽小。」顧南的手輕輕攏住林悅的後腦勺,溫暖有力的觸碰著她所有顫抖。536Please respect copyright.PENANAO5pbdX3u4o
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林悅在顧南懷裡顫抖著,用盡全力抓緊他的背脊,像抱緊一根浮木,渴望對方給予她相同的力道,將她帶回岸邊,或帶向遠方。536Please respect copyright.PENANAjpUcnhYEJI
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「也許我也是讓你失望的其中一個原因,我很想求你活下來,但我沒有立場。我很難過,但我知道我不會比你難過,我……不知道該怎麼辦。」顧南壓抑著顫慄的聲線,死死憋住眼角的那滴淚,柔聲問道:「我現在站在你這邊,還來得及嗎?」536Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3WsHgsSjt
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不管你要去哪裡,我站在你這邊,可以嗎?536Please respect copyright.PENANAOm8B5lRFoo
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林悅肩頭一顫,他不陪她努力活著,不保證會永遠在她身邊,可是他說會站在她這邊,無條件的、不論多遠、多痛,他相信她,不會為她的任何決定而對她感到失望。536Please respect copyright.PENANAMMvi5tMWn5
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這樣,可以嗎?536Please respect copyright.PENANAvZRUfiVfdM
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他會聆聽她的泣不成聲,會將她的自私和任性照單全收,會守護她每一個睜眼和閉眼的瞬間,會站在時間的盡頭送她一把傘。536Please respect copyright.PENANAMcEhyPYgvA
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她哽咽著開口:「……即使我明天就要走了?」536Please respect copyright.PENANADx2GIzARxE
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「嗯。」我能給你的一切,就是不逼著你勇敢。536Please respect copyright.PENANAyeQdSnNXos
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如果時間不把你帶走,我會用它來等你,等你不再害怕靈魂被蒸發,等你找到光,等你撥雲見日,帶我去看春暖花開;如果你想被時間帶走,我會陪你怒罵這個苦盡不甘來的世界,然後安靜的目送你走出時間。536Please respect copyright.PENANACtR3WtkC59
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因為總有一天,我一定會再次在時間外,找到你的身影。536Please respect copyright.PENANATybGHqs7y7
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這樣好嗎,好嗎?536Please respect copyright.PENANAEiJDKSEHbW
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「我好累……」林悅被溫暖包裹著,臉上蒼白的笑容褪去,留下真實的倦意。536Please respect copyright.PENANAiWM0kdTV3p
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顧南鯁住喉間的酸澀,隱去眼底所有的掙扎,堅定的輕撫她頭頂,慢慢地柔聲說道:「累了就睡吧,醒來之後,你想做什麼,都好。」536Please respect copyright.PENANAZwy7fKFenh
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林悅久違的安心睡去,顧南關燈、拉上房間的窗簾,替她掖好被子,在黑暗中注視著她的睡顏良久,終於還是在她看不見的地方,悄悄的落下了淚。他在知曉她可能會死去的時候,感到了前所未有的慌張。536Please respect copyright.PENANAiKvrCq5NDO
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他從不知道她早已在悄無聲息間,佔據了他心裡很重要的位置。536Please respect copyright.PENANAMXKyxYWiub
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他其實,不想失去她。536Please respect copyright.PENANA1ldyglg7PU
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他很清楚的知道這個事實,可是他能為她做什麼呢?能對她說什麼呢?他還是和十二歲時的自己一樣無能為力,又一次錯過了挽救的時間和機會,像個從沒長大的膽小鬼。他大言不慚的說要支持她,可是他真的承受得了結果嗎?他這麼膽小,真的握得緊她的手嗎?536Please respect copyright.PENANAgtzBmVk6RC
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龐大的無力感把他的身體壓得無比沉重。536Please respect copyright.PENANAWNQfqRoxcm
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如果他是一個勇敢的人就好了,偏偏他不是,他也滿身傷痕,曬到陽光、碰到水都會痛;無助的時候會哭,每天早上睜開眼睛時,也會懷疑自己為什麼還留在這世界,他了解林悅的恐懼,所以不忍心讓她留下來,可是他也著迷於林悅身上的光,所以捨不得她離去。536Please respect copyright.PENANAEEhdXon7jp
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心疼、憤怒、不捨、愧疚、無力、矛盾、掙扎,他第一次感受到這麼複雜的情緒在胸腔裡無限膨脹,好像要把他整個人從裡到外炸開來,再將所有碎片用過於強烈的情感迅速燃燒成灰燼。536Please respect copyright.PENANAOcogitMVkK
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不要死。536Please respect copyright.PENANACfxEO5Mo2W
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我這麼說的話,你會聽見嗎?536Please respect copyright.PENANAmNyn48CxrS
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