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我的阿公就像我的爸爸，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYlIsIiuBe
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6Brd6iuYD
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCqw66GWim
都是阿公帶我的，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrgNzqh8F1
我記得我小時候時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1H9IxKxeq
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXCzLBGxp0
在我被欺負時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQd2uZoSky
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yEJ7wF2NY
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSGnt5uJ6D
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv0PG25oHK
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl5MRKrXo4
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hCmceYRAX
我還記得我上國中的那年，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZFmNjcfq4
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0Rw7KG7hm
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKun3ZvbCp
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ1qj3yo0V
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdd7diOKZF
那時我常常想著要自殺，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqYyj88hXJ
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrb25T6X6Y
陪著我，幫助我，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6Q5G00wAX
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlupzMFiJP
阿公也知道不是我願意的，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DGsGl9CkY
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c3WsQ4cGz
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CEkI0ojj8
也常常在晚上睡覺時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lRvpDNawj
去阿公房間打阿公，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPWEOiFROj
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMwkeGcOy4
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yQsFPGlYW
所以我經常受到排擠，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHTRhfUqV7
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsmTo2xGiR
那時學校通報社會局，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuApPHSU9IP
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoNtdkV3th
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHfSoNIh3d
之後我上了高中，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgslffmibq
在我高一的那年，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f7TLOoien
阿公突然中風了，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQiohKausB
那時我很難過，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1mZ3UincB
阿公住院時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPGSwWNAfA
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgYkKVYtkC
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3ubSlm5tR
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18t3CcaPeV
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXjY3iw0kI
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTR335tds4
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgXeHx3xpI
被戴去老養院，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm66Mcht8T
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl99qfTUSy
我突然情緒崩潰，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo3ekmzOgH
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxoGlJ4UUn
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIQwbaYWsM
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZPjQq6bmn
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBonwvTNMh
我那時馬上不哭，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG1GEGoTp6
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dsUQdgHyH
突然在老養院呼吸困難，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGoN4Q5VOd
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Isy1s3dWy
那時我就像瘋了一樣，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7VHZgp4U9
全部的醫院都去問過，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv1TUjCYF1
但我之後接到一通電話，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHL1Z94qW4
那通電話是我舅舅打的，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTJpGvvb1P
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPkOQJLAth
我那時答應了，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYs9M1SbzLW
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX05754ByQ6
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRqqwY9EGc
隔天去到殯儀館時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I3QcAKUt8
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv1cWLYbIs
那時我非常生氣，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7dQLld7yf
因為當時我去問時，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjDO0tI2aX
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z2ZfG5U38
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EA0uEoS3D
所以我那時沒想這麼多，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgQr4bsKVr
我只想陪阿公最後一程，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs3I6Ei7ko
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfX3BiMnMR
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqruCfv3fnd
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxRvZBc7Qa
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnsuSKvnsF
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