三人到酒吧稍事興祝之後，脧神回到重慶劏房，已經是凌晨三點半。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00BTUvepre
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他躡手躡腳的開門，深怕吵醒小悅，又會給子悠煩到天亮。他輕輕的打開房門，看見子悠還未睡，穿著一襲鬆身衫熱褲，盤坐地上打開手提電腦在忙。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJKXQ5igEP
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脧神爬回上格床，靠著洗手間的燈光，品嘗他的宵夜煎釀三寶。他偷偷探頭住下看子悠，到底三更半夜在幹甚麼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWsQEUgXzX
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9oP56J7Jz
電腦畫面是一堆雜亂無章的美術字體，脧神猜這是Photoshop一類軟件。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdsskDqmBr
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KyOStJOGi
子悠抬頭望著脧神，發現他在頭頂上方偷看，立即用手掩住心口，「你這個色狼，可不可以不要那麼缺德！別這樣偷看我走光！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDxLg3clgq
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9UuL4do2t
「我哪有！？」脧神咀裡都是炸魚蛋，答得口齒不清，「沒身材，又有甚麼值得偷看。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcp1f6Wfgw
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtDzPEjOUF
脧神心情好，不想跟子悠鬥氣。他爬下床一併坐在地上，盯著手提電腦，「幹麼三時多還不去睡，在忙甚麼？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK4WWtoHRi
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8npDKvKlHN
「功課。」子悠伸一個懶腰，也懶得再跟脧神吵咀。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HLMU52kLe
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuDpS80hPa
「嘩妳都幾歲了？還在讀書？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlGd5uggaL
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hyrV4KbBG
「是讀電腦，遙距課程來的，」子悠喝了口咖啡，「我想會一些電腦繪圖，以後找工作會容易點。小悅三歲上課後，我可以找些零工，自己掙錢將她養大成人。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9nhnM692T
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNgE1fjQv7
「今早那個男人不是會資助妳嗎？」脧神避重就輕，刻意不提「小悅爸爸」這幾個字。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi8ce48jzp
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsJzWg93Mp
子悠盯住脧神眼睛好幾秒，不發一言。她雙眼就像在掃視脧神的內心，究竟值不值得她講真心話。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkbrrQOKK2
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05WmCt5rr7
「我不想靠別人，小悅是我女兒，是我一意孤行想生她下來，」子悠幾秒後終於開口，「所以，就算生活多艱難，我都要把她帶大，將我最好的給她。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8uKmcGgP2
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9PolM1Kfv
子悠再呷一口咖啡，按住胃部一會。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmO9Eh6WZF
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「怎麼了，不舒服嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK1hzuFI13
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvukfhW9o3U
「有一點點胃痛，今晚太忙沒有吃飯。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wc4dGjirl
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OCygizuZ4
「不吃飯只喝咖啡，胃痛是活該！」脧神用竹簽叉起一件豆腐，整袋宵夜交給子悠，「吃點吧。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Bejpz7ZM
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54XoyyapfV
「謝謝你，」子悠放下電腦，拿著脧神那袋宵夜囫圇地吃，「脧神你幹盛行，幹嗎這麼晚才回來？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOp6JvLe4L
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WWtiNiLiK
「我是一間顧問公司老闆，剛剛接了宗過千萬的大生意，和合伙人興祝得晚了點。」脧神接過手提電腦在把玩。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxl59mVo6W
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovqfboy4S3
「好吧，不想說就不要說，不用講大話來應酬我，」子悠分明不相信脧神講自己是公司老闆。脧神不想反駁她，堂堂一個有為青年，要落得在劏房度日，脧神也覺得很沒說服力。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS83Teh3EhH
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcbMUVfGEs
子悠站起來丟掉煎釀三寶的膠袋，脧神忽然說，「甚麼？妳吃光了全袋，一件也沒留給我？我只吃了兩件！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ519gFjuaVA
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LCAg7FWPG
「噢，對不起。別那麼小氣，我肚餓嘛，」子悠雙手合十賠罪，「你還餓嗎？最多我下樓，買個杯麵給你。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG4Qo7XW4S
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfXoXqhDRY
子悠一蹦一跳，穿起涼鞋，「你幫我看著小悅，我三分鐘回來。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgpTcfpyY6
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FTXvsshcY
脧神收好電腦，倚在小悅旁邊。小悅大字型的睡在牆邊，雙手舉起，大腿叉開，睡姿恰似一隻青蛙般不雅。脧神猜她最多半歲大，皮膚像媽媽般蒼白，眼睫毛長得很，相信長大後也是個美人胚子。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHW5NGtbkI
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCw8LHjjr9
脧神好奇心驅使下，抱起小悅。他第一次感受到他懷中的小生命，那份微弱的體溫，還嗅到小悅身上爽身粉的香氣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqUqMjy6YI
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcZrA2xtXg
不可思議的事情發生了，脧神雙眼在黑暗中擴大，他感受到一股久違了的感覺。脧神肯定自己沒有戀童的癖好，不過...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc80uqxViv
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「不可能！」脧神自言自語。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSul8dWNijj
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9ONWHJGZ7
脧神放下小悅，一個箭步衝入洗手間，脫下褲子，差點喜極而泣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUZBaX0WL7
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嬰兒面霜、爽身粉、紙尿片、小悅和子悠的衣服內衣褲...統統一字排開，放在下格床。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FtHZDbxS1
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtswwfAxJz
脧神趁著子悠兩母女出外午飯的空檔，將有可能刺激到他的東西，統統拿出來做實驗。他寧可相信小悅身上的某種化學物質，意外地刺激他受損的大腦，作出了不尋常的生理反應，也不願接受自己變成個戀童的變態。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4tcoO9w09
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脧神逐件東西拿起，抱在懷中，再用鼻子嗅一嗅...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQQSs987nW
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潤膚霜...不是...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhin4ImAI0
爽身粉...沒反應...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FihdcbxnL
小悅的衣服...感覺很軟很舒服，不過也沒反應...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSCr7A5caB
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSG24AyKuY
脧神凝望著子悠的衣物，暗自責罵自己變態。幸好房間只有他一人，再難為情也沒人知道。他執起子悠的內衣褲...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEUlEpflAX
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脧神嗅到一陣很親切的香氣，不過...仍然沒反應。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVgRq7Aidk
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEtA2D5fK1
脧神慎重其事的雙手拿起一塊尿布，勉強將鼻子靠過去...甚麼事也沒發生！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix4YObM7Wa
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrdVi5dHs8
脧神如臨大敵，理智告訴他，小悅身上只剩下兩樣東西，有機會令他嗅覺起反應：小悅自己、還有小悅尿布上的尿味！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYID1tchP1
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6EZPzvsIV
他怒目敵視著垃圾桶內一塊沉重的舊尿布，魔鬼和天使在他頭頂半空盤旋：「別傻了，怎麼可能聞到童子尿味會勃起！」「嗅一下吧！重拾雄風可能就靠這個，錯了也不會有損失！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgBgxH3G6o
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlOZSKZQm6
他克服了心魔，勉勵自己說：為了扯旗，你可以去到幾盡！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgIKgX0V94
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他執起沉甸甸的尿布，打開易貼膠紙，將臉靠過去...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT79MtuX7XX
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWGLyQy7lJ
說時遲那時快，故事情節永遠是那麼TVB，房門這時傳來一陣開鎖聲！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxCwKJVqZE
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoirOLLmku8
子悠抱著小悅打開大門，看見脧神的舉動，嚇得張開了口、不知所措。脧神也呆在當場，鼻子仍貼在尿布內膽上，恨不得有個地洞可以躲進去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Cm69ovCec
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「妳聽我解釋！」脧神哀求道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf41opve2aF
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbGESLO0FP
「我想一個思想正常的人，都不可能理解你的動機，」子悠放下小悅，看見床上自己的胸圍內衣，露出匪夷所思的表情，「劏房有變態佬的傳聞我聽過不少，原來都是真的。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvruxz7uLCc
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7UJP1X169
脧神張開口想解釋，不過他的病症太難以啟齒，他結結巴巴的講不出半句說話。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOoVMzrxuE
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YcLfRoi9V
「不是...我曾經受過重傷，之後...呃，身體感覺有點不同了，不過昨天，呃...又好像康復了許多...呃，所以我想看看有甚麼原因導致我忽然又沒事了...」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IruvotuUV
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脧神說完也覺得自己詞不達意，不知所謂。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OnEseQdD9
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTDL567Ej7
「你不是...吃過了迷幻藥吧？」子悠又用她那雷達式的眼神，掃視著脧神。脧神放棄了自辯，索性採取駝鳥政策，爬回上格床，大被蓋過頭。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L8gyosc7S
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子悠的反應出奇地冷靜，沒有窮追猛打、追問他變態舉動的原因。她認定了脧神不可能是單純的好色，只有濫用了精神科藥物，才會瘋狂得去嗅一個嬰兒的隔夜尿。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiogifM1FyU
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Du3aO7c1Z
這時脧神的電話嚮起，是韓妹。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLAbzxGenm
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdodX2b3TP
「脧神，周醫生叫我通知你，東京大學的秋山教授明天會過來香港兩星期，想要約你時間覆診。」韓妹說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TQjJCcWti
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22B36yAZBn
「愈早愈好！」脧神興幸有個專家，可以幫助解釋他的反應。如果他早一點知道這麼快見到秋山教授，他鐵定不會做剛才那個弱智實驗！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKIFNkhjKw
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs4gizxNAX
「那麼就明天吧，下午四時好嗎？」韓妹蓋著電話，輕聲補充一句，「我六點放工，可以一起去吃飯。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxfl0CKWrO
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「沒問題。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lfIlO09IY
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「還有，我爸媽過了澳門旅行，家裡只有我一個。」韓妹愈說愈細聲。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRhRUvZdoy
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWdqesorE7
「嗯，讓我先見了秋山教授，看看我有沒有事再算吧。」脧神關掉電話。聽到秋山教授的名字後，腦海忽然浮起另一個叫光源氏的日本人名字。脧神打個寒顫，開始懷疑其實子悠沒錯怪他，自己確確切切的是個變態。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5AnzSedXF
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脧神午飯後回到辦公室，黑仔去了外家、肥牛要回先達開店，辦公室內就只有自己一個人。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzVmdTX8kS
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY554P5dG9A
他拿起王百萬的檔案，從頭再讀一遍。他還在考慮，究竟應不應該跟二人提及王老闆的恐嚇：半年來王老闆不能人間蒸發，脧神就會小命不保。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIJ3xQCk9j
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkr81kUljm
這叫他胡思亂想，究竟一旦事敗，王百萬可以怎樣殺他。其實他這條命算是檢回來的，在車禍中大難不死。那個懷疑改裝了他車子、安裝了偷聽器的老婆徐嘉琪，到現在還未見過踪影。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToKAe4zjdA
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脧神忽然想起，肥牛昨天已經修好OpenRoom，他終於可以嘗試查考一下這個徐嘉琪的來歷。他坐在電腦前，鍵入名字...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9p9dxDqYF
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wSwB7i3CO
「成功取得 1,827個紀錄。請提供其他資料收窄搜尋範圍。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevUUeqoza6
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CwaNke8qK
其他資料？脧神苦笑了一下，他再沒有這個老婆的丁點資料。肥牛的資料包括了國內醫院的紀錄，單是廣東省內的醫院，已有過億人口的檔案。同名同姓的人多的是，想找一個人，如同大海撈針。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8UR41iouE
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他好奇的胡亂拿OpenRoom亂點一通，先後嘗試搜尋了秦肺叔、姥姥、小白等人的病歷，滿足了某種偷窺的快感。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqSGbdc1Ct
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脧神玩票性質地鍵入歐陽子悠，可能因為姓歐陽的人不多，很快地就找到子悠一些零碎的紀錄。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy72G101ZeV
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「歐陽子悠」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06aeeBYkZm
「DOB 23/09/1984」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7YqbANKXz
（脧神：噢，才廿八九歲。幹麼大好青春做人二奶！）539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWifVJalCG
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「Blood Type:A」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFW2BaN6jm
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「1991：確診患有哮喘」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIprM1Y8ee
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「1992：母親因血癌離世，建議每年作預防性定期檢查」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB7Msk9FDE
（真可憐，原來她自小媽媽就不在，難怪她對小悅那麼著緊。）539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNJFWSrHkK
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「2000-02：在校有過捐血紀錄：聖公會育強中學」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhxuoWlgLx
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「2013：一月一日在養和醫院順產誕下一女」 539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou52zahp4K
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脧神再鍵入歐陽悅的名字...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36F79KwPTG
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「查無紀錄」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNoOoGYi1X
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脧神重新輸入兩三次，還是找不到小悅的資料。脧神有一刹那亂猜，小悅難道不是子悠孩子。不過想深一層，小悅出世紙只是並沒跟子悠姓歐陽，所以OpenRoom才找不著她的資料。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnyE6lFxj8
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小悅一月一日出世，這日子又提醒了脧神，如果王百萬那邊任務失敗，那孩子一歲生日那天，就是他死期！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5hAFouXm7
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傍晚時候，尖沙咀的天空出現了鮮橙色的紅霞。大批人潮向著海旁方向湧過去，預備欣賞稍後時間維港的煙花匯演。脧神逆流而上，帶著兩袋東西，返回重慶大廈。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDql0R2uTL
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劏房內的氣氛，跟街道上的喧鬧聲，像隔絕的兩個世界。窗邊幾位南亞裔的男人在捉棋，電視放映著不斷重播的港產片，收音機奏起幾首英文老金曲。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL5i3ZHU4m
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脧神返回房間內，燈還未亮，窗邊透進殘餘的日光，照著那點點飄浮的塵埃，房內空氣像凝固了。子悠靠在小悅旁邊，應該是昨夜太晚睡，她倆母女攏在一起睡著了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg6WZ42YNg
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「喂，子悠，」脧神輕輕拍醒她，「起床吧，我們今晚吃大餐！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOG5flQ0Wz
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「甚麼？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQijHLoxs09
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「換件衫，跟我上來。」脧神打開嬰兒車，將還在睡的小悅放下去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgknDTEDD9K
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子悠摸不著頭腦，邊擦著發紅的雙眼，跟著脧神出去。脧神走進電梯，沒按地下的按鈕，反全倒按了頂樓的按鍵。脧神推著小悅的嬰兒車走到消房樓梯，推開防煙門，帶了子悠兩母女到重慶大廈天台。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SytjhFuDd
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子悠住進重慶大廈一段日子，卻從沒想過走到天台看看。天空仍是那抹橙黃色的晚霞，東方遠處開始漸退成為了深紫色。重慶大廈旁的酒店阻擋了大部份的海景，不過只要走到天台近彌敦道的一邊，仍然可以望得到太空館和維港的景緻。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIGwTK4J3z
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脧神推著小悅的嬰兒車，天台角落那邊有張別緻的木摺枱，上面放了幾盒外賣小食。脧神拿來了兩張摺凳，放在木枱兩邊，就像一套土炮燭光晚餐的格局。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8b27MzdcK
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「這是興祝小悅半歲生日的晚宴，」脧神說，「今早有點誤會，希望妳別見怪。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCwN4FZ7aY
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「呃，謝謝。你怎麼知道小悅今天半歲。」子悠問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0F8cIwtQL
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「商業機密。」脧神故作神秘，子悠也沒追問下去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaxa4DbVD1
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脧神開了支白酒，倒在紙杯中，交給子悠，「我剛才一個人在辦公室，想到了一些事，我想我應該跟妳坦白...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG0xqzsWDm
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「我其實不久前失憶了，而且患了某種怪病，醫生都束手無策。不過自從我昨晚見過小悅之後，忽然好像有點好轉，」脧神坐在摺凳上，望著仍站著的子悠，「我在想，是不是嬰兒日用品某樣東西影響到我。所以我擅自拿了妳的東西出來測試一下，對不起。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQczhye1w9I
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子悠不置可否，繼續聽脧神解釋。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBoDnKcexS
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「我好有可以活不過今年，」脧神繼續說，「明年以後，如果有天我突然失踪了。不須擔心，我好可能已經離開這個世界。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz8goFp2xJ
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子悠張支吾似乎想問些甚麼，不過轉瞬又將那句話吞回肚裡。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKlAlgXABd
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「為甚麼跟我講這些東西？」子悠問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0HdI81dRG
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「因為我想妳幫我一個忙，」脧神說，「我昨晚不是告訴妳嗎？我公司接了一單大買賣，我沒胡扯，事成後我將會得到一大筆錢。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx1VPyxwoN
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「不過這單買賣，帶點危險性。我今天已經想好一個方法，可以幫我安安全全的完成它，」脧神回復了平時公事公辦的語氣，「不過，我要妳兩母女幫忙演一場戲，裝作是我的家人。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0XohIhx1M
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子悠雙眼又一次雷達式掃視脧神。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLeic4og1W
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脧神感到像被人肉測謊機檢查，「事成之後，我會給妳一份可觀的報酬，足夠照顧小悅衣食無休。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbur2HSA41
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「不要，我不想要你的錢，」子悠答，「你想我跟你合作，幹你那些不知合不合法的勾當，除非你肯應承我別的條件。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QG7QZiIEY
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「請講。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ7vtaYbKD
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「我要你也裝作是小悅的父親，直至她長大成人，」子悠說得堅定，「小悅開始懂事，我不想她做個沒爸爸的小孩。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qBL9oivWM
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「這怎麼可以呢！？」這個要求擊中了脧神的死穴，他這樣吊兒郞當的性格，最怕就是束縛，「你不是要和我結婚吧？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ4STPxTuD
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「不需要，就當作我們沒結過婚就有了她，」子悠道，「又或者當我們吵架分開了，總之我想她知道有個會照顧她的父親。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx1TGm0kIh
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脧神站起來，在天台上踱步了一大圈。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqB8rjZFyJ
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「好吧，成交！」脧神坐回子悠對面，「從這一刻開始，我就是小悅的爸爸。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gVh9HLmyB
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海旁開始奏起煙花的背景音樂，一陣陣的爆炸聲吵醒了小悅。脧神抱起她，靠到欄杆旁欣賞漫天煙火。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhVzuPdAxS
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小悅看見煙花，牙牙學語、手舞足蹈。子悠喝掉紙杯內的酒，看著脧神抱著孩子的剪影，和被煙花照亮了半片天空，是她這半年以來，第一次帶小悅走到戶外透透氣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhKr9WzXrv
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子悠淚水不受控制地流，弄濕了她蒼白的面頰，她雙手合什為女兒祈禱。祈求從今日起，小悅不需在單親家庭長大，知道甚麼叫父愛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRCa2CSH4D
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翌日下午，瑪麗醫院。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRG5tcrxSQ
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脧神走進周醫生辦公室，房間內坐著秋山教授和一個翻譯員。脧神將小悅的事簡單覆述給他們。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDQ2GuEbBA
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秋山教授拿起脧神頭部的磁力共震照片，跟翻譯員說了整整五分鐘。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwnTU0x6b0
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「脧神先生，秋山教授大概了解了閣下的病歷，現在初步給你一些意見。首先，教授認為手術風險太高，不建議你採取外科方法清除瘀血。」秋山先生的助手水野小姐說道，「閣下大腦控制性能力和記憶的部分，出現物理性的損害。一般來說，同類型的病例都會出現永久及完全的性功能障礙。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWmqFRabLe
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「但我抱起那個嬰兒的時候，為甚麼又回復正常呢？」脧神緊張地問，他興幸韓妹不在這裡，免得尷尬。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI61VYRfQO
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「這是一個好跡象。張先生，車禍之後，你有沒有察覺到你哪種感覺比普通人靈敏？」水野小姐問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8scyTUqfb
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「嗯，我想是嗅覺吧。我總能夠單憑氣味分辦得到有誰人在房內，」脧神回想起，當初他單憑韓妹的體味就認出了她，又察覺得到肥牛擦了那種古龍水。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuBRVFsAQk
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「一般來說，嗅覺、味覺和觸覺記憶比較持久，不少失憶症患者病發後，仍然保有這三類感官的記憶，」水野小姐轉述，「可能就是那嬰孩的體味，引發起你車禍前某些關係到性的事物上。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GI1s3wHRE
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脧神心裡納悶：說來說去，也不是表示他孌童嘛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsutNOsGjpn
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「正常來說，人類只會對個別氣味反感，去防止他們跟不合適的異性有性衝動，這是生物界的設計，防止近親繁殖。例如，人類對直系親屬的氣味，都會特別靈敏，出現排斥。另外幼童、年長女仕的體味亦都會壓抑男士的性興奮，男士可以單憑味覺，挑選生育能力旺盛的年輕異性。我想你受損的大腦搞錯了孩子和少女的氣味，導致到你對嬰兒有反應。你應該興幸你有反應的是嬰兒的氣味，而不是婆婆的體臭。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms56c7xF3o
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脧神腦內突然聯想到公公婆婆那種鹹魚似的體味，的確叫人性慾全消。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mSaDAIXnS
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「那麼秋山教授你有甚麼建議，」脧神再問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMcJGHgnCT
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「Practice!」這次秋山教授親自開口。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcqgDuWGUT
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「怎樣練習？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5EATeufkJ
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「你聽過NLP定立心錨的方法嗎？」水野小姐續道，「曾經有個實驗，如果每次餵狗隻進食前，先搖搖鈴；過了一段日子，那隻狗就算只聽到鈴聲，沒有食物，也一樣會不斷流口水。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5rBNDxxVB
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脧神想了一會，嘗試總結，「所以我現在開始要練習，看見小悅時就要唱『有隻雀仔跌落水』。直至有朝一日，我獨個兒唱兒歌時也會勃起，就算成功了，對嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeFmESgu1h
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「理論上正確。當然，你選擇的心錨可以不是唱歌，而是其他『儀式』，」周醫生代為解釋。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAbPNpY8KX
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脧神偷偷笑了一下，一來是因為他的傷患開始看見了曙光；二來他在想，如果今晚他一邊對著韓妹唱『有隻雀仔跌落水』、一邊毛手毛腳，韓妹會不會叫他不用再看精神科，而直接找個心理醫生。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgDpDVzjKO
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脧神別過秋山教授，等到韓妹下班。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXyDYCikIP
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「我昨天買兩塊牛扒。今晚我煮給你，試試我手勢，好嗎？」韓妹說，雙手緊緊纏著脧神手臂。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo53fJUouE5
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「好，不過跟我回重慶大廈，我想拿點東西。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1bB8lkDWt
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的士很快便來到尖沙咀，脧神叫韓妹在樓下等，以免要跟她解釋子悠的事。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumWIogFMGL
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脧神走進房中，子悠兩母子不在。他打開衣櫃的污衣袋，拿出了小悅一件和尚袍，靠過鼻子嗅一嗅...539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ5tAKWFy6
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實驗成功了！他沒想過昨晚實驗失敗，因為用錯了小悅的乾淨衫。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsri7KIzDLx
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脧神滿心歡喜的偷走他的道具，正想關門離去，忽然見到衣櫃內有另一個啡色公文袋，像埋藏起的秘密情書一般，放在衣物最底層。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELQFgwFeo1
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