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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.716Please respect copyright.PENANAMS2tSVCiwB
He's shaking underneath my grasp.716Please respect copyright.PENANAbwicejaIzJ
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.716Please respect copyright.PENANA8LujoPE53o
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.716Please respect copyright.PENANAKcDbrss8Ab
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I smile bitterly.716Please respect copyright.PENANAleRpoZUfu5
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.716Please respect copyright.PENANAdxkTf7TXzs
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.716Please respect copyright.PENANAbQ5BeUjNNi
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.716Please respect copyright.PENANAIkSIItOW7g
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."716Please respect copyright.PENANA8SMzhGHBCI
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.716Please respect copyright.PENANAtlVe3XIHQ5
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.716Please respect copyright.PENANAJFsbxjvRq9
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.716Please respect copyright.PENANArwqlFwhFcd
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.716Please respect copyright.PENANAqRsy9DGVbc
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.716Please respect copyright.PENANATwGS1jdnVi
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.716Please respect copyright.PENANA1wZAOhFKub
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I must at all cost keep him awake.716Please respect copyright.PENANAI6iHdE0EYv
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long must I wait?"716Please respect copyright.PENANA1yaSzRlwO2
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.716Please respect copyright.PENANAb6lmJOSuPr
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"Not that long baby I promise."716Please respect copyright.PENANAfRD58GbYfa
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.716Please respect copyright.PENANAyChJvetvkj
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.716Please respect copyright.PENANAwch67LUTqD
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.716Please respect copyright.PENANABDgim6xq1i
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.716Please respect copyright.PENANAEqGcGMpC42
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.716Please respect copyright.PENANAbgfUw01B1G
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I frown at him.716Please respect copyright.PENANAI4rifvsOdO
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"Don't say that."716Please respect copyright.PENANAOcRUGhtqkL
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.716Please respect copyright.PENANACFXkW5aPGv
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I gasp.716Please respect copyright.PENANAsiAUP9Pvfr
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"Jere stop!"716Please respect copyright.PENANAqaOUQIA9Nc
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He goes on.716Please respect copyright.PENANAGLYLN3rh0t
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.716Please respect copyright.PENANA2fUuihymjl
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.716Please respect copyright.PENANAPdXaavoryX
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"716Please respect copyright.PENANAFtkgUVXT27
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.716Please respect copyright.PENANAi3rax4UunE
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.716Please respect copyright.PENANAN8Be4YwTa6
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"I won't."716Please respect copyright.PENANAEKzHWfO85T
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He obeys, watching me soberly.716Please respect copyright.PENANAp4rXlfjf0N
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.716Please respect copyright.PENANAO6ctg0ukAD
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.716Please respect copyright.PENANA0yNEMrktgW
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.716Please respect copyright.PENANA8OSgBovTeO
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.716Please respect copyright.PENANAKxzW6NPOSi
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.716Please respect copyright.PENANAchvsM7951r
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.716Please respect copyright.PENANAZmzZdek6P5
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"716Please respect copyright.PENANAjz5noGGp2n
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He tries to nod but he can't.716Please respect copyright.PENANA3xpyTUWTUX
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.716Please respect copyright.PENANAasjjD1nHdW
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.716Please respect copyright.PENANAekKnEjwLA6
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He looks up into mine.716Please respect copyright.PENANAn8RR5HYEEg
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.716Please respect copyright.PENANATyb2fP3ssd
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"Stay awake." I tell him.716Please respect copyright.PENANAmFPUMMWbmL
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.716Please respect copyright.PENANApCeRw8unxT
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.716Please respect copyright.PENANAXyJRPoB4Kb
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"716Please respect copyright.PENANAIMPuFdGHpw
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He doesn't reply.716Please respect copyright.PENANAWscSidS3Vj
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.716Please respect copyright.PENANAtAOTkSeb2K
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.716Please respect copyright.PENANAhJc52QcZij
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"716Please respect copyright.PENANAxcAc15Uf3N
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His eyes blink open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.716Please respect copyright.PENANAazNs4Sy7Oe
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.716Please respect copyright.PENANAvJC6hRtBJv
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.716Please respect copyright.PENANALPjPYbcWjx
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.716Please respect copyright.PENANA2vu3vnEyw4
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.716Please respect copyright.PENANAjsPTGVMV6C
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"Kiss me," he repeats.716Please respect copyright.PENANACIwSorlFLE
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.716Please respect copyright.PENANAlLzJo6YOgb
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.716Please respect copyright.PENANAF8PTR4oRTm
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.716Please respect copyright.PENANA3f6zsmpiy5
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.716Please respect copyright.PENANAH7lisTSTA0
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.716Please respect copyright.PENANA4kEaxg33wC
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.716Please respect copyright.PENANADQxfWkIcNC
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Electricity races through me and lingers.716Please respect copyright.PENANAy9l9PyoVBz
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.716Please respect copyright.PENANAA3s7W9OhtI
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.716Please respect copyright.PENANALFSSjNqs12
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.716Please respect copyright.PENANATSAkQDtKre
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.716Please respect copyright.PENANAmyqWg58Vb8
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.716Please respect copyright.PENANAxPo7t2nbDb
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"Jeremy?"716Please respect copyright.PENANAIlIqxWeAfd
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I shake my head, not believing.716Please respect copyright.PENANACVcYr1mZK9
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"716Please respect copyright.PENANAG84L9RurFx
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.716Please respect copyright.PENANAOaCOZ8GuCN
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.716Please respect copyright.PENANArXW1PailL4
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me. 716Please respect copyright.PENANAzKjTtpLbtC