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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.778Please respect copyright.PENANAZv06hNZU61
He's shaking underneath my grasp.778Please respect copyright.PENANANnBI5eO5Dt
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.778Please respect copyright.PENANAouWcAlPszY
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.778Please respect copyright.PENANAbAp0NE1UjG
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I smile bitterly.778Please respect copyright.PENANA8NS1AHrdfK
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.778Please respect copyright.PENANAzxSKHrodea
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.778Please respect copyright.PENANAdDLhoRnf3W
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.778Please respect copyright.PENANATrtEFRXDHZ
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."778Please respect copyright.PENANA55tHLHqupj
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.778Please respect copyright.PENANAw94hfC2JE6
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.778Please respect copyright.PENANAT9RVyT3yDr
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.778Please respect copyright.PENANAu4yM5ob6ye
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.778Please respect copyright.PENANAg0sm72AAEm
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.778Please respect copyright.PENANA6GhVES8ESc
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.778Please respect copyright.PENANAUnCbT4VSbV
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I must at all cost keep him awake.778Please respect copyright.PENANAm3rdHIEPfw
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long must I wait?"778Please respect copyright.PENANAzIoFv9nKr6
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.778Please respect copyright.PENANApmAsemM98c
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"Not that long baby I promise."778Please respect copyright.PENANAbqJPfLmKnj
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.778Please respect copyright.PENANAYWH5y4RSoe
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.778Please respect copyright.PENANARNEXK8QDFu
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.778Please respect copyright.PENANAST6J0y4lck
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.778Please respect copyright.PENANA8jZuSiTWgZ
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.778Please respect copyright.PENANAVfLAnbxlYx
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I frown at him.778Please respect copyright.PENANAzoKYHI0HgT
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"Don't say that."778Please respect copyright.PENANAY4Rr2dbhRV
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.778Please respect copyright.PENANAENDSXjpmxl
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I gasp.778Please respect copyright.PENANA2UYSMZ5Svk
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"Jere stop!"778Please respect copyright.PENANAA6B7c03Brn
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He goes on.778Please respect copyright.PENANAW5V5SC75ok
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.778Please respect copyright.PENANA5VRULM6s3u
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.778Please respect copyright.PENANADht5a564ak
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"778Please respect copyright.PENANAnLCd3IZZLh
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.778Please respect copyright.PENANAmENDX2MsH5
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.778Please respect copyright.PENANAHuSSNrjlLq
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"I won't."778Please respect copyright.PENANAy4vqXDm41H
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He obeys, watching me soberly.778Please respect copyright.PENANA4gxO0wMGDi
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.778Please respect copyright.PENANAX4Mh5iN0IT
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.778Please respect copyright.PENANAUhI7JgCpui
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.778Please respect copyright.PENANAfhdYvfKidW
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.778Please respect copyright.PENANAWvBPC4fLxW
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.778Please respect copyright.PENANAmN1AvW5Wdo
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.778Please respect copyright.PENANARsDxZdSaFV
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"778Please respect copyright.PENANATuYP6vwsT7
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He tries to nod but he can't.778Please respect copyright.PENANAva0p6QqTdl
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.778Please respect copyright.PENANAguWg8AhNI7
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.778Please respect copyright.PENANAxDymQ21b0U
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He looks up into mine.778Please respect copyright.PENANALb7s0sfkPY
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.778Please respect copyright.PENANA2rQZPRXDQG
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"Stay awake." I tell him.778Please respect copyright.PENANAjfmX0P1pp6
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.778Please respect copyright.PENANAL0UOxbNvFX
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.778Please respect copyright.PENANAFTW1JltktK
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"778Please respect copyright.PENANAwiXCtaqGeu
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He doesn't reply.778Please respect copyright.PENANAAnMSB66GOC
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.778Please respect copyright.PENANA8tQ1k1lxaa
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.778Please respect copyright.PENANAm71Jr3QhLR
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"778Please respect copyright.PENANAmM85a1PPvV
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His eyes blink open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.778Please respect copyright.PENANAV8s1P5isOM
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.778Please respect copyright.PENANAzC66SdDG7F
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.778Please respect copyright.PENANAyC7qJsmouO
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.778Please respect copyright.PENANAqpo4rvb44x
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.778Please respect copyright.PENANAbKJs4bI0dR
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"Kiss me," he repeats.778Please respect copyright.PENANA70Hh3YNNXQ
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.778Please respect copyright.PENANAc3WekkUHYO
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.778Please respect copyright.PENANAKjvCQZu99I
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.778Please respect copyright.PENANAstZ0LC80Kh
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.778Please respect copyright.PENANALDTUazHycB
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.778Please respect copyright.PENANAyui3Rx00H8
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.778Please respect copyright.PENANAEfF7r5x5p7
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Electricity races through me and lingers.778Please respect copyright.PENANA2sKYZMXOQX
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.778Please respect copyright.PENANAUzrvHeiDje
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.778Please respect copyright.PENANAXdWg4WZC21
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.778Please respect copyright.PENANA1cGriDVCfv
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.778Please respect copyright.PENANAkwbCFMrH7F
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.778Please respect copyright.PENANAzAd2urSaqW
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"Jeremy?"778Please respect copyright.PENANA9YfiSG0apu
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I shake my head, not believing.778Please respect copyright.PENANA3d5V9FulNT
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"778Please respect copyright.PENANASIPumpPcLp
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.778Please respect copyright.PENANA9JcoR36RvN
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.778Please respect copyright.PENANAnPVUOgcXFO
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me. 778Please respect copyright.PENANAS4Z0M2r3um