JERE
I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.734Please respect copyright.PENANA8465LoYilE
He's shaking underneath my grasp.734Please respect copyright.PENANAfWZgBeL0BT
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.734Please respect copyright.PENANALmSK427h3I
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.734Please respect copyright.PENANAL3Ga4XKl30
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I smile bitterly.734Please respect copyright.PENANASJEyemE0Ym
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.734Please respect copyright.PENANARXesozSFDG
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.734Please respect copyright.PENANAhKlMdQWh0Z
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.734Please respect copyright.PENANAhaciFMLQCn
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."734Please respect copyright.PENANAU0BXqrnGtZ
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.734Please respect copyright.PENANAUpv5dgbzPP
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.734Please respect copyright.PENANAKCB2DfJVJH
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.734Please respect copyright.PENANA5PKcbeqyCB
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.734Please respect copyright.PENANAcI4HVHGUQY
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.734Please respect copyright.PENANAT4hQjOymcn
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.734Please respect copyright.PENANAt69QODOIia
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I must at all cost keep him awake.734Please respect copyright.PENANAS4FQyagAwf
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long must I wait?"734Please respect copyright.PENANA81GQfK8li6
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.734Please respect copyright.PENANAevbFNMjtCU
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"Not that long baby I promise."734Please respect copyright.PENANArSfMgdeQE3
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.734Please respect copyright.PENANA7HfqIj1wl4
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.734Please respect copyright.PENANA18hundyynw
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.734Please respect copyright.PENANAp5xeayoSMk
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.734Please respect copyright.PENANA7mUBw0ybxn
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.734Please respect copyright.PENANAQIeR6ZFB8X
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I frown at him.734Please respect copyright.PENANAWszeGL50UQ
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"Don't say that."734Please respect copyright.PENANAHW7EQ5AHBq
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.734Please respect copyright.PENANAr60NotDG5b
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I gasp.734Please respect copyright.PENANA2d99YlRgs0
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"Jere stop!"734Please respect copyright.PENANAuWe76H8fS5
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He goes on.734Please respect copyright.PENANAVmwAJ06mA2
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.734Please respect copyright.PENANAn1SQEbrjq5
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.734Please respect copyright.PENANAauhcwZDdwL
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"734Please respect copyright.PENANAHyk7GGIa60
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.734Please respect copyright.PENANANrsEsLxPf6
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.734Please respect copyright.PENANAI8mZhJAxHH
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"I won't."734Please respect copyright.PENANAs6HUrHuEkc
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He obeys, watching me soberly.734Please respect copyright.PENANAly7ZIzKo4B
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.734Please respect copyright.PENANAC1s4f7L8yL
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.734Please respect copyright.PENANAErncYz7x8u
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.734Please respect copyright.PENANAm993OQ0KYd
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.734Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1xfP2rAhj
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.734Please respect copyright.PENANApFtHgYioW8
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.734Please respect copyright.PENANACNcL2hQYC5
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"734Please respect copyright.PENANASVikBWrJxR
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He tries to nod but he can't.734Please respect copyright.PENANAXd3yANy4rk
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.734Please respect copyright.PENANAYit3YjIJHD
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.734Please respect copyright.PENANAXhx8jumqHs
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He looks up into mine.734Please respect copyright.PENANA4WJW3DZweH
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.734Please respect copyright.PENANAqaPf7aBay4
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"Stay awake." I tell him.734Please respect copyright.PENANAwUVozjY05y
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.734Please respect copyright.PENANAtSfKqBHOWj
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.734Please respect copyright.PENANAfRHm19DccL
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"734Please respect copyright.PENANAunNvFmkEj3
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He doesn't reply.734Please respect copyright.PENANAncmJGaH7sa
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.734Please respect copyright.PENANAlpdWiPdIZx
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.734Please respect copyright.PENANAC21hCdtozU
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"734Please respect copyright.PENANA1Sj3o09cVs
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His eyes blink open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.734Please respect copyright.PENANAzUVDZV5gvp
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.734Please respect copyright.PENANA4nO54eORHl
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.734Please respect copyright.PENANA5CWtPxBHBp
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.734Please respect copyright.PENANA5j6m1gfMHC
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.734Please respect copyright.PENANABwjycGYcBd
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"Kiss me," he repeats.734Please respect copyright.PENANANzV80Tgyij
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.734Please respect copyright.PENANAss66ZyLHz1
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.734Please respect copyright.PENANAPyQ5SJr6A3
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.734Please respect copyright.PENANANJuzJgkdis
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.734Please respect copyright.PENANAM9ksY6apL8
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.734Please respect copyright.PENANATa9BbCqe5D
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.734Please respect copyright.PENANAefwjBkXLJR
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Electricity races through me and lingers.734Please respect copyright.PENANAUFBrWRykMv
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.734Please respect copyright.PENANAGeqgVYFj5j
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.734Please respect copyright.PENANA4LDTHsLAGh
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.734Please respect copyright.PENANA42iOOElJ0z
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.734Please respect copyright.PENANAUUkCePKTBu
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.734Please respect copyright.PENANAB6PG7bzgcx
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"Jeremy?"734Please respect copyright.PENANAj5ZaQOI740
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I shake my head, not believing.734Please respect copyright.PENANAW6NX25PPFE
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"734Please respect copyright.PENANAFbfMIe3lNc
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.734Please respect copyright.PENANA20mBRPoPoU
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.734Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2nvg2g9Hy
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me. 734Please respect copyright.PENANAt3TKtGZuAO