我好早就起咗身,我望一望個時間,只不過係早上8點左右。487Please respect copyright.PENANAVBDg7nkAEO
487Please respect copyright.PENANAvGdjin0pYH
對於一個無返學嘅人嚟講,8點鐘起身真係奇蹟,平時無12點都唔好叫我起身。487Please respect copyright.PENANAeF813gVpZg
487Please respect copyright.PENANAeuCnuhqJWY
如果係平時返學嘅話,應該係遲咗到架啦。487Please respect copyright.PENANAK0FcgfQaJO
487Please respect copyright.PENANAHq2CZgVLzH
之前我8點鐘醒嘅話,我會即刻瞓返。但係依家我完全醒咗,好精神。487Please respect copyright.PENANArMUjcgNv2z
487Please respect copyright.PENANAlOXcbIepTC
我望住部手機,Kitty嘅icon係同一個女仔嘅合照,相片入面嘅佢,依舊清純,笑容都係咁清新甜美。487Please respect copyright.PENANAUBNXtR8nGq
487Please respect copyright.PENANAZIEDWqPLO7
好似一切都好熟悉咁,但我哋好似靜止咗咁,郁都無郁過。487Please respect copyright.PENANAfm26eIyD08
487Please respect copyright.PENANAwFd5O9Nsye
我將對話拉返上去,唔洗好多,只係小小咋。487Please respect copyright.PENANAmWVURvoPy9
487Please respect copyright.PENANAM0hrXoGyuY
明明之前大家仲有講有笑,仲sd個得意嘅表情符號,氣氛都幾好呀,幾甜下。487Please respect copyright.PENANAqe7MROjaLt
487Please respect copyright.PENANAkAyq9QSGIe
下一個回覆,已經係『唔好嬲啦。』487Please respect copyright.PENANAiPFh9pBa75
487Please respect copyright.PENANAAZo9D4sCQ3
再下一個回覆,就係『聽日加油』487Please respect copyright.PENANAlQeEHZnEPo
487Please respect copyright.PENANABvCkgf9dIB
好諷刺。487Please respect copyright.PENANA79nWaEJqbY
487Please respect copyright.PENANAIOHez37YVi
我笑咗……487Please respect copyright.PENANA1NiMoeeHlt
487Please respect copyright.PENANAZWZBZgWarC
我連吞一啖口水都覺得苦……呼吸亦都好唔暢順,個心好似戚戚然咁,好辛苦。487Please respect copyright.PENANAyQKf0LvGIV
487Please respect copyright.PENANA4hfA7Re8u2
呢種痛…我第一次感受,但係痛到我唔想再試多次。487Please respect copyright.PENANAUH8uAFeRW1
487Please respect copyright.PENANAjGWAMUVESz
我笑,係因為我心入面好苦。487Please respect copyright.PENANAgCdz0wG4AH
487Please respect copyright.PENANAFmaEWAhLjF
我唔明點解可以咁,對話內容嘅我哋,明明都仲係好開心,點解下一個回覆就變成咁?487Please respect copyright.PENANAWcSrLTKae4
487Please respect copyright.PENANA0gktmjftOC
我好想喊,好多嘢屈咗係個心入面。487Please respect copyright.PENANAaxc49BJ8ux
487Please respect copyright.PENANA3xyHQtXNcq
但係我喊唔出…我無辦法令淚水流出嚟。487Please respect copyright.PENANAMBdL211eQ1
487Please respect copyright.PENANAlTcAa6RrNg
我知道好痛…卻流唔出半滴眼淚。487Please respect copyright.PENANACcvKLN8aAT
487Please respect copyright.PENANAu7mUrOWMHQ
我已經完全無曬心機去考試,可能你會話咁on9架,考緊試嘅時候就唔好諗埋啲兒女私情啦。487Please respect copyright.PENANAukqNPqVwWP
487Please respect copyright.PENANAhPypcVPVaY
係男人嘅就生生情情,考好啲佢,咪撚係度叫春。487Please respect copyright.PENANAvLYCLJmsaR
487Please respect copyright.PENANA1D0aa5Bho3
呢個係我係連登開post得出嚟嘅結論……487Please respect copyright.PENANA4XmZT7SGTB
487Please respect copyright.PENANA3BEEKLm0Ap
係架…我真係咁on9,理性係同我講緊要我準備好心情去考試,考返好個成績俾Kitty睇,一齊入u。487Please respect copyright.PENANAfsq1NEgLdg
487Please respect copyright.PENANAlukRNdQFBM
但人係感性嘅動物,心情一低落真係做咩都提唔起勁,我就係一個咁嘅人,無動力就唔想做。487Please respect copyright.PENANAgNydsGX3AZ
487Please respect copyright.PENANADFEBmcQLqs
如果唔係我都唔會懶足咁多年啦係咪?487Please respect copyright.PENANAUZyXOjb6BI
487Please respect copyright.PENANAmURIm2v7WY
但我知道,我始終都要提起精神,但當下真係做唔到──我需要時間。487Please respect copyright.PENANALATf1CjNnk
487Please respect copyright.PENANAaIhaM2cFAw
係中午嘅時候,去洗個面,刷個牙,飲罐咖啡提下神。487Please respect copyright.PENANAy4uNwOJeDl
487Please respect copyright.PENANAcPvX2Qs4u5
唔知係咪呢幾個鐘有諗通下,轉一轉個心態又好返啲。487Please respect copyright.PENANAlVuLEookQp
487Please respect copyright.PENANAksIwM2NCXh
當下真係好唔開心,但慢慢諗正面啲,啲動力就慢慢返緊嚟。487Please respect copyright.PENANAALzv46ba76
487Please respect copyright.PENANAEyQZZzRZvh
我都抖擻一下精神,好有衝勁咁出門口。487Please respect copyright.PENANAChWSl5B9DT
487Please respect copyright.PENANAzmiGpWL3GN
但去到考場,見到好多著便服嘅學生,嗰一股緊張感,又再返過嚟。487Please respect copyright.PENANAYguitwJ2CA
487Please respect copyright.PENANAV973Unqf7a
呢個緊張感持續到我考完oral。487Please respect copyright.PENANAGgsjOF5SMh
487Please respect copyright.PENANAMLp0Nar8ob
我出到嚟,覺得自己不過不失咁啦,有嗲過幾句,但又無係咁搶嘢講,都覺得自己有講到重點。487Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1VInPOce6
487Please respect copyright.PENANAlWbwPwlzRA
一出到嚟,覺得自己考得唔差呀,心中有啲放鬆嘅感覺…同有啲開心。487Please respect copyright.PENANAk9kxenR5Oq
487Please respect copyright.PENANAiFwyGDQijD
呢一刻…我掛住Kitty,我想同佢分享此刻嘅感受。487Please respect copyright.PENANAl9YudCHbZa
487Please respect copyright.PENANAW5WVqLp9LN
我拎起手機check下佢last on係幾時,再考慮下搵唔搵佢好……487Please respect copyright.PENANAguGyG2N9yt
487Please respect copyright.PENANAGbHV1zmuEk
一打開Kitty嘅chat room,見到Kitty係度『輸入中…』!487Please respect copyright.PENANAvbJHA94onG
487Please respect copyright.PENANAZjIZxYsO9E
然後Kitty忽然間停住咗,我諗一定係佢見到我上線中,所以嚇親佢啦。487Please respect copyright.PENANAq69zzsbQnx
487Please respect copyright.PENANAhsSUqRIZlF
我即刻熄whatsapp,等佢唔好咁緊張先!487Please respect copyright.PENANAASWXiMpiEq
487Please respect copyright.PENANAKhOns0Mais
然後我係度等,滿心歡喜地等Kitty諗住同我講咩。487Please respect copyright.PENANAXg5wmvlGi1
487Please respect copyright.PENANAABGkYmXKmQ
我將手機收入褲裝入面,好瀟灑咁走係回家路上。487Please respect copyright.PENANAsvvQHESNAM
487Please respect copyright.PENANAHAoCFeJd0D
我心裡強忍住想拎手機出嚟衝動,然後一邊諗Kitty究竟諗住同我講咩。487Please respect copyright.PENANAfQzxsam545
487Please respect copyright.PENANApYVkf1yzWe
我瞬間諗咗好多版本,但多數都係鳩的。487Please respect copyright.PENANABopmmpQHWR
487Please respect copyright.PENANAfKzzghqXgG
我一直期待手機嘅震動,點知久久都未見有。487Please respect copyright.PENANAbXYDIMRlDJ
487Please respect copyright.PENANAHvf24I8kyZ
心諗:係咪頭先震咗,行緊路嘅時候唔覺呢?487Please respect copyright.PENANAdixIXbeEoX
487Please respect copyright.PENANACOj5uZHkpj
可惜……我拎部手機出嚟,發現係咩都無。487Please respect copyright.PENANAFN2pCDjUnN
487Please respect copyright.PENANAcATo8JwPUe
我打開whatsapp, Kitty早係嗰個時候off咗,姐係我白等。487Please respect copyright.PENANAa3XmgigO43
487Please respect copyright.PENANAcOj5d625EY
Whatsapp女仔,係一場攻防線,互相猜測人哋諗咩,換言之,姐係捉心理。487Please respect copyright.PENANA7Fpc4rlj1b
487Please respect copyright.PENANANqTRadKOEH
由MSN年代,我哋已經做緊呢樣嘢,係status上面,估人哋諗緊咩。487Please respect copyright.PENANAMh16Gf3F5f
487Please respect copyright.PENANAiEvquqBEpH
呢一個動作,只不過延伸落嚟whatsapp姐。487Please respect copyright.PENANA2GaZZ0uUeU
487Please respect copyright.PENANAUwA0k6nMGn
以前有忙碌中,你會諗人哋忙緊呀之類…487Please respect copyright.PENANARMc4gnlXEz
487Please respect copyright.PENANA2PR81Y3dIq
依家whatsapp都相類似,但係打開嘅次數多咗。487Please respect copyright.PENANAUa3OFrKHje
487Please respect copyright.PENANALr58eV0UGG
自從嗰一次之後,我都有間唔中睇下Kitty whatsapp,但係都無理到我。487Please respect copyright.PENANAOfboXFjJUm
487Please respect copyright.PENANA69bEnaHVpL
直至我考完成個DSE……487Please respect copyright.PENANAclHtDFVrkY
487Please respect copyright.PENANAQS8AoZb8VD
DSE好快就過,中間都無咩時間俾我諗起Kitty,無時間俾到係度叫春,因為自己嘅將來更加重要。487Please respect copyright.PENANAKilfXwd4Ek
487Please respect copyright.PENANADCzR33FqNj
呢段期間,我有時間休息嘅話,會上網睇下啲故事,或者係港女語錄。487Please respect copyright.PENANATg9h9qm6Fr
487Please respect copyright.PENANARjDNX4dDGs
對於仲係愛情新手嘅我,覺得入面有啲嘢講得幾啱。487Please respect copyright.PENANAxKZRVlINjH
487Please respect copyright.PENANA7r24VXo5M3
之前Kitty係我全世界,但依家...我會識得為自己諗,我會開始為自己打算。487Please respect copyright.PENANAEQL8W6Q49a
487Please respect copyright.PENANAcYgIK4ur77
DSE之後,我做咗好多日廢青,終日係屋企打機。487Please respect copyright.PENANASOB4ErayzI
487Please respect copyright.PENANASQlqTOZM5u
時間就好似靈藥咁,將我之前嘅心結解開咗。487Please respect copyright.PENANA2AsIY87QLz
487Please respect copyright.PENANAjHmvqA6t1S
係屋企度,我已經無好似之前咁辛苦,慢慢睇得開咗。487Please respect copyright.PENANAv1bIbPsA1g
487Please respect copyright.PENANA4mb9M0LmUo
直到關晴叫我出去,我個心又再復活過嚟。487Please respect copyright.PENANANWTayfQsva
487Please respect copyright.PENANA8SIzaQItWV
「喂!好耐無見呀!」考緊DSE嘅時候都無點樣同呀楊佢見面,關晴自然亦少咗。487Please respect copyright.PENANA1vADtcl8VO
487Please respect copyright.PENANAVq70ffMttQ
但關晴卻好似一幅悶悶不樂咁。487Please respect copyright.PENANADtz2xDgXdo
487Please respect copyright.PENANAUXvLNj94XR
唔通佢同呀楊鬧交?487Please respect copyright.PENANADAIsp1DRwi
487Please respect copyright.PENANArJkx5XAqKJ
我見關晴臉色唔對路,我都收起咗平時嬉皮笑臉嘅模樣。487Please respect copyright.PENANA6Kb8IwdOXT
487Please respect copyright.PENANAW8CsKkqR4r
「咩事呀?搵我出嚟?」我打探一下,唔敢細問。487Please respect copyright.PENANAZTmAiDPd7W
487Please respect copyright.PENANAtRu6Qm4mnA
我哋約出嚟食個lunch,諗唔到食咩就求其話食m記...487Please respect copyright.PENANAOZbT7UR41A
487Please respect copyright.PENANAbOuqxeoMEY
「我有啲嘢想同你講...」關晴嘅語氣好沈重。487Please respect copyright.PENANAB6C4F6MTTy
487Please respect copyright.PENANAeFZiwGMTMJ
「關於呀楊嘅?」我好小心咁講。487Please respect copyright.PENANAwJSGI4uuyk
487Please respect copyright.PENANAbXnxsCkqbl
「唔係...係關於Kitty。」佢板起臉孔,好認真。487Please respect copyright.PENANANn9nJZ6Nfb
487Please respect copyright.PENANAvVojs1Tmzm
「咩.......咩事?」我有一種不祥嘅預感。487Please respect copyright.PENANAEzwzJlCInU
487Please respect copyright.PENANATFMljuSOsb
「Kitty佢要離開香港。」487Please respect copyright.PENANAPEGKZGVkV8
487Please respect copyright.PENANANYxczOwrPF
「下!?」我聽到唔係覺得唔相信,而係咁突然?487Please respect copyright.PENANAaVoPeUripS
487Please respect copyright.PENANAcms7de3Z0u
我仲有好多嘢未同Kitty講,我仲想見到佢。487Please respect copyright.PENANAZbZ3kqhq2e
487Please respect copyright.PENANAJuWqt2sHKb
我個腦忽然間轉得好快,好多問題想問,好多嘢想講,但又唔知從何說起。487Please respect copyright.PENANAf3RZPHpZHt
487Please respect copyright.PENANAcw1iIKiDm1
但我正係想眼前嘅人,係Kitty,唔係關晴。487Please respect copyright.PENANAxBuv0Y7x5X
487Please respect copyright.PENANA90NXhmKAK8
「點解咁突然嘅?」我盡量撳住自己嘅情緒。487Please respect copyright.PENANApE4WYwjj6h
487Please respect copyright.PENANAMuYUCnVj43
「Kitty同我講,佢一家要移民去外國,我有問佢去邊架,但佢無講道。」關晴鬆鬆膊頭。487Please respect copyright.PENANAsrKhUKgIYW
487Please respect copyright.PENANAa4XDAKGOHL
「做咩事無啦啦要走嘅?Kitty成績又唔係唔好!」係咪Kitty入唔到大學先送佢走咋?487Please respect copyright.PENANAiDuqERMZ4v
487Please respect copyright.PENANADdDKGK1pk9
咁同啲女仔去外國留學有咩分別?分分鐘俾條洋腸晚晚吉鮑魚啦。487Please respect copyright.PENANAgX1wamafSl
487Please respect copyright.PENANANv0VycCK7z
移民係仲嚴重啲,姐係唔知幾時返,有可能唔返添。但係留學起碼放假都會返嚟呀。487Please respect copyright.PENANARp4HgdEZwH
487Please respect copyright.PENANAlno1AAOcda
嗰種會令人窒息嘅感覺……又再返嚟啦。487Please respect copyright.PENANAjoQIPZRWyN
487Please respect copyright.PENANA9qwYR2By2c
「哩層我都唔知,淨係知佢屋企人要移民。」睇嚟關晴都所知不多。487Please respect copyright.PENANAqci86KcQJj
487Please respect copyright.PENANA4mt7ztiVl5
但我好感激佢咩事都幫我嘅哩份心意。487Please respect copyright.PENANA53w5v5Mtfm
487Please respect copyright.PENANAom75or6ZNk
「咁佢有無講幾時飛呀?」至少俾我送佢呀……487Please respect copyright.PENANACXKSkjLiW3
487Please respect copyright.PENANASLAc8eo5b7
「8月XX號」487Please respect copyright.PENANAHkoYBPzuAt
487Please respect copyright.PENANAXQktp74wXS
「都仲有兩個月嘅…」我細細聲道。487Please respect copyright.PENANARBylQKUQxe
487Please respect copyright.PENANAa802oy8g9Z
「其實,你係咪同Kitty發生咗啲咩事呀?」關晴問道。487Please respect copyright.PENANA0YCPuR88a5
487Please respect copyright.PENANAR7fh2n1T34
我都知瞞唔過佢,因為佢係女人,直覺準呀嘛。487Please respect copyright.PENANArPy5dcVZV2
487Please respect copyright.PENANAiNxLS10MzU
「你點知呀?」我好on9咁問。487Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0EpPehgBr
487Please respect copyright.PENANA5JTg9gYDOB
「見到Kitty同我講要走,無同你講,都估到啲咁啦。」關晴呢次真係醒。487Please respect copyright.PENANAe7Nu8cfCGt
487Please respect copyright.PENANAeTs0gnoYLn
我唔知應該用咩心情去面對呢件事,只係覺得,點解自己咁不幸?487Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9sTmp7YN2
487Please respect copyright.PENANATLzuJt9Kho
明明過埋DSE,我哋就應該順理成章咁係埋一齊。487Please respect copyright.PENANApysnu2ALaN
487Please respect copyright.PENANAjGoah2CwQK
關晴不停係度安慰,叫我唔好諗咁多啦,都係啲鬼唔知你呀嘛係女人嘅說話。487Please respect copyright.PENANA0Jck79e96n
487Please respect copyright.PENANARVoUa29qHM
不過我都體諒佢,唔講呢啲可以講啲咩先得架?487Please respect copyright.PENANAivosofW1Zc
487Please respect copyright.PENANAQUtVBjHzsI
我低頭望望枱上面嘅麥樂雞餐,心裡面諗起我哋有陣時補習完,都會偷偷地食個m記餐,食完先返屋企。487Please respect copyright.PENANA9qCgs7zb75
487Please respect copyright.PENANAW7RpaQVEoM
Kitty每次都話食少少咋,因為一陣返屋企要再食嘢。487Please respect copyright.PENANAn4GEy7WD7D
487Please respect copyright.PENANAlOgNRIEe5o
次次都要我食埋佢啲手尾,我就覺得……好有拍拖嘅感覺。487Please respect copyright.PENANAcZCe4ePrGO
487Please respect copyright.PENANAGYdNMCoaHY
我睇住呢個餐,我食唔落……487Please respect copyright.PENANATx07ase8WX
487Please respect copyright.PENANAAPUPnaZyii
「要走點解唔自己同我講聲?」我帶住呢個疑惑走出m記。487Please respect copyright.PENANA8AfCaFKkvX
487Please respect copyright.PENANAgngKq80WfB
關晴一直跟係我身邊,以佢性格,點會靜靜咁陪住我487Please respect copyright.PENANAjqlELNQ5td
487Please respect copyright.PENANA7PDN68Fncn
佢一直係我身邊講嚟講去,仲話我無禮貌唔理佢,但我無心情同佢辯駁落去。487Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZloLXjvgU
487Please respect copyright.PENANABZ4su4wJ0a
「俾我靜下啦好無?」我用哀求嘅眼神望住佢。487Please respect copyright.PENANATNOiG20dgr
487Please respect copyright.PENANAnDfhQqpsYY
從關晴嘅臉上,我睇出有一絲絲嘅掛心。487Please respect copyright.PENANAtBBoxDbHrl
487Please respect copyright.PENANA49lE8NeUmw
「我知架啦,我唔會做傻事,更加唔會搵佢。」我保證。487Please respect copyright.PENANAUU1XnMK9xA
487Please respect copyright.PENANAMnwIKMPOWV
「但要放低一個人,唔係一件容易嘅事……」487Please respect copyright.PENANAeV20fa5pXh
487Please respect copyright.PENANAGphVHw4ybu
「我知,可以嘅話,我都想你哋可以修成正果,你哋其實幾夾架。」關晴拍一拍我膊頭。487Please respect copyright.PENANAUOA8mI18Ux
487Please respect copyright.PENANA91sxsUUm8K
我知佢已經幫咗我哋好多,我都好感激佢。487Please respect copyright.PENANAwS5g5w4fb8
487Please respect copyright.PENANANV10bVEt5E
然後關晴就轉身走咗。487Please respect copyright.PENANAK7c56TskEs
487Please respect copyright.PENANAuntLVq94R6
夾咁都又點?唔可以一齊又有鳩用咩?487Please respect copyright.PENANAfPDsFh6Uxk