同Nicole食嘅呢一餐飯就好似我地之前相處咁,講下笑,講下無聊嘢。但一講到大家嘅近況....441Please respect copyright.PENANAWHsPB4cQ2Y
「係呢..咁你媽咪嗰邊點?」我問。441Please respect copyright.PENANAOPk5ZDAkeb
「我係歐洲嘅時候我諗左好多嘢,好似係外國嘅時候個人會諗得通啲咁」佢話。佢冇答我問題,但我都靜靜地聽佢講佢嘅事。441Please respect copyright.PENANAzvRTff03CR
「我係咪冇同你講我係歐洲嘅事...」佢話。441Please respect copyright.PENANAKfEqtH8yyk
「嗯..,你講呀..」441Please respect copyright.PENANAHD0SINfGHj
「其實我好早就決左左離婚」佢放低左支叉,然後將個人微微傾前。441Please respect copyright.PENANACSMof3b7DN
「當初我岩岩去到歐洲我想搵你嘅時候就比人偷手機...,你話係咪天意..。之後我打比你,你就以為我係法國電話...」441Please respect copyright.PENANATz8PvDyzW1
「我...」我想解釋。441Please respect copyright.PENANAjYNJ0sPMGK
「我唔係怪你」佢即刻話。441Please respect copyright.PENANAh67zvJ0Xtw
「嗯..你繼續」441Please respect copyright.PENANAnlQTuRRQbU
「我嗰陣機緣巧合之下同左其中一個同事講我嘅嘢,..因為真係好辛苦,又冇人可以講。好彩佢個人好好,比左好多支持我。就係嗰陣我就諗住同我媽咪講我嘅事,然後再一齊諗辦法。加上呢幾年我地都儲左唔少錢!..所以我諗應該會夠用..。我返左香港之後就去左醫院探我媽咪,佢好支持我離婚,話唔好留係個衰男人身邊」441Please respect copyright.PENANAn4wmcTZ3DC
「我仲以為因為我,所以你先離婚」我話。441Please respect copyright.PENANAcYB5NLbP2r
「咁緊係因為你..!..但都仲有好多原因嘅...。只係冇諗過你已經...」佢苦笑左下。441Please respect copyright.PENANAk9YFwBkCT1
「Nicole..」441Please respect copyright.PENANAv3U05mOMZc
「唔緊要呀...,我ok喎..」佢苦笑左下。441Please respect copyright.PENANA9BkJIKDpnt
「高曉琳...」441Please respect copyright.PENANAxrDeiYIxjC
「冇事呀..你聽我講埋先啦」佢話。441Please respect copyright.PENANAzu9jjWYFz8
「好」441Please respect copyright.PENANAKmRmLmsrhD
「咁之後我就同佢搞手續,我以為佢會留住我,但佢冇。不過都好..既然我都決定左同佢離婚,如果佢同意嘅話手續都方便好多。之後嗰幾個月我都一直搞手續同搵工,本身係諗住等我真係單身嘅時候先搵你...」佢話。我feel到佢越講越sad。441Please respect copyright.PENANArbImfguDcO
「咁你媽咪嗰度OK就好啦...」我想轉話題。441Please respect copyright.PENANAZULBf7QcyP
「嗯」佢講完我地靜左,我嘗試唔好比個氣氛咁尷尬。441Please respect copyright.PENANALblTCVqfY6
「我..叫佢上甜品呀」441Please respect copyright.PENANA0JNGN2aAvc
「好呀」佢話。441Please respect copyright.PENANAZzDoU8UQJ5
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嗰甜品嚟嘅時候嚇左我一跳...,因為隻碟用朱古力漿寫住「I love you」...。441Please respect copyright.PENANAfDJZJeLpLg
「咦...!唔好意思,上錯左喎..」我同個waiter 講。441Please respect copyright.PENANAU5UpzyHFab
「唔緊要啦,就咁啦,唔該你」Nicole即刻同佢講。....好撚尷尬,好上唔上..上啲咁嘅字。441Please respect copyright.PENANAZzifkFHO8D
「哦..咁好啦」我話。441Please respect copyright.PENANA2cP14O6xdg
「可能唔係上錯呢~」佢笑一笑,然後拎起左部手機影隻碟。441Please respect copyright.PENANAiShINQY8Ul
「哈哈..」我都唔知點覆。441Please respect copyright.PENANAhQJQKs7eJT
「呀~擘大口~」佢笑左一啖,然後吉起左舊甜品同我講。我本能反應就打開左個口,但係食完先覺得有啲唔係幾好。441Please respect copyright.PENANAKx23paCqor
「幾好食喎」我嘗試扮冇嘢。441Please respect copyright.PENANATbPjFBMRZz
「我下次整比你食呀~我都識整」佢笑住咁講。441Please respect copyright.PENANAXWYgMMTiyA
「唔洗啦..!」441Please respect copyright.PENANAkfSgSgwZn7
「呀文..」441Please respect copyright.PENANAsbhU0kUO6j
「嗯..?」我話。441Please respect copyright.PENANATp05cvUyZS
「你可唔可以唔好刻意同我保持距離..」441Please respect copyright.PENANAFsgGe2Snmk
「....」我完全唔應回覆。441Please respect copyright.PENANAoRLLix6ofm
「就唔可以好似以前咁咩...簡簡單單....」佢話。441Please respect copyright.PENANARZCmdZPNvm
「Nicole..」441Please respect copyright.PENANAeWKjskDxRA
「嗰陣我有老公..,但我地一齊咪一樣咁開心。根本唔需要理人地點諗,我淨係想同你一齊」441Please respect copyright.PENANAHSpRD724oJ
「Nicole..我做唔到咁自私...」我話。講完先覺得我咁好似話緊佢自私。441Please respect copyright.PENANAt9TKMD7jfx
「....,埋單啦,我想出去行下」441Please respect copyright.PENANAEC0xA8FgcZ
「好..」441Please respect copyright.PENANAq6nGa1RJmR
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我地兩個係海運中心上面行,行到最入有啲餐廳,再上有個觀景位幾舒服。我望一望手機,都係9點幾姐,Rachel應該唔會擔心我。我地平排坐左係啲梯級度望住個海,Nicole一坐低就順勢挨埋落我膊頭度。我猶豫左一陣,但最後都係冇推開佢。算啦,今晚都最後一晚...我不斷同自己講。441Please respect copyright.PENANAY8Bwpg5I75
「呀文~」441Please respect copyright.PENANAk37J9P0sZf
「嗯?」441Please respect copyright.PENANAfChTNjvXAw
「個海真係好靚」佢話。我唔知佢想講啲咩。441Please respect copyright.PENANAhLiD1KxyKV
「係呀..我都好鍾意海」441Please respect copyright.PENANATVk0QW6Wtb
「我好鍾意潛水」佢無啦啦咁講。441Please respect copyright.PENANAZNAi7OiVqX
「點解嘅..?」我話。有時候真係睇唔透佢。441Please respect copyright.PENANAC14FZjrzEl
「因為潛水嘅過程就好似不斷探索個海咁,你唔潛入去就好似永遠都唔會親身望到海下面嘅樣,淨係睇到水面。對人都係嫁...,好多人未了解對方就往往好早下定論..」441Please respect copyright.PENANAMjTsb2ULY9
「嗯...都係..」441Please respect copyright.PENANAbXTXMI2iKw
「呀文」佢話。441Please respect copyright.PENANAVnaGrXZMeB
「係...」441Please respect copyright.PENANAt3ZMxaONVx
「我知道嫁」佢望住我。441Please respect copyright.PENANAdzl8mby3go
「知道..?」441Please respect copyright.PENANAubRgZ65rgH
「我知道你愛我」佢好肯定咁講。441Please respect copyright.PENANA0tTwKqjcqW
「....」我承認。441Please respect copyright.PENANA769KJFJjC9
「你呃唔到我嫁..」呢句佢講得好溫柔...好引誘..。441Please respect copyright.PENANA3pFcaJHu3p
「我...」我唔知點覆佢...但佢用隻手捉住左我個頭,然後慢慢移去佢度。我身體好似唔受控制咁,我地..又錫左。佢錫我呢一啖...,好有feel..。對唔住,Rachel。441Please respect copyright.PENANA3UfUPKwtbp
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不快樂怪誰 失散後呆滯在這裡441Please respect copyright.PENANAiBNNS8RPR9
這裡是廢墟441Please respect copyright.PENANAYAcdzD7Fgn
想愛但愛誰 搜索著留戀的證據441Please respect copyright.PENANAf0c0zNXNtk
只知我多不對441Please respect copyright.PENANAsbhngnVqX6
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掉進海的眼淚 淹浸我於心裡441Please respect copyright.PENANApQ86Dv2goR
沉重內疚不敢移除441Please respect copyright.PENANADxtM4NjDxX
沉落絕望 甚麼也失去441Please respect copyright.PENANAjwcUxbDZZ7
逃避現實 別管對不對 441Please respect copyright.PENANAyfudP9mD4g