明明她這麼努力準備筆記、備課，夜夜批改作業至凌晨，還時時留心學生的情緒問題，忙得都無暇為失戀而傷心，換來的是學生、家長、科主任對她的百般刁難，可她也沒有放棄，依然選擇咬緊牙關熬過去。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuwCqI0TJ4
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雖然說來老套，但這確實是她的夢想，她仍相信用心的付出是有回報的，或許有一天，這些Band3學生會明白她的說話，她或許會改變學生的一生，那麼即使滿路荊棘，會被刺得遍體鱗傷，一切也值得。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUqa0sVPeD
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然而，現實總是殘酷，世事總不如人意。任她再用心，換來的卻只有世界對她的不滿——科主任批評她教學不專業，校長告誡她教師之路不易走，要她謹言慎行，甚至連她最在意的學生都批評她沒資格做老師——而她剛才還在Leung Sir前為他說盡好話。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvX6CS5ob8
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雖然Miss Lam仍瞪大雙眼，可眼角氤氳的霧氣漸漸磨蝕了剛才的凌厲。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqrhyzLHuD
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「楊祖耀，你知唔知係依個香港地生存真係好唔容易？你知唔知市道有幾差，我見咗幾多份工，對高踭鞋磨到腳都爛晒，我先搵到依份工？你又知唔知我屋企人每個月等住我份糧，如果唔係我爸份保險就會斷供，佢到時就會無咗筆退休嘅錢？雖然佢地同你姐夫一樣都係藍絲，我都好憎佢地，但我都唔想見到佢地臨老要訓街。」Miss Lam哽咽道，續說：「你又知唔知，我捱咗幾多晚通宵趕起嗰份通識筆記，裏面本來有晒雨傘運動、公民抗命、反修例嘅資料，結果全部比人抽起晒。嗰下我有幾痛心、幾掙扎，你又知咩？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdXFTLxcri
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Miss Lam的語氣柔和，卻比刀鋒利，在阿祖的心房前徘徊。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO4ff6a2Tn
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「係，我係廢，我只係夠膽去啲有不反對通知書嘅集會，我只係夠膽捐錢，我甚至連一個正確答案都唔夠膽同啲學生講⋯⋯但我可以點？我只係一個普通人咋，我都只係想係依個咁畸型嘅社會找到一個容身之所，好好地生存落去，點解偏偏咁難？⋯⋯」Miss Lam在淚水要溢出眼眶之際選擇轉身而去，攤在床上，用被牢牢裹緊自己。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF34C3a692
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阿祖沒想過Miss Lam原來默默在背後付出了這麼多，而他竟只憑她今天的幾句話就斷定她不配做老師，他無法忘記剛才Miss Lam那受傷的樣子還有盈在眼眶的淚光，加上Miss Lam被被子裹緊的身軀，能想像到她在被窩下痛哭的模樣，心裏的內疚一點一點地把他饞食。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4YMq9uLBz
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這刻，他不想再洗澡了，只想着要如何把她哄回來。而當他從洗手間步出時，他才留意到飯桌上留了他的飯菜，是他今天上學時隨口說過想吃的咖喱雞，心裏的內疚感幾乎要把他吞噬。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1kQukAM5a
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「對唔住啦，唔好唔開心啦，我⋯⋯我⋯⋯對唔住啦，我唔係咁嘅意思呀。」阿視站在Miss Lam身後結結巴巴地說道，Miss Lam卻動也不動，阿祖連她的哭聲都無法聽到。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43ZYjw1PD3
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呀！靈光一觸，阿祖突然奪門而出，他不知道，門剛關上，掛着兩行淚的Miss Lam已馬上爬了起床，心想：咁夜仲去邊？414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DlMaKmNST
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然而，阿祖已消失不見，Miss Lam只好又躺回床上。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6zNHPJtij
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熟睡到一半，Miss Lam突然感到一股涼意，才發現自己沒有關窗，也沒有關燈便睡着了，便爬了起來關窗和燈。可當她再次攤回床上，合上雙眼準備繼續睡時，睡意竟已消散得差不多。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMcyq1j5Mg
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Miss Lam從枕頭下拿出手機，發現竟已是凌晨一時多。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG2hAwDR7s
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可阿祖還未回來。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAO90JEMIg
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當她解開電話鎖，才發現阿祖打了十幾通電話給她，還傳了幾十則信息：414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1honTGNVGs
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「開門啦。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCdh3BafIZ
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「你係咪嬲緊我所以唔肯開門？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZeE3QClJW
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「但係無論如何一個老師都唔應該講大話呀，你話係咪？我地當打和啦。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscEFZzsdeU
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「唔肯開門都覆下我呀。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUwuJAiGwW
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「唔係真係咁絕呀嘛，對唔住啦，係我唔啱，無體諒你，理下我啦好無？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N5M3b2PjW
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「拿，你再唔開門啲宵夜就凍晒架啦下。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnEzdtDpwC
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「大佬呀，我都Say 晒Sorry啦，你要點先原諒我呀？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCFhTxvM6T
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「唔原諒我都得，但都⋯⋯開個門啦好啦？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N0LGLnkBQ
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Miss Lam的情緒從來都易來易去，只要讓她飽睡一覺，再吃一頓好的，昨天的情緒便可消退八成。現在雖然未有美食，但看到這些信息，已足以讓Miss Lam的怒氣減退不少。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMecr1mPZI6
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Miss Lam連忙跑去開門，果然，阿祖正坐在梯間。她往下走了幾級樓梯，走到阿祖身前，發現他腳旁全是甜品和小食，任君選擇，他本人卻等到靠在梯旁的石牆睡着了。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3BlUUavrT
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看着眼前的食物，Miss Lam想起她的前度。曾經，他也為她送過宵夜，只為搏她紅顏一笑，如今卻忙着對別人獻殷勤，而坐在她門前的人也換成了別人。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb1PoBh4zr
物轉星移，有甚麼不會變？Miss Lam心想。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkSWa1n0UZ
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她本想拍醒阿祖，可看到阿祖熟睡的臉龐，又不忍心吵醒他。這時的阿祖像收起了刺的刺蝟，脫下了惹人討厭的面具，終於露出本相。雖然眼睛小了點，但五官尚算端正，尤其是尖尖的下巴上的那雙薄唇，粉嫩而柔軟⋯⋯這讓Miss Lam想起那夜與阿祖親吻的畫面。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Llz6mK9rZ
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雖然他只得十七歲，吻功卻老練得很，甚至比她男朋友還要好，懂得由淺入深，時輕時重，若即若離的，讓她從被動變成主動，吸啜他的雙唇、舌頭，打圈，細味，交融⋯⋯如今是回味。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0ZIH4OkjW
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想着想着，Miss Lam不自覺貼近了阿祖的臉，而這時候，阿祖竟突然張開了眼，看着她說：「做咩，太靚仔，做咩望到呆咗？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhtwt24iRC
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「咩，你⋯⋯你講咩？我⋯⋯我諗住叫你起身咋嘛。」Miss Lam正準備逃脫之際，阿祖不僅抓着她的頸項不讓她離開，還往她的臉靠近，雙眼直勾勾地看着她的眸子，像是要把她看穿，說：「真係咩？你好似⋯⋯想食咗我多啲喎。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qy0gV2IaO
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「你都癡線架，啱啱先同你嘈完，我都未原諒你，你好放⋯⋯」Miss Lam的話還未說完，阿祖便側着頭吻了上去。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PXEWE6LjG
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這個吻很輕，落在Miss Lam的唇上卻很重，像個沉重的枷鎖。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGfOahvSDu
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「點呀，肯原諒我未？」阿祖看着瞪大雙眼、不知所措的Miss Lam，溫柔地說。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxw3AHMfms
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「你⋯⋯你係咪癡線架，成日三句唔埋兩句就⋯⋯就錫落黎，我告你飛禮呀拿！」Miss Lam掙扎阿祖的手站了起來，捂着自己的嘴巴，又是驚訝又是生氣。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HOTsXf0Yn
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「我以為你哄咁埋係想錫呀嘛，唔係咩？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRn4FtXv64
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「都．話．唔．係．囉！我唔係陳珊珊，唔係你啲女同學呀，楊祖耀！」Miss Lam怒吼。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nmVhfy6CK
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「咁夜，唔洗訓呀！？靜啲啦！」隔壁門傳來一陣咒罵聲，使Miss Lam不敢再罵下去，閉上嘴巴，怯怯地走回屋裏。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu75aRjBuF
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