我認識Ｋ的時候，他已經死了很久，既不記得自己的過去，也想不起來自己真正的名字，只知道自己叫Ｋ。Ｋ？不管怎麼看，都更像是一個代號或者假名不是嗎？當我這麼問Ｋ的時候，Ｋ傻傻的笑了很久，什麼也沒說，一雙清亮的眼睛裡，讀不出來任何的情緒。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyM9Ri1Foj
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於是，從暑假搬進這棟房子開始，我不得不和Ｋ這傢伙同居。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JrRoiLq4W
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嗯。就整體來說，Ｋ是個有趣的傢伙，拿第一天我搬進來的事情來說好了－－559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k7BNzUoSv
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那天我剛提著行李進到了房間就聽到浴室傳來了水聲。於是我放好行李後，想也沒想就扭開了浴室的門踏了進去，而當時的Ｋ正在洗澡，氤氳的霧氣讓他整個人看起來更加的飄渺。很香豔是吧？前提是Ｋ沒有發出那種極度女性化的尖叫和下意識遮著胸口、一副我要侵犯他的動作……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqmMsZT6G5
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「你在打些什麼？」一邊壓在了我的背上，Ｋ發出了像是貓咪打呼嚕般意味不明的聲音。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FJNmb02HW
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「打第一天我看到你裸體的那件事。」我一邊敲打著鍵盤，一邊伸手將他幾乎快要貼在我臉上的臉推開。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Gi4rz02xF
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「抗議啦，你怎麼可以寫我的糗事。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBmxUstRi0
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「抗議無效。」我睨了他一眼，將視線挪回了螢幕。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YhiYGKTVi
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他在旁邊嘟嚷了一會兒，突然發出「嘿嘿嘿」的笑聲，將嘴巴貼在了我的耳邊，小聲的說道：「我不知道你對那天的事這麼念念不忘。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaG6289B5D
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他的氣息噴在了我的耳朵旁，讓我有點癢，大概近似於有蒼蠅在耳邊飛呀飛的那種怪異感吧。沒多久，他發現我沒什麼反應，便有些賭氣的將我的椅子轉向了他，然後一個人全裸的站在我面前擺出各種Pose，但我老是想到他那天發出的尖叫，所以倒也沒有覺得眼前的景象有多麼香豔。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5gXmcTcFR
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裸體嘛，我看多了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWguvcaGWkE
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「怎麼樣？」擺了一陣子，他轉頭看向我，一雙眼睛期待似的閃爍著亮光。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCt03C8a5F
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「什麼怎麼樣？」我挑起了眉問他。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC3DeNQZOC
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「好看嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOOe8be7sz
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不，你現在看起來就像一隻想要主人讚美、摸摸的大型犬。我暗自在心理翻了一個白眼，頓了一下，將手環於胸前，靠著椅背敷衍的說道：「嗯、嗯，好看。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0do4XCTs7
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「你騙人。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedKStmJ2lZ
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現在又變成倉鼠加上怨婦的綜合體。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcBKewWwsD
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「所以？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPAdeBu51J
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……想捏他的臉。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaPKtpQpWU
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「喜歡嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47IDYUqlH7
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一般會這麼問嗎？559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhcC2mE0vD
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我怔了一下，調整好坐姿，看向他，說道：「……我們先來玩一個遊戲，我說什麼話，你就接下去，怎麼樣？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY1GbgxSWs
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他歪頭想了一下。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlk9cQfNHO
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「好。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVbd8Kb9n2
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「如果你三百六十五天，餐餐都吃雞腿……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCyDZSe87D
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「會膩。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBXiV4PiXV
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「如果你三百六十五天，都看Ａ片………」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNG27Q8Q6f
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「會煩。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytFPaTRwJq
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「如果……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GNXsISA3d
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「等等，為什麼都是三百六十五天？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiiMDaf1LZ
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「這是重點嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65H7bsVKGp
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「哎，不是。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM4mGD0e7m
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「好，那我們繼續？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwDdjjjXvV
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「好。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EabrU0IGi
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「如果三百六十五天，你都看同一個人的裸體……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdjoakZ9YY
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「會看到不想再看。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ78131krs
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「好，我已經回答你問我的問題了。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQnNND0zo7
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「……哎？」他瞪大了雙眼看著我，表情呆到不能再呆。「什麼東西？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdciPbmjQ6
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「你剛剛不是問我喜不喜歡你的裸體嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWX6gYEyZz
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「對……不對啊，你什麼時候回答我問題了？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N1pIvJyNC
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「重複一下遊戲最後，你說了什麼。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyx6sKQ8Mk
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「……會看到不想再看？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzY86JgUEX
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「標準答案。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmIUxLzydy
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「哭杯啦！」發出一聲怪叫，他雙眼泛淚咬著不知道從哪裡來的手帕，連衣服都沒穿上，就衝進浴室，「碰」的一聲將門給關上。於是，我瞅了螢幕一眼，又將視線挪回螢幕上，點開了Google Chrome，在搜尋引擎上鍵入了幾個關鍵字。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfvf7xnJvw
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台北、大學生、死亡、新聞。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv9foNSHmi
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844,000筆資料。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AvyXyWdVe
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我怔了一下，重新在搜尋引擎裡又輸入了幾個關鍵字。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOca3848OiH
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Ｋ、吳興街。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDPb0lYBbn
51,800筆資料。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvU66Z9r7L
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我怔了一下，拿出筆記本做了一下記錄，將網頁關掉。實際上，在搬進來的幾個月，我和Ｋ比較熟的時候，曾有過一段對話。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGQ5sYDd5Z
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「Ｋ，你難道都對自己不好奇嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60czssr30s
「嗯？現在不好嗎？幹嘛這樣問？」他一邊嗑著雞排，一邊嘗試著在房間裡倒立。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqLzt26EMi
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「不，我只是有點好奇。不過現在看來，你這傢伙估計是笨死的。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQInotsCiAN
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「屁啦！」一個翻身，雞排從他嘴裡噴到了角落。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nfanalENs
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「根據本草鋼目記載，腦殘沒藥醫。看你那個臉就知道，肯定是腦殘。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV0bGd7ilE
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「腦殘有我這麼帥的嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcB0GjTaXR
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「哟，納西瑟斯。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgg4ww6pKgH
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「幹。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSa6TAFmct
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「說正經的，假設你真的死了，你真的打算一直留在這？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneIz4XVVB8
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「有什麼不好嗎？」他怔了一下，笑的有些勉強。「反正現在有你，我也對現狀沒什麼不滿，不是挺好的？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfp32zvIZp
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「我不可能一輩子都住在這裡，而且你是狗嗎？對你好一點就跟別人跑。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWdHMZATVK
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「哼哼，我可以跟你到天涯海角，就算我是狗也是會看人的。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn16n3HUbGa
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驕傲屁。我對他翻了個大白眼。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjysZxw9xV
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「不要以為我不知道你在想什麼。」換他朝我翻了一個白眼。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS97JOyP3Pl
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「難得你有聰明的時候。說真的，在我搬進來之前，這間房間換過多少人？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12BxmZv7Sc
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「25人。」一邊說著，一邊盤腿在地上啃著不知道什麼時候被撿回來的雞排。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNNxMk5hfD
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「也太多了吧。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA66ofF2GrO
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「沒辦法，誰叫只有你這個奇葩不怕我。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8TUu9rpvM
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「你的裸體……嗯，我好像明白了什麼。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbhGt2rVpf
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「窗戶在那，慢走不送。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXabgESiu4
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「噗。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrxob0JgkB
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「髒死了！」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hRRHH2xzp
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「說正經的，你開始有印象是什麼時候？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWMpKND0mo
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「三、四年前吧，應該啦。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLrBFpTnRo
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「你……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt45cCAZqFy
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「幹嘛？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsPRJWcbPe
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「沒什麼。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgcsSz5ZUy
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我自己也不確定這樣做到底對不對，但我想，其實Ｋ並不是真的什麼都不知道，而是不想知道吧。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKNauPNzlZ
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「叩、叩」伸手輕輕的敲著廁所的門，我靠著塑膠門板清晰的聽到了裡頭傳來了Ｋ悶悶的聲音說著：「……幹嘛？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEKyvFpaBZ
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「我要上廁所。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHRxauo8bv
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一陣東西掉落的聲音從裡頭傳來，不一會兒，廁所的門就被打了開來，門後是一張嚴肅的不像是Ｋ的臉，卻確實是Ｋ，冷淡的、疏離的Ｋ。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShoozmSzUX
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「你……」他楞楞地看著我一會兒，最後什麼也沒說，從裡面走了出來，經過我身旁時，聲音像被什麼悶住一樣，輕聲的說道：「進去吧。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8jPycigYO
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「喔，好。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNkVqIkTWB
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我不相信Ｋ不知道我在調查他的那件事，就像我並不相信Ｋ什麼也不知道。這樣真的好嗎？我真的不知道，只是很多的時候，我會覺得Ｋ並不像他表面那樣，是那麼開朗的人，他一定在試圖迴避著什麼，迴避著這一切謎題的真相。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpntcLUhYju
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真相固然傷人，但什麼也不做的話，這個傷就永遠好不了了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6wLZFeiNf
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經過半年之後，我和Ｋ依然住在一起，安靜的、普通的像是往後的日子也如今天一樣沒有過多的變化，那本一直被我放在抽屜裡的筆記本上，只剩下了為數不多的可能。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrAsR0gYAj
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也許，打從一開始我就想錯了方向，被Ｋ誤導。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruZrcXrulh
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實際上的Ｋ，並沒有死，但也不能說他活著。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5diRIexfr
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點開了Google Chrome，再次在搜尋引擎上鍵入了關鍵字。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcNPLNj4x7
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吳興街、學生套房、自殺未遂、新聞。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpN3zAi5EV
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想了一下，我再次打上了幾個關鍵字。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLCnHT3dRS
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2012、2013。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXxkvfVVOo
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Enter。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbvrfsCtkI
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998筆資料。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FB63TvSS6
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「那個笨蛋。」將頭靠在了桌子上，螢幕上的頁面，正刺目的寫著「報導／男大生為情所困於租屋處自殺未遂」。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X8AaSPGUE
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時間，正是三年前。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAof57hTnm
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如果過去沒有人陪你面對，是不是如今有我可以陪你一起面對？559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvwOrM9tDE
「我回……唉，你怎麼睡在桌子上啦。」一樣爽朗的笑聲，我幾乎不用抬頭就可以想像現在的Ｋ是怎麼樣的表情。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaueAqAy3D
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「我只是在思考，世界上為什麼會有水母這樣深奧的問題。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurOVp76BPR
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「你想養？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTiDRs5Der
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「不，現場就有一隻會講話的。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjstb2AjkGp
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「哭杯啦，為什麼我又變成水母了。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn89LnXyG54
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「軟體、無腦、手有毒，不是你嗎？尤其無腦這點。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0jKrjxp3y
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「抗議！」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN05NpcuzV9
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「抗議駁回。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdasvCL3dT
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等到他一如往常的靠在我背後的時候，我才感覺得到他的僵硬。於是，我抬起頭看向他，他的臉是蒼白的，比平常是幽靈的他還要蒼白，臉上的笑笑的很勉強。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS1JF2KeQM
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「你……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXJ3ezhMn5
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「對，我知道了。就像我知道你今天穿的內褲是小熊三角褲。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7enl4kfHm
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「變態。」他小聲的咒罵著。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FuJqnRguO
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「整天裸體的大蝴蝶沒資格說我。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jzho2GPiP
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「大蝴蝶？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhiJb3XphP
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「蝴蝶的生活史稱為……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGozet8PdV
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「……完全變態。」語畢，「咚」的一聲撞在我的肩膀上。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5KfTI340N
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有點痛。我嘆了一口氣，伸手摸了摸他的頭。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00KACq4zl2
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沉默了一會兒，他雙手還在我脖子上，發出了像悶在什麼東西裡那般模糊不清的聲音問道：「你非得這樣不可嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdr6DihE43
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「沒有，我只是想知道你想怎麼做。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuZUCVT0cA
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「什麼怎麼做？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPx4SltUf9
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「你想死嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPC5ks1UFq
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「怎麼可能。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbfRjMWYw5
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「那為什麼……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjhaHE3oJt
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他輕輕的嘆了口氣，鬆開了我的脖子。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVVG72OiVc
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「你哪，真是多管閒事。」他發出小聲的嘟嚷。「現在不是挺好的嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSZKH0remZ
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「任性。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNF4AAgw63
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「白痴。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHbvllyKf7
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「你在害怕。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDry8AErRwQ
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「沒有。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61grgUH8GF
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「你敢說你今天不是穿小熊三角褲？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfnjOpizdK
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「呃。」他頓了一下，再度將手還在了我的脖子上，嘆了口氣。「事實上，我不是全部都不記得，遇到你之前我確實是打算就這樣一直過下去，現在也是。所以我不是很明白你為什麼必須要找到我的過去。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOdzQ2cSnK
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「……這樣真的好嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGbqVz4BXF
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「什麼意思。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92tcoNyAaT
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「字面上的意思。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjOChhZ5OT
「……挺好的。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcB0mCjZie
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「……看來，你真的是笨死的。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3qV9x6fKT
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「才怪。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVbIWNDnzf
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「你不可能一輩子逃下去的。」我看向他，他並沒有將臉看向我，只是沉默著。於是，我打開了抽屜，拿出了一封寫著清秀字跡的信。「總得有要面對的時候。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGkxK8zaTT
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包括我也是。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVX01y8VNN
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「這是我朋友五年前寫給我的信，是第一封也是最後一封。」翻過了信封的正面，角落簽著一個小小的名字。「跟你不同，他沒有選擇第二次的機會，所以他自殺了，留下這封信，告訴我他最後的選擇，但實際上裡頭只是一張白紙。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoCu4D8Ig5
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「起初，我以為他是想告訴我，他無話可說，但實際上真的是如此嗎？」抽出了信紙，我另外從抽屜裡拿出了電子打火機。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6dWaI3iaY
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「喀。」壓下了按鈕，火焰很快就從打火機口冒了出來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyvKtsXCHb
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「你想幹嘛？」Ｋ忽然有些驚惶的看著我。「喂。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWtnaiQVJT
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事實上，答案一直都很簡單。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSjanO9Iyl
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我並沒有回答他，只是拿著打火機在信紙上烤了烤，紙上很快就有了褐色的痕跡。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXevwQ7UVo
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對不起，我愛你。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj9gG9d5R5
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整整六個字。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwP9a7ETLn7
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僅此而已。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbL0KHdSuw
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「……我真的非回去不可？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAJLocEdR7
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「對。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudrLuy66Pg
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「那……」他猶豫了一下。「……我還可以在回來嗎？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3u4avZCP6
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「我考慮。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt9MXx3wIJ
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安靜了一會兒，他靠著我的肩膀，帶有鼻音、小聲的說道：「好吧。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBzZWgtuW6
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「那……在讓我多靠一下。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYDbx1oxJf
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「好。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch6AwK6M0q
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「我走了。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUAy7aRkA4
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「慢走不送。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFNq7DrK0x
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他輕輕的點了點頭，轉過身朝門口走去。最後，我仍忍不住出聲叫住了他。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmupiQeeSRL
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「喂。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnqvVWAYO8
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「幹嘛。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWY6y5kC3h
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「記得回來。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDi2QM6mmc
「好。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18agHBQySr
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第一次，他笑的很燦爛，燦爛的像他過去照片裡的那樣。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsULXiZ4SB
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「還有，別再穿小熊三角褲，很蠢。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpU3yjM2K4
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果然崩壞了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1K28rR5rz
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「欠我的錢記得要還。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e5AXsz4Cf
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「幹。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dmaLZkDsf
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「……你真的很愛罵髒話哎。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdalM7R1X6B
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「閉嘴！」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BfQDP3Px3
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「Ｋ。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9MIf4tmwu
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「你到底……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVwaDwnYvF
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「活著回來。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijYpFVcBsi
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