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#5

家涵 - 染黑的籠中白鳥

晴 晴
Aug 16, 2021 265 4 Mins Read
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　　漂亮的鳥兒優雅的歌唱，圍觀的群眾讚嘆著，優美的旋律像是天使手裡的豎琴，吹拂在房間的每個角落。

　　但沒有人知道，那是段憂傷的歌曲，是渴望自由的吶喊，更是對於自身無比的絕望。

　　地獄，讓他宛如天使般潔白的翅膀，燃燒殆盡。

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　　手指不停歇的敲打在黑白鍵之間，閉上雙眼彈奏著，此刻在台上的我，正在演奏最後壓軸的華爾滋，舞台上的光照射在我身上，使我的禮服更加的光彩奪人。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQiaU1PpdT

　　終於，我又完美的演奏完了，最後的餘音環繞在音樂廳內，我站起身，朝著舞台下的觀眾行著禮，頓時劇烈的掌聲從四面八方湧入舞台，我微笑著，接過許多的捧花，轉身走進休息室。

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　　「家涵姐，你剛剛真的太棒了！」助理此時走進來對著我說。我揮了揮手示意自己想要休息，他乖乖的坐在沙發上。

　　坐回梳妝台前的我，讓化妝師卸下我的妝容，我瞄了眼桌上的報紙，微皺眉頭，助理趕忙走上前拿起。

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　　我最討厭報紙，鮮少出現在頭條版面的我，自從２年前與冠勳結婚後，就經常出現在報章雜誌上。

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　　「家涵姐，你放心！今天頭條沒有你啦～是昨天捷運失事的新聞，不過看起來蠻嚴...」助理看見我憤怒的視線，緊張的住了嘴。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGBRUB4rVL

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　　我心事重重的轉了轉手指上的戒指，自從上個月冠勳從病床上醒來，發現自己罹患失嗅症，就變得喜怒無常。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy27IKXGBGt

　　而我卻也因此每天被記者追逐，不管我做得再好，得到的永遠都只是冠勳的陪襯。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHSOlZCowF

　　

　　像極了籠子裡共人觀賞的鳥，無處可躲，卻又被放大看待。

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　　沒等化妝師卸完，我趕忙的收拾好東西走出休息室，想立刻逃離這個令人窒息的地方。一路上躲避記者的追擊，我像是逃亡一樣的躲回家中。

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　　「老婆妳回來啦。」你坐在沙發上，對著我笑著。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiS7dklEKi

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　　「吃了嗎？」269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq0z33LLCJ

　　-「還沒呢，在等你回家。」

　　「想吃什麼？」269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI5rey2i0T

　　-「我煮好了。」269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MYVivyJY2

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　　我驚訝的看著你，你只是冷冷的回應我的眼神。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡethqJCwvGA

　　「怎麼，我不能煮飯給自己老婆吃嗎？」你說著，而我知道，你又開始了。

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　　我顫抖的走進廚房，刺鼻的味道立刻竄進我的鼻子裡，而你只是坐在我對面，靜靜的看著我。

　　我吃著，努力憋著想哭的情緒，而看到我吃的你，滿意的走回房間，一關上門，我立刻跑到水槽，吐出所有黑色物體。

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　　我好恨你。

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　　2年前，因為家族聯姻，我們兩個形式的走進婚姻的殿堂，本以為至少你能帶給我幸福。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow1IKpSrRv

　　但是你的花邊新聞卻不停的出現，連帶影響了我，你也因為自己的職位權高，在家也對我趾高氣昂，毫不尊重。

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　　你說一切是為我好。

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　　我看著水槽黑色的汙穢，開啟水龍頭沖洗掉，拿出手機傳出我一直猶豫著，猶豫該不該傳的訊息。

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　　打開房間的門，走向熟睡的你，深深的看著。是的，我愛你，我到現在還愛你，但你就像是籠子般的困著我，我無法在公開場合卸下那塊碎裂的面具，就連我面對你，都還要承受著無比劇烈的痛苦。

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　　我走回客廳看著電視播報捷運失事的新聞，笑著，哭著，最後只是靜靜的聽著下一則有關於我的新聞，圍繞著你話題的新聞，一字一句皆未曾提過我今天的演出。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8obqI98cf

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　　「我不是你眷養的鳥...」我悠悠的說著。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC5b8qmleQ

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　　月光緩緩照耀在客廳的桌上，手機傳來新訊息，而沉浸在絕望中的我並未注意到。

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（下周他複診前來一趟我的診療室，我給你我這的神經藥物。）

（你知道吧？我現在是心理醫生，我會幫助你的。）

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　　鳥兒唱起憂傷的歌曲，渴望著自由

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　　燃燒殆盡。

　　

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Table of Contents
#0 Intro
#1 佩璇－錯過的時間
#2 冠勳－失，症。
#3 姍姍 - 分裂的自己
#4 宗佑 - 殘缺的父愛
#5 家涵 - 染黑的籠中白鳥
#6 阿翰 - 牽線的木偶
#7 佩璇 - 光芒之後的暗影
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