聽了姚露薇的故事之後,亞克恩沉默了許久。400Please respect copyright.PENANAjfQDndgbxM
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「我一直都為這件事情感到自責。」李梓秧注視著客廳一隅,彷佛看見了當年開開心心地宣佈想要去幼稚園的姚露薇,心底是一陣抽痛,「如果當時我可以阻止她,也許她就不會有陰影了吧。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAp1GOIXhJjH
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「不,我覺得您的做法是正確的。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAHTmgsaFEVa
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李梓秧望向亞克恩,眼神有點不安。400Please respect copyright.PENANAymjdf0NK9b
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「這是她的選擇,您只是順著她的意思而已。如果當時您沒有讓她去嘗試做自己想做的事情,可能會是另外一種災難,缺陷總是要面對才會成長,您不需要自責。」400Please respect copyright.PENANA4sGFyxhGww
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但這樣的回答,李梓秧卻露出了無奈的神情。400Please respect copyright.PENANAz5TdxU60Vv
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「我曾經為了這孩子的未來感到擔憂,她的力氣就算是收斂了,看起來能像一般孩子那樣生活,但是……我好怕沒有人能接受她這個力量,如果她因此被厭惡,沒有朋友或伴侶而終身孤獨的話──」400Please respect copyright.PENANA8K7OAWc4Vs
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咚。400Please respect copyright.PENANAs70EIHKF4o
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樓梯那邊傳來東西掉落的聲響。400Please respect copyright.PENANAxBVo9zHOew
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兩人愣地回頭望,卻發現姚露薇不知何時已下樓梯,而手中原本還剩下半杯的馬克杯掉落在地上,杯水濕了一地。400Please respect copyright.PENANAOPRphWL7Nt
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穿著粉紅色睡衣的她背對著兩人,身體微微發顫。400Please respect copyright.PENANAepEawG3Oi1
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「小……小薇?」李梓秧的聲音有點顫抖。400Please respect copyright.PENANACg06l0T7DV
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「媽……妳為什麼要把那件事情說給別人聽呢?」姚露薇的聲音聽起來像是在壓抑著什麼,哽咽著,「原來在妳心裡是這樣想的啊……對不起,讓妳擔心了呢。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAX3DGZ2LCXa
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「小薇──」400Please respect copyright.PENANAGAA9mipCz8
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不理會李梓秧的呼喚,姚露薇衝出家門。400Please respect copyright.PENANAWQcQqHR4cA
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「小薇!」400Please respect copyright.PENANASxnC985zy7
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亞克恩稍微安撫李梓秧的情緒後,趕緊追去。400Please respect copyright.PENANAe4RIxPEnAt
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姚露薇像是要將激動的情緒給一口氣宣洩出來那樣,只能拔腿狂奔,不曉得穿越了多少巷弄,最後是終於累到跑不動了,才緩下腳步。400Please respect copyright.PENANA6BXjWWykeb
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她抬頭,目前自己目前所在地是座小公園。400Please respect copyright.PENANAHCZrS5gTiN
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這附近她不太熟悉,平常也很少會路過這裡,她都還沒踏進公園就已經可以看見全貌了──範圍真的很小。400Please respect copyright.PENANABGx0as5gKk
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小公園裡除了基本的幾棵樹以及休息的長椅之外,僅有一座盪鞦韆,這個時間點,已經沒有小孩子嬉戲的身影,而且這裡其實比較偏僻,目前沒有人在附近散步。400Please respect copyright.PENANAydn6a3WjnA
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她稍微冷靜下來之後,才發現自己居然穿著睡衣就跑出來了,連內衣都沒穿……怪彆扭的,但既然這個時間點沒幾隻貓,應該也不用擔心被誰看到,只希望不要遇到變態就是了。400Please respect copyright.PENANArNZe0d1yba
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不過,前提是那個變態挨得過她憤怒一拳的話才需要擔心啦。400Please respect copyright.PENANA6KUfE2i0X1
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以這種尷尬的情況下跑出來,她也不想回家面對家人。400Please respect copyright.PENANA3HrpJvAttE
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她坐上盪鞦韆,踮著腳尖,隨著鞦韆輕微擺晃。400Please respect copyright.PENANA4aWj4YxKWf
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其實李梓秧擔心的並沒有錯,姚露薇確實還記得那麼小的時候發生的事情──更正確來講,應該是傷痕造成的陰影到現在還壟罩著她,她就算是想要忘懷也無法。400Please respect copyright.PENANAwxlDF4uRuf
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發生那件事情之後,姚家不約而同地粉飾太平,不再過問之前的事情,姚露薇也從來沒想過,有天這件事情突然又被提起,還未痊癒的傷口一口氣被挖開,帶來的衝擊力道還真不小。400Please respect copyright.PENANAuiFX7jnQLR
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畢竟對姚露薇來說,這傷痕至始至終都未被治癒,只是暫時被凍結在心底的某一隅罷了。400Please respect copyright.PENANAqpaKfnXARZ
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四周靜悄悄的,也許是靜謐與思緒沉澱的關係,姚露薇腦海裡浮現了模糊的記憶片段。400Please respect copyright.PENANAG9W1fvA0rp
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果然就算現在想起來,還是覺得很難受。400Please respect copyright.PENANAohDddfidP4
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姚露薇垂下眼簾,心底隱隱抽痛。400Please respect copyright.PENANAK3nubfLcjF
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自從發生那件事情之後,姚露薇心中有個芥蒂,不僅只是害怕真實的自己被別人發現,更是害怕在被發現之後,原本對自己善意的眼光會瞬間變成惶恐與指責,特別是對自己喜歡的人這樣討厭──400Please respect copyright.PENANAmVMRa2z1cZ
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那真的太令人受傷了啊。400Please respect copyright.PENANAsXPgx5w6Pk
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那件事情,就算他人不知道全貌,母親也不該對外人說的啊……她明明知道姚露薇到底為此而多受傷,為什麼還要說出來?簡直就像是被信任的人給背叛了一樣,感覺糟糕到不行。400Please respect copyright.PENANAN8kOai3jWJ
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更何況,她一點都不希望亞克恩知道那段往事。400Please respect copyright.PENANACGVNA30Ixq
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因為她好害怕,就連知道自己真實樣貌卻還是留在身邊的亞克恩,未來有天會不會也像之前那些人一樣,翻臉不認人,造成讓她至今都難以忘懷的傷痛,如果是亞克恩的話,她覺得承受不住。400Please respect copyright.PENANA90Vh5JI2sO
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還有,原來母親是這樣擔心自己,太丟臉了……400Please respect copyright.PENANA76bGTcISZA
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姚露薇還以為,她是靠自己走出來的,但事實卻似乎不是如此啊。400Please respect copyright.PENANAxgp0t6dxxO
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「小薇!」400Please respect copyright.PENANACCuXTt9Fp9
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亞克恩的聲音劃破寧靜,姚露薇抬頭,看見他不知何時走進公園。400Please respect copyright.PENANANmjabxykTu
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因為公園很小,亞克恩馬上就看出了她的位置,並大步走來。400Please respect copyright.PENANAJjDIjl2cAL
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姚露薇雖然沒有避開,但穩下腳步不讓鞦韆擺晃,下意識握緊鐵鍊。400Please respect copyright.PENANAsMHqShKhHK
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「小薇,回去吧。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAeakO6jP41p
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聽見他的聲音,姚露薇的內心有些許的期盼。400Please respect copyright.PENANA6MWyOytDKs
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也許這樣會被說很任性之類的,但她這時候真的很想確認亞克恩並不會把自己當成麻煩,而是「打從心底希望她回去」。400Please respect copyright.PENANAxFUlVOXZ5J
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「我覺得,妳不該這樣對妳母親。」400Please respect copyright.PENANADdn47BF5Ab
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姚露薇心底一陣落空,原來他只是來說教的啊。400Please respect copyright.PENANAFa6IO3LwZm
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姚露薇感到空口陣陣抽痛,抿嘴,雖然天黑而看不見她的表情,只聽聲音判斷似乎心情挺平靜的,「不要管我,我等等就回去了。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAQuKgK383iA
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「都這麼晚了,妳的母親會擔心的。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAyS6mBNXKhp
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──那為什麼不是你擔心呢?400Please respect copyright.PENANANZG2CwOpVz