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我伸了個懶腰使我的身體舒服些，經過昨晚的一番折騰，我發覺自己的健康狀況似乎更不妙了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4SROBFIbt
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門外傳來了熟悉的腳步聲，接著推門而入，不用看也知道是索魯醫生。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5nLCzD6lk
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「怎麼樣，檢驗結果出來了嗎？」我問道。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyJ7tIjGDv
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「老實說，情況不是很樂觀。」他推了一下眼鏡，接著說出。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMrWpBhRPM
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我雖然早已料到，但沒想到確定了之後內心卻有些感到害怕。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1f8NQMTXr
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「你恐怕必須……再一次……」他斷斷續續的說出。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r9qUg6CxW
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認識他這麼多年，即使不說我也知道他想表達什麼。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPUHANcqFK
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「再一次進入手術室，再一次的開刀是嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vmKLklt7T
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「是的。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvnwTdnnfp
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「讓我再決定一下可以嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTcCQ32Zcz
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「可以。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR8Z0t8L9f
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索魯醫生離開後我攤倒在床上，我有些想哭，但我的眼睛不允許我這麼做，難道我又要回到開刀的恐怖日子了嗎？開刀就如同與死神賭博般，一次的失敗就可能導致你永遠消失，但不去下賭注，我的錢就永遠不會變多，一直到花光的那一天，我的生命也即將逝去。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl7FV6PM50
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忽然間一個敲門聲喚醒了我的思緒，在我應門前，對方似乎自己主動進來了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbAdGzTC09
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我有些緊張，莫非死神提早來跟我打招呼了嗎？221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tb5fWpBQB
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但接下來出現的程式聲，令我瞬間平復了心情。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD1Os0guz8
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「早安啊——我可以進來嗎？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloXOi6HOoC
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「你不是已經進來了嗎！」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpUCVVqyCW
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我笑了，老實我很開心他出現在這裡，畢竟我現在正需要找個人訴苦，不然我可能就會去自殺了……才怪！221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaBzSsDlqK
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「你怎麼知道我在這裡？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcorLJOMTJ
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「因為我無所不知啊——」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcMZNtoTHu
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我尷尬的笑了一聲。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcut5LtWe1W
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「你的表情看起來挺糟糕的，發生什麼事了嗎——」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLisJAf5KdO
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「其實……我或許就快要離開了呢。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCBE3oTiTa
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「這不是很棒嗎——我也希望能趕快出院——」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlPr36I4mk
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「我不是指那個離開！是更令人悲傷一點的……」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9P50dEabX
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接下來他沉默了一段時間，或許其實沒那麼久，但總感覺一切有如被暫停了……221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPsCwR1TSY
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「有時候，人們都會覺得失去了希望，但希望往往出現在一切都結束之後——」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7FJ6Ww93E
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雖然他的聲音是如此冰冷且僵硬，但我卻能感受到其中的溫度。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9CT7SPnrJ
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「你可以尋找一個活著的理由，那可能是一件事、一個物品、一份心意，甚至是一個人。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZHrrPEwO7
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我心中早有答案，但總感覺有些不妥，不過呢我選擇了接受。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSWLsmVykE
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「沒想到你竟說的出如此深奧的話。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc9M3R3VGm
我開玩笑似的說出。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqq0VHsPHf
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「那當然，人家好歹也是有讀過書的——」他快速的答道。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bMZQwkWyn
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我輕笑了一聲，心中覺得他這人越來越有趣了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OLbNiEDIR
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「你幹嘛用這種女生的語氣回答啊！」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGQFVdZs3l
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接著……221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs05zDMbPKA
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一切彷彿都被暫停了……221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vBigZFsuU
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他沒有接下去我的話，取而代之的是永無止境的靜默，莫非我得罪他了？我忽然有些緊張，就如同與他初次見面時一樣的感覺，我聽著病房中不斷消逝的時間「滴、答、滴、答、」就在我懷疑他是否還在這裡時，前方傳來了沉重的鍵盤聲。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUkUvflbFd
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「你……該不會是把我當成……男生了吧？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjXWE67odW
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聽到這句話我立刻發現大事不妙，難道說……我又要搞錯了嗎？221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQne08Ptga
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「是……呀……莫非你其實是……？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstR93hiW7q
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忽然間我的頭感受到了一陣衝擊，我痛苦的叫了出來，暈眩中只聽到她鍵盤的聲音從未聽過……221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceJ0DlCqz8
