一直以來,哥哥都很溫柔。187Please respect copyright.PENANAsHdkLIOJ5f
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……和其他兄妹不同的是,我們第一次見面是在九歲時,那個時候小學幾年級,明明應該無憂無慮和朋友們相處的年紀。187Please respect copyright.PENANA7H7sF5F9xI
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我看見一個不認識的阿姨把哥哥推進了那個大概有我身高兩倍高的衣櫃裡,然後不知道和他說了什麼,零碎地聽到要他乖乖聽話,語氣溫柔地滲人,然後哥哥就這麼被鎖起來。187Please respect copyright.PENANAgHQwSeeqAg
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我像在逛大街一樣看著這個陌生的房子,然後悄悄地走到那個阿姨進去的門邊,看到媽媽跟爸爸站在一起,跟阿姨正在吵架。187Please respect copyright.PENANAZwuW6kFsP5
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都九歲了,也不小了。187Please respect copyright.PENANACBL9sal1bR
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我當然知道那是什麼場景。187Please respect copyright.PENANAvuoFF5kZMN
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他們吵了很久很久,但是,是誰傷害誰……我的表情扭曲成一團,這不是那麼稚嫩的年齡應該擔心的事情,我還以為、我還以為,我多了一個哥哥,但這種想法實在過於天真。187Please respect copyright.PENANAbx0UzFEIH0
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我看到媽媽正有點憂傷的看著那個阿姨,爸爸沒有說話卻輕輕地往媽媽那邊移動,阿姨似乎是注意到這個細節,她的表情比剛剛更難看了,狠狠地瞪著他們兩個,然後——忘記了——然後——我看見阿姨拿起桌上的菸灰缸作勢想砸過去,我嚇得背過去不敢再看,沒有聽到重砸的一聲我才又偷偷地睜開眼睛,發現是爸爸擒住阿姨的手,但阿姨卻開始尖叫,什麼小三……什麼……187Please respect copyright.PENANAOHCGoi9tUB
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她突然地就暈過去了。187Please respect copyright.PENANA91ZexAze9L
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手中的圓形菸灰缸滾落地板,在不平整的面上咕嚕咕嚕地滾過來,裡面的菸灰撒了一地,最後滾到我的腳邊,我卻沒有勇氣撿起來。187Please respect copyright.PENANAwX9mowyfmi
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啊……支離破碎了。187Please respect copyright.PENANA1QelTowQXf
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爸爸把暈過去的阿姨抱出門外,一路上看起來都很焦急,並沒有注意到小小的我站在門外,媽媽也一臉擔憂的探出頭來,然後注意到我小小的身影,一臉錯愕驚慌,看緊拽過我的手臂問我聽到了多少。187Please respect copyright.PENANAPjZTIsFvxT
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全部。我照實回答,我不懂拐彎抹角。187Please respect copyright.PENANARGHAjohb7X
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媽媽又錯愕又生氣,將我的掌心攤開不斷地抽打,但我卻沒辦法感覺到痛,只感覺很生氣、很生氣……明明做錯事的是妳對吧?為甚麼我得受罰呢?這種事情能瞞多久呢……哥哥也知道吧?187Please respect copyright.PENANA3hW0xvNtQo
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我真的可以,叫他哥哥嗎?187Please respect copyright.PENANAo4o2bACg5X
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他會覺得噁心吧。187Please respect copyright.PENANAdaSQv9iXCw
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我大聲尖叫,用力推開媽媽,試圖反抗她,然後隨便亂跑,跑進一間我自己也不知道有甚麼的房間,然後反鎖房門,無論媽媽在外面怎麼敲打怒吼我都不出去。187Please respect copyright.PENANAhzKsNFGYwS
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房內有張全家福,錶框鑲在牆上。187Please respect copyright.PENANAe9tGwXnqry
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沒有我——沒有媽媽——只有笑著的爸爸、阿姨和哥哥,只有他們三個。187Please respect copyright.PENANAKrxdplVZxN
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我是多餘的那個。187Please respect copyright.PENANAiCQ0tSGgPo
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但我哭不出來,思緒在腦袋裡亂成一團,不敢哭,懷疑自己有沒有資格哭,說不定如果沒有我的話一切都還能夠挽回……如果媽媽,沒有把我生下的話,他們是不是還是幸福的一家人呢?187Please respect copyright.PENANAJeTr67S4MG
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半小時後,媽媽才終於放棄讓我出來,接到爸爸的電話後就匆忙趕往醫院了,而我慢慢地開了房門,確定四周無人後才大膽走出來。187Please respect copyright.PENANAGHfFAdgXHb
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我突然想起哥哥。187Please respect copyright.PENANACdB1Qe639l
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已經好幾個小時了,我趕緊小跑步回到剛剛見到哥哥最後一眼的房間,然後從書桌上找到鑰匙,打開了那個鎖住他的囚籠。187Please respect copyright.PENANAgk37SXWXMq
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令人觸目驚心的一幕……木櫃一打開,上面全是密密麻麻的抓痕,甚至有一兩道紅黑色血跡,我看向哥哥的手卻很乾淨,這應該是很久之前留下的了。187Please respect copyright.PENANA2zYItML9qN
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他只是一直顫抖著、小聲啜泣著,直到再次感受到有光線映入,才終於抬頭,懵懵地看著我,像是看到母親,他用抖得厲害的指尖一把摟過我,一直對我喊著謝謝。187Please respect copyright.PENANAF5ateUIhnL
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“謝謝妳。”187Please respect copyright.PENANAGm7km8SIga
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不要謝謝我啊。187Please respect copyright.PENANAUh4ebXRERx
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是我害的,是我啊。187Please respect copyright.PENANAscZwvqf2b6
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是我害的那張全家福落灰了。187Please respect copyright.PENANAVBk0CUUTAl
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怎麼辦呢,是我的錯吧,可是我也不願意啊。187Please respect copyright.PENANA3UyHcBSggO
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我不敢動,只能小小聲的說了句對不起。187Please respect copyright.PENANAd9IB7wghwY
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啪噠。有水聲滴落地板的聲音。187Please respect copyright.PENANAWnw49duQgE
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