「信是所望之事的實底,是未見之事的確據。」378Please respect copyright.PENANAgHN0cqcbtl
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這是我在高三,經歷人生最低潮的時期,最感動我的一句話。378Please respect copyright.PENANASWwc6Lc90U
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高三以前的我,是個再正常不過的女孩。378Please respect copyright.PENANAoqbWZIvKuN
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有著精緻的鵝蛋臉、有著還算不錯的成績,也有個天不怕地不怕的剛強性格。378Please respect copyright.PENANAEy15Y1lTQS
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這樣的我像個平凡的女孩,渴望著談場甜美的戀愛、渴望著考上理想的大學,渴望有個美好的未來。378Please respect copyright.PENANASrCmtClskC
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但是,這樣完好如初的我,直到高三,劇情便漸漸急轉直下……378Please respect copyright.PENANAPQcciiaLmw
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為了考上前幾志願的大學,我夙夜匪懈,日夜苦讀,還因此報名了北車很有名的全科補習班。378Please respect copyright.PENANALQxQ1KZnTg
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為了讀書,我捨棄了一切的娛樂活動,利用一些瑣碎的時間,努力而完全不給自己喘息的機會。378Please respect copyright.PENANAiCrLCAxNpX
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甚至到了連家人要跟我吃早餐,我都不願意,寧可窩在書房裡讀書的程度。378Please respect copyright.PENANACyOnjoaDxy
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這樣努力為了夢想的我,卻在某一天,開始變了調。378Please respect copyright.PENANA9LiLUv4sNM
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我不可抗拒的出現胸悶、頭痛,沒食慾,注意力不集中的症狀,最可怕的是,我的心理狀況。378Please respect copyright.PENANAhW535xTM7A
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我開始畏懼一些無關緊要的事情,害怕最壞的狀況會發生在我身上,心裡不斷強迫自己去思考那些根本不會發生的未來,導致我無法專心上課,書也一個字都讀不進去。378Please respect copyright.PENANAyNNBP0Ce4I
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看著學測日子漸漸逼近,我還記得有一次,我痛苦到跑去導師辦公室,跟老師說我再也忍不住想傷害自己。378Please respect copyright.PENANAnN6NqV8f4V
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老師急忙通知我的家長,我的父母為此還請了假帶我去看醫生。378Please respect copyright.PENANAFn3Htpff7t
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醫生說我是因為壓力太大導致的心理狀態。
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從此,我過著無比折磨的生活。378Please respect copyright.PENANAw4pL6qRPuf
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基本上有上學,我幾乎跑到輔導室;沒上學,我幾乎躺在床上,什麼事都做不了。378Please respect copyright.PENANATRWXtkt0LV
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我很痛苦,學測將近,真的很不解自己為何會受到這樣的命運。378Please respect copyright.PENANAApW6M9G9hB
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直到某天,有位同學帶著聖經來到我的面前。她聽我哭訴,聽我抱怨,並陪伴我讀這本聖經。378Please respect copyright.PENANAaR1b4AJ39k
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「妳覺得我會好嗎?」我帶著哭腔,弱弱的問。378Please respect copyright.PENANAwesi3iPP7c
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「會。」她堅定的說。378Please respect copyright.PENANAHufmGTHQOI
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我疑惑,問她為什麼能那麼肯定?378Please respect copyright.PENANAA3Co4QX5bm
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「因為我相信我的上帝。」她說。378Please respect copyright.PENANAcHb5fl0xoA
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這是我第一次真正遇見神。378Please respect copyright.PENANAjHDpgbrytT
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之後的每一天,那位同學持續不斷的陪我讀聖經,陪我禱告,陪我靈修。378Please respect copyright.PENANA7nwx0z656F
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過不久後,學測成績出來,我落榜了。378Please respect copyright.PENANAtcyFA8dd90
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雖然已是命中註定的事實,但取代難過的是,我開始學會了盼望。378Please respect copyright.PENANATvp9n1oXNa
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「信,是所望之事的實底。」我讀著聖經希伯來書第十一章一節,這句話彷彿就就像燈塔,照亮了我黑暗道路的前方。378Please respect copyright.PENANAP03ELU3OEf
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「是未見之事的確據。」頓時,我流淚了,原來,這就是上帝要我經歷一切的用意。378Please respect copyright.PENANAipOTEFTWCj
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即使黑暗的路再漫長,依舊要相信會有道溫暖的光,仍然在我們左右。378Please respect copyright.PENANA2YF2IFCveJ
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如今,我痊癒了,我可以大聲的說,我不後悔經歷這些。378Please respect copyright.PENANA8qmNCaHo84
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路永遠不是只有一條,我即使落榜,卻還是重考到一間不錯的國立大學。378Please respect copyright.PENANAQOi6DrrUr4
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在經歷人生毀滅之時,我在其中遇見了祢。378Please respect copyright.PENANAutBg4egxFw
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願所有正在經歷黑暗的人,都能找到屬於自己的亮光。378Please respect copyright.PENANAxtcuqndo3o