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No Plagiarism!v9gzOu418EPK78Tt5Ls8posted on PENANA 14 July, 1914, Tuesday, Cloudy224Please respect copyright.PENANADem32hWBdB
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When my son was a young boy, 8964 copyright protection220PENANALYLEWjtrSw 維尼
I took him into the city8964 copyright protection220PENANAL1T5oYVgCE 維尼
To see a marching band.8964 copyright protection220PENANANrrjzvtYIP 維尼
I said, “Son, when you grew up,8964 copyright protection220PENANATW3TBYknPm 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection220PENANARDh4Bt8D4U 維尼
The beaten and the damned?8964 copyright protection220PENANAls76Slvdab 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection220PENANAkSZAKm1wQF 維尼
The plan that they have made.8964 copyright protection220PENANAycqhh86vAH 維尼
Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection220PENANApHmtoPObn3 維尼
Because one day, I would leave you a phantom8964 copyright protection220PENANAeeQVD4JFH2 維尼
To lead you in the summer8964 copyright protection220PENANAVkfnB1EtrH 維尼
To join the black parade.”8964 copyright protection220PENANA5WRKKlg520 維尼
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31 July, 1914, Friday, Foggy8964 copyright protection220PENANA4ZLIS8b3Yf 維尼
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It was time to leave my son,8964 copyright protection220PENANA6xk8uKjMeF 維尼
Although the sky was still dark.8964 copyright protection220PENANAa9Yk5lWm2z 維尼
I saw that he was sleeping peacefully.8964 copyright protection220PENANAVVAimMu7Tv 維尼
But how would he feel when he woke up and could not find me?8964 copyright protection220PENANAXSEl0kEkNU 維尼
How would he feel when he was having dinner on his own?8964 copyright protection220PENANAJf0TWfRXvE 維尼
How would he feel when he had a nightmare and could not find me?8964 copyright protection220PENANA1RTAFIWk4M 維尼
My wife, his mother, left us when she gave birth to him.8964 copyright protection220PENANAqXuJUPdtQi 維尼
And no one was going to accompany him.8964 copyright protection220PENANA2q223linzv 維尼
He was just 10!8964 copyright protection220PENANAugLio2QyGg 維尼
He would be lonely if I left him!8964 copyright protection220PENANAOCjpQD82cO 維尼
Though I was just a poet with a short and weak body,8964 copyright protection220PENANA8DpsvpVAmc 維尼
I still had to protect, to defend, to fight for the country.8964 copyright protection220PENANA6ZapW80Oat 維尼
God, please tell me, what should I do?8964 copyright protection220PENANA351E2U0SHu 維尼
Would I die8964 copyright protection220PENANAwyNI7vaGjY 維尼
Or stay alive?8964 copyright protection220PENANAxUgkxnd8s0 維尼
Would my body be found if I died?8964 copyright protection220PENANAeXW1AINzjr 維尼
So I could formally say belated goodbye and sorry to my son?8964 copyright protection220PENANA7TkoOGS2jm 維尼
Would I become a ghost if I died?8964 copyright protection220PENANAVssE1NyZ6H 維尼
So I could accompany my son until the end?8964 copyright protection220PENANA5MOmNGXaPQ 維尼
God, would you answer me?8964 copyright protection220PENANADFQwnEQ8MU 維尼
God, I was so confused about the future.8964 copyright protection220PENANAm4szyC2gnQ 維尼
I knew the war was nearly beginning.8964 copyright protection220PENANA1eMvHLkndO 維尼
“I would fight for the country.”8964 copyright protection220PENANAJwb8f5Lx1V 維尼
I remember, when I was young, I said it proudly to my dad,8964 copyright protection220PENANA7e6KPqBUR3 維尼
And I wrote many poems, 8964 copyright protection220PENANALVG1uNYO9s 維尼
To tell my son to be brave,8964 copyright protection220PENANAFSMdszGnqg 維尼
To be strong.8964 copyright protection220PENANA3Q2IdVltSn 維尼
But I was afraid…8964 copyright protection220PENANASpmbA1GrpF 維尼
Afraid of dying in the war,8964 copyright protection220PENANAPEbGMNJTcF 維尼
Just liked a loser.8964 copyright protection220PENANAIlQZADKeo9 維尼
God, father, my wife, my son, please forgive me…8964 copyright protection220PENANA8YLcyzKoTn 維尼
Forgive my weakness!8964 copyright protection220PENANAElejLFE1Ax 維尼
I knew I was not a good father8964 copyright protection220PENANAqCggsn84tH 維尼
Because I had to go to the war8964 copyright protection220PENANApkG08JNuVR 維尼
And I did not take on the responsibility of a father.8964 copyright protection220PENANAk6vqX3K7bV 維尼
All I could do was to leave this diary to you.8964 copyright protection220PENANAOFKjJFHwih 維尼
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Son,8964 copyright protection220PENANA6El8bvNdyS 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection220PENANAl17OD4FXEb 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection220PENANAtMRNHxyrJe 維尼
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1 August, 1914, Saturday, Sunny8964 copyright protection220PENANAgAMmw5AMVt 維尼
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Dad, where were you?8964 copyright protection220PENANAPYM8z8Ptxc 維尼
Where did you go?8964 copyright protection220PENANAltpCwvjwbv 維尼
Why did you leave me?8964 copyright protection220PENANAeHmup12Syb 維尼
I was so scared!8964 copyright protection220PENANAzBS9Ns9p09 維尼
Did I do something wrong?8964 copyright protection220PENANATpbuKlogbb 維尼
Therefore you left me?8964 copyright protection220PENANAgkJnDLuQqE 維尼
Dad, please, please come back.8964 copyright protection220PENANAjlSOMk1rUw 維尼
I knew I had done many wrong things before.8964 copyright protection220PENANAZR8i34LRXL 維尼
But Dad, please, please do not hate me!8964 copyright protection220PENANAabCEVKK8dm 維尼
Dad, 8964 copyright protection220PENANA4N0UL1UcM7 維尼
I swore, I would never go home late.8964 copyright protection220PENANAmtYNjsmePA 維尼
I swore, I would never forget to do any homework.8964 copyright protection220PENANAySCDif0a9Z 維尼
I swore, I would never fail the exam.8964 copyright protection220PENANAsjsDUufLij 維尼
I swore, I would never get into any trouble.8964 copyright protection220PENANANd0262B6aZ 維尼
I swore, I would never do any wrong things.8964 copyright protection220PENANAwWcI3GOv0X 維尼
So Dad, could you please come back to me?8964 copyright protection220PENANAauMmUzzl3M 維尼
Did you know, when I looked outside the window,8964 copyright protection220PENANAyn9nMLfSfI 維尼
The golden sunlight was shining on the marching band8964 copyright protection220PENANASsUFOTNAOr 維尼
And the people who sang with them.8964 copyright protection220PENANAKOGs8LPAxk 維尼
I knew how passionate they were,8964 copyright protection220PENANAqeaqM5Abrf 維尼
But I was not passionate,8964 copyright protection220PENANAnkmLyDLvDI 維尼
Because the sun could not get into my heart.8964 copyright protection220PENANAc7JVgPFaRK 維尼
Dad, you are my only sun.8964 copyright protection220PENANAqA7p9SCHRL 維尼
When you left me, 8964 copyright protection220PENANAjCokuFgSAe 維尼
I could only see darkness.8964 copyright protection220PENANAkrn7L685Jo 維尼
I could only hear silence.8964 copyright protection220PENANACE8L7LW5AF 維尼
I could only feel empty.8964 copyright protection220PENANAujWEGKpSPD 維尼
Dad, did you remember,8964 copyright protection220PENANAvT7wvdOqvY 維尼
Once I was sitting on a bench in the park, 8964 copyright protection220PENANAu1Wcr83O88 維尼
Watching the leaves descend slowly and lightly,8964 copyright protection220PENANARJNbMi0VuH 維尼
I asked you, “Dad, will you leave me just like the flower leaves the tree?”8964 copyright protection220PENANAXx0mp6Lh6t 維尼
And you answered me just a simple word,8964 copyright protection220PENANAYCA2J0zrZF 維尼
No.8964 copyright protection220PENANAjjpYu6wOIF 維尼
Dad, you told me not to lie,8964 copyright protection220PENANAzpHtPCiAeP 維尼
But why were you lying?8964 copyright protection220PENANAajHVVS3VPi 維尼
Dad, please come back.8964 copyright protection220PENANAgYjn3Gh3dK 維尼
The roof was leaking,8964 copyright protection220PENANAtMeZ5BGCAz 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection220PENANAoruEtPY9LG 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection220PENANAvmA9XwNFyu 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection220PENANAmrSbbWg3j0 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection220PENANAmYBhMJgAkn 維尼
Things I saw become blurry,8964 copyright protection220PENANABmAfotHsLO 維尼
But you were not here,8964 copyright protection220PENANA02K64YrKbX 維尼
You could not fix it for me,8964 copyright protection220PENANAZrhTHMOYbu 維尼
And I wanted to fix it,8964 copyright protection220PENANAG4Qqs01tvs 維尼
But I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection220PENANAn1bUyqrTiw 維尼
I was not as tall as you, 8964 copyright protection220PENANAsQKmhacZ3b 維尼
I could not fix it myself.8964 copyright protection220PENANAUuNAjjXrco 維尼
Could you please come back?8964 copyright protection220PENANAbOhrzXsG9J 維尼
To help me fix the leaking roof?8964 copyright protection220PENANAU4Xs801Jsf 維尼
I was so confused about the future,8964 copyright protection220PENANAWjFSUIfwEu 維尼
I was so lost without you.8964 copyright protection220PENANA7aReFNUylC 維尼
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15 February, 1919, Saturday, Raining8964 copyright protection220PENANA9jVmApD4UE 維尼
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In the morning,8964 copyright protection220PENANAHGJOAdxz6O 維尼
The doorbell rang,8964 copyright protection220PENANAHwyTDDDDmN 維尼
And brought me back,8964 copyright protection220PENANADalhNLazUm 維尼
From the memory with you,8964 copyright protection220PENANAPVd9nmt5k2 維尼
I opened the door,8964 copyright protection220PENANAVH517Fm2Cr 維尼
And I saw an old man,8964 copyright protection220PENANAGZ53C9mIFF 維尼
Wearing military uniform,8964 copyright protection220PENANAvm6TJeMhPq 維尼
Using a unchanged tone,8964 copyright protection220PENANAYV6pgX3Con 維尼
Just liked a machine,8964 copyright protection220PENANADyRPah5ZHV 維尼
To tell me about your death.8964 copyright protection220PENANAQ2XkcAHMpt 維尼
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I then followed him to the hospital,8964 copyright protection220PENANAql0SIZ8gRY 維尼
But when I passed through the soldier,8964 copyright protection220PENANAH4fUxeaIx9 維尼
That was guarding the door,8964 copyright protection220PENANAGywLW3asej 維尼
And went into your ward,8964 copyright protection220PENANAcBJqO6UFaj 維尼
The room was silence,8964 copyright protection220PENANAT8TXSdT1xy 維尼
I could only see a beautiful straight horizontal line,8964 copyright protection220PENANAFabJVJ73o3 維尼
On a unknown machine,8964 copyright protection220PENANAUYixtZ8HkY 維尼
I walked next to you,8964 copyright protection220PENANAcquC3FSvKD 維尼
I saw your haggard face,8964 copyright protection220PENANAI6NrbfaeZ1 維尼
Without the smile you always shows me,8964 copyright protection220PENANASk4ygK1Xxb 維尼
And I opened your clenched fist,8964 copyright protection220PENANArIWrBnBEN6 維尼
I tried to drag your hand,8964 copyright protection220PENANAGKkufLU8WP 維尼
To feel your temperature,8964 copyright protection220PENANAioNEoVtMbR 維尼
To feel that you are with me,8964 copyright protection220PENANAJRFfzhYf7e 維尼
Just liked what we did when I was small,8964 copyright protection220PENANAp9Iel4ZAwG 維尼
But now,8964 copyright protection220PENANAImqgjsCTyO 維尼
It was cold,8964 copyright protection220PENANActHL7PgeMu 維尼
And stiff.8964 copyright protection220PENANA4DVaJTknAY 維尼
And I saw a paper,8964 copyright protection220PENANAcuRP2hvcIJ 維尼
With some red dots on it,8964 copyright protection220PENANAh8Bkdx0gxf 維尼
That you hold in your hand,8964 copyright protection220PENANAPlHLHbFcni 維尼
I picked it up,8964 copyright protection220PENANAnWSklRYBYl 維尼
And when I opened it,8964 copyright protection220PENANAY3TMsaKO0q 維尼
I saw the words you wrote on it.8964 copyright protection220PENANAzxdG9uUdyp 維尼
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“I tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection220PENANARBGxynQ4u6 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection220PENANASH4K97EWKB 維尼
I do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection220PENANAEX6VWwLMrU 維尼
But I want to be your perfect model.8964 copyright protection220PENANAF3wksgDseg 維尼
I am not afraid to keep on living,8964 copyright protection220PENANAb7ttfI6huM 維尼
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,8964 copyright protection220PENANAYsRlXVToXj 維尼
I know there is nothing I could say,8964 copyright protection220PENANAeu4tDilmmV 維尼
To change that I will leave you,8964 copyright protection220PENANAwR94diO3AI 維尼
But if I stay, will I be forgiven?8964 copyright protection220PENANAdwKvUgwfmU 維尼
Will things be better if I stay?8964 copyright protection220PENANApR0eK6fPBq 維尼
And son,8964 copyright protection220PENANAbto3ddoiVt 維尼
When my time comes,8964 copyright protection220PENANAofWWqqlZsZ 維尼
Forget the wrong that I have done,8964 copyright protection220PENANAZ5pyyKEiNh 維尼
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed,8964 copyright protection220PENANAVqrqQxB36v 維尼
And do not resent me,8964 copyright protection220PENANAZ2lF7zqpXQ 維尼
And when you are feeling empty,8964 copyright protection220PENANAai2wGeLb8k 維尼
Keep me in your memory,8964 copyright protection220PENANA0gwD5pTd3g 維尼
Leave out all the rest,8964 copyright protection220PENANAjTufOshNl6 維尼
Just leave out all the rest.”8964 copyright protection220PENANARZZhGie22a 維尼
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I gently wiped the invisible sand in your eyes,8964 copyright protection220PENANARrpqtdieCN 維尼
And I finally saw your clear eyes,8964 copyright protection220PENANAK8eHtCGh7J 維尼
through the window of the soul,8964 copyright protection220PENANArOXWpeWKry 維尼
I could feel lost,8964 copyright protection220PENANAsuHqLNl0ky 維尼
And tired,8964 copyright protection220PENANAEfuxjXAyYQ 維尼
And lonely,8964 copyright protection220PENANABg25fnBbQA 維尼
And compunction,8964 copyright protection220PENANAlqlBBKPPs1 維尼
And grieved,8964 copyright protection220PENANADObEfPmmUo 維尼
And hurt.8964 copyright protection220PENANAZy1DMrPioA 維尼
I then slightly pulled your eyelid down,8964 copyright protection220PENANAmUAzGBSo32 維尼
To let you sleep peacefully,8964 copyright protection220PENANAWXMp4AiJmk 維尼
But more,8964 copyright protection220PENANA4GnrRPTuuM 維尼
It was to let me not feel those feelings,8964 copyright protection220PENANAxPSt1RhvPy 維尼
Those feelings were knives that stab my heart,8964 copyright protection220PENANA4aicVoGFNn 維尼
It was so painful.8964 copyright protection220PENANAujLU6P9fYU 維尼
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection220PENANAfaMFndhvCJ 維尼
I also tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection220PENANAFBVQhpxJs5 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection220PENANAonOVDBdNA5 維尼
I also do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection220PENANAgiTCUAYOlq 維尼
But I do not want you to worry about me anymore.8964 copyright protection220PENANA0wJ15jqy9I 維尼
However, 8964 copyright protection220PENANALDySMmmb0N 維尼
You are just a man,8964 copyright protection220PENANAznSzYasWwP 維尼
Not a hero,8964 copyright protection220PENANAA954HJiElY 維尼
And I am just a boy,8964 copyright protection220PENANA7X0nEgBm2y 維尼
Not a saviour,8964 copyright protection220PENANAbpC9XV8P3x 維尼
Both of us do not need to be perfect,8964 copyright protection220PENANA4zoH3TGmRG 維尼
Or maybe things would be better if we admit,8964 copyright protection220PENANAvB16sAeM1q 維尼
And accept our imperfections,8964 copyright protection220PENANAdWiu04DlRt 維尼
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection220PENANAXV5K7dwjH0 維尼
I knew you are sleeping,8964 copyright protection220PENANA7BKM2BRgmD 維尼
Because you were so tired,8964 copyright protection220PENANAbLiWDqqQUb 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection220PENANAV3PLRVdmCn 維尼
So your memory would carry on,8964 copyright protection220PENANA0lBRnnRFgA 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection220PENANAPuWSCyyg04 維尼
Because I could take care myself now,8964 copyright protection220PENANAATpnuwdYv8 維尼
So you could continue to rest,8964 copyright protection220PENANA6isZfU24x1 維尼
And did you know,8964 copyright protection220PENANAzXRP3ga3Wx 維尼
The roof was leaking again,8964 copyright protection220PENANAah1QBjnDyW 維尼
Same as five years ago,8964 copyright protection220PENANAn5EtNg15wz 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection220PENANAGS2coMdx03 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection220PENANAuobI5QZzGo 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection220PENANAxLIoV3RvPg 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection220PENANA2oKx34JMwM 維尼
Although I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection220PENANAO4e1xX6Pok 維尼
I was not as tall as you,8964 copyright protection220PENANA5zacQyS3QM 維尼
But you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection220PENANAWueOyBut8O 維尼
Because I could still fix it myself.8964 copyright protection220PENANA6Dic1Zq8Kf 維尼
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection220PENANAiBMOOH8vGH 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection220PENANAlsuJ8iT5r2 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection220PENANAIZWwdyKrPY 維尼
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12 June, 1936, Sunny8964 copyright protection220PENANAZFnsAh6Bc2 維尼
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At night,8964 copyright protection220PENANACDyAfWtI05 維尼
When I arrived home after working,8964 copyright protection220PENANAqSn6cAcFdS 維尼
My son was waiting behind the door,8964 copyright protection220PENANAaZv4nSLPAf 維尼
And asked me excitedly, 8964 copyright protection220PENANAa1zG7LovVI 維尼
To tell him the most memorable thing in my childhood8964 copyright protection220PENANA56aZpIdV8l 維尼
For his life education homework,8964 copyright protection220PENANA8dCrjqZHuq 維尼
I then looked at the thick old diary on his desk,8964 copyright protection220PENANA4j577XVRFt 維尼
Which I gave him as his birthday present,8964 copyright protection220PENANAHmhlFrY9BR 維尼
My mind then flashed back,8964 copyright protection220PENANAfH6dYAYMo1 維尼
To the summer when I was 10,8964 copyright protection220PENANAzL7dd4NLvZ 維尼
And I said,8964 copyright protection220PENANAmEyvyRHKz2 維尼
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“When I was a young boy,8964 copyright protection220PENANABVdyMOYy5n 維尼
My father took me into the city,8964 copyright protection220PENANAA19gEZH02w 維尼
To see a marching band,8964 copyright protection220PENANAKT1c7TWY99 維尼
He said, "Son, when you grow up,8964 copyright protection220PENANA6GL7tAR8u3 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection220PENANAoQ88UdvsDC 維尼
The beaten and the damned?"8964 copyright protection220PENANAFMRbMG7ZEg 維尼
He said, "Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection220PENANAvAjX9F3zJk 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection220PENANA5xTLE5FsNh 維尼
The plans that they have made?"8964 copyright protection220PENANAC3iMCa72AN 維尼
"Because one day, I would leave you a phantom,8964 copyright protection220PENANA8UuH9iYEmH 維尼
To lead you in the summer,8964 copyright protection220PENANAStwPWU8Cym 維尼
To join the black parade"”8964 copyright protection220PENANAatvs2CeYkC 維尼
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