Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.457Please respect copyright.PENANAw4jDBSRhSg
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?457Please respect copyright.PENANArbAhZF99uc
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?457Please respect copyright.PENANAGlOVgxQdmd
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?457Please respect copyright.PENANAinikL4wlU1
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.457Please respect copyright.PENANAnxKL7QdeYt
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.457Please respect copyright.PENANAqHGawowjkm
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 457Please respect copyright.PENANAgTLQKy9X8F
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...457Please respect copyright.PENANA457KjSWYTg
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.457Please respect copyright.PENANAn0GirzMfso
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-457Please respect copyright.PENANAyXnmEEn4qO
Even though it was a prank.
Love....457Please respect copyright.PENANAGP2v8oD7Ov
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...457Please respect copyright.PENANAX6t5ORCdUt
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...457Please respect copyright.PENANA74D37KxtHs
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.457Please respect copyright.PENANAarP5WJXqKU
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.457Please respect copyright.PENANAcwLLOtgzKM
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.457Please respect copyright.PENANAX7E0F14Lcc
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.457Please respect copyright.PENANAzkfhhpkJ8A
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.457Please respect copyright.PENANATMed3dK0X4
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?457Please respect copyright.PENANAo6zAJ1CbeT
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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