I'm somehow alive.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb5MOleQLC
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Yc9HbVo3q
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeVtvFEfPD
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYc4eTwmGj
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWToEGSEtj
Well, it was that kind of day. 438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRrG02UFpb
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOV2wCxkqp
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM12deassa1
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrRgSrG8Mh
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dXBEusI4i
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDhiZ2QLM2
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIOtkyiev6
Much less someone I know.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA23aTkTvfF
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"...Hey. Hey..."438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQYJw6VNvS
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gW75wZMAm
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm0wwo5Dir
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"You...!" 438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6E8CVGUm7
I remember cursing in my head.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC77tVoIex
Ah, fuck.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaj4NbjqgE
Fuck.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNqYtnh93C
It had to be you, didn't it.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Xq1TOmgkf
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcB0CvnC5r
Teacher's pet.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp1q6qR7H4
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd1jRevMFt
The class president.
