I'm somehow alive.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSAObwLAbq
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwPEh28uZp
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypm6IlP0Dp
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrDvfVLych
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Rs6wxXFdO
Well, it was that kind of day. 312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jmycttuPK
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1F02PkEXz
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6rEe8zwza
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd583aPzYE
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC0kIFcEc6
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexGS8oFtxn
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgIlJqpdQS
Much less someone I know.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR2EfGAnyt
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"...Hey. Hey..."312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DazRykC47
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvZB7a90M9
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV6JvGQf03
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"You...!" 312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0RYRtpuA0
I remember cursing in my head.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun19i76daL
Ah, fuck.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoGRABTonC
Fuck.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6CmgyhftF
It had to be you, didn't it.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSYYadL9dJ
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eGCTFqWQj
Teacher's pet.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnvZKztvCV
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0d8A6DEvp
The class president.
