I'm somehow alive.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhubZ4HR4q6
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6nguUcsnC
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJYKtb0tmG
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6wApVo7Gg
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXSZj0S8wY
Well, it was that kind of day. 436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoPGUaJjVY
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJrmT2A8Pc
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lNxdxABPC
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiw5fCpN8h
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RopPJPsdw
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxBz5c133O
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rK28505ev
Much less someone I know.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUh2b5jRaU
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"...Hey. Hey..."436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6P8uX7tM9
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH1999WtPx
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS7NiBhhKD
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"You...!" 436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETTZZRzPJ0
I remember cursing in my head.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI9b5wP4DK
Ah, fuck.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAD5pQSAYzI
Fuck.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGf9GLyJ61
It had to be you, didn't it.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9BJNTc8ze
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAatXj6fCMD
Teacher's pet.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXAvUuPuau
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR2TK47njW
The class president.
