那天的台北和柏林一樣冷。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb3Qzy4wP7
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「品辰，你有四號電池嗎？」楊宇涵敲響許品辰的房門，他身上穿著舊T恤和運動褲充當睡衣，楊宇涵似乎畏寒，在室內也穿著羽絨背心跟毛茸茸的襪子。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKDyNXTvob
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許品辰轉頭翻找了一會，然而他家沒有四號電池。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2TnpSYEhz
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「怎麼了嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaURO1OWq0S
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「我帶來的夜燈沒有電了。沒關係，我去一下超商就好。」楊宇涵困擾地露出苦笑，許品辰跟著皺起眉頭。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawIkXfLnMx
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「外面很冷，而且你一個人去也不太好。還是我去幫你買？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK9rzemEFe
74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rPRWFQ1jw
他們雖然都是男人，但楊宇涵的第二性別是Omega，許品辰則是個Alpha。房子附近的小巷昏暗，他總不放心讓宇涵哥一個人大半夜步行到超商。況且，楊宇涵是來他家借住的，既然來者是客，許品辰覺得自己有照顧好宇涵哥的義務。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVi4VRpTCP
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楊宇涵低頭思忖，爾後猶豫地開口，「算了，明天再買吧。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzqWqQWogM
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「宇涵哥，你不是怕黑嗎？」許品辰擔心地詢問。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGX1aX56mH
74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WKKk7NjYv
「我吃了安眠藥⋯⋯應該可以睡得著。」楊宇涵輕嘆一口氣，他正要轉頭回客房，卻被輕輕握住了手腕。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSxuGkULwi
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「如果你怕，可以跟我睡。」快要耗盡勇氣，許品辰才開口，他個性並不大膽，也沒有跟非交往中的Omega同床共眠過。像是害怕楊宇涵誤會，他又再補上一句：74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wNYgBnBd6
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「因為我房間的燈可以調小。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8jFB9Z44N
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楊宇涵似乎覺得好笑，唇角揚起了細微的幅度。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuccMfULrM
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「我也可以帶著防咬套睡。」許品辰接連補充，楊宇涵忍俊不禁，噗哧一笑。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf504mYeouw
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「好貼心喔。」楊宇涵朝他挑了挑手指，他便乖巧地彎身低頭，楊宇涵順勢伸手揉亂他的頭髮，「但是不用。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC576vVBdY3
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他將楊宇涵的意思理解成——楊宇涵可以自己睡，許品辰莫名其妙地失望，但很快平復了表情。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a45KacXXL
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「不用戴防咬套，我又沒有不讓你咬。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc3j39FVNw
74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXgWDGQGmU
楊宇涵笑盈盈地開口，一句雙重否定的話，在許品辰腦中繞了幾秒，他覺得自己的CPU在燒，隨後羞赧地漲紅了臉。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUMyLNPE0V
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真的躺上床的時候，許品辰倒是什麼也不敢做，端正了自己的睡姿，手掌緊貼著大腿外側，躺得規矩而筆直。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo5dKDSCp2
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「開著小燈你會不會睡不著？」楊宇涵問道。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUcTq6Yoqs
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他吞了吞口水。楊宇涵就躺在他的身側，這點更令他睡不著，但他還是故作輕鬆。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbH3FSjqMYj
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「不會啦，我很好入睡。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwfRTNCVOa
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許品辰緊緊閉上雙眼，在心中數羊催眠自己。楊宇涵在旁邊翻了兩次身，又換了一會姿勢。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOYftQFdni
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「怎麼了，你冷嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtR7y4yX6J
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「冷呀。」許品辰聽見身側的楊宇涵回答，忽地，一隻靈活而冰涼的手鑽進了許品辰的掌心，下一秒，略微粗啞低沈的嗓音鑽進耳道：74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj1rm7KKym
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「那你的體溫讓我偷一下？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHARk3NjSm
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許品辰的掌心立即出了汗。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73C3JPNyGL
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「⋯⋯好。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Foya6DmH4
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「真慷慨。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjykJjUXEG
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他仍然沒有睜眼，腦海裡卻想像著楊宇涵的笑容，楊宇涵笑的時候會瞇眼，左臉會出現小小的單邊梨渦。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoc509BMMo
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原先只是牽著一隻手，楊宇涵很快便變成環抱他的手臂，整個人貼了上來。許品辰感受到自己的呼吸滯了幾秒，楊宇涵似乎也察覺了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7MUt7ZgOy
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「品辰緊張嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMUP5Iucmp
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「不緊張。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOyWpwLMya
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「但是我好緊張。」楊宇涵說道，許品辰倒是在心裡吐槽——楊宇涵哪裡緊張了，明明就是老手。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAYIiA9BxN
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冰涼的手貼上了許品辰的臉側，又捏了捏他的臉。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vtvCO18Ca
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「你好可愛。」楊宇涵笑道，「你這麼純情，是不是不跟曖昧對象接吻？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuge1lpyge1
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「我沒有跟曖昧對象接吻過。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq98BeTqYY
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「那可以到哪一步？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb0cOelQY1
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「牽手吧。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7YTJVei90
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「那今天就只牽手吧。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VY16DcL3H
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楊宇涵輕輕嘆氣，乖乖躺回他身旁，許品辰卻埋進了楊宇涵的肩膀。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmQqZu5yTr
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「宇涵哥哥。」許品辰的聲音有些顫抖。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV6z7fKjTZ
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「哦？要破壞自己的原則？」楊宇涵調笑。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkXWqV7BtN
74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DG1jikTLj
許品辰默默點了點頭，鬈髮搔著楊宇涵的下巴。楊宇涵沒再繼續調戲他，只是轉身抱住許品辰，手指不安分地觸上他的耳垂，又揉了一圈耳廓，逐漸按摩向耳後的肌膚，最後托住他的後腦勺。楊宇涵帶有牙膏香味的唇瓣停留他的鼻樑上，落下輕柔的觸碰，沒有親嘴，只是繼續向下，在許品辰剛刮完鬍子的下巴磨蹭幾下，最後停在他的喉結上輕咬啃噬。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOIyb1V9DL
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許品辰感覺自己的血液正往下衝。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd7EosX2de
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他伸手抬起楊宇涵的下巴，嘴唇相貼。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss4k0ZUCq0
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楊宇涵毫不猶豫地加深這個吻，靈活地撬開許品辰的嘴，許品辰的舌頭被對方吸得發麻，只能笨拙地在空隙間舔舐楊宇涵，像一頭動情的小獸。他暈眩的腦袋閃過了無數思緒，最後停留在「楊宇涵的吻技開掛了」的念頭。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FQKBdhTJk
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兩人的唇齒分離時，拉出一條唾液的細絲，楊宇涵笑著用指腹抹去口水。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ070KsceMsV
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「我們這樣會不會太快了？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf5ldqdMIr
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許品辰微喘，忍不住問。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIvhIBgry5
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楊宇涵被這個問題哽住，「快嗎？我們都曖昧一個月了。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29Eas8OCmP
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「嗯⋯⋯」許品辰偷偷喬了一下自己微熱腫脹的褲襠。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD1wHTYUlw
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「沒關係，我可以等你準備好。」楊宇涵沒有注意到他的小動作，親暱地伸手捏了他的腰間肉，「等你準備好，我就跟你告白。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegEYTSW1rm
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當晚，許品辰花了很久才入眠。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9L6Ie2Oof
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他夢見了楊宇涵與他的初見。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIcpIbi8gu
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咖啡廳門口的年輕男人一身鼠尾草綠的毛衣，搭配灰色的小高領針織衫和落地西裝褲。成人口罩掛在他小小的臉蛋，居然顯得過大，甚至略為戳到眼下的臥蟬，雖然大半張臉被口罩遮住，但遮不住眉宇間溫文儒雅的氣質。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c9r8WBsu5
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「Noel。」他輕輕喚了一聲，男人便抬頭，笑彎了雙眼。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDamE0f1UKz
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「別再叫我軟體上的名字了，聽起來好彆扭喔。我真名叫楊宇涵，直接叫宇涵就好。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHJfhrbbHw
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許品辰點頭稱好，叫了一聲宇涵哥。楊宇涵迎向前擁抱了一下他，後頸貼了抑制貼片，即便貼得很近，仍然聞不到半點費洛蒙。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MFbLsra7w
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其實他們已經先聊了半個月，許品辰才敢跟楊宇涵見面，他是怕生的人，如果沒有足夠的認識基礎，見面肯定會尷尬。楊宇涵是一個雜誌社的美術編輯，許品辰則是工程師。明明兩人的domain knowledge大相徑庭，楊宇涵卻能讓話題總是不間斷，有著恰到好處的熱情。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSryhuLFvM
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楊宇涵說過的事，他都記得，像是前男友故事集，像是對藝術的熱忱，像是怕黑。楊宇涵說，夢境愈五彩斑斕，真實的夜愈闃黑、愈濃稠，總是爭先恐後地淹入鼻腔，最後連呼吸都做不到。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1scARh4MMo
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他心疼宇涵哥，也意識到自己喜歡上這個不同世界的男人。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8HCXQsh1r
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而楊宇涵對他的好感也早就溢於言表，聽說他沒被追過，楊宇涵就說要對他告白。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAbj5gSisi
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在同床共眠那日後，許品辰繼續過著他的獨居生活，差別是，他一個人在黑暗裡的時候，總是會想起宇涵哥撩人心弦的吻。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XekLdfca8
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不過，楊宇涵假日偶爾會來睡。楊宇涵愈來愈習慣在睡前吻他，他則慢慢習得以唇齒回應。楊宇涵喜歡邊親邊喘，起先許品辰以為是克制不住而溢出唇間的呻吟，直到楊宇涵親口承認，他是刻意喘來助興的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8CEW7LwZy
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「喜歡我喘嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyJZLMhHOS
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「喜歡⋯⋯」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHGpbnMe6b
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「等你準備好我就告白，我寫了一封長信給你。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA7oCF7SxT
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「那我也要寫。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiQIfjB6WE
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他們許諾好要寫信給彼此，確認關係當天卻連拆封都來不及。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc66cCIeqY
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許品辰的易感期跟楊宇涵的發情期撞在一起。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOPWhPVUU1
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先是燥熱的手指相扣，再來是唇瓣相貼。楊宇涵的吻不斷落在他的身上，嘴裡的情話連連。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WoDmRKjB4
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「寶貝，你是茉莉味的Alpha耶，好可愛好香。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5YPiolWgX
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「你幹幹我好不好，我好想要你。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVQgIrMmre
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許品辰已經完全硬挺，嘴裡卻是純情的要求。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGnSJrOPDh
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「宇涵哥哥，快點跟我告白，我想答應你了。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyptGFqZpQp
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「跟我在一起吧。」楊宇涵在吻的間隙開口，許品辰匆忙地點頭，然後就被楊宇涵扒下皮帶。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGOi5ov9mG
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於是他當晚得知了，他的宇涵哥哥真正爽的時候，跟接吻時助興的叫法不同。靡靡水聲間雜著綿長的低吟和喘息，疼痛的摩擦讓楊宇涵的眼眶蓄滿生理淚水，於是他失神地閉上雙眼。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDNBzTlM50
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「哥哥，看著我嘛。」許品辰親吻他顫抖的眼睫，撒嬌地要求道。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP7UYIHkZq
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快感積累地太過洶湧，許品辰很快就射了。楊宇涵明明在發情期，卻沒有他敏感，一直到後半夜用玩具插得盡興了才高潮。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cLlYxSI81
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「對不起哥哥，我下次會表現得更好。」許品辰愧疚地說，楊宇涵溫柔地安撫他、摸摸他的頭。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCcnQclnEB
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許品辰陪楊宇涵纏綿了整個發情期，在下一次發情期來到前，楊宇涵搬進了許品辰的房子。那是許品辰父母買給他的房子，2LDK的家庭式套房。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lUrO4D6fp
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但其實楊宇涵也沒有睡過自己的房間幾次，他的房間拿來堆放英搖專輯跟純文學書籍，許品辰的房間拿來睡覺。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKXIVtewJ5
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楊宇涵怕黑，於是許品辰也習慣了開著燈睡。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT97dypshoJ
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如果不是發生那件事，也許他們會一直很幸福。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3ANgBxO75
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那是如平常一樣的日子，楊宇涵刷完牙便躺在他的身側，許品辰伸手將頂燈調成最小的亮度。床頭櫃的手機震了幾聲，於是楊宇涵抓起手機，在昏暗的光線下回了一則訊息。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexqgBShXPm
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「宇涵哥哥，熄燈了不要玩手機，會飛蚊症的。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmu0bgYW73
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楊宇涵笑著答好，卻起身走出房間。被扔在床上的手機再次震動，於是許品辰撈起了手機。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaUZetOztc
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【童恩：奇萊後書也在你那嗎？】74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB4HjislV7
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掃過鎖定畫面的訊息，許品辰很快想起這個名字。童恩，楊宇涵的前男友。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL6GtrZTlE
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楊宇涵在認識許品辰的時候，剛跟前男友分手。於是許品辰其實聽聞很多童恩的事，大部分都是楊宇涵的種種抱怨。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYGL7HJhTF
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楊宇涵好像只是去確認藏書，很快就折回房間，見許品辰醒著，便主動去吻許品辰。許品辰別過頭去，於是吻只落在他的臉頰上。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzynKvsb1PM
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「你跟童恩還有聯繫嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkDzzganAq
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楊宇涵發愣，隨後眉頭低垂。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwb2dicaq7
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「你看我手機？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeYAtsVceM
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許品辰沒有說話，楊宇涵嘆了一口氣，主動解釋。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHr5FXPMp2
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「只是他要回國了，他借我的書我一直沒還。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6O7A41zOQ
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許品辰很早就知道，社群媒體很可能是潘朵拉的盒子，包含他男朋友的推特。要找到楊宇涵的帳號並不困難，他只需要藉口幫楊宇涵更新瀏覽器外掛，對方就會放心地交出自己的電腦。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBOEhJ1VC9
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甚至都不用駭。而且那還是個公開帳號，他只要記住ID就好。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsegFWkGr9Z
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許品辰開始看楊宇涵過往的推特，就真的一發不可收拾。循著楊宇涵的帳號，立刻就能找到童恩，他們是彼此最活躍回推的追蹤者。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNIH06i5EF
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楊宇涵是個狡猾的人，他可以輕易提起前男友的壞，卻不曾開口說過去有多愛。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GdgwSKI37
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楊宇涵很久沒更新推特，所以時間軸還停留在他跟童恩的熱戀期，楊宇涵不是楊宇涵，也不是洋氣的Neol，他是よる君。其實據那些推文，楊宇涵是よる君，但不等於よる君。よる君是抗拒喜歡童恩學長、又為之深深著迷的人格。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctlbBl0nUW
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屬於他這種理工男很難理解的設定。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RHiOd1gVw
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許品辰會自虐地雙開視窗，左右對照著兩個人推特的時間軸，他幾乎能拼湊出整個故事，童恩風流又迷人，現在看來游刃有餘的楊宇涵才是沒有安全感的那方。童恩是個Beta，所以他們之間也沒有AO標記——不曾被庸俗的情慾束縛，兩人之間只有純粹的靈魂牽引。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNQKVgheUv
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童恩去了德國讀哲學博士，楊宇涵始終擔心著童恩出軌，因此在仍然最愛他的時刻，斷然選擇分手。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx1daN2nou
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至於許品辰這個人，自始不存在。楊宇涵在推特變成Ｘ之後就不玩了，他們的相遇都是後來的事。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CSxCP338j
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よる君曾經發推說到雞尾酒會效應。人類的大腦具備一種能力，去選擇性地注意環境裡重要的訊號，忽略掉其他不必要的背景雜音。愛情中的よる君似乎有一種能力，精準地在這嘈雜的世界裡，捕捉到童恩釋出的訊號。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMc8Pkpggq
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至於那些背景雜音，大腦其實都接收到了，只是忽略。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEfaVfIFyq
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許品辰也很擅長忽略。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ePTNINfo5
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宇涵哥哥口中的「我有一個朋友」，我有一個朋友喜歡Blur、我有一個朋友愛讀馬奎斯、我有一個朋友沈迷東部的海，其實都是同個朋友。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaagzsgJyJo
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一下子通通想起來其實並不好受。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHANUme5vt7
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童恩推特上放了某張房間照，書籍在床尾的地板堆得高聳，看起來隨時會崩落一般。許品辰告誡自己不要放大、不要細細去看書名，否則那種既視感，彷彿他走進了他家的客房。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAUOKi5CCx
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許品辰也不是故意要跟楊宇涵吵這個。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSxuF9Kgfs
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只是他夢到了楊宇涵。第一次見面那天，他其實比楊宇涵早到，由於咖啡廳限時，他便先到對面超商等，由於前晚興奮地失眠，於是他買了罐能量飲料，坐在座位區複習聊天記錄。隔著玻璃，他看見頎長的男人緩步走向咖啡廳門口。他發呆的時候，會看著楊宇涵的line頭貼失神，所以雖然男人戴著口罩，他也能辨認出那就是楊宇涵。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp20SCkZT7z
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他輕輕喚了一聲，男人便抬頭，笑彎了雙眼。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHPY2tjm0p
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其實他有種直覺，楊宇涵口罩下的嘴角根本沒有笑，只是瞇起了雙眼假裝。他水腫的眼皮殘留著一抹紅，明顯是剛哭過。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr22UNTmhCY
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為了誰哭，毋庸置疑。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4oww9mWlH
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許品辰醒來後，又發覺楊宇涵正在全身鏡前整理衣襟。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoVE7X3n80
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「你睡得好晚。」許品辰從背後摟住楊宇涵，楊宇涵便自然地側頭吻他。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonCWzMELy8
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「不是假日嗎？你要去哪？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFGNEwnJmv
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「機場。」楊宇涵抓了一下頭髮，好像非常在意自己的儀容。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9722osSSy
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「為什麼還要聯絡？明明封鎖就好了，為什麼還要回他的ig限動？為什麼還要約吃飯？為什麼要去接機？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzR73IYYnl
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他發覺自己失控地傾倒所有話語，楊宇涵被他放大音量的質問嚇了一跳，好似非常害怕他生氣。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSkMHcEsnT
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「我跟他分手了，但還是朋友呀。」楊宇涵解釋，「不要鬧好不好，乖乖。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCSPVwwQgm
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許品辰神色愈發陰鷙，因為楊宇涵完全當他在胡鬧。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEpG0bMBm7
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楊宇涵看了一眼手錶，「回來我再跟你談。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWjhQxif8f
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「我是你本能的選擇，他是你心的選擇，對嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKjKTPoaS3
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許品辰以為楊宇涵會服軟，會跟平常一樣哄哄他，但楊宇涵只是站在原地，抬手揉了揉眉間的皺褶。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsePGDqLPZ3
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「如果你要這麼想，我也沒有辦法。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPiLebnheX
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要不是許品辰確認過那是他男朋友的推特，よる君跟現在的楊宇涵實在差得太遠了。よる君會因為缺乏安全感而跟童恩分手，楊宇涵卻不曾表露出一點沒有安全感。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28Yekhy7sr
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許品辰身上留著其他Omega同事的氣味，楊宇涵開車來公司載他的時候，眉頭也不曾皺過一下。同樣地，楊宇涵其實也不太能接受許品辰展現出Alpha的佔有慾或不安全感。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsB8J4oPCG
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「你長得好看、工作待遇好、家裡有錢，我這麼普通還高攀你，你有什麼好沒安全感的？是我該沒安全感吧。」楊宇涵總是開玩笑打趣他。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIMWuGKvQo
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許品辰治不好自己的沒安全感，跟楊宇涵大吵一架後，楊宇涵不回家了，也沒提分手，只傳訊息說等雙方都冷靜下來再談。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxRAcE2cP0
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楊宇涵不在，他本來可以直接熄燈，但他做不到。熄燈瞬間，楊宇涵與他的種種畫面便如幻燈片閃現。他一個人蜷縮在床上，按亮了小小的螢幕，在光線滅去之際——74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1FFd5pEXd
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