那天的台北和柏林一樣冷。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZPOHyxgfb
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEQclHTWCt
「品辰，你有四號電池嗎？」楊宇涵敲響許品辰的房門，他身上穿著舊T恤和運動褲充當睡衣，楊宇涵似乎畏寒，在室內也穿著羽絨背心跟毛茸茸的襪子。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38CDLi8ioW
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SLcAqRayi
許品辰轉頭翻找了一會，然而他家沒有四號電池。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ugAbB0HS1
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fjON63Zuq
「怎麼了嗎？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDkfgkWsCC
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXaK2wm05v
「我帶來的夜燈沒有電了。沒關係，我去一下超商就好。」楊宇涵困擾地露出苦笑，許品辰跟著皺起眉頭。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo68LagHU4n
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhPpt5F527
「外面很冷，而且你一個人去也不太好。還是我去幫你買？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE75fkAH2F
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08t0r2tmCR
他們雖然都是男人，但楊宇涵的第二性別是Omega，許品辰則是個Alpha。房子附近的小巷昏暗，他總不放心讓宇涵哥一個人大半夜步行到超商。況且，楊宇涵是來他家借住的，既然來者是客，許品辰覺得自己有照顧好宇涵哥的義務。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HrkegJxnT
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7eaoE2fIw
楊宇涵低頭思忖，爾後猶豫地開口，「算了，明天再買吧。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aLyyhaDv0
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3xMKic1WW
「宇涵哥，你不是怕黑嗎？」許品辰擔心地詢問。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhxrHSrW6M
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS8KGnFYsh
「我吃了安眠藥⋯⋯應該可以睡得著。」楊宇涵輕嘆一口氣，他正要轉頭回客房，卻被輕輕握住了手腕。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx6FM36kue
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D58YB3N7j
「如果你怕，可以跟我睡。」快要耗盡勇氣，許品辰才開口，他個性並不大膽，也沒有跟非交往中的Omega同床共眠過。像是害怕楊宇涵誤會，他又再補上一句：81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4tjYPI7FD
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnCILDwJHU
「因為我房間的燈可以調小。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR59YORbUqC
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPMKva82g3
楊宇涵似乎覺得好笑，唇角揚起了細微的幅度。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NpnROuV29
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tfwGERMQp
「我也可以帶著防咬套睡。」許品辰接連補充，楊宇涵忍俊不禁，噗哧一笑。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CRxMDVQMp
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHOeniiFBq
「好貼心喔。」楊宇涵朝他挑了挑手指，他便乖巧地彎身低頭，楊宇涵順勢伸手揉亂他的頭髮，「但是不用。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQIm200saY
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTWkHawYfk
他將楊宇涵的意思理解成——楊宇涵可以自己睡，許品辰莫名其妙地失望，但很快平復了表情。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGOwRdfNRk
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3WuFNbVrL
「不用戴防咬套，我又沒有不讓你咬。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpoqifbFhT
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRRXpZSfIj
楊宇涵笑盈盈地開口，一句雙重否定的話，在許品辰腦中繞了幾秒，他覺得自己的CPU在燒，隨後羞赧地漲紅了臉。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLi35YAEcr
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真的躺上床的時候，許品辰倒是什麼也不敢做，端正了自己的睡姿，手掌緊貼著大腿外側，躺得規矩而筆直。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lDMitXD7d
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25XWKRgy1E
「開著小燈你會不會睡不著？」楊宇涵問道。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz82kasCgr
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9FzfnxQop
他吞了吞口水。楊宇涵就躺在他的身側，這點更令他睡不著，但他還是故作輕鬆。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYchgVftfs1
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6adKTPNqqF
「不會啦，我很好入睡。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4denVyy3e8
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rC4n5afeN
許品辰緊緊閉上雙眼，在心中數羊催眠自己。楊宇涵在旁邊翻了兩次身，又換了一會姿勢。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCAMlVeNeu
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IB4os550F
「怎麼了，你冷嗎？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO09vThstcw
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPUx6oxTDK
「冷呀。」許品辰聽見身側的楊宇涵回答，忽地，一隻靈活而冰涼的手鑽進了許品辰的掌心，下一秒，略微粗啞低沈的嗓音鑽進耳道：81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4IXUvKbM2
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「那你的體溫讓我偷一下？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JtFy0GezJ
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKIIzlQ14V
許品辰的掌心立即出了汗。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKVpqjZNW2
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「⋯⋯好。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mCtuyHINc
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「真慷慨。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEMilJbuLt
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他仍然沒有睜眼，腦海裡卻想像著楊宇涵的笑容，楊宇涵笑的時候會瞇眼，左臉會出現小小的單邊梨渦。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXttM81U21Y
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原先只是牽著一隻手，楊宇涵很快便變成環抱他的手臂，整個人貼了上來。許品辰感受到自己的呼吸滯了幾秒，楊宇涵似乎也察覺了。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADkk4MScgO
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「品辰緊張嗎？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKLZMICfjw
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jvZEs5xNY
「不緊張。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbLeRnPtfe
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q5xvF1fSL
「但是我好緊張。」楊宇涵說道，許品辰倒是在心裡吐槽——楊宇涵哪裡緊張了，明明就是老手。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXyk4ZuMVy
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YQhcifWMl
冰涼的手貼上了許品辰的臉側，又捏了捏他的臉。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy4b4z2BBO
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl5PE8nbdE
「你好可愛。」楊宇涵笑道，「你這麼純情，是不是不跟曖昧對象接吻？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVtZwyIjZX
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs70ScdbIpH
「我沒有跟曖昧對象接吻過。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKsl48Pw5U
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKYxNj0T1f
「那可以到哪一步？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZiZpVcVQK
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「牽手吧。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEEEaAoPtr
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNYTA9jOUo
「那今天就只牽手吧。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZttzsSShQW
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4i5hL7Ptk
楊宇涵輕輕嘆氣，乖乖躺回他身旁，許品辰卻埋進了楊宇涵的肩膀。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1Kp4wKeI5
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRs8SJDfy8
「宇涵哥哥。」許品辰的聲音有些顫抖。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcIhbMjOgo
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IZDuhIZTO
「哦？要破壞自己的原則？」楊宇涵調笑。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwjIq6syuA
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPoqFp0WbG
許品辰默默點了點頭，鬈髮搔著楊宇涵的下巴。楊宇涵沒再繼續調戲他，只是轉身抱住許品辰，手指不安分地觸上他的耳垂，又揉了一圈耳廓，逐漸按摩向耳後的肌膚，最後托住他的後腦勺。楊宇涵帶有牙膏香味的唇瓣停留他的鼻樑上，落下輕柔的觸碰，沒有親嘴，只是繼續向下，在許品辰剛刮完鬍子的下巴磨蹭幾下，最後停在他的喉結上輕咬啃噬。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8Vu7zS0eW
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7MSbhB5JD
許品辰感覺自己的血液正往下衝。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc98h3p61p
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z2buDgQwV
他伸手抬起楊宇涵的下巴，嘴唇相貼。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ571kdQUyuz
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楊宇涵毫不猶豫地加深這個吻，靈活地撬開許品辰的嘴，許品辰的舌頭被對方吸得發麻，只能笨拙地在空隙間舔舐楊宇涵，像一頭動情的小獸。他暈眩的腦袋閃過了無數思緒，最後停留在「楊宇涵的吻技開掛了」的念頭。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWw0sp2hs1
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROZJ3W6EZL
兩人的唇齒分離時，拉出一條唾液的細絲，楊宇涵笑著用指腹抹去口水。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3eblGUzbF
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB89kCSQWED
「我們這樣會不會太快了？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPPVs9YZFg
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmBtUrDQZn
許品辰微喘，忍不住問。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneG9VG0ETD
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P0iHqZxNH
楊宇涵被這個問題哽住，「快嗎？我們都曖昧一個月了。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAWD2lsXzw
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUblt3xbTk
「嗯⋯⋯」許品辰偷偷喬了一下自己微熱腫脹的褲襠。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mCNBHbgr6
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhQ5dHOnF6
「沒關係，我可以等你準備好。」楊宇涵沒有注意到他的小動作，親暱地伸手捏了他的腰間肉，「等你準備好，我就跟你告白。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dhYXdxRJa
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當晚，許品辰花了很久才入眠。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJRxwgoiEB
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他夢見了楊宇涵與他的初見。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5CsDYcYV3
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo8f9Wqi3L
咖啡廳門口的年輕男人一身鼠尾草綠的毛衣，搭配灰色的小高領針織衫和落地西裝褲。成人口罩掛在他小小的臉蛋，居然顯得過大，甚至略為戳到眼下的臥蟬，雖然大半張臉被口罩遮住，但遮不住眉宇間溫文儒雅的氣質。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4X9cuoSEY
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1imRJjoUx2
「Noel。」他輕輕喚了一聲，男人便抬頭，笑彎了雙眼。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdWfBIPEY3
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO1BqEZIzK
「別再叫我軟體上的名字了，聽起來好彆扭喔。我真名叫楊宇涵，直接叫宇涵就好。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Uyhz3jVBG
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許品辰點頭稱好，叫了一聲宇涵哥。楊宇涵迎向前擁抱了一下他，後頸貼了抑制貼片，即便貼得很近，仍然聞不到半點費洛蒙。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs0O1JOpp5
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其實他們已經先聊了半個月，許品辰才敢跟楊宇涵見面，他是怕生的人，如果沒有足夠的認識基礎，見面肯定會尷尬。楊宇涵是一個雜誌社的美術編輯，許品辰則是工程師。明明兩人的domain knowledge大相徑庭，楊宇涵卻能讓話題總是不間斷，有著恰到好處的熱情。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWS9sjcKwD
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qwDxz5QgA
楊宇涵說過的事，他都記得，像是前男友故事集，像是對藝術的熱忱，像是怕黑。楊宇涵說，夢境愈五彩斑斕，真實的夜愈闃黑、愈濃稠，總是爭先恐後地淹入鼻腔，最後連呼吸都做不到。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuFg9zqtaV
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他心疼宇涵哥，也意識到自己喜歡上這個不同世界的男人。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O4KmVILxc
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而楊宇涵對他的好感也早就溢於言表，聽說他沒被追過，楊宇涵就說要對他告白。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6UqKM1Qwj
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在同床共眠那日後，許品辰繼續過著他的獨居生活，差別是，他一個人在黑暗裡的時候，總是會想起宇涵哥撩人心弦的吻。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsm4ficRkZ
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不過，楊宇涵假日偶爾會來睡。楊宇涵愈來愈習慣在睡前吻他，他則慢慢習得以唇齒回應。楊宇涵喜歡邊親邊喘，起先許品辰以為是克制不住而溢出唇間的呻吟，直到楊宇涵親口承認，他是刻意喘來助興的。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKXo8ZeOu0
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「喜歡我喘嗎？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkopPG4bvcW
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「喜歡⋯⋯」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtvVyrHFtj
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「等你準備好我就告白，我寫了一封長信給你。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmYudaOfpf
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「那我也要寫。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNCS2inxqq
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他們許諾好要寫信給彼此，確認關係當天卻連拆封都來不及。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjyeZvbZZo
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許品辰的易感期跟楊宇涵的發情期撞在一起。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgJ4b4Nq1E
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先是燥熱的手指相扣，再來是唇瓣相貼。楊宇涵的吻不斷落在他的身上，嘴裡的情話連連。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Gft0JpajY
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「寶貝，你是茉莉味的Alpha耶，好可愛好香。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFfwGwVG4D
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「你幹幹我好不好，我好想要你。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHZtstRpPj
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許品辰已經完全硬挺，嘴裡卻是純情的要求。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PsdKTDcmX
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「宇涵哥哥，快點跟我告白，我想答應你了。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUADRo01xQ
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「跟我在一起吧。」楊宇涵在吻的間隙開口，許品辰匆忙地點頭，然後就被楊宇涵扒下皮帶。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCPYiEvi6k
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於是他當晚得知了，他的宇涵哥哥真正爽的時候，跟接吻時助興的叫法不同。靡靡水聲間雜著綿長的低吟和喘息，疼痛的摩擦讓楊宇涵的眼眶蓄滿生理淚水，於是他失神地閉上雙眼。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XIvBtz3bp
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「哥哥，看著我嘛。」許品辰親吻他顫抖的眼睫，撒嬌地要求道。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkxq0jgo7h
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快感積累地太過洶湧，許品辰很快就射了。楊宇涵明明在發情期，卻沒有他敏感，一直到後半夜用玩具插得盡興了才高潮。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg7fqFTMq8
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「對不起哥哥，我下次會表現得更好。」許品辰愧疚地說，楊宇涵溫柔地安撫他、摸摸他的頭。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsCTBS8axJ
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許品辰陪楊宇涵纏綿了整個發情期，在下一次發情期來到前，楊宇涵搬進了許品辰的房子。那是許品辰父母買給他的房子，2LDK的家庭式套房。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZb0hFsE36
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但其實楊宇涵也沒有睡過自己的房間幾次，他的房間拿來堆放英搖專輯跟純文學書籍，許品辰的房間拿來睡覺。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjwadO8yae
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楊宇涵怕黑，於是許品辰也習慣了開著燈睡。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFQSlqnRXp
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如果不是發生那件事，也許他們會一直很幸福。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHME60ZIt8
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPuMm5pR7y
那是如平常一樣的日子，楊宇涵刷完牙便躺在他的身側，許品辰伸手將頂燈調成最小的亮度。床頭櫃的手機震了幾聲，於是楊宇涵抓起手機，在昏暗的光線下回了一則訊息。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAy1fJVzw1
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM3NEO4O1z
「宇涵哥哥，熄燈了不要玩手機，會飛蚊症的。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtrgJLPffY
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHyzcIlasI
楊宇涵笑著答好，卻起身走出房間。被扔在床上的手機再次震動，於是許品辰撈起了手機。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbQHmQdpxm
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【童恩：奇萊後書也在你那嗎？】81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnGv5I4ZS3
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掃過鎖定畫面的訊息，許品辰很快想起這個名字。童恩，楊宇涵的前男友。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1F9XTyj7s
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDvHE6pnf5
楊宇涵在認識許品辰的時候，剛跟前男友分手。於是許品辰其實聽聞很多童恩的事，大部分都是楊宇涵的種種抱怨。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSucdTj9TL
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楊宇涵好像只是去確認藏書，很快就折回房間，見許品辰醒著，便主動去吻許品辰。許品辰別過頭去，於是吻只落在他的臉頰上。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywKDqbSce3
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「你跟童恩還有聯繫嗎？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZqNUBtHk4
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楊宇涵發愣，隨後眉頭低垂。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAW46Cx0lb
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「你看我手機？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTAzBUSZ0t
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許品辰沒有說話，楊宇涵嘆了一口氣，主動解釋。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJozCIbI27u
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「只是他要回國了，他借我的書我一直沒還。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqGTsjshIL
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許品辰很早就知道，社群媒體很可能是潘朵拉的盒子，包含他男朋友的推特。要找到楊宇涵的帳號並不困難，他只需要藉口幫楊宇涵更新瀏覽器外掛，對方就會放心地交出自己的電腦。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLF4daTYtO
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甚至都不用駭。而且那還是個公開帳號，他只要記住ID就好。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN1JOvPcCh
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許品辰開始看楊宇涵過往的推特，就真的一發不可收拾。循著楊宇涵的帳號，立刻就能找到童恩，他們是彼此最活躍回推的追蹤者。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9T6dBtAzY
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHHN8Bl7Mg
楊宇涵是個狡猾的人，他可以輕易提起前男友的壞，卻不曾開口說過去有多愛。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscG1E2erVh
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6Xhdr5FQ3
楊宇涵很久沒更新推特，所以時間軸還停留在他跟童恩的熱戀期，楊宇涵不是楊宇涵，也不是洋氣的Neol，他是よる君。其實據那些推文，楊宇涵是よる君，但不等於よる君。よる君是抗拒喜歡童恩學長、又為之深深著迷的人格。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqToyorD3qq
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屬於他這種理工男很難理解的設定。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje39By06Bz
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qBXYsvGnB
許品辰會自虐地雙開視窗，左右對照著兩個人推特的時間軸，他幾乎能拼湊出整個故事，童恩風流又迷人，現在看來游刃有餘的楊宇涵才是沒有安全感的那方。童恩是個Beta，所以他們之間也沒有AO標記——不曾被庸俗的情慾束縛，兩人之間只有純粹的靈魂牽引。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ4zQWKijs
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童恩去了德國讀哲學博士，楊宇涵始終擔心著童恩出軌，因此在仍然最愛他的時刻，斷然選擇分手。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35oosLj4pF
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至於許品辰這個人，自始不存在。楊宇涵在推特變成Ｘ之後就不玩了，他們的相遇都是後來的事。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22dvLfsmhQ
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よる君曾經發推說到雞尾酒會效應。人類的大腦具備一種能力，去選擇性地注意環境裡重要的訊號，忽略掉其他不必要的背景雜音。愛情中的よる君似乎有一種能力，精準地在這嘈雜的世界裡，捕捉到童恩釋出的訊號。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bKSMO5j1e
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至於那些背景雜音，大腦其實都接收到了，只是忽略。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxAZBcg487
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許品辰也很擅長忽略。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaPNTRII3C
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVq7NNn5AG
宇涵哥哥口中的「我有一個朋友」，我有一個朋友喜歡Blur、我有一個朋友愛讀馬奎斯、我有一個朋友沈迷東部的海，其實都是同個朋友。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi4Q0Mva5j
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一下子通通想起來其實並不好受。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kJR2xVU8y
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童恩推特上放了某張房間照，書籍在床尾的地板堆得高聳，看起來隨時會崩落一般。許品辰告誡自己不要放大、不要細細去看書名，否則那種既視感，彷彿他走進了他家的客房。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcqY9wR4bT
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許品辰也不是故意要跟楊宇涵吵這個。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xKfzjLZ8S
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只是他夢到了楊宇涵。第一次見面那天，他其實比楊宇涵早到，由於咖啡廳限時，他便先到對面超商等，由於前晚興奮地失眠，於是他買了罐能量飲料，坐在座位區複習聊天記錄。隔著玻璃，他看見頎長的男人緩步走向咖啡廳門口。他發呆的時候，會看著楊宇涵的line頭貼失神，所以雖然男人戴著口罩，他也能辨認出那就是楊宇涵。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIuucuTNrl
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VWZnJ8xuN
他輕輕喚了一聲，男人便抬頭，笑彎了雙眼。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj30IibyCFb
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其實他有種直覺，楊宇涵口罩下的嘴角根本沒有笑，只是瞇起了雙眼假裝。他水腫的眼皮殘留著一抹紅，明顯是剛哭過。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJFnrpZLSv
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為了誰哭，毋庸置疑。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBxPXojdHQ
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許品辰醒來後，又發覺楊宇涵正在全身鏡前整理衣襟。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7w7kp7AtT
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「你睡得好晚。」許品辰從背後摟住楊宇涵，楊宇涵便自然地側頭吻他。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ixADhTF2T
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「不是假日嗎？你要去哪？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DDhmPytQm
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「機場。」楊宇涵抓了一下頭髮，好像非常在意自己的儀容。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiVap5cPgM
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRyazsfpUq
「為什麼還要聯絡？明明封鎖就好了，為什麼還要回他的ig限動？為什麼還要約吃飯？為什麼要去接機？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oiZqQsOpt
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdCi9xethJ
他發覺自己失控地傾倒所有話語，楊宇涵被他放大音量的質問嚇了一跳，好似非常害怕他生氣。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCuByUC3RK
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「我跟他分手了，但還是朋友呀。」楊宇涵解釋，「不要鬧好不好，乖乖。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRRzoBKgOZ
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許品辰神色愈發陰鷙，因為楊宇涵完全當他在胡鬧。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkytykEDGL
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楊宇涵看了一眼手錶，「回來我再跟你談。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQL7DdRrIV
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「我是你本能的選擇，他是你心的選擇，對嗎？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1aubmkwDC
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi1Hq04s2k
許品辰以為楊宇涵會服軟，會跟平常一樣哄哄他，但楊宇涵只是站在原地，抬手揉了揉眉間的皺褶。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1c3xQWvbH
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「如果你要這麼想，我也沒有辦法。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7CnCOM5yN
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要不是許品辰確認過那是他男朋友的推特，よる君跟現在的楊宇涵實在差得太遠了。よる君會因為缺乏安全感而跟童恩分手，楊宇涵卻不曾表露出一點沒有安全感。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgt637UlZj
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許品辰身上留著其他Omega同事的氣味，楊宇涵開車來公司載他的時候，眉頭也不曾皺過一下。同樣地，楊宇涵其實也不太能接受許品辰展現出Alpha的佔有慾或不安全感。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO58oIc4EVP
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「你長得好看、工作待遇好、家裡有錢，我這麼普通還高攀你，你有什麼好沒安全感的？是我該沒安全感吧。」楊宇涵總是開玩笑打趣他。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfGI4bdZqc
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0I2QuxmFo
許品辰治不好自己的沒安全感，跟楊宇涵大吵一架後，楊宇涵不回家了，也沒提分手，只傳訊息說等雙方都冷靜下來再談。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYdE5o0g9W
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHCO8a4mU6
楊宇涵不在，他本來可以直接熄燈，但他做不到。熄燈瞬間，楊宇涵與他的種種畫面便如幻燈片閃現。他一個人蜷縮在床上，按亮了小小的螢幕，在光線滅去之際——81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5Hc5P0wCy
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【許品辰：宇涵哥哥】81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9BCpju4tD
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