那天的台北和柏林一樣冷。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeM14E2P7l
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「品辰，你有四號電池嗎？」楊宇涵敲響許品辰的房門，他身上穿著舊T恤和運動褲充當睡衣，楊宇涵似乎畏寒，在室內也穿著羽絨背心跟毛茸茸的襪子。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzuBFqdX4M
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許品辰轉頭翻找了一會，然而他家沒有四號電池。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIb0XqTH8P
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「怎麼了嗎？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpO1ACgrnL
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「我帶來的夜燈沒有電了。沒關係，我去一下超商就好。」楊宇涵困擾地露出苦笑，許品辰跟著皺起眉頭。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5XoDMRZ52
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「外面很冷，而且你一個人去也不太好。還是我去幫你買？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdws3GSMnFi
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他們雖然都是男人，但楊宇涵的第二性別是Omega，許品辰則是個Alpha。房子附近的小巷昏暗，他總不放心讓宇涵哥一個人大半夜步行到超商。況且，楊宇涵是來他家借住的，既然來者是客，許品辰覺得自己有照顧好宇涵哥的義務。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEkN5dFgqI
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楊宇涵低頭思忖，爾後猶豫地開口，「算了，明天再買吧。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkJzyCDRgl
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「宇涵哥，你不是怕黑嗎？」許品辰擔心地詢問。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2k64KLkiF
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「我吃了安眠藥⋯⋯應該可以睡得著。」楊宇涵輕嘆一口氣，他正要轉頭回客房，卻被輕輕握住了手腕。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1rzUNnSd0
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「如果你怕，可以跟我睡。」快要耗盡勇氣，許品辰才開口，他個性並不大膽，也沒有跟非交往中的Omega同床共眠過。像是害怕楊宇涵誤會，他又再補上一句：75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDusUfXYzP
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「因為我房間的燈可以調小。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vcMyDyckJ
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楊宇涵似乎覺得好笑，唇角揚起了細微的幅度。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQW9OkQa8x
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「我也可以帶著防咬套睡。」許品辰接連補充，楊宇涵忍俊不禁，噗哧一笑。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTAA0Jf2G6
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「好貼心喔。」楊宇涵朝他挑了挑手指，他便乖巧地彎身低頭，楊宇涵順勢伸手揉亂他的頭髮，「但是不用。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7txHfAzlt
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他將楊宇涵的意思理解成——楊宇涵可以自己睡，許品辰莫名其妙地失望，但很快平復了表情。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bCVK5VDqA
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「不用戴防咬套，我又沒有不讓你咬。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RBpyR7qer
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楊宇涵笑盈盈地開口，一句雙重否定的話，在許品辰腦中繞了幾秒，他覺得自己的CPU在燒，隨後羞赧地漲紅了臉。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKBRHOCjuE
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真的躺上床的時候，許品辰倒是什麼也不敢做，端正了自己的睡姿，手掌緊貼著大腿外側，躺得規矩而筆直。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWEv4GhEjT
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「開著小燈你會不會睡不著？」楊宇涵問道。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5PEdb95v5
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他吞了吞口水。楊宇涵就躺在他的身側，這點更令他睡不著，但他還是故作輕鬆。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CltNmE5Fi
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「不會啦，我很好入睡。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV7g2wcznz
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許品辰緊緊閉上雙眼，在心中數羊催眠自己。楊宇涵在旁邊翻了兩次身，又換了一會姿勢。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHKWPyoBmK
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「怎麼了，你冷嗎？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2PBGVKEMB
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「冷呀。」許品辰聽見身側的楊宇涵回答，忽地，一隻靈活而冰涼的手鑽進了許品辰的掌心，下一秒，略微粗啞低沈的嗓音鑽進耳道：75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z7xaP5Ydp
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「那你的體溫讓我偷一下？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgJnk7kXvj
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許品辰的掌心立即出了汗。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tHalY6jN8
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「⋯⋯好。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC2VaNEwF8
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「真慷慨。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WsDjQgIZB
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他仍然沒有睜眼，腦海裡卻想像著楊宇涵的笑容，楊宇涵笑的時候會瞇眼，左臉會出現小小的單邊梨渦。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAkEYX1YI5
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原先只是牽著一隻手，楊宇涵很快便變成環抱他的手臂，整個人貼了上來。許品辰感受到自己的呼吸滯了幾秒，楊宇涵似乎也察覺了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYjywtqDVk
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「品辰緊張嗎？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kmHaCjOfM
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「不緊張。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFeVyTxsNT
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「但是我好緊張。」楊宇涵說道，許品辰倒是在心裡吐槽——楊宇涵哪裡緊張了，明明就是老手。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyKO8jwJDs
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冰涼的手貼上了許品辰的臉側，又捏了捏他的臉。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LK7QDNXLj
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「你好可愛。」楊宇涵笑道，「你這麼純情，是不是不跟曖昧對象接吻？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMpSbda30V
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「我沒有跟曖昧對象接吻過。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgiG0NSnb9
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「那可以到哪一步？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirvZOVM76R
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「牽手吧。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPHiFbv1Jp
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「那今天就只牽手吧。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQF09goofe
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楊宇涵輕輕嘆氣，乖乖躺回他身旁，許品辰卻埋進了楊宇涵的肩膀。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2LGwQGG9S
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「宇涵哥哥。」許品辰的聲音有些顫抖。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3hTOf7xyi
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「哦？要破壞自己的原則？」楊宇涵調笑。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFH121MCXE
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許品辰默默點了點頭，鬈髮搔著楊宇涵的下巴。楊宇涵沒再繼續調戲他，只是轉身抱住許品辰，手指不安分地觸上他的耳垂，又揉了一圈耳廓，逐漸按摩向耳後的肌膚，最後托住他的後腦勺。楊宇涵帶有牙膏香味的唇瓣停留他的鼻樑上，落下輕柔的觸碰，沒有親嘴，只是繼續向下，在許品辰剛刮完鬍子的下巴磨蹭幾下，最後停在他的喉結上輕咬啃噬。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjnGs2PQxb
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許品辰感覺自己的血液正往下衝。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAKtk6KLDh
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他伸手抬起楊宇涵的下巴，嘴唇相貼。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjlA4oId5I
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楊宇涵毫不猶豫地加深這個吻，靈活地撬開許品辰的嘴，許品辰的舌頭被對方吸得發麻，只能笨拙地在空隙間舔舐楊宇涵，像一頭動情的小獸。他暈眩的腦袋閃過了無數思緒，最後停留在「楊宇涵的吻技開掛了」的念頭。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkN5z7q92v
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兩人的唇齒分離時，拉出一條唾液的細絲，楊宇涵笑著用指腹抹去口水。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYwt9MwTZU
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「我們這樣會不會太快了？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡansND93Xyh
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許品辰微喘，忍不住問。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNu4vZufaA
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楊宇涵被這個問題哽住，「快嗎？我們都曖昧一個月了。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq5kebbnB5
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「嗯⋯⋯」許品辰偷偷喬了一下自己微熱腫脹的褲襠。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZIx9Y92ad
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「沒關係，我可以等你準備好。」楊宇涵沒有注意到他的小動作，親暱地伸手捏了他的腰間肉，「等你準備好，我就跟你告白。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMdWsyIDQ0
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當晚，許品辰花了很久才入眠。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVtT0ZbcvD
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他夢見了楊宇涵與他的初見。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPDULsi9R2
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咖啡廳門口的年輕男人一身鼠尾草綠的毛衣，搭配灰色的小高領針織衫和落地西裝褲。成人口罩掛在他小小的臉蛋，居然顯得過大，甚至略為戳到眼下的臥蟬，雖然大半張臉被口罩遮住，但遮不住眉宇間溫文儒雅的氣質。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHsSSuu7vv
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「Noel。」他輕輕喚了一聲，男人便抬頭，笑彎了雙眼。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0ekAj8Ru8
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「別再叫我軟體上的名字了，聽起來好彆扭喔。我真名叫楊宇涵，直接叫宇涵就好。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQBrUTw27c
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許品辰點頭稱好，叫了一聲宇涵哥。楊宇涵迎向前擁抱了一下他，後頸貼了抑制貼片，即便貼得很近，仍然聞不到半點費洛蒙。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTOurrcii4
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其實他們已經先聊了半個月，許品辰才敢跟楊宇涵見面，他是怕生的人，如果沒有足夠的認識基礎，見面肯定會尷尬。楊宇涵是一個雜誌社的美術編輯，許品辰則是工程師。明明兩人的domain knowledge大相徑庭，楊宇涵卻能讓話題總是不間斷，有著恰到好處的熱情。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8eILPyEnJ
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楊宇涵說過的事，他都記得，像是前男友故事集，像是對藝術的熱忱，像是怕黑。楊宇涵說，夢境愈五彩斑斕，真實的夜愈闃黑、愈濃稠，總是爭先恐後地淹入鼻腔，最後連呼吸都做不到。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB9NNI78QH
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他心疼宇涵哥，也意識到自己喜歡上這個不同世界的男人。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6zothdBVy
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而楊宇涵對他的好感也早就溢於言表，聽說他沒被追過，楊宇涵就說要對他告白。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1tMkZyaLY
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在同床共眠那日後，許品辰繼續過著他的獨居生活，差別是，他一個人在黑暗裡的時候，總是會想起宇涵哥撩人心弦的吻。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4i6QLGDfy
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不過，楊宇涵假日偶爾會來睡。楊宇涵愈來愈習慣在睡前吻他，他則慢慢習得以唇齒回應。楊宇涵喜歡邊親邊喘，起先許品辰以為是克制不住而溢出唇間的呻吟，直到楊宇涵親口承認，他是刻意喘來助興的。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgqSfIXRe8
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「喜歡我喘嗎？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTFQLON6LI
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「喜歡⋯⋯」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8KBrAxZLf
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「等你準備好我就告白，我寫了一封長信給你。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRy3c3987m
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「那我也要寫。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlYuLz8eNW
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他們許諾好要寫信給彼此，確認關係當天卻連拆封都來不及。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5njl2twKuN
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許品辰的易感期跟楊宇涵的發情期撞在一起。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j2skJFhCD
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先是燥熱的手指相扣，再來是唇瓣相貼。楊宇涵的吻不斷落在他的身上，嘴裡的情話連連。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU8hz2aPf0
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「寶貝，你是茉莉味的Alpha耶，好可愛好香。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWVRKtinjK
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「你幹幹我好不好，我好想要你。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1lju7DuhK
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許品辰已經完全硬挺，嘴裡卻是純情的要求。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRPStFLXLe
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「宇涵哥哥，快點跟我告白，我想答應你了。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PqkzgOUXW
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「跟我在一起吧。」楊宇涵在吻的間隙開口，許品辰匆忙地點頭，然後就被楊宇涵扒下皮帶。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOvfeNQUji
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於是他當晚得知了，他的宇涵哥哥真正爽的時候，跟接吻時助興的叫法不同。靡靡水聲間雜著綿長的低吟和喘息，疼痛的摩擦讓楊宇涵的眼眶蓄滿生理淚水，於是他失神地閉上雙眼。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uBxVQtElv
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「哥哥，看著我嘛。」許品辰親吻他顫抖的眼睫，撒嬌地要求道。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh5iSraTf0
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快感積累地太過洶湧，許品辰很快就射了。楊宇涵明明在發情期，卻沒有他敏感，一直到後半夜用玩具插得盡興了才高潮。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABoICYakcd
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「對不起哥哥，我下次會表現得更好。」許品辰愧疚地說，楊宇涵溫柔地安撫他、摸摸他的頭。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7f1DHSJUQ
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許品辰陪楊宇涵纏綿了整個發情期，在下一次發情期來到前，楊宇涵搬進了許品辰的房子。那是許品辰父母買給他的房子，2LDK的家庭式套房。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpUYMycbl5
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但其實楊宇涵也沒有睡過自己的房間幾次，他的房間拿來堆放英搖專輯跟純文學書籍，許品辰的房間拿來睡覺。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK4LqLadJU
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楊宇涵怕黑，於是許品辰也習慣了開著燈睡。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMUYFhrtSd
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如果不是發生那件事，也許他們會一直很幸福。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo1DgsRFzv
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那是如平常一樣的日子，楊宇涵刷完牙便躺在他的身側，許品辰伸手將頂燈調成最小的亮度。床頭櫃的手機震了幾聲，於是楊宇涵抓起手機，在昏暗的光線下回了一則訊息。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F2gJm3ioo
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「宇涵哥哥，熄燈了不要玩手機，會飛蚊症的。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjg2EsL7auu
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楊宇涵笑著答好，卻起身走出房間。被扔在床上的手機再次震動，於是許品辰撈起了手機。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE9O7iYYzX
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【童恩：奇萊後書也在你那嗎？】75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtiHBzif3E
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掃過鎖定畫面的訊息，許品辰很快想起這個名字。童恩，楊宇涵的前男友。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RZJKxH2Pc
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楊宇涵在認識許品辰的時候，剛跟前男友分手。於是許品辰其實聽聞很多童恩的事，大部分都是楊宇涵的種種抱怨。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9FMcBz6UJ
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楊宇涵好像只是去確認藏書，很快就折回房間，見許品辰醒著，便主動去吻許品辰。許品辰別過頭去，於是吻只落在他的臉頰上。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm4c55LlZi
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「你跟童恩還有聯繫嗎？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zHhJwnOqd
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楊宇涵發愣，隨後眉頭低垂。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP6aKB2AyC
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「你看我手機？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVliKBKfGFp
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許品辰沒有說話，楊宇涵嘆了一口氣，主動解釋。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaebHK2FYZ0
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「只是他要回國了，他借我的書我一直沒還。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1pFus5PbP
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許品辰很早就知道，社群媒體很可能是潘朵拉的盒子，包含他男朋友的推特。要找到楊宇涵的帳號並不困難，他只需要藉口幫楊宇涵更新瀏覽器外掛，對方就會放心地交出自己的電腦。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQYlTR5ood
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甚至都不用駭。而且那還是個公開帳號，他只要記住ID就好。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhm3i0hlYV
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許品辰開始看楊宇涵過往的推特，就真的一發不可收拾。循著楊宇涵的帳號，立刻就能找到童恩，他們是彼此最活躍回推的追蹤者。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVLorovFVs
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楊宇涵是個狡猾的人，他可以輕易提起前男友的壞，卻不曾開口說過去有多愛。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeXSGFcUXs
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楊宇涵很久沒更新推特，所以時間軸還停留在他跟童恩的熱戀期，楊宇涵不是楊宇涵，也不是洋氣的Neol，他是よる君。其實據那些推文，楊宇涵是よる君，但不等於よる君。よる君是抗拒喜歡童恩學長、又為之深深著迷的人格。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODzg10Ln5g
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屬於他這種理工男很難理解的設定。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKqYHatK4Q
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許品辰會自虐地雙開視窗，左右對照著兩個人推特的時間軸，他幾乎能拼湊出整個故事，童恩風流又迷人，現在看來游刃有餘的楊宇涵才是沒有安全感的那方。童恩是個Beta，所以他們之間也沒有AO標記——不曾被庸俗的情慾束縛，兩人之間只有純粹的靈魂牽引。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IXJpL1aeZ
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童恩去了德國讀哲學博士，楊宇涵始終擔心著童恩出軌，因此在仍然最愛他的時刻，斷然選擇分手。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxme62RVxE
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至於許品辰這個人，自始不存在。楊宇涵在推特變成Ｘ之後就不玩了，他們的相遇都是後來的事。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUosgz8uqS
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よる君曾經發推說到雞尾酒會效應。人類的大腦具備一種能力，去選擇性地注意環境裡重要的訊號，忽略掉其他不必要的背景雜音。愛情中的よる君似乎有一種能力，精準地在這嘈雜的世界裡，捕捉到童恩釋出的訊號。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6beO8FFSQi
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至於那些背景雜音，大腦其實都接收到了，只是忽略。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSAWELRWMU
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許品辰也很擅長忽略。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7anh9piQMK
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宇涵哥哥口中的「我有一個朋友」，我有一個朋友喜歡Blur、我有一個朋友愛讀馬奎斯、我有一個朋友沈迷東部的海，其實都是同個朋友。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8yz9I1rIY
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一下子通通想起來其實並不好受。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1ICCUp2gd
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童恩推特上放了某張房間照，書籍在床尾的地板堆得高聳，看起來隨時會崩落一般。許品辰告誡自己不要放大、不要細細去看書名，否則那種既視感，彷彿他走進了他家的客房。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxKai1oiCC
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許品辰也不是故意要跟楊宇涵吵這個。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsjI1sCbyU
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只是他夢到了楊宇涵。第一次見面那天，他其實比楊宇涵早到，由於咖啡廳限時，他便先到對面超商等，由於前晚興奮地失眠，於是他買了罐能量飲料，坐在座位區複習聊天記錄。隔著玻璃，他看見頎長的男人緩步走向咖啡廳門口。他發呆的時候，會看著楊宇涵的line頭貼失神，所以雖然男人戴著口罩，他也能辨認出那就是楊宇涵。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGHZr4Oz6e
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他輕輕喚了一聲，男人便抬頭，笑彎了雙眼。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV5RsLXZx8
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其實他有種直覺，楊宇涵口罩下的嘴角根本沒有笑，只是瞇起了雙眼假裝。他水腫的眼皮殘留著一抹紅，明顯是剛哭過。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmA6mzaf24
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為了誰哭，毋庸置疑。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy2PDuUBT2
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許品辰醒來後，又發覺楊宇涵正在全身鏡前整理衣襟。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoe5ND179Y
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「你睡得好晚。」許品辰從背後摟住楊宇涵，楊宇涵便自然地側頭吻他。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmESaNz8zgc
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「不是假日嗎？你要去哪？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBrpNfAG1d
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「機場。」楊宇涵抓了一下頭髮，好像非常在意自己的儀容。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFqjQNDlNP
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「為什麼還要聯絡？明明封鎖就好了，為什麼還要回他的ig限動？為什麼還要約吃飯？為什麼要去接機？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBGYUdc5Rz
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他發覺自己失控地傾倒所有話語，楊宇涵被他放大音量的質問嚇了一跳，好似非常害怕他生氣。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vf8moOSHF
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「我跟他分手了，但還是朋友呀。」楊宇涵解釋，「不要鬧好不好，乖乖。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9rvezrntU
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許品辰神色愈發陰鷙，因為楊宇涵完全當他在胡鬧。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmsveB3rNi
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楊宇涵看了一眼手錶，「回來我再跟你談。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BSHMKhUjR
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「我是你本能的選擇，他是你心的選擇，對嗎？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILwwvbSDKf
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許品辰以為楊宇涵會服軟，會跟平常一樣哄哄他，但楊宇涵只是站在原地，抬手揉了揉眉間的皺褶。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKORPFY11m
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「如果你要這麼想，我也沒有辦法。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mjUPucrSB
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要不是許品辰確認過那是他男朋友的推特，よる君跟現在的楊宇涵實在差得太遠了。よる君會因為缺乏安全感而跟童恩分手，楊宇涵卻不曾表露出一點沒有安全感。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgFZzbL4Xr
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許品辰身上留著其他Omega同事的氣味，楊宇涵開車來公司載他的時候，眉頭也不曾皺過一下。同樣地，楊宇涵其實也不太能接受許品辰展現出Alpha的佔有慾或不安全感。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIy58rXy8l
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「你長得好看、工作待遇好、家裡有錢，我這麼普通還高攀你，你有什麼好沒安全感的？是我該沒安全感吧。」楊宇涵總是開玩笑打趣他。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBkVsbYFrz
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許品辰治不好自己的沒安全感，跟楊宇涵大吵一架後，楊宇涵不回家了，也沒提分手，只傳訊息說等雙方都冷靜下來再談。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ37pRabJAL
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楊宇涵不在，他本來可以直接熄燈，但他做不到。熄燈瞬間，楊宇涵與他的種種畫面便如幻燈片閃現。他一個人蜷縮在床上，按亮了小小的螢幕，在光線滅去之際——75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CU2b1geDk
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