I am dreading growing old.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenP03xrjpX
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIIjRe0q8W
everyone asked for a young female.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Puxul5gtl
what happens when I grow old,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGLHn0yTOX
what happens when my tits sag 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIyVz7Sw8g
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaRGYYYJlL
will I no longer be wanted?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVLOACrmfJ
No longer desired or admired.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OCQuBAmYk
will I just be old?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRpoTOf0iA
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT7gYITwhN
Just293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8Iye1P5AH
Old.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZiXc7XROE
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUH460khE6
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1rxOPGcoN
I'll have to be good at something,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNcTova30e
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc435YJg8yU
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWxk5rXfaJ
I'll have to be somebody293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIHsd2w5eQ
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSBNAcAaV9
but I know I can't keep it.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKtIJgjWMD
Good things never last.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61rio7l8bo
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnCtFrUOOz
I don't know when youth became so important to me293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl0FNPgXRS
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjVVqz2Q0Z
and why so many people died over it293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33wb5n8n1c
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUZEr19FTj
I would.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUANoUnSfM6
perhaps that makes me a bad human,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmx6jjCzJm
a bad feminist293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOj2CxiG8m
bad person,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr4dGnUF18
but all I know is it's the truth293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xk304DvcM
and I would do it,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdPKmCKRA9
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h9SMw11nD
I would give up so much to stay desirable.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS5ndZRph6
Because I've never been desired before293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNHJ5ZXrUX
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIv56WUf7f
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceF5CNlhSG
and my skin sags from my bones293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEciZiNMUz
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNjlgRwQnF
my neck doubling,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDC1h4rHog
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq92z8Rm9cs
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjh9bNnw3x
some people think when you get older looks matter less293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfDuj3jLJf
But that's not true, nobody wants that293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4K5onPP6V
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx1y8fy29x
What will I be?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgmxGplJvl
Chopped liver I suppose.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BLtOc4hSy
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0UJ62AzHN
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSppHqmzqWm
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOcmTMws7m
I'm young293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr62Uh56kLJ
I have done nothing time is flying by293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmcXpQW3lM
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mI20DL4tz
Keeps slipping from my fists.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXrQPdMwcM
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPkLTXCFfJ
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqytGv4nBM
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8mvr7R9Xk
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcguKn38gA
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw1yLC8UuR
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatx8zRuF2x
I feel it closing in on me293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdGiY1hEJq
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3VAYi9hJy
looking in the mirror I see my painting.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqDWYE78Px
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeLei0PBmG
I know they're going to be my demise.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qSOt0lc1T
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t8jc6YkQW
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmrFwqwAVA
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT23fXmv6dN
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgQCBH1gut
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZaviVQZHr
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqjwVhII18
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9b9mMRhoa
because I know myself if not anyone else293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXXYtBBiHx
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYBZlk47jP
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs5z9K4UH5
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdcrHsCtZm
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiukvcLPNO8
everyone asked for a young female.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf1fb3WtGz
what happens when I grow old,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGTjNG7I8K
what happens when my tits sag 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W505Dtr19
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2xdDyegVs
will I no longer be wanted?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGnRk2pQDs
No longer desired or admired.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORGBKxroju
will I just be old?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL242cVL25
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYjW1XcSIk
Just293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlS734qwsR
Old.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBf2GOTykx
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo3LaMxY8k
I'll have to be good at something,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkipYeEwu3
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DimWdsejF
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUinbXwk1K
I'll have to be somebody293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi8eg55Lz3
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjOXXnR8xY
but I know I can't keep it.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr77UZnrIf
Good things never last.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT7zaP2asU
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23SJrs6h6Y
I don't know when youth became so important to me293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7Oivyyayc
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RnTPoPLQR
and why so many people died over it293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1Lof5O9rW
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0b89mVla6
I would.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjmTNXsBa9
perhaps that makes me a bad human,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v4ew4RzKC
a bad feminist293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3AAWjLJ0S
bad person,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM30ENOvLxV
but all I know is it's the truth293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnjVDWgGcj
and I would do it,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJutQqZxDT
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55tp0L3Nt2
I would give up so much to stay desirable.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw3yYgA3Bq
Because I've never been desired before293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmujgs5zty
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICuFbQaojj
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X9zeUqgZf
and my skin sags from my bones293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKT7n6Bg3L
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqgLaO1KgF
my neck doubling,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoVtfnbWt2
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGr99sGcsW
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFALx3IOvm7
some people think when you get older looks matter less293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QqudfBwXY
But that's not true, nobody wants that293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9HO1yWmXv
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieMC69VHqR
What will I be?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1utn4ajiK
Chopped liver I suppose.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59hGV6sZWP
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrry7AHj5M
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPKFZwx6uU
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk5m4CWzXz
I'm 20293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNJjpXBQZ3
I have done nothing time is flying by293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0ljU2RYPc
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OuXSGxAI2
Keeps slipping from my fists.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasRLP7GShl
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeob0OqCdsA
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwcN3N430M
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL7viRaj1y
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewmX5jvSS2
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHZTiRZbtp
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMJJbNBi4s
I feel it closing in on me293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuOF8FUNPv
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMPjcgnkWE
looking in the mirror I see my painting.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMU20jiqQt
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn8XVHLA08
I know they're going to be my demise.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYmNjYR67X
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ209zuvYZF6
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi1ondVQIW
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJefRQey6S
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgPem9QRUl
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgaAt4WAUI
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSw8P7KS0dd
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYwKeq77PN
because I know myself if not anyone else293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0nwieDZ9F
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4CyvxiSWa
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguh4iBSO3o
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
