I am dreading growing old.216Please respect copyright.PENANAPZE8zhhGrv
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,216Please respect copyright.PENANAVPxZuMWj6c
everyone asked for a young female.216Please respect copyright.PENANAMKvDokcRUS
what happens when I grow old,216Please respect copyright.PENANAGc0jynn3aX
what happens when my tits sag 216Please respect copyright.PENANAeh9Z28OoUS
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,216Please respect copyright.PENANAhjbnGg2yCp
will I no longer be wanted?216Please respect copyright.PENANA4yzIeWiy01
No longer desired or admired.216Please respect copyright.PENANAJ39bF4bPET
will I just be old?216Please respect copyright.PENANAJIQxb7PtMb
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 216Please respect copyright.PENANA9ebvOsBpwO
Just216Please respect copyright.PENANApPZrT1Ye4o
Old.216Please respect copyright.PENANA9p3RzZYzag
216Please respect copyright.PENANAUlDFNYaoOg
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?216Please respect copyright.PENANAeEiMsEpPXC
I'll have to be good at something,216Please respect copyright.PENANADHhiLjQBh5
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills216Please respect copyright.PENANAtSExgTDkhk
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain216Please respect copyright.PENANADd1zSZnQKk
I'll have to be somebody216Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8U3KHlltR
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth216Please respect copyright.PENANA2XCDnYmp3c
but I know I can't keep it.216Please respect copyright.PENANAK37eUaNfR1
Good things never last.216Please respect copyright.PENANA7EOGeCoQG6
216Please respect copyright.PENANA9tSmFfG5CD
I don't know when youth became so important to me216Please respect copyright.PENANAIUyYgJYq6p
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail216Please respect copyright.PENANAbIRExUQHtg
and why so many people died over it216Please respect copyright.PENANAylMJVXHtil
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,216Please respect copyright.PENANAelhhEVsiW5
I would.216Please respect copyright.PENANACSitUu3uW5
perhaps that makes me a bad human,216Please respect copyright.PENANAtJtBFkM406
a bad feminist216Please respect copyright.PENANAaPa6B19UJ2
bad person,216Please respect copyright.PENANA2dFIBgJj9l
but all I know is it's the truth216Please respect copyright.PENANAW5lEU5aPd6
and I would do it,216Please respect copyright.PENANAfzzuQc1hqu
216Please respect copyright.PENANAu4eyBlfQwC
I would give up so much to stay desirable.216Please respect copyright.PENANAzI7UBwqhG4
Because I've never been desired before216Please respect copyright.PENANAeDJIxlWjMC
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,216Please respect copyright.PENANA6VR0A9UTdT
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?216Please respect copyright.PENANAvrjVH5EgTR
and my skin sags from my bones216Please respect copyright.PENANA5uOjoKAdRo
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach216Please respect copyright.PENANAuGbOHvbY7b
my neck doubling,216Please respect copyright.PENANAAyytl7QYAI
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad216Please respect copyright.PENANA2AAOpxWjcS
216Please respect copyright.PENANAiExRpF7uSA
some people think when you get older looks matter less216Please respect copyright.PENANAxYxYFtagQT
But that's not true, nobody wants that216Please respect copyright.PENANAOWYbxe0qqj
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.216Please respect copyright.PENANAWgx0CnRgPl
What will I be?216Please respect copyright.PENANALpElYXmPFK
Chopped liver I suppose.216Please respect copyright.PENANAVEy8o0LCwR
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools216Please respect copyright.PENANApHwSBgsp92
216Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qg5ult5KM
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life216Please respect copyright.PENANAeHOGo2ciCn
I'm young216Please respect copyright.PENANAwtxNJHtNz9
I have done nothing time is flying by216Please respect copyright.PENANAn5PmRxnTd9
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast216Please respect copyright.PENANAbdumx2Wrry
Keeps slipping from my fists.216Please respect copyright.PENANAE75CNdoz1y
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).216Please respect copyright.PENANAEaWxkYIyeL
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.216Please respect copyright.PENANA9ewogaTmJz
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up216Please respect copyright.PENANA73qBeBQjv8
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.216Please respect copyright.PENANALdmjooIJfc
216Please respect copyright.PENANAJdgr02qEr5
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity216Please respect copyright.PENANAxQopkhGgLR
I feel it closing in on me216Please respect copyright.PENANA6Iydb9AYJe
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,216Please respect copyright.PENANActTc3aeFXG
looking in the mirror I see my painting.216Please respect copyright.PENANAg6jc49COiR
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,216Please respect copyright.PENANAFRMRAmtTMz
I know they're going to be my demise.216Please respect copyright.PENANACe22bJimiK
216Please respect copyright.PENANA3qQP1Cg0IJ
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen216Please respect copyright.PENANAVGaSuQIMd0
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.216Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ1L9z1pdK
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 216Please respect copyright.PENANABXGSjImorJ
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 216Please respect copyright.PENANAf7ARrLTheR
216Please respect copyright.PENANAbumToUPbEA
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither216Please respect copyright.PENANAAWwnpowjMo
because I know myself if not anyone else216Please respect copyright.PENANAeFYPs0r0Fd
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.216Please respect copyright.PENANAfLO7goCZJf
216Please respect copyright.PENANAFW05KeGFuv
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.216Please respect copyright.PENANAQRmx9YrPn5
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,216Please respect copyright.PENANA4IKUy84ASe
everyone asked for a young female.216Please respect copyright.PENANAobUFknWwms
what happens when I grow old,216Please respect copyright.PENANAkBuuzlOHCg
what happens when my tits sag 216Please respect copyright.PENANAb9zWX6RD7t
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,216Please respect copyright.PENANAzrp8CHxEdT
will I no longer be wanted?216Please respect copyright.PENANAGEQUaNBaSs
No longer desired or admired.216Please respect copyright.PENANAJGipBhtVVC
will I just be old?216Please respect copyright.PENANARyDM0muYCl
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 216Please respect copyright.PENANAMVF1FiWN1E
Just216Please respect copyright.PENANANs6wjdhav1
Old.216Please respect copyright.PENANAsLdh4pB7Qe
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?216Please respect copyright.PENANAgHGqpcQsAl
I'll have to be good at something,216Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1Lvl8sdJn
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills216Please respect copyright.PENANAk6S80bJyzO
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain216Please respect copyright.PENANADSkJ9syYHq
I'll have to be somebody216Please respect copyright.PENANA0nYmKyzXyb
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth216Please respect copyright.PENANATewSdet4Wh
but I know I can't keep it.216Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qpt9AuxQe
Good things never last.216Please respect copyright.PENANAaQwameg3kA
216Please respect copyright.PENANA5ArOUgSiPX
I don't know when youth became so important to me216Please respect copyright.PENANAjhZYfmsNgs
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail216Please respect copyright.PENANAJPdVqmBHK5
and why so many people died over it216Please respect copyright.PENANAT0bQryoI99
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,216Please respect copyright.PENANAky2E5O6Fgy
I would.216Please respect copyright.PENANA5NaPSwc5le
perhaps that makes me a bad human,216Please respect copyright.PENANAmaqtJy6iRB
a bad feminist216Please respect copyright.PENANAT2UxiH3UAG
bad person,216Please respect copyright.PENANAlgRgaaTztV
but all I know is it's the truth216Please respect copyright.PENANAwo33iVLtms
and I would do it,216Please respect copyright.PENANAGlYxoFYTn5
216Please respect copyright.PENANAQwki8uXSG4
I would give up so much to stay desirable.216Please respect copyright.PENANApevgal5uzX
Because I've never been desired before216Please respect copyright.PENANAq1Fhdy88xx
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,216Please respect copyright.PENANACDR5RubkTP
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?216Please respect copyright.PENANAA6x6HByS1m
and my skin sags from my bones216Please respect copyright.PENANAFNKOOnjq6C
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach216Please respect copyright.PENANAEJpO0VOFR9
my neck doubling,216Please respect copyright.PENANAhfJdg5GZj4
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad216Please respect copyright.PENANAIAzusW3Mi5
216Please respect copyright.PENANAVk15YrCRyz
some people think when you get older looks matter less216Please respect copyright.PENANAiEI8MMKC3D
But that's not true, nobody wants that216Please respect copyright.PENANAYCj3s5nl2w
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.216Please respect copyright.PENANAGg6rUYJJit
What will I be?216Please respect copyright.PENANAoDO6jtuHfc
Chopped liver I suppose.216Please respect copyright.PENANAeaRrmIxUCA
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools216Please respect copyright.PENANA3eG7TYJWOo
216Please respect copyright.PENANAMFVi9VU4MG
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life216Please respect copyright.PENANA5quw4Fmijj
I'm 20216Please respect copyright.PENANAyNkoBesuYn
I have done nothing time is flying by216Please respect copyright.PENANAb8JpQI0GKB
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast216Please respect copyright.PENANAtDBnvy6so4
Keeps slipping from my fists.216Please respect copyright.PENANANfTdGghafx
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).216Please respect copyright.PENANA8beVs4Kho5
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.216Please respect copyright.PENANA359KVJySxo
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up216Please respect copyright.PENANAml3FAo4Kss
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.216Please respect copyright.PENANArulfubEvja
216Please respect copyright.PENANAos1RaSTKbv
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity216Please respect copyright.PENANAYUGpB3G3H5
I feel it closing in on me216Please respect copyright.PENANAw5jpguXMNA
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,216Please respect copyright.PENANAPyufUZcEFp
looking in the mirror I see my painting.216Please respect copyright.PENANAqErWTMuyo0
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,216Please respect copyright.PENANAqZG6WEAX27
I know they're going to be my demise.216Please respect copyright.PENANAbCznMixomj
216Please respect copyright.PENANANxUVb6yG48
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen216Please respect copyright.PENANA98PR9xu0VH
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.216Please respect copyright.PENANAs4vN52M5dQ
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 216Please respect copyright.PENANA0ASMLgODKT
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 216Please respect copyright.PENANAPG14KRAsbv
216Please respect copyright.PENANAOoq7nITdxC
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither216Please respect copyright.PENANAAed906Cso2
because I know myself if not anyone else216Please respect copyright.PENANADxO2lXGigp
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.216Please respect copyright.PENANAXBGnN5D9xD
216Please respect copyright.PENANAX67iPbBr1i
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old