I am dreading growing old.235Please respect copyright.PENANAAFy5471TNV
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,235Please respect copyright.PENANAaoN8lVoQI9
everyone asked for a young female.235Please respect copyright.PENANAwY1g38lgqO
what happens when I grow old,235Please respect copyright.PENANA48kopSMxYa
what happens when my tits sag 235Please respect copyright.PENANA5Edaq67YZf
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,235Please respect copyright.PENANAcVwK1dfz9h
will I no longer be wanted?235Please respect copyright.PENANA2icNO1IKEo
No longer desired or admired.235Please respect copyright.PENANAWdw6yivW4g
will I just be old?235Please respect copyright.PENANA4t3vOt4rhT
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 235Please respect copyright.PENANAe5AMNeyUwx
Just235Please respect copyright.PENANA2oYAUCvN9y
Old.235Please respect copyright.PENANAYCX7NfDgp0
235Please respect copyright.PENANAykjX4wtXqv
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?235Please respect copyright.PENANAxY0GWwA84R
I'll have to be good at something,235Please respect copyright.PENANA91AtfadOug
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills235Please respect copyright.PENANAlVCY7Mc6DQ
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain235Please respect copyright.PENANASUFn8FSBI9
I'll have to be somebody235Please respect copyright.PENANAnY943JjUVW
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth235Please respect copyright.PENANAjxhjqeUQMU
but I know I can't keep it.235Please respect copyright.PENANAwlzBIBeMcs
Good things never last.235Please respect copyright.PENANA32twUHfpT6
235Please respect copyright.PENANAQnyXSFrhwu
I don't know when youth became so important to me235Please respect copyright.PENANAuTte41tE90
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail235Please respect copyright.PENANAj56b4adaVs
and why so many people died over it235Please respect copyright.PENANAZHf9m5f8i0
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,235Please respect copyright.PENANAD3i54pJMqn
I would.235Please respect copyright.PENANAIb4Z5slX5I
perhaps that makes me a bad human,235Please respect copyright.PENANAGLnmwKjZMX
a bad feminist235Please respect copyright.PENANAM4YMK8NYUJ
bad person,235Please respect copyright.PENANAWjiiuxW3tA
but all I know is it's the truth235Please respect copyright.PENANA377wYgI97T
and I would do it,235Please respect copyright.PENANAnb1KPk2zu2
235Please respect copyright.PENANAHMXtWnWaDE
I would give up so much to stay desirable.235Please respect copyright.PENANAxhqurlUWgn
Because I've never been desired before235Please respect copyright.PENANA31Jw7i2luo
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,235Please respect copyright.PENANAGHXd6uRePt
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?235Please respect copyright.PENANA2i6q9RmBr2
and my skin sags from my bones235Please respect copyright.PENANAoXlFpS5MR3
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach235Please respect copyright.PENANAH1tQS9H1Lh
my neck doubling,235Please respect copyright.PENANAodq70xc6TX
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad235Please respect copyright.PENANAogKUGn4PL9
235Please respect copyright.PENANAeP5BbdFSNg
some people think when you get older looks matter less235Please respect copyright.PENANARCIwokHs1h
But that's not true, nobody wants that235Please respect copyright.PENANABRTSnrjepw
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.235Please respect copyright.PENANAoqxRKxMsbL
What will I be?235Please respect copyright.PENANAz6ubJv3cSa
Chopped liver I suppose.235Please respect copyright.PENANAjaimmvGrMe
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools235Please respect copyright.PENANAxKp2AqcyuS
235Please respect copyright.PENANA8zgRB8V6ZC
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life235Please respect copyright.PENANAegtRfeJeu2
I'm young235Please respect copyright.PENANA1Wn31fwT97
I have done nothing time is flying by235Please respect copyright.PENANAes3b2HgEda
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast235Please respect copyright.PENANAzi14if5nwE
Keeps slipping from my fists.235Please respect copyright.PENANAgAJDE7yzvR
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).235Please respect copyright.PENANAm6RSkVv2A3
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.235Please respect copyright.PENANAYuK7oinUSa
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up235Please respect copyright.PENANA6E2XyPpGbe
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.235Please respect copyright.PENANAVt0UMcMc3y
235Please respect copyright.PENANAN19TaleUrb
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity235Please respect copyright.PENANAspVau4RVeg
I feel it closing in on me235Please respect copyright.PENANAviKoUiohBV
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,235Please respect copyright.PENANAEgWs3E60XB
looking in the mirror I see my painting.235Please respect copyright.PENANAJEPOs3fl9F
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,235Please respect copyright.PENANAsmF0i7Q3dU
I know they're going to be my demise.235Please respect copyright.PENANAlmS7563xMI
235Please respect copyright.PENANA4RmVfc1g3h
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen235Please respect copyright.PENANA4cwMIkCnB0
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.235Please respect copyright.PENANAIHY89bKn5a
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 235Please respect copyright.PENANAIPRAMZvS0A
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 235Please respect copyright.PENANAjg2Aenr8Qw
235Please respect copyright.PENANAQNBhzKhkiw
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither235Please respect copyright.PENANA7BapNk7Wrz
because I know myself if not anyone else235Please respect copyright.PENANAxf4Y2Pdn3G
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.235Please respect copyright.PENANAWIKNEZ3ByA
235Please respect copyright.PENANAiYO1htbHCl
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.235Please respect copyright.PENANA68NE2qxERR
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,235Please respect copyright.PENANAfN7cL9wsxy
everyone asked for a young female.235Please respect copyright.PENANAkDgXvYQykK
what happens when I grow old,235Please respect copyright.PENANAuGT9P5PBzl
what happens when my tits sag 235Please respect copyright.PENANAwbEYHEoyhW
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,235Please respect copyright.PENANAIzujrXZqBU
will I no longer be wanted?235Please respect copyright.PENANAYMwXoo1f0C
No longer desired or admired.235Please respect copyright.PENANA7lGCWVmn8d
will I just be old?235Please respect copyright.PENANA3RrYrA7Ze3
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 235Please respect copyright.PENANApauSYrbSbB
Just235Please respect copyright.PENANADCvLZ1nNCT
Old.235Please respect copyright.PENANAzJSHX5w5YY
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?235Please respect copyright.PENANAvoHk0c2bXg
I'll have to be good at something,235Please respect copyright.PENANAWX8080XUkX
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills235Please respect copyright.PENANAtaoe03xhWP
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain235Please respect copyright.PENANAZPOBhpQnoV
I'll have to be somebody235Please respect copyright.PENANAOO8DSKQveF
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth235Please respect copyright.PENANAZZvqUtl5iE
but I know I can't keep it.235Please respect copyright.PENANA8sb2fpwKIx
Good things never last.235Please respect copyright.PENANAOz13yfRr04
235Please respect copyright.PENANAo4BKgWT6UG
I don't know when youth became so important to me235Please respect copyright.PENANAoZXZZBFhoh
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail235Please respect copyright.PENANAtScmXaS7yi
and why so many people died over it235Please respect copyright.PENANAt7IvUKXJa1
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,235Please respect copyright.PENANAteyIT61SZl
I would.235Please respect copyright.PENANA1Cugky26bs
perhaps that makes me a bad human,235Please respect copyright.PENANAnOnHfg5pQL
a bad feminist235Please respect copyright.PENANAmxPWzSOb3i
bad person,235Please respect copyright.PENANAnoLk5ceV87
but all I know is it's the truth235Please respect copyright.PENANAIcIDwKjhSE
and I would do it,235Please respect copyright.PENANALv2YnrCUS4
235Please respect copyright.PENANA37DQwmrVYg
I would give up so much to stay desirable.235Please respect copyright.PENANAG8J863stJa
Because I've never been desired before235Please respect copyright.PENANAjM4ZtXgAUz
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,235Please respect copyright.PENANA4ASQXCZR04
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?235Please respect copyright.PENANArdg0FAtZo3
and my skin sags from my bones235Please respect copyright.PENANAIia8P1qb0W
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach235Please respect copyright.PENANA2PEWWE7Bhh
my neck doubling,235Please respect copyright.PENANAiGJxIC3oYy
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad235Please respect copyright.PENANADRFpPcfW1i
235Please respect copyright.PENANAcbZ2F7Cf8J
some people think when you get older looks matter less235Please respect copyright.PENANATI7Pgb2F15
But that's not true, nobody wants that235Please respect copyright.PENANAFNsV9LH8kH
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.235Please respect copyright.PENANAwsSa7vZPCw
What will I be?235Please respect copyright.PENANA4A8xIqsHBH
Chopped liver I suppose.235Please respect copyright.PENANAmeVRpwwNgX
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools235Please respect copyright.PENANAv8vP7Pd3xY
235Please respect copyright.PENANAtrGYC84siw
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life235Please respect copyright.PENANApHuHNl9LE8
I'm 20235Please respect copyright.PENANAcmWJMtZCuf
I have done nothing time is flying by235Please respect copyright.PENANAHW9j4Q1uD3
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast235Please respect copyright.PENANAvppK5pdNPa
Keeps slipping from my fists.235Please respect copyright.PENANA6xWJ1zxKIl
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).235Please respect copyright.PENANAYsLaYT3MIk
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.235Please respect copyright.PENANAzA4yIqMWBg
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up235Please respect copyright.PENANAs5jiwW0Krg
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.235Please respect copyright.PENANA28h3ZgeTNc
235Please respect copyright.PENANAB1aidu5Gtr
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity235Please respect copyright.PENANAyb3TtutvJn
I feel it closing in on me235Please respect copyright.PENANAU9D5uXECb8
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,235Please respect copyright.PENANA7f4O3rbpDt
looking in the mirror I see my painting.235Please respect copyright.PENANAq7I1k6mrwn
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,235Please respect copyright.PENANA34T90tQLJ9
I know they're going to be my demise.235Please respect copyright.PENANAkjSCxjPLv5
235Please respect copyright.PENANABT2kqdeDVM
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen235Please respect copyright.PENANATP3nqKxxYL
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.235Please respect copyright.PENANAVJen87ZBk7
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 235Please respect copyright.PENANAsiqQ49RuXX
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 235Please respect copyright.PENANAbgQv4Lk6Rw
235Please respect copyright.PENANAVHnyUE3ELb
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither235Please respect copyright.PENANAWhWAmJkAWu
because I know myself if not anyone else235Please respect copyright.PENANAeAsGR4JSMc
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.235Please respect copyright.PENANAnfwYmigZou
235Please respect copyright.PENANAekFWgs7bvk
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old