I am dreading growing old.318Please respect copyright.PENANA0qxTyGH4f0
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,318Please respect copyright.PENANA0cH5X73tlQ
everyone asked for a young female.318Please respect copyright.PENANAKgNfv6BC0A
what happens when I grow old,318Please respect copyright.PENANAhFV9IAFkEa
what happens when my tits sag 318Please respect copyright.PENANAcUO2TvsU42
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,318Please respect copyright.PENANAHAWtWfva68
will I no longer be wanted?318Please respect copyright.PENANAMMdjGkGty6
No longer desired or admired.318Please respect copyright.PENANAbDdlG6dt36
will I just be old?318Please respect copyright.PENANA5rHn2oDiXF
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 318Please respect copyright.PENANAAO4qCkBH1P
Just318Please respect copyright.PENANAmfMWCpRQKC
Old.318Please respect copyright.PENANA57Lzt20PKg
318Please respect copyright.PENANAVRPc1mHtV8
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?318Please respect copyright.PENANAKDWMJUIKqY
I'll have to be good at something,318Please respect copyright.PENANAp3K2AOzZ96
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills318Please respect copyright.PENANAkah4Rvku8W
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain318Please respect copyright.PENANAmqStqDNPan
I'll have to be somebody318Please respect copyright.PENANARTVuSBup59
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth318Please respect copyright.PENANAVuZJkWsQf0
but I know I can't keep it.318Please respect copyright.PENANAr8AJWyVtiy
Good things never last.318Please respect copyright.PENANAu2u23Z6FJJ
318Please respect copyright.PENANAlWrKOLU5rc
I don't know when youth became so important to me318Please respect copyright.PENANAP3k7KjvwKr
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail318Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0ZQgmjJ04
and why so many people died over it318Please respect copyright.PENANAy3UWhSxCvK
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,318Please respect copyright.PENANA5sTfBEVV2u
I would.318Please respect copyright.PENANAVJrLul76N0
perhaps that makes me a bad human,318Please respect copyright.PENANATnBSZYBhBW
a bad feminist318Please respect copyright.PENANA8Cd2d2EE5H
bad person,318Please respect copyright.PENANAshJLKxifGa
but all I know is it's the truth318Please respect copyright.PENANA7LVoZKYwXE
and I would do it,318Please respect copyright.PENANAXXyqJ5CK4x
318Please respect copyright.PENANASEbTLJjKve
I would give up so much to stay desirable.318Please respect copyright.PENANAp9qAb6zDYP
Because I've never been desired before318Please respect copyright.PENANAPMCeeB6Ueg
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,318Please respect copyright.PENANAiXcWY9Tt6u
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?318Please respect copyright.PENANA8I83SAZNCK
and my skin sags from my bones318Please respect copyright.PENANAE9LJOKeU3S
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach318Please respect copyright.PENANAP74DcnVnPJ
my neck doubling,318Please respect copyright.PENANAMysxLkNdAb
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad318Please respect copyright.PENANAKRZmpN2KOZ
318Please respect copyright.PENANAXVlYcxu3W5
some people think when you get older looks matter less318Please respect copyright.PENANARi8xHIC1r9
But that's not true, nobody wants that318Please respect copyright.PENANAdL0yumIAor
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.318Please respect copyright.PENANAa7D1TSfBYP
What will I be?318Please respect copyright.PENANAg5XXDO15hD
Chopped liver I suppose.318Please respect copyright.PENANAc3HelP1X60
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools318Please respect copyright.PENANAwysWcbBE8p
318Please respect copyright.PENANAL2qAEebpqx
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life318Please respect copyright.PENANAaTeuwLokun
I'm young318Please respect copyright.PENANAnta3VA5eZk
I have done nothing time is flying by318Please respect copyright.PENANAV18vgEo706
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast318Please respect copyright.PENANArEdmvCVSLp
Keeps slipping from my fists.318Please respect copyright.PENANAHa6VBFFiyn
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).318Please respect copyright.PENANAb2QlGFsA1W
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.318Please respect copyright.PENANAlFX64spBSk
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up318Please respect copyright.PENANAeKo4ipCiIV
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.318Please respect copyright.PENANAhFqObIsxLc
318Please respect copyright.PENANAWP9L7i2htv
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity318Please respect copyright.PENANANAgdHgA7a7
I feel it closing in on me318Please respect copyright.PENANAvcVykHonUG
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,318Please respect copyright.PENANAve6yd6BqDJ
looking in the mirror I see my painting.318Please respect copyright.PENANAjz6Qv74nqQ
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,318Please respect copyright.PENANAw8Etaydxwy
I know they're going to be my demise.318Please respect copyright.PENANATffKc7Bqpl
318Please respect copyright.PENANAoMVwvPjRFz
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen318Please respect copyright.PENANAfSiMM1if1u
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.318Please respect copyright.PENANABou2kXt04U
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 318Please respect copyright.PENANArIabqf0OS8
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 318Please respect copyright.PENANAhyuE431Ly7
318Please respect copyright.PENANAphXIIkX4EM
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither318Please respect copyright.PENANAVvMim9I8Vk
because I know myself if not anyone else318Please respect copyright.PENANAlmdimdLmoC
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.318Please respect copyright.PENANAKkCmSMmk96
318Please respect copyright.PENANA4eZuH9s1ZK
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.318Please respect copyright.PENANAuS63AdS4m5
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,318Please respect copyright.PENANA0g7KN8TPyM
everyone asked for a young female.318Please respect copyright.PENANAexpYcA5rSO
what happens when I grow old,318Please respect copyright.PENANA4ABhkyzAbr
what happens when my tits sag 318Please respect copyright.PENANAOZdDOpSX4L
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,318Please respect copyright.PENANAIcjmGaRdXm
will I no longer be wanted?318Please respect copyright.PENANAGRMXgu8Rca
No longer desired or admired.318Please respect copyright.PENANAm7tnGKwZIv
will I just be old?318Please respect copyright.PENANAwgC6dGrfcD
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 318Please respect copyright.PENANAAVsxP4ank1
Just318Please respect copyright.PENANARbTXcfiSin
Old.318Please respect copyright.PENANAWNPV52N5aZ
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?318Please respect copyright.PENANAyLbXB5MaQ6
I'll have to be good at something,318Please respect copyright.PENANAbAi9PgPW1e
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills318Please respect copyright.PENANAgFyvZC2DMJ
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain318Please respect copyright.PENANAV09lX24J6K
I'll have to be somebody318Please respect copyright.PENANAcMJupTPjBv
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth318Please respect copyright.PENANAk0APJD44Sx
but I know I can't keep it.318Please respect copyright.PENANAcFQ81T3Z5G
Good things never last.318Please respect copyright.PENANAupjOoNNTg5
318Please respect copyright.PENANAMOuWsAs7hO
I don't know when youth became so important to me318Please respect copyright.PENANAKbngEB2BIj
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail318Please respect copyright.PENANA9P0al26Eeg
and why so many people died over it318Please respect copyright.PENANA2o7C479gpV
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,318Please respect copyright.PENANAEG33q7PJ5p
I would.318Please respect copyright.PENANAKsD8Igs2Tr
perhaps that makes me a bad human,318Please respect copyright.PENANAFcHdR76GO4
a bad feminist318Please respect copyright.PENANA0yCoxaEXVk
bad person,318Please respect copyright.PENANAXJCFgVajbO
but all I know is it's the truth318Please respect copyright.PENANAfgRHiEuSF0
and I would do it,318Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9GbkpsFFB
318Please respect copyright.PENANA3OpPOXlA5N
I would give up so much to stay desirable.318Please respect copyright.PENANAaxR5SB2jE9
Because I've never been desired before318Please respect copyright.PENANALHYmTuUahK
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,318Please respect copyright.PENANAYP1tjAPtEd
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?318Please respect copyright.PENANA6dJ2CkwP0g
and my skin sags from my bones318Please respect copyright.PENANAis69jMdRaM
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach318Please respect copyright.PENANAPrAEeo6bTv
my neck doubling,318Please respect copyright.PENANAOBsbpsNvAC
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad318Please respect copyright.PENANAI5g6UMA24Z
318Please respect copyright.PENANApB0PS3cL3o
some people think when you get older looks matter less318Please respect copyright.PENANAACD0vwJPva
But that's not true, nobody wants that318Please respect copyright.PENANAEU9WvsvwHB
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.318Please respect copyright.PENANALoIXxMDMAd
What will I be?318Please respect copyright.PENANAb11j2ioAIy
Chopped liver I suppose.318Please respect copyright.PENANAFhRoq0nJM7
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools318Please respect copyright.PENANAOk4bH2bqWw
318Please respect copyright.PENANAFtybeFrk3T
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life318Please respect copyright.PENANAynb1UVduJR
I'm 20318Please respect copyright.PENANAmmUaP2qwn7
I have done nothing time is flying by318Please respect copyright.PENANAWkMX5nZIKj
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast318Please respect copyright.PENANAwxtPCFAoFp
Keeps slipping from my fists.318Please respect copyright.PENANA7H1uTGv4ms
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).318Please respect copyright.PENANAhGqgnVAzWy
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.318Please respect copyright.PENANATnMUAbZkot
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up318Please respect copyright.PENANAHV7Xl6Jdf8
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.318Please respect copyright.PENANAPGRfAqcubB
318Please respect copyright.PENANAgrAplVdojh
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity318Please respect copyright.PENANAGEAwq27lsx
I feel it closing in on me318Please respect copyright.PENANAgKajVBZ2d4
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,318Please respect copyright.PENANABao2beli4B
looking in the mirror I see my painting.318Please respect copyright.PENANAyfWMXSWDxq
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,318Please respect copyright.PENANALexyBOXFUQ
I know they're going to be my demise.318Please respect copyright.PENANAul8Q1xCtUA
318Please respect copyright.PENANA7lASPUB3qG
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen318Please respect copyright.PENANA8smCC3SrQA
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.318Please respect copyright.PENANA5jFuEU9Ywv
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 318Please respect copyright.PENANAUY7IUm4YjU
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 318Please respect copyright.PENANAnsDmXXXJSE
318Please respect copyright.PENANAY3fj2mtJCs
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither318Please respect copyright.PENANAjxV6OJQnjv
because I know myself if not anyone else318Please respect copyright.PENANAzNbPCHvZlF
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.318Please respect copyright.PENANAPiYDrRBzNe
318Please respect copyright.PENANAR5ODOeQwx8
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old