I am dreading growing old.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtItRZTwyfT
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MfpaSpLDA
everyone asked for a young female.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY6fUVfZq7
what happens when I grow old,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY42laxW0Xe
what happens when my tits sag 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDhibJpzLb
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcHey3Qlfv
will I no longer be wanted?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdLcTlL0Mg
No longer desired or admired.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3Y3STHzvR
will I just be old?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9Qku5n5Pp
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWyxZ8ZeB8
Just177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkh08s0ier
Old.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquPnRahi5X
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXULrdhWBb9
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9963cZ8rOg
I'll have to be good at something,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxpP6ScOjI
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxr5fcqVdj
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugbE9epMjF
I'll have to be somebody177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuygTM57cJ
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIA2ow88eS
but I know I can't keep it.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpYLKVF2mr
Good things never last.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7Mr1Dyb6L
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL0ik0kZs8
I don't know when youth became so important to me177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczdujl1OUh
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqwBDqj8AE
and why so many people died over it177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn3O4RZhcU
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qgSrAwkc9
I would.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEMbFnJUST
perhaps that makes me a bad human,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkP3sNkwvd
a bad feminist177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0x6cTPQx6
bad person,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAXT2V8AFw
but all I know is it's the truth177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre8JNbYDrA
and I would do it,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iXffMFT9a
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9TQutmkSa
I would give up so much to stay desirable.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkpBqvZ3to
Because I've never been desired before177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sPc2UCJvD
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgmBGD7d2U
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiReOZ60c4k
and my skin sags from my bones177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo1twIxVSb
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOZN9RrIZp
my neck doubling,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytMzZKrgbw
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36UyNSL2ey
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGA64SEoIT
some people think when you get older looks matter less177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkLd2s6EhN
But that's not true, nobody wants that177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zVbzhGrED
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes3ae9aLqe
What will I be?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFdKJHJYgF
Chopped liver I suppose.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9czSJoAn0
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPH7qu2N9h
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6RhdlrFEu
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPodBYcleoL
I'm young177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3frIcrGSpk
I have done nothing time is flying by177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyDwjRKLY0
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd5uz74b7r
Keeps slipping from my fists.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr9qSSRy5V
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSCtGHj4jG
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpIiVBF3DU
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2uNb50pLZ
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIswozv3cXX
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWr7H0mbY1
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDIlziGmiF
I feel it closing in on me177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7209IOMT3
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h3MBdOFrZ
looking in the mirror I see my painting.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOq3M6bvgB
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk0FXDb8qS
I know they're going to be my demise.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI71aGZFuTO
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u8BwJRjDS
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXSfU5BJjD
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8o26fDl4V
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEOxWKwZBJ
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9rPPmZbve
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus8QYjfczh
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRTDYzkcmx
because I know myself if not anyone else177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs45dzuhrL
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Agrqkz1H7
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2050Ur1We
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK90YUaYoSN
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M3pRwhC71
everyone asked for a young female.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5tmCAOFYI
what happens when I grow old,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKbATFEIBw
what happens when my tits sag 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLxJGnMPpv
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy6lKbTyJq
will I no longer be wanted?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PTwzdi3vn
No longer desired or admired.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNduSmlDWTM
will I just be old?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrGSFr3Dog
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo5h8lD5Hi
Just177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cD8NIjcCf
Old.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFVwQ7TU6I
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJCX3bOJ6F
I'll have to be good at something,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjqaCmYnzj
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogNwZuyuWt
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwM50jhq01
I'll have to be somebody177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1rGOQvgBx
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTF7gBimWj
but I know I can't keep it.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukpPPkXqGy
Good things never last.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4tTiXcapJ
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYXOzOWWW7
I don't know when youth became so important to me177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLbnxi2sCE
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKIstIhWBp
and why so many people died over it177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxYD5yTnHu
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjKeIpLe52
I would.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JoCcLqmay
perhaps that makes me a bad human,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDtxJXklPJ
a bad feminist177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPTHCk7h6V
bad person,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA7I8lxm8i
but all I know is it's the truth177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJrLrHIN4L
and I would do it,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJZWQyG6rb
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2TCg8AwGW
I would give up so much to stay desirable.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8HPCzsBZP
Because I've never been desired before177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1rh5ebed4
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GJbSuf6kW
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKLm0KcU0q
and my skin sags from my bones177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC51LIOjwA0
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaobdfUiFj
my neck doubling,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa19YoG0SSF
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS17dHuAjG
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUzFrh6sG3
some people think when you get older looks matter less177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy2X31WuSo
But that's not true, nobody wants that177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAST3d5LCQ0
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQMK8xGCS0
What will I be?177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2T3zz6FT2
Chopped liver I suppose.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsU65RaqPF
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrTBaBLeH5
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9VTGSfK1h
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7JNmAz1EA
I'm 20177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q3maJXjjS
I have done nothing time is flying by177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBpm94vgrp
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ApO2mTemV
Keeps slipping from my fists.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mIdYJXigZ
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJY1AD47cO
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcKxtGXjQs
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cKYlcj35Z
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNWKE3P0jA
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHGwJ3kxeG
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2knGZG2U5
I feel it closing in on me177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf74t8Qbp8i
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGB0K1UTgb
looking in the mirror I see my painting.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizySRqcA9O
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWddO88DHcy
I know they're going to be my demise.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6eNmiiPOB
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7nSImk0Nv
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFkYNXcDOh
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NPBuwKWlp
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUyx3yODch
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20LpW7gUAJ
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1t0tJabdXb
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oLC8JaRtE
because I know myself if not anyone else177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN4elCZzeh
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ1ukzAnwM
177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYr6dr2mjf
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
