I am dreading growing old.302Please respect copyright.PENANABcCaHKokWw
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,302Please respect copyright.PENANAayXWm2I9cr
everyone asked for a young female.302Please respect copyright.PENANADLu57NkuSc
what happens when I grow old,302Please respect copyright.PENANAIMvgbkvWGx
what happens when my tits sag 302Please respect copyright.PENANAI68CEFzNH2
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,302Please respect copyright.PENANA7xR1cbel3S
will I no longer be wanted?302Please respect copyright.PENANAhlLOqBXfIY
No longer desired or admired.302Please respect copyright.PENANA2RIOkUSe9o
will I just be old?302Please respect copyright.PENANAVlzg8MgMlh
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 302Please respect copyright.PENANAw8jDv8Xslw
Just302Please respect copyright.PENANAqIPCRLvuOg
Old.302Please respect copyright.PENANAWbBBAtnMxF
302Please respect copyright.PENANAhd4fzJlwUu
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?302Please respect copyright.PENANAHUWINuCYkV
I'll have to be good at something,302Please respect copyright.PENANAkNNrdpi3Qo
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills302Please respect copyright.PENANA6HPLAWiAfQ
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain302Please respect copyright.PENANABN8zMJoF2Q
I'll have to be somebody302Please respect copyright.PENANAsHSgZW37kf
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth302Please respect copyright.PENANAUAvhjK2CEu
but I know I can't keep it.302Please respect copyright.PENANALhmAthqG2z
Good things never last.302Please respect copyright.PENANAB7eSAEW2by
302Please respect copyright.PENANAMlJJxGVaIs
I don't know when youth became so important to me302Please respect copyright.PENANARUvBn5dJuR
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail302Please respect copyright.PENANAoYp29af6Ee
and why so many people died over it302Please respect copyright.PENANAkb7uIay2BA
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,302Please respect copyright.PENANAncX4EohAo1
I would.302Please respect copyright.PENANAeYm7gVF0LH
perhaps that makes me a bad human,302Please respect copyright.PENANAuYtzYdg9hQ
a bad feminist302Please respect copyright.PENANAYT6tA4qY6S
bad person,302Please respect copyright.PENANAx6AvcMbQKD
but all I know is it's the truth302Please respect copyright.PENANAP5Cf1BO2jn
and I would do it,302Please respect copyright.PENANAswL8w2J6d1
302Please respect copyright.PENANA8jhIU9BmS2
I would give up so much to stay desirable.302Please respect copyright.PENANA6yU9ETZB8i
Because I've never been desired before302Please respect copyright.PENANAczVxmG2pDE
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,302Please respect copyright.PENANAJMHOzKoYR8
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?302Please respect copyright.PENANAsqeBzBQxtL
and my skin sags from my bones302Please respect copyright.PENANAUzkuWZW1nP
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach302Please respect copyright.PENANAUNOGMKwgn5
my neck doubling,302Please respect copyright.PENANAA2WZ0EsUN8
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad302Please respect copyright.PENANAfKYDFgBEFL
302Please respect copyright.PENANAtfyj9bbEdv
some people think when you get older looks matter less302Please respect copyright.PENANAqQTREe2hS8
But that's not true, nobody wants that302Please respect copyright.PENANAhpmZJB7llg
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.302Please respect copyright.PENANA8TXJ28NXui
What will I be?302Please respect copyright.PENANAyVCY6mY0Tc
Chopped liver I suppose.302Please respect copyright.PENANAWZtYR9fttX
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools302Please respect copyright.PENANAITYw5H3FyA
302Please respect copyright.PENANASAdJuXeRGd
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life302Please respect copyright.PENANAj3wdlk6mL2
I'm young302Please respect copyright.PENANAbhvvsFWHtD
I have done nothing time is flying by302Please respect copyright.PENANAXLyPRvWJ2X
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast302Please respect copyright.PENANAI9hAboT7vO
Keeps slipping from my fists.302Please respect copyright.PENANANxDNxW7JZl
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).302Please respect copyright.PENANA0z66zFVzxm
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.302Please respect copyright.PENANA5G28MAP2FL
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up302Please respect copyright.PENANA9WmVS4RJqo
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.302Please respect copyright.PENANAPBbIAQQXqp
302Please respect copyright.PENANATTFKucUVx1
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity302Please respect copyright.PENANAUG2cJaOx4W
I feel it closing in on me302Please respect copyright.PENANAvfIlmIuIIS
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,302Please respect copyright.PENANAKEGI77X0Fk
looking in the mirror I see my painting.302Please respect copyright.PENANA9FGGndZJjx
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,302Please respect copyright.PENANAlaKpz4M80c
I know they're going to be my demise.302Please respect copyright.PENANAszbHGEfpjB
302Please respect copyright.PENANAc2SeU74OWi
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen302Please respect copyright.PENANAPnYWiyq7h7
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.302Please respect copyright.PENANAZrRC8tIPb1
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 302Please respect copyright.PENANATqeYzvCdGE
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 302Please respect copyright.PENANA2Wt3dclH3y
302Please respect copyright.PENANACgonJpPlte
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither302Please respect copyright.PENANAY7EFAhsyJL
because I know myself if not anyone else302Please respect copyright.PENANA96zph8eGDq
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.302Please respect copyright.PENANAgUUyLMuxqx
302Please respect copyright.PENANAOC6ZxTXyra
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.302Please respect copyright.PENANA4bpAghTmkc
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,302Please respect copyright.PENANAaPMtq7ui1q
everyone asked for a young female.302Please respect copyright.PENANALTkjy7Y0HG
what happens when I grow old,302Please respect copyright.PENANA7BNJgnjR40
what happens when my tits sag 302Please respect copyright.PENANAJq48VIzhvb
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,302Please respect copyright.PENANAnHKGIajZwv
will I no longer be wanted?302Please respect copyright.PENANAej3g8X7oYF
No longer desired or admired.302Please respect copyright.PENANA8yFVXjMKax
will I just be old?302Please respect copyright.PENANALmJDtoWcTW
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 302Please respect copyright.PENANAEA7lcoAnUt
Just302Please respect copyright.PENANAhiklD0xTIK
Old.302Please respect copyright.PENANAYJP0niYAQs
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?302Please respect copyright.PENANA9IXyxkqipq
I'll have to be good at something,302Please respect copyright.PENANAIll8l3y2te
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills302Please respect copyright.PENANAA4yImmSLrr
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain302Please respect copyright.PENANAmZNpsRYVFH
I'll have to be somebody302Please respect copyright.PENANAMLJCkB3HhM
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth302Please respect copyright.PENANAxQYBpDKCXF
but I know I can't keep it.302Please respect copyright.PENANAuPjnmidadm
Good things never last.302Please respect copyright.PENANAMxNl2mOjfh
302Please respect copyright.PENANA8cl2z7uZm0
I don't know when youth became so important to me302Please respect copyright.PENANA86wPuS5DIS
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail302Please respect copyright.PENANAKShxkOpJKk
and why so many people died over it302Please respect copyright.PENANAirn8lDqhWC
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,302Please respect copyright.PENANAiM1d1priH5
I would.302Please respect copyright.PENANAniuLFqDPk0
perhaps that makes me a bad human,302Please respect copyright.PENANAc0THizs7Hn
a bad feminist302Please respect copyright.PENANAroztit6x72
bad person,302Please respect copyright.PENANAoFrGokY7Vg
but all I know is it's the truth302Please respect copyright.PENANAiX5aCCfVTf
and I would do it,302Please respect copyright.PENANAc6zaG1iB0l
302Please respect copyright.PENANAAV3yuOfXhD
I would give up so much to stay desirable.302Please respect copyright.PENANAswClvYovyu
Because I've never been desired before302Please respect copyright.PENANAMZH6cFZJUu
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,302Please respect copyright.PENANAaNDx8Y8b1v
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?302Please respect copyright.PENANA5KJf29rUMB
and my skin sags from my bones302Please respect copyright.PENANAaaGYyFFJeS
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach302Please respect copyright.PENANAoDbB2higb4
my neck doubling,302Please respect copyright.PENANAIBzVV6CJLr
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad302Please respect copyright.PENANAKQEGAgjjpl
302Please respect copyright.PENANAafR9RCi5U3
some people think when you get older looks matter less302Please respect copyright.PENANAvWA2XhEPb4
But that's not true, nobody wants that302Please respect copyright.PENANAlSU5156CBW
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.302Please respect copyright.PENANAwgiQHF0m0h
What will I be?302Please respect copyright.PENANAlMju07VZ5g
Chopped liver I suppose.302Please respect copyright.PENANAQz445WihLJ
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools302Please respect copyright.PENANAGC1oF6eFzP
302Please respect copyright.PENANAd485yCFCGG
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life302Please respect copyright.PENANAPfRLVFr86l
I'm 20302Please respect copyright.PENANAkbXjlXxmv4
I have done nothing time is flying by302Please respect copyright.PENANAfJzYYP7S7d
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast302Please respect copyright.PENANAgDdsuMKh5p
Keeps slipping from my fists.302Please respect copyright.PENANAVc9q9XLUay
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).302Please respect copyright.PENANATzi9BWDMpx
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.302Please respect copyright.PENANACM6aPLw8a0
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up302Please respect copyright.PENANAWK7fFYBo2n
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.302Please respect copyright.PENANAleolfKyxfe
302Please respect copyright.PENANAdEuHZlW2Qg
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity302Please respect copyright.PENANAGa96qhLGaW
I feel it closing in on me302Please respect copyright.PENANA093T5y0o4p
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,302Please respect copyright.PENANAIEG0H3hzml
looking in the mirror I see my painting.302Please respect copyright.PENANAa8zuPB4kWI
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,302Please respect copyright.PENANAJBLlGFMbSu
I know they're going to be my demise.302Please respect copyright.PENANAXXjgRS8mDi
302Please respect copyright.PENANA6dkkoqjQx6
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen302Please respect copyright.PENANAXpbokyq5kQ
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.302Please respect copyright.PENANAExw7Qrwexi
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 302Please respect copyright.PENANAagalxW5h27
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 302Please respect copyright.PENANAHuxRSgV5mp
302Please respect copyright.PENANATDwQP4INCx
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither302Please respect copyright.PENANAZMr9inTxt3
because I know myself if not anyone else302Please respect copyright.PENANA0lsUKKNTQu
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.302Please respect copyright.PENANAAWv0sgMyVC
302Please respect copyright.PENANA0MWHFDInv8
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old