I am dreading growing old.232Please respect copyright.PENANAlODqxxtqJI
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,232Please respect copyright.PENANALl6r1DrgO3
everyone asked for a young female.232Please respect copyright.PENANALea6KJgJQL
what happens when I grow old,232Please respect copyright.PENANAKsvslivzfD
what happens when my tits sag 232Please respect copyright.PENANAyvqEiHgKMJ
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,232Please respect copyright.PENANAjy70ItGPMf
will I no longer be wanted?232Please respect copyright.PENANACUlTwx9IbX
No longer desired or admired.232Please respect copyright.PENANAskhTj928hA
will I just be old?232Please respect copyright.PENANAmExGB4yZ8R
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 232Please respect copyright.PENANAznYXMhYkHq
Just232Please respect copyright.PENANAqjbtKVCNRJ
Old.232Please respect copyright.PENANADL3hmKOZu3
232Please respect copyright.PENANAPjiSFw7lck
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?232Please respect copyright.PENANAnkFztZbf5B
I'll have to be good at something,232Please respect copyright.PENANAObVtw18UNt
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills232Please respect copyright.PENANAvunKeiDJTg
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain232Please respect copyright.PENANA9VXlxQLtQz
I'll have to be somebody232Please respect copyright.PENANAsXz1FLaiVJ
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth232Please respect copyright.PENANA1eYt9D3Iqe
but I know I can't keep it.232Please respect copyright.PENANAu20LK6YwAE
Good things never last.232Please respect copyright.PENANADaWlODqoy2
232Please respect copyright.PENANAWmcql1s1vn
I don't know when youth became so important to me232Please respect copyright.PENANA7NKIx9zuEX
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail232Please respect copyright.PENANAhkUvYE2t8o
and why so many people died over it232Please respect copyright.PENANAxkmFQ4TnXm
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,232Please respect copyright.PENANA9WNG0g91nb
I would.232Please respect copyright.PENANAt2mDsPJx7C
perhaps that makes me a bad human,232Please respect copyright.PENANAiOYUSM4XPI
a bad feminist232Please respect copyright.PENANAUec2Jz6oOa
bad person,232Please respect copyright.PENANAMV6bYBPSSh
but all I know is it's the truth232Please respect copyright.PENANA1SQ3yASSfs
and I would do it,232Please respect copyright.PENANA6cOsva6Vno
232Please respect copyright.PENANA34CNfYteAO
I would give up so much to stay desirable.232Please respect copyright.PENANAiFLVPzRpOh
Because I've never been desired before232Please respect copyright.PENANAKnJPIwaoYS
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,232Please respect copyright.PENANAqAmtink83q
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?232Please respect copyright.PENANA11SgRzClGA
and my skin sags from my bones232Please respect copyright.PENANA4l1tkBSEnF
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach232Please respect copyright.PENANA0gxPiN6cRd
my neck doubling,232Please respect copyright.PENANAph3ZvCkC0E
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad232Please respect copyright.PENANApnDLkYFUtc
232Please respect copyright.PENANAkEFv9uQC2a
some people think when you get older looks matter less232Please respect copyright.PENANAwBzTIaV87A
But that's not true, nobody wants that232Please respect copyright.PENANA4upsLr7lnP
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.232Please respect copyright.PENANATL3xxuHtPL
What will I be?232Please respect copyright.PENANAnbBHilJbA7
Chopped liver I suppose.232Please respect copyright.PENANAxtRCxkVyfi
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools232Please respect copyright.PENANABu8hsgY8KL
232Please respect copyright.PENANAljSxOSyJqh
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life232Please respect copyright.PENANANVyKDAJjzI
I'm young232Please respect copyright.PENANAnfYsoAa9Qb
I have done nothing time is flying by232Please respect copyright.PENANA8UyTDmPOAR
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast232Please respect copyright.PENANAWQeZdqsnlC
Keeps slipping from my fists.232Please respect copyright.PENANADQfZUSUku3
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).232Please respect copyright.PENANApGGxnWcBLs
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.232Please respect copyright.PENANAxH4LKI8lSx
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up232Please respect copyright.PENANAo43hvNpWmA
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.232Please respect copyright.PENANA9nghXiMh6q
232Please respect copyright.PENANAujFmZInfrl
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity232Please respect copyright.PENANAfhiRJmmXmG
I feel it closing in on me232Please respect copyright.PENANAqga5lY1VC2
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,232Please respect copyright.PENANAcLuswOoARu
looking in the mirror I see my painting.232Please respect copyright.PENANA9niDeFzuub
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,232Please respect copyright.PENANAk2pzNgZg4t
I know they're going to be my demise.232Please respect copyright.PENANAUAiz2dUGew
232Please respect copyright.PENANAr7rsOSW1SW
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen232Please respect copyright.PENANA4AQDe0nYv0
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.232Please respect copyright.PENANAVseI8Sbe2z
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 232Please respect copyright.PENANAzjqEr5qY0g
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 232Please respect copyright.PENANAwaiXvFRuyX
232Please respect copyright.PENANA5WtnD8oF3a
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither232Please respect copyright.PENANADZxUhiMc9k
because I know myself if not anyone else232Please respect copyright.PENANAhzX1nZMsCE
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.232Please respect copyright.PENANABhweteZ96l
232Please respect copyright.PENANACwqv7WZgbd
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.232Please respect copyright.PENANAgEJ70Uggpe
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,232Please respect copyright.PENANAuaqT4BkZtB
everyone asked for a young female.232Please respect copyright.PENANAQPiN5sQUZ4
what happens when I grow old,232Please respect copyright.PENANAFlpXe9gAFA
what happens when my tits sag 232Please respect copyright.PENANAbSK5OHmVeP
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,232Please respect copyright.PENANAkdKZ0mMtNS
will I no longer be wanted?232Please respect copyright.PENANAIxNWYijwc5
No longer desired or admired.232Please respect copyright.PENANADcDhUF7cMf
will I just be old?232Please respect copyright.PENANAeHPD0Y5Ei6
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 232Please respect copyright.PENANA0hu3rCngfb
Just232Please respect copyright.PENANApmjVnwUW2k
Old.232Please respect copyright.PENANAWrDM4AVIyb
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?232Please respect copyright.PENANAoTnzUbTw5R
I'll have to be good at something,232Please respect copyright.PENANAU9jYhncikQ
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills232Please respect copyright.PENANAbzpzsJI4U9
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain232Please respect copyright.PENANA8J9gh55xTw
I'll have to be somebody232Please respect copyright.PENANA7YbiVK3aS5
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth232Please respect copyright.PENANAbPiQGizLFD
but I know I can't keep it.232Please respect copyright.PENANAqVUcgFIZVj
Good things never last.232Please respect copyright.PENANAwliH5O8Yhn
232Please respect copyright.PENANAhzPhXdLzUP
I don't know when youth became so important to me232Please respect copyright.PENANAeNkvKvsasm
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail232Please respect copyright.PENANAaB1dV5nx3O
and why so many people died over it232Please respect copyright.PENANAGWNpex8t38
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,232Please respect copyright.PENANA0hsifAeFUw
I would.232Please respect copyright.PENANAV9mVLovsZS
perhaps that makes me a bad human,232Please respect copyright.PENANA25TADP0HRj
a bad feminist232Please respect copyright.PENANAAwryFFaKtQ
bad person,232Please respect copyright.PENANA7ifUDYmooy
but all I know is it's the truth232Please respect copyright.PENANAwTDfxxvhAJ
and I would do it,232Please respect copyright.PENANAyz9NsYZzym
232Please respect copyright.PENANAEORPcjYSdH
I would give up so much to stay desirable.232Please respect copyright.PENANA0RE10pNBIZ
Because I've never been desired before232Please respect copyright.PENANAFwxR6zZyRU
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,232Please respect copyright.PENANAoUcG7808em
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?232Please respect copyright.PENANAsarlnQ0TWK
and my skin sags from my bones232Please respect copyright.PENANAh6V7aJ3MQl
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach232Please respect copyright.PENANAGFw5IDBmZA
my neck doubling,232Please respect copyright.PENANAsJSdMmtGJm
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad232Please respect copyright.PENANArng464Ua1s
232Please respect copyright.PENANAUy2oD8DqUe
some people think when you get older looks matter less232Please respect copyright.PENANAzcbOUIM86g
But that's not true, nobody wants that232Please respect copyright.PENANA7mwqMB6bB8
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.232Please respect copyright.PENANAgea2pJ6NMC
What will I be?232Please respect copyright.PENANABN4KQwamzc
Chopped liver I suppose.232Please respect copyright.PENANAnlJnGwWyNU
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools232Please respect copyright.PENANA13NtIHpmQF
232Please respect copyright.PENANAeqc6P8gIJn
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life232Please respect copyright.PENANAxE4JeHXEli
I'm 20232Please respect copyright.PENANAwOZJFjcYOZ
I have done nothing time is flying by232Please respect copyright.PENANA35zrIvMgKo
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast232Please respect copyright.PENANAWiRtVFUT1Y
Keeps slipping from my fists.232Please respect copyright.PENANAs2yw2vDyeK
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).232Please respect copyright.PENANAmgiPZcM4Bb
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.232Please respect copyright.PENANAXGOy65zZZj
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up232Please respect copyright.PENANAAtuZrbgUtH
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.232Please respect copyright.PENANAXNaj8E9Ih1
232Please respect copyright.PENANAYGdNGvHSHB
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity232Please respect copyright.PENANA0Df3jakZAV
I feel it closing in on me232Please respect copyright.PENANAN7DRBpMT6q
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,232Please respect copyright.PENANAzzR52YeX9f
looking in the mirror I see my painting.232Please respect copyright.PENANAw0J1kb4Fhl
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,232Please respect copyright.PENANAIAUBYoD9PR
I know they're going to be my demise.232Please respect copyright.PENANA4CY83WZmsR
232Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y6w7ucmlF
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen232Please respect copyright.PENANAINBctQLysN
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.232Please respect copyright.PENANAH4u4Fj9hMe
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 232Please respect copyright.PENANAlBwqOlKFC9
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 232Please respect copyright.PENANANRqceLoMEz
232Please respect copyright.PENANA62gTTLqD2x
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither232Please respect copyright.PENANA48AGvFgOxd
because I know myself if not anyone else232Please respect copyright.PENANAtaYTXrD0D4
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.232Please respect copyright.PENANAKSaQPZfp2M
232Please respect copyright.PENANAsLZSzqKBw0
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old