I am dreading growing old.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zkBjUbWVI
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwVtwwd6vH
everyone asked for a young female.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C1a2x4vR3
what happens when I grow old,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0O9j9Pg7z
what happens when my tits sag 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6SVKnNlPu
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdC0fBWV19H
will I no longer be wanted?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdZsEnApRN
No longer desired or admired.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV5onTK3yQ
will I just be old?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM70ohgVSLh
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtSX3GZ5F9
Just174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUsn65IpqI
Old.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppsfCDbcU0
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkICMiw1Qm2
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0UtqVCgw2
I'll have to be good at something,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQvCYa5Eim
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkatDVlhCz7
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji7f7dw7K9
I'll have to be somebody174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcuGEHO1wH
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6waifcY4S
but I know I can't keep it.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdFWnenSet
Good things never last.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzu1lXvoEh
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4z7b6htRxQ
I don't know when youth became so important to me174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RJ8IeYodS
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhC3ETMHs0
and why so many people died over it174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFg5vRL6f0
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGddPK0glth
I would.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgihWVUZYBY
perhaps that makes me a bad human,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMqRuBm78n
a bad feminist174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSI2Lb9UF8
bad person,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivRVmLfdtS
but all I know is it's the truth174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG29veHzge
and I would do it,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSmOmtScXa
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeTqt9CCDT
I would give up so much to stay desirable.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdrSUb3Q1V
Because I've never been desired before174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPygJ3ii3ph
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZWu8e6qIn
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5rb9GWLPR
and my skin sags from my bones174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjWMv6tknW
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZ6av4yN02
my neck doubling,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C3ZKboOhg
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufUiFiKKu4
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak9kWOiPwQ
some people think when you get older looks matter less174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuAH751D5m
But that's not true, nobody wants that174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFuVgf3HSP
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwPzdcGepM
What will I be?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfB8JjCFEn
Chopped liver I suppose.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZsQXlYOv5
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gEG2wQJgN
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMIWm4gvU0
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jPt9g3Xq0
I'm young174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmHUUv8nIy
I have done nothing time is flying by174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHusRNlvkDq
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkv9L4OAwD
Keeps slipping from my fists.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOmRANmhGx
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQB0WeucLO
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdn7oPVd1s
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXJyKikqas
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4YHgV4ytl
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now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H9MEXxqAE
I feel it closing in on me174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixd5Fkpzlq
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp3f0hb3In
looking in the mirror I see my painting.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesWjRwPIVK
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVksJDy0Z3
I know they're going to be my demise.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGmAmi5SzM
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEPudfYaQ7
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGogRmyGzIc
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFQjSme88f
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfspP1uDXcL
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16RbHJRyGd
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn4Eu8U5Yq
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV2ee1w7sf
because I know myself if not anyone else174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3Da3bkbsG
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPQv20nnWj
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNdgCHSHIH
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b9SLJQzVK
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUXTo4xHWA
everyone asked for a young female.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jkgv4jtR6
what happens when I grow old,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E34rZf7I7
what happens when my tits sag 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0ROLJlrxz
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLancUc5S4
will I no longer be wanted?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ4h2kR2ay
No longer desired or admired.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d4BA5mrAz
will I just be old?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oF2SHwGZ0
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACpQZp4DLV
Just174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJMhICfDI6
Old.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmGZwqtTCg
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHwZAOKksN
I'll have to be good at something,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHKgG9K4Ro
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeX1FdIkrw
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBZXFTGTen
I'll have to be somebody174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjvmNMMt3M
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQDwZUtqtF
but I know I can't keep it.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzICqwJvwoH
Good things never last.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgnGee4159
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk5CfsWyWG
I don't know when youth became so important to me174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVGuijKFL2
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9vUGv5Mlj
and why so many people died over it174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS58ERBQqX
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl27izwfcvd
I would.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ybVYVb02c
perhaps that makes me a bad human,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ85cvaAhlc
a bad feminist174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDhMu3HcPp
bad person,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUXJSNubQg
but all I know is it's the truth174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2DKSkgJD8
and I would do it,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiPDxZS75p
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2owRZ5mpkE
I would give up so much to stay desirable.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDV0OcHT37
Because I've never been desired before174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKN8fyLQPC
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAvfIxPbEt
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2J8vFZ9GH
and my skin sags from my bones174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkaDpWXZp0
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SP8MAu0eY
my neck doubling,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhceFSjKYC
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjtNf5JB6T
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLpDofycNv
some people think when you get older looks matter less174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUD5ZEKr8V
But that's not true, nobody wants that174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpWGElEbWO
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DJbUcjdHo
What will I be?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7bvSKmP9j
Chopped liver I suppose.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp26Ebdg6H
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFOP6W0rnu
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK6zVvkUQx
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7yy2sveHw
I'm 20174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXp8U2WHcb
I have done nothing time is flying by174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfnJZNUE7U
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDILKknX6hT
Keeps slipping from my fists.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jMlDxR14o
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXVU359z6C
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCP1M7kYFk
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfHhA5wC7S
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAg3mQ6YjD
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERaorSSs7y
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb7a2DSpyh
I feel it closing in on me174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp065X0Szjv
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64XJSbOmqL
looking in the mirror I see my painting.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh389cAY4gt
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqmKCqp74R
I know they're going to be my demise.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe9LnK0WrN
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh29OrnUb4
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3148tRfMSA
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8UiVyjiIa
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyylLuudUd
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbzuL346RF
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRT0cpRx6Z
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUD1SSbxIS
because I know myself if not anyone else174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7fJ7NboGy
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF1sXH9gts
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5D0eKBdIf
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
