現在想想,一開始是我把她的理性冷肅,81Please respect copyright.PENANAdjLXca7SMm
誤以為凉薄溫柔,並被這種穩重寡言深深的引誘了,81Please respect copyright.PENANAkoRLVsUVX7
但即使在夏天,也沒有人可以一直承受時暖時冷的她,雖然是她先走的,後來我再次靠近,弄清缘由,又被她的話語所吸引,而因她承受無盡痛苦。81Please respect copyright.PENANA5CHjQrRAng
令我感到這段關係終成曇花。81Please respect copyright.PENANAexXYAOlT9z
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沒有人能長久擔起另一個人的生命。81Please respect copyright.PENANAg1cgTTh7uN
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她看著我,開始出現朝生暮死的疲弱。81Please respect copyright.PENANAyJmg1WVCqe
因此我有時若即若離,81Please respect copyright.PENANAO2kNzJMGaJ
只為了我不要過份倚賴她,81Please respect copyright.PENANARQwHMpr418
但不要完全切斷關係,要像蜻蜓的翅膀斷裂,細若游絲地維持。81Please respect copyright.PENANAZzXDV9nkWY
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最後她對我的同情,無奈,她沒有拒絕我。81Please respect copyright.PENANA76IH9Tfd6e
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但我們都清楚,或者至少她知道,81Please respect copyright.PENANAG23Er2h79e
這段關係的開始意味着一切關係的結束。81Please respect copyright.PENANAUtdXaP1WrX
有時我甚至覺得她只是想擺脫我。81Please respect copyright.PENANAt53sxqPumZ
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因为我對她的依賴,她對我的縱容,81Please respect copyright.PENANAZOTPSqR2QH
把我們驅趕到一條死路上,永遠的,唯一的,81Please respect copyright.PENANAWCLZMigxtP
她可以忘記我,不痛不癢,但我沒法忘記她。81Please respect copyright.PENANAhi2BtYcq0m
我愛上她是一件命中注定的事。81Please respect copyright.PENANAYfClFRXZTP
但精神的脆弱,讓我們實質是在天台邊緣行走,81Please respect copyright.PENANA9R6zk4SgL7
或者是在吊橋上搖搖欲墜,81Please respect copyright.PENANAtw9u91Ozwl
所以我們的結局也是命中注定的事。81Please respect copyright.PENANAZZznFcuNfx
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也許沒有對方會自在很多,81Please respect copyright.PENANAFXhnIBatvp
我仍然不曉得她是怎樣想我的。81Please respect copyright.PENANALSdr0SHeCJ
仔細想想這是事實,我不願意有人離她更近,81Please respect copyright.PENANARhXgAlE3yR
因為我已經那樣依賴她了,在深夜裡崩潰,第一時間是給她打十一個電話,不為別的,只是想聽見她的聲音,我在嗚咽裡斷斷續續講述我有多不捨得她,只差把「我喜歡妳」這層心照不宣的秘密捅穿,她卻不為所動,只是當這件事為小孩子的哭鬧。81Please respect copyright.PENANAj5k1v6XHOt
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這個世界上沒有什麼人可以毫無條件相信另外一個人,81Please respect copyright.PENANA2yHSc4PcQH
這是多危險,孤擲一注的現象,精神失控得連半夢半醒之間都恍惚,每晚都抱著一絲希望夢見她,隱約地知道,她沒有出現過,妄空一場。81Please respect copyright.PENANAWN5R3KIlk4