現在想想,一開始是我把她的理性冷肅,83Please respect copyright.PENANABEzN5VW9dU
誤以為凉薄溫柔,並被這種穩重寡言深深的引誘了,83Please respect copyright.PENANA7HD2aul07U
但即使在夏天,也沒有人可以一直承受時暖時冷的她,雖然是她先走的,後來我再次靠近,弄清缘由,又被她的話語所吸引,而因她承受無盡痛苦。83Please respect copyright.PENANANoiNz1L0p6
令我感到這段關係終成曇花。83Please respect copyright.PENANAaM9glSq1k2
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沒有人能長久擔起另一個人的生命。83Please respect copyright.PENANA7zIZKhMv5W
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她看著我,開始出現朝生暮死的疲弱。83Please respect copyright.PENANABNQl5njYaY
因此我有時若即若離,83Please respect copyright.PENANA5MZKMqDZbb
只為了我不要過份倚賴她,83Please respect copyright.PENANA4S4MvRFzib
但不要完全切斷關係,要像蜻蜓的翅膀斷裂,細若游絲地維持。83Please respect copyright.PENANAb4oh42HJGz
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最後她對我的同情,無奈,她沒有拒絕我。83Please respect copyright.PENANAP7pZMuuDGb
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但我們都清楚,或者至少她知道,83Please respect copyright.PENANAbFfY8l74wx
這段關係的開始意味着一切關係的結束。83Please respect copyright.PENANAuUmz2yrlxH
有時我甚至覺得她只是想擺脫我。83Please respect copyright.PENANAiQewNqxhPG
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因为我對她的依賴,她對我的縱容,83Please respect copyright.PENANAc4PZBUeX3g
把我們驅趕到一條死路上,永遠的,唯一的,83Please respect copyright.PENANAAog1fSeEHp
她可以忘記我,不痛不癢,但我沒法忘記她。83Please respect copyright.PENANAGR0rcm27Y5
我愛上她是一件命中注定的事。83Please respect copyright.PENANAnjcZnpJsu6
但精神的脆弱,讓我們實質是在天台邊緣行走,83Please respect copyright.PENANAXxSo2hVVLy
或者是在吊橋上搖搖欲墜,83Please respect copyright.PENANAt5215HiwC4
所以我們的結局也是命中注定的事。83Please respect copyright.PENANAMv9QBQccmf
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也許沒有對方會自在很多,83Please respect copyright.PENANAifhmpcZbJL
我仍然不曉得她是怎樣想我的。83Please respect copyright.PENANABVnfRS77pX
仔細想想這是事實,我不願意有人離她更近,83Please respect copyright.PENANAH1ne50kRl4
因為我已經那樣依賴她了,在深夜裡崩潰,第一時間是給她打十一個電話,不為別的,只是想聽見她的聲音,我在嗚咽裡斷斷續續講述我有多不捨得她,只差把「我喜歡妳」這層心照不宣的秘密捅穿,她卻不為所動,只是當這件事為小孩子的哭鬧。83Please respect copyright.PENANA0Szhbzb35V
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這個世界上沒有什麼人可以毫無條件相信另外一個人,83Please respect copyright.PENANAQcaKKF0Ouu
這是多危險,孤擲一注的現象,精神失控得連半夢半醒之間都恍惚,每晚都抱著一絲希望夢見她,隱約地知道,她沒有出現過,妄空一場。83Please respect copyright.PENANAMd7Z162YFD