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08/03/2025
Your eyes look like fish savoring the saltiness of the sea, hair with wavy lines that ripple through my mind making me feel trapped in your warmth, I see so little of your appearance, but with a photo I get attached to all the details, I'd better take it easy... don't look at me like that, even me, a piece of paper in your hands, I feel ashamed of glances that look me up and down, debauchery? No... Fear? Certainly not! It's interest! And it's certainly reciprocated, the tough and determined, in the softness of my manner, I approach and personally admire your being, the days when the delay comes and stays, where no message comes or goes, the desire, the longing, but the desire? the tight embrace, the touch of your hands... have I done that? Not yet, but in the comfort of my home I imagine you and your beautiful smile, your laughter is my fuel, your happiness is my longing, sleep dominates my mind, but no matter how many dreams I have of you I forget them all, medication is to blame, the little I remember makes me happy.
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10/03/2025
The slight smile enchants me, the face that fills my chest, throws me to the skies and I see waves of her hair, they tie up and a big bun is formed, the relaxed look of the girl who moves her hair and all those waves curl again without definite direction, the great face that I don't stop admiring, even while I fall from the top of those clouds, by carelessness I say “beautiful as hell-” an abrupt pull makes me descend to the ground, but in the first sigh of relief I give “Whew?” I continue to descend underground and the flames start to appear, flaming red starts to come, and I think in the background “I want to see her again”, the dull rocky ground makes me look up and say “It may be hot here, but my determination burns brighter! “ all the laughter around me and the disbelieving tugging of guilty or innocent hands, I keep climbing, stepping and dodging snakes and serpents, avoiding glances at the dry tree with its hanging rope, voices and more laughter, I remain firm and strong, then guardian of that end of lives, for me it was my rebirth, I fled from all fears and their dark moments, the one who hovered over the top of all those rocks, asked me “Don't you belong here? “ I replied, I have no place, I came from the void, I came from nothing, I haven't followed anything to this day, but what I do know today, is that wherever she is, I'll be there too, no matter if it's paradise or hell, I'll be there, to admire her being, her presence, her laughter. “Is it goodbye?”, probably, you who pulled me here, it's about time I left! At the touch of my words against that long scythe, at the resonance of my voice, its form crumbled and here I am, free? My being, my little being, longed to see that face, that smell, everything.
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HEY, HEY! MAN!... Do I really have to pray? Wait, does whispering count? GOD! WHERE ARE YOU?!
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WHAT?! Could you speak a little louder?! My hearing is terrible!
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AH- O- AHAM... Right, wait! The others can't hear!
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...
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Why not? Everything I say is already being transcribed, why would I want
This conversation to be private?
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(God)
-Oh, okay, then let's talk in public.
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What's that?
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(God)
-What exactly?
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Like, you're not exactly GOD, you're more like a projection I have of God in my mind...
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(God)
-You're not in the best... to talk to God himself, so let's start with a prototype you have of him in your mind.
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Strange, but okay... let's get started!
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(God)
I'm not the one asking the questions... start whenever you want.
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Ah...
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*29 hours later...
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Do you hate me?
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(God)
-Actually, I'm the one who should be asking this lol, but you know that I don't hate you, but I know that you live in a duality of giving more credence to Jesus than his own father, in a state of denial about both, you tend to accept Jesus better, stubbornly of course, you also imagine that I'm too mysterious to trust right away, excuse the slang, the informality of your vocabulary has affected me a little.
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