The Akazian government and mafia cause unimaginable misery and death, a group of people banded together to fight them.

This also contains very dark and dreadful content, not for the faint of heart.

A poem I randomly came up with. Enjoy!

Random philosphical things I'll post here in Icelandic. Have fun, non-Icelandic people! Mwahahahahahaha!

What if one seeks who one is, but as the exploration deepens the mystery only complicates further? Uses old paintings as a backdrop, integrated within the narrative. Related to the RPG Entropic Summons (a different story, in the same universe), whose plain novel form is A Snowed Abode (same characters as ES, written in a descriptive format, with an added comedic narration), connected to a shorter (possibly funnier) action RPG The Pet Cat Who Does A Minuet. https://gamejolt.com/games/tch/848915

Growing up, people have told me I'm too mature, kind, and quiet. I am not sure if that is true but I definitely somewhat seem to think differently of the things around me, unlike most people my age do.

I always ask why. ‘Why is it the way it is?’ ‘Why do I feel the way I do?’

And so, this blog is all about what's going inside my head, and/or possibly some of my philosophies (or so I call them). But I’m getting a hunch that this is going to be another piece of advice I give because I have a record of changing everything into advice.

Here's the key to see through my mind–Oh, and be sure to let me know if it's the same in your head!

A Journey Of My Life: Fear to Fearless

I’m the best

Even thousands said I’m gonna be defeated by one or another

I’m gonna win

That’s the mentality and that’s the whole point of beginning of the slowing down show

Isn’t it crazy and creepy?

Is it something to carry on or be proud of?

Victory and war are related things asked from the warriors

Who has been to the playground for a long time

Who coming up as a survivors

Ain’t that hard or ain’t that bad

To see another day each of us killing the other

Suddenly sun rose and a kill us before we see each other

What a race we having to ourselves to see each other falling and rising

Didn’t you see it through

All of us have been breaking up continuously inside

Till we go further

Everything will be remembered and everyone will be forgotten

I gotta testify

About everything

The whole confession will be missing

To the emission

If you didn’t listen

Missions got held up

Until seeing clear visions

Prison makes outlaws

Till we see the heaven

This love is made from love, purity of love, younger of our lives in our life. Love has a very very different kinds of meanings. Love got us timeless & limitless every time we got that in our hearts. I know we all have love in ourselves. But to me someday time and death will act against love. What can we do about that, some people say love never gonna end even in death apart from each, They even can’t be together anymore the love will be there that’s what some of us say. But when it’s come to my Perspective I want to tell you I’m not gonna believe it, it’s because if we see nowadays the society, The generation we completely can’t trust people, peoples love. If we think about the prior generation there got a lot of great stories about love, Death & Time But I’m here to talk about the present situation about Love, Time, & Death.

Love

I know about love for now, For now, what is love to me as I go and go from far from this life, More I see different kinds of things I'll recognize love as a different thing. But for now, Love is love for each other, we make love for each other. Sometimes ’ We Make Love ‘ can have numerous meanings. Like it will lead to the productivity Of sex, Leads to the new Born, New Child. some human beings perceive love as everything in this Life Cycle. Sometimes I believe in that too nevertheless when we look at our life cycle ourselves it's true it has no end, and Love has no ends. Love is limitless, it's a boundless thing. It's obtained the power, purity those things which more than we think. Love can help you with all the things you are facing right now, The rougher you think this world gets the outside of the mystery. Love is the most complex element presently. Sometimes love got us destroyed, Got us born again & Got us to realize aspects, and also got us into the trouble & Pains. We all know what it is. love has both sides. Everything has both sides to everything.

Time

We wish to have more time for ourselves. We all know this time will be killing us one day. Time got us into it, It's the nature of it. You gotta Have to obey those things if you want to live a good clean life. Time is everything in every person's life. We have to be careful & be wise when we play with time. Cuz time, not our friend my Friend Time Act against us & it's a one-way ride. So keep this in mind all the time when you are here. Time reaped us like going away with a gorgeous life. Even though I understand everyone doesn't want to be where they want to go. They just want to be free from all of this. Also at the same time, some people want to be here forever & feel everything. What if by chance any chance, if you got a chance to be here forever, would you be here forever to feel everything you like? I don't want to hear the answer, I just want you to think that's all you gotta do. Oh, damn from all of these things my favorite thing is Time. Time got into me & for the rest of us as well. What we can do to escape, what we can do my friend.

Death

Everyone who lives here and there, it's will be coming to you it's a matter of time. By that time you will know what it is & you will figure out what is this all about or not, It's up to you. You have to recognize & do the breakout if not you can stay here like in the prison, Some people used to say death is the beginning of the life. I've had to think about it for a while to figure out some truths. I don't know if it's correct or false Anyhow I'll tell you. The thing is it's an old saying in many countries Death is not the final stage of life, Death is the beginning of the lifecycle. Once you get to that point level you will understand everything.

It's like Earth, Think it about from the shape of it. As seen from the shape there is no departure from it. But it does have a getaway The only way is to that is to find the real damn genuine of this life of yours.if you discover it you will vanish forever & At the same moment, Death is the saddest & precious thing about human life. it's a heavy book written on a page we gotta carry that book on our own while carrying we must have to read it solo. Once all the chapter pages are over we'll be remembered like sunshine on our minds.

Still a childafraid to take the risksgrow up till adult agegoing to take the advantage of everythingbut stops because of afraidalways heart says go and face itgoing to stops middle of the roadbut herself/himself know he/her going to do it one dayafraid of a thing, can’t recognize what it issome of them say it takes timesome of us say it takes timein the end, it’s all the sameare we wasting time here or wasting life hereget everything you want, get new things, don’t be afraid to do new thingsthe first time it’ll be a challenge I knowit’s the same for meI don’t wanna know about the new things from now onanymorejust don’t know what to do, how to dodon’t wanna do it eitherjust wanna run away

Wow, Nature is a Amazing thing Ah whoa👁 that’s right.Nature, in my mind there’s a lot i want to say about nature. yeah that’s right because when i’m in a outside or when i’m all a alone is the great thing i have. nature really helps me out.it’s calm my mind, it’s really relaxing one. helps to my mind, to my body it’s feels like a it’s heals me from

everything yeah that’s right. you should have to try it,it’s a awesome thing. you have to enjoy that alone. because that’s how it is. so anyway i’m going to talk about nature. i think i have a connection with nature,i think so. yes that’s absolutely right. because i want to tell people how i’m spend my life,my mind with this environment.it’s so messy. but there’s a one point. it’s very beautiful to my mind. it’s nature. because the reason it’s so good. you must feel that, enjoy that. Please Humans Don’t Destroy Nature🌳. because that's the only thing we have for all of us. that’s what i think. just think a about for one second. if we don’t have nature we have nothing to belong, nothing to protect. that’s the thing keeps us alive. i think the entire world,space and our own minds and nature have specially connection (don’t you think). because the reason is why i’am telling you this i want to people know things about how i feel about my mind. it’s so messy right now. no every time is so messy. i don’t know why is that. anyway this whole thing like conversation to me. the point of this conversation is (actually i don’t know,what the fuck point of this conversation) i want to just tell you, that’s all. OK let’s get to the point. Naturemy favorite thing about life is nature. just look at your around man. it’s so beautiful. right now i think so my mind connected with nature. there's so much i want to talk a about nature,wind,trees,sun and sunrise the early morning,birds songs,silence,rivers,sky,people,mind,animals. so at the time i been thinking about a lot of things. it’s very hard to my mind, very complicated. i can’t control that sometimes that’s why i want to explain to you all how i feels.

Life,Everyday life,Job,Working,Thinking,Walking,Studying,Living in,Traveling,Worrying,Fighting,Love,Family,I’m,People,Life,Nature,Us,World,Space,Mind

What’s the meaning of all of this, what are you really looking for in this world (Actually i still don’t know what the fuck answer is) but i think i’ll find it one day. nature is everything, it’s effect to everything, it all you have,keeps us alive. To me it feels like i don’t have any time to enjoy nature,environment. it’s feels like that’s way, don’t know why is it. stuck in one place my whole life feels like that way, but when i go to the outside, to the environment it’s feels like a different way. freedom,free it’s like a i just release from something. escape from something No every time it’s not like that. i’m too much upset right now. uh ah fuck shit………..

I wanna go somewhere. Far a where from here. to feel my mind, body, nature and everything. for a minute just think about your life, your journey.

Sometimes life is good and sometimes life is bad. I still know about little things about this life (my life). I think so there’s a lot of stuff I have to know about this Life,world,people,mind. But somehow I know little bit about that.

I want to tell you again all my feelings about Nature.Because I’m really freaking out right now. I don’t know what to do. Really upset about everything (don’t know why) but it’s just like that. But when I feel lonely and worried I’m go to the outside to see environment,the nature. So then I feel free to my mind (it’s so much happiness to feel) there’s so much happiness to enjoy outside world( just go and see,enjoy yourself) enjoy your fucking life man.BecauseIwant to say. I’m stuck in one place. What is the meaning of this life ?. If you think you know the answer. You’re wrong anyway. Because to me everyone don’t know what’s the reason to be here all of us. there are just go on… just living in their life. don’t know what the fuck reason is. there just go to work make money and buy things and again go to work make money and buy things everyday their doing same things like a circle. Do SoMeThInG fOr YoUrSeLf.Every man can give something to the world. New things, don’t waste your time, think about nature. Think about your life. You’re getting older every day.I’mtalkingabout a life here. To me in this world have everything fake,illusion to me. Can you imagine how my mind is. When people read this their think I’m crazy or something. But this is important thing. Think about life, what are these ah, what is the meaning of your life ? What is the reason to you be here ?. What are all of this just look at your around what you see? You’ll say, people going to the work, children’s going to the school, just normal stuff like that. But I want to ask you from all what is this? Why are you doing all this things ? For what. Actually the point of this, I want to tell all of You. We have to escape from this life. We have to realize what’s this life a about. Every day we just go to work and do stuff and make money and again and again same shit. Right. So I mean you should have to give something for this world. Don’t waste your time for unlikes things.

…..Me/Nature…..

Sometimes I feel like I’m totally mess. I’m useless. I’m foolish,mad,lazy,upset,week,fear but the seconds after I think I’m strong and I feel confident. I’m really disarray now no every time I’m over thinking, it’s confusing, actually it’s mental confusion. “A confusing of impressions” everyone act like a good people. but do wrong things. and the world keep going on… what is the point of all of this ah, please can you tell me? our body in present but our minds in the past. everyone live unhappily. people smile at each other. but it’s not comes form the heart it’s fake smile. howsoever nature is the best thing i ever seen in my life. nature give us everything What we want, peace,freedom,happiness and positive (good) life. Meaning of this entire words I want people understands what’s this life,mind,love,nature. But when I’m going to say this most people think I’m joking but it’s not I don’t understands at all everything I told before, don’t you understands when I’m saying ( when you read those words).

Actually. I wanna know meaning about all of this (I was thinking about that unfortunately I don’t understood it) this entire words about how I think about everything in brief. This is my life, my mind.

Present situation

I wanna go some where now…(I’m writing this in the office ,right now our department manager and regulatory executive discussing something also regulatory officer listing to it and other girl doing something from her computer.) ok,anyway. I can’t be here anymore. I’m really upset and I’m so tired to my mind and to my body, so tired man… I want to run away from here.

hey guys, how are you ? I’m Avisha Rasminda. eighteen years old. right now i’m going to tell all of you, what i have been thinking about world,mind,people,nature.Alright then let’s start this. okay again i’m Avisha Rasminda. this is all about my mind, what i thinking about world,mind,people,naturethis is a mind story. fist of all i don’t know how to say this.it’s like a mess to me, to my mind (do you understand what i mean right ? ) anyway i don’t understand any of this, about this life. about this world , those people and specially one is minds and nature.actually every day of my life i was thinking about these things. life is like a circle.( this’s circle shits) don’t you get that ah ? what the fuck are we doing here (in this world) ah ? ( sorry for that) really i don’t understand what we doing here. that’s what i’m saying listen carefully, therefore i like to call it ‘connected to the nature’.first, i’m gonna tell about people, theyare all fake. ( you’ll understand that soon ) Second, World — i’m still thinking about it.Third, Mind & Nature — Hmm.. okay It’s like ah.. it’s like illusion to me. ( EVERYTHING). really i don’t know why is that but my mind , my body everything like a i don’t know… i don’t know it’s all fake right ah ( don’t you feel that way ) alright anyway MiNd Is A PoWeR fUlL PlAcE.just remember about your life ( is it feel sad or great)but about that matter i’m feel sad about this whole life , i don’t know why is that and i can’t tell you about that matter. you have to understand on your own way. because to me life is like prison also mind ,my mind like … , it’s always tying to over thinking about everything. i think i can’t stop that no because it’s hardly to stop but sometimes it’s suddenly stops. actually what is this life ah. please if you know the answer let me know. anyway i’m going to stop from here. good luck with your life. …

Shower-thoughts, realizations, and commentary about storytelling that I'd like to release into the aether.