I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c1XMaXhNb
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9Y1l6JgaM
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNqKrFVaEi
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EQnSXA6Nv
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"Coffee and orange juice."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCt8v5eW0q
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nyfG2KXUk
"No."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbgCTGjG1L
"Anything for you, miss?"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJGQ6Yg7Yy
"Lemonade and tea.”865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdBIgGYkRz
“Milk?” 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwp5yjJH7w
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3IVLycGGT
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8lU1qeaZE
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SGuGt2sFK
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmZptGPKJp
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zX2D8wfML
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBHKkVBZKC
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8CGinj9PW
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hzgqu3e8n
What?865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZQSJCKnDp
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVolxNahJw
"What the hell does that mean?"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXeihwl5EY
It means that I want to fuck you.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fb4SanE5T
"I don't know... forget it." 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU2j54DxAM
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatoNUeWZPL
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI1Odvfnop
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBl99X8lTp
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexb7WqpGVM
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdDsgWH68z
"I enjoy gardening," he states.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqunHibmyE
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6RmjDwCAD
Jesus Christ. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhruUBi7qv4
"Yup. Now it's your turn."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHjhBdNMRy
Well, fair is fair. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoOxpYhq9L
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd1L1jP26F
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO6TgtfiSz
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbsdYdOIj7
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ5g82HyH0
"Diamond. Yours?"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKFGSz75VF
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiwhCFSL8l
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVbuKoZwJ6
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDgJLFYemu
"Cream."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj0Pcr3Ufa
Holy fuck.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwTCb1RroE
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfKvHkW4tx
Taking a sip, he moans.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtHCuwaBwa
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FmpMOqaVu
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
