I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoKI3R3p6t
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjxEuvUDdo
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaZPLX25FR
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYwj6K4XZ9
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"Coffee and orange juice."835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjfuiYeUgt
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J84SGYl9K
"No."835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUPkvPyGkY
"Anything for you, miss?"835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv3ekxya5i
"Lemonade and tea.”835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXp0dZi1CU
“Milk?” 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHftQlCEII7
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzD1SFUUZY
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXvRAcafJi
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mNOW9iXLI
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZTGiP0hv6
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKhml1LttL
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDRtiEnsbz
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRK31sbaI7
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0i8936fyf
What?835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk79ENn0YJP
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW2LULqoGe
"What the hell does that mean?"835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDRPFtNduX
It means that I want to fuck you.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYH5fjVAIu
"I don't know... forget it." 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhTEvmydwr
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGP16J9Zam
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9tt9QMKBL
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs8r1XwLXq
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGxaXgffN8
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ue3mBQt2S
"I enjoy gardening," he states.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYIenraNoF
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK88jB96oHm
Jesus Christ. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQXOgWSY1w
"Yup. Now it's your turn."835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNEV3ZWBYM
Well, fair is fair. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZIBbucSmd
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWV9iW0jEE
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYXC5cYbkg
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUb9bAbN49
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULq2HiIhTx
"Diamond. Yours?"835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjTGR2UNNV
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv6rsV8pgb
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABUUAIG0J7
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsjVx7EkOK
"Cream."835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAUuJbnk2k
Holy fuck.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQm5cnnXMn
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EQZzLKDxh
Taking a sip, he moans.835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAR4FR7p00
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMLZPihyIa
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
