I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWNqFpK23O
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYPJ8ZMTru
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25aD2Yc50m
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9D9iJa1p9
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"Coffee and orange juice."836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVa9SYs6ZJ
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dIQKk020U
"No."836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBTJsOswcP
"Anything for you, miss?"836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5aswV5C9c
"Lemonade and tea.”836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgPQmp7otI
“Milk?” 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHOMzn7HxI
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs52iKzy0v
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6pkZqyBW2
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHn5WhXuHx
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgtIRB4cP3
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRDQMZW4j0
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsLGxiI1j4
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJBWrGbyMH
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs94J1IDfrp
What?836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5vkOcCRR1
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mgr4fVxsZ
"What the hell does that mean?"836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aB0IlaJzc
It means that I want to fuck you.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwhLbWvtVJ
"I don't know... forget it." 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4peQVFkIU
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokzoQIF4Kp
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9WSMgxUrx
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUt86oP7aYF
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqIxrGQTWe
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4aQ7KgqrO
"I enjoy gardening," he states.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXmcyYg6pl
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn6aujjbDN
Jesus Christ. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmSBeZsNI6
"Yup. Now it's your turn."836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqvuPu2Qlv
Well, fair is fair. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5YUUfGsrK
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnqXfixlPB
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMWqGXhzVU
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAqPwNAFwl
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtJIGpQ0tm
"Diamond. Yours?"836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpsmuCvTs1
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmueQ3EaYCi
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRuqX2HXxP
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSUQclUKkp
"Cream."836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSLHsq4gb1
Holy fuck.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3evbw7gLF
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HJ2ZXyJMm
Taking a sip, he moans.836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVTDlouEzg
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIq68hZtdL
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
