I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuw7Ih59RO
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R5zxmw1AP
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Z8rOk0UfX
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRZGY62gFV
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"Coffee and orange juice."762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JQpp6j6GH
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMjO147vXy
"No."762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2SOGwQFZZ
"Anything for you, miss?"762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lIXakjc4X
"Lemonade and tea.”762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2qAa3pw4C
“Milk?” 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemWiIas6KD
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCpeTjeP4w
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrbEAiI295
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqH87l6Adu
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mWvUXT7zk
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6THDgqtADN
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFbkCsbuqk
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLteH2CqvV
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZCMnMeKGB
What?762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmmFd5jerk
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucXR4nI202
"What the hell does that mean?"762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRE9giauLH
It means that I want to fuck you.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBODhXpfRyk
"I don't know... forget it." 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy66nqZa7d
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGogeCBMEQ
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqv5Pb5y92
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWAJOJkc2r
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihBU8wtD5J
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oF3qImy2n
"I enjoy gardening," he states.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3enS3Tagt0
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIPP6Cgt0p
Jesus Christ. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGqOXhkp2o
"Yup. Now it's your turn."762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUAzS8s6bV
Well, fair is fair. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSH6nCbfXd
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZlIMQoyNt
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjdhhMIQBv
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV1kmXhlan
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitX6ZfsasO
"Diamond. Yours?"762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMtx2I8AvS
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa21UNZBgG9
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd00Bv8Zvp
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMz6ngPNqB
"Cream."762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqgV7C0cIK
Holy fuck.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n5CLWYOuL
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x7HHY7dd7
Taking a sip, he moans.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKN1gnKWGz
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pXuFYOIrt
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
