I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTptyWuvtPg
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfrUNYUfpp
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiFDRQCvv0
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mnqDzGI4W
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"Coffee and orange juice."838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwSyMfwOSi
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6avFoGyNNB
"No."838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCorvhvbX0I
"Anything for you, miss?"838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHEYsSkcWF
"Lemonade and tea.”838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOlrSPJYR9
“Milk?” 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyXrKwCZhh
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW0rM51ZzY
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoyVv4PE4v
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTl4GdqujB
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVcUP9Hk3f
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHRQFY1kAR
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonq1SxOOTJ
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEAoG4xNUA
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0PR02ozyu
What?838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsCBkfQVp6
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMrNyHJLbj
"What the hell does that mean?"838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkTfk1iiuP
It means that I want to fuck you.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCb8DYuGON
"I don't know... forget it." 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRHe3WBqqw
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOCCaZbEqK
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzcNtfXcjC
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2KrG8fs6D
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XsXAYwer2
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIZGGCIZMC
"I enjoy gardening," he states.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hCPtPKPzG
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ97MtTsoZk
Jesus Christ. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbV3b1qMuU
"Yup. Now it's your turn."838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV1AA9sIL2
Well, fair is fair. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUvjdn6o2j
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDh15yktJv
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PGahodjWH
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3NsLKU1YQ
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOacK3AejGy
"Diamond. Yours?"838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWBnJcX3nL
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQranrNwIoT
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IWNJd9pQq
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGhXj28aQ2
"Cream."838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT3N7cu83W
Holy fuck.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBisvxGwQA
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl8gTF5hs2
Taking a sip, he moans.838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogb9tXgcXL
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNkR5NqaUr
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
