I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0aDZpRxkk
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUZsIl8yNo
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FJruefgpi
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm0GkQ6eNR
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"Coffee and orange juice."813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaywaNo3Azk
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQS4vRN9nQ
"No."813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8CQM8rvGx
"Anything for you, miss?"813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb31HZawu8q
"Lemonade and tea.”813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMaddq1kye
“Milk?” 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2Id9HfDuE
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPaLqwGjH0
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSsCyIUOLn
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSiIpfOc2k
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrWcAWbQRP
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42F4ArJFMq
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYthM9CoMY
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJSOt31zE9
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B6qi91OP0
What?813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiuyztjPyt
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2QkYTTNjU
"What the hell does that mean?"813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRIE9Lu3Uz
It means that I want to fuck you.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9rjfBC3Mn
"I don't know... forget it." 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrKEiiOcPA
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyAB43OzGB
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjVCWuCZbY
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHOxOYXEe0
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aZUztsDhR
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfzN1PMXZd
"I enjoy gardening," he states.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NVbs1b30D
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpCkMPnWmI
Jesus Christ. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGThPsPfJY
"Yup. Now it's your turn."813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy28bTVVKCe
Well, fair is fair. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO2R9hGz1w
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysSfpjEnqx
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZPr7xN9Iz
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hSsCXhZ9R
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKT1uamQoV
"Diamond. Yours?"813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5jCAtm1ji
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzASSVOQ7k
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteXzmOdKL9
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZbkRwZjdP
"Cream."813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GuJCw8TMl
Holy fuck.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyjhrUVGmJ
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jPxj55rh1
Taking a sip, he moans.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7zwynt7Ux
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxmak9ftXM
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
