I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXNCnfhZqT
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EZ4Jg0Kjg
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ut3CdMA1m
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGx0WFLfit
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"Coffee and orange juice."739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lOrfSBKbO
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMm72aJDtX
"No."739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjGc83eLK1
"Anything for you, miss?"739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwmU06MX33
"Lemonade and tea.”739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6faTovaN2
“Milk?” 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMVHvAabgV
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9d6iEvf4E7
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAyRHfqomK
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkRusFbiYY
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6zq0xzfPW
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4g1dauEPH
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUCiskScDJ
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKI6pfgkyfM
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONqvYcC7Z3
What?739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyqRECkkst
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM1WNrf4zz
"What the hell does that mean?"739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyPI5rzvAD
It means that I want to fuck you.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcsFSQai0t
"I don't know... forget it." 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvr4ikgXMr
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLRuXX0zz2
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJkhyER9fh
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8TOwGVELY
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2Kcbx3OqZ
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGrWAry3UZ
"I enjoy gardening," he states.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLqDpVhq8e
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBqFzw2HuV
Jesus Christ. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDVbCwOXZs
"Yup. Now it's your turn."739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yulNYWhqY
Well, fair is fair. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqMRDSG0eB
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSH5JOjEQH
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUICEvGZZN
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrVqp8ZOVz
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiqId6yDdV
"Diamond. Yours?"739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tqyRa7H35
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zKPNyRMr9
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqRlYsb7JE
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHE7P39Ig7
"Cream."739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmavJzrffiS
Holy fuck.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFDgv1H4cE
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF9FhGRJ6X
Taking a sip, he moans.739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg1d1yVwJG
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhYycNvMji
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
