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No Plagiarism!I1bU6FVWExEcmCgm8Knjposted on PENANA 炙雲居的夜晚如常運轉,火焰在爐中翻騰,命與因果悄然流轉。但那天的夜裡,有什麼不一樣了。8964 copyright protection60PENANAQID5HS8Gxc 維尼
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我在後廚翻著「鳴鱗魚骨串」,魚骨會隨炭火發出輕微鳴音,像是有人在火裡低語。青霜靠在門邊翻著帳冊,偶爾抬頭望我,沒多話,只是一臉思索。8964 copyright protection60PENANAFe3Ij1IGLx 維尼
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直到火魁推門而入,眉頭緊鎖:「前台來了一個不該出現的人。」8964 copyright protection60PENANABlxLVKiRpb 維尼
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我一愣:「不該出現?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAzdOvjeRTUl 維尼
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他冷哼一聲:「你自己去看就知道了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANALYbEVZffAM 維尼
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我快步走出後廚,第一眼便看見坐在角落的阿杰。8964 copyright protection60PENANAEuNzne3m7U 維尼
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他穿著一件舊西裝外套,襯衫扣錯了一粒,臉色蒼白,眼神空洞,低頭盯著菜單,像是什麼也沒看見,又像正拼命壓抑著某種情緒。8964 copyright protection60PENANAg4dALOSCqs 維尼
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我才剛靠近,空氣便一震。8964 copyright protection60PENANAavJ20aAN9k 維尼
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他的命火,正在暴走。8964 copyright protection60PENANAgmEp1pvE8H 維尼
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那不是單純的旺盛,而是近乎崩潰的躁動,像被困在胸膛多年,如今終於撕裂束縛、衝破理智的囚籠。火在他體內翻滾,帶動四周氣場紊亂,連桌上的水杯都在無風中震動,牆邊的炭火亦不安地顫抖著。8964 copyright protection60PENANAd1eztTv9E7 維尼
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我低聲道:「你怎麼會來這裡?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA7FCvCpHoai 維尼
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他抬頭望向我,眼神像隔著一層迷霧:「我……不知道,走著走著就到了。這地方的味道,讓我想起什麼……很久以前的事。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAILRAErEblf 維尼
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我心頭一緊,這不是偶然——是命火引他而來。8964 copyright protection60PENANAO2RNp5gfSu 維尼
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青霜不知何時站到我身旁,語氣低沉:「他的火再不處理,整間炙雲居都要被燒光。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAYWONttqaPZ 維尼
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老闆現身在堂口,目光落在阿杰身上,只輕聲說了句:「映火試煉。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA19c9DhrJZJ 維尼
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我忍不住道:「真的要用那個嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAwdBJJhYJdn 維尼
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「他的命火已經開始吞噬自己,不做點什麼,他撐不過今晚。」老闆語氣平靜,卻不容質疑。8964 copyright protection60PENANAtcIFA2158P 維尼
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我望向阿杰,他渾然未覺,像個被困夢境的行者。這場映火試煉,或許是唯一的出路。8964 copyright protection60PENANAvCKWcWsFxV 維尼
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炙雲居後院,有一扇常年封閉的門。門後,是映火室。8964 copyright protection60PENANA0wXcB6cYbO 維尼
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牆上布滿黑鐵符文,地板刻著古老火紋。中央擺著一口應火石爐,此刻幽藍火光翻湧,像是在等待某個魂魄歸位。8964 copyright protection60PENANAiWszzeTXSz 維尼
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火魁站在門前,雙掌交握於胸,口中默唸咒文。他是這映火場的守火者,一旦試煉開始,他將負責壓制火勢,防止命火崩潰。8964 copyright protection60PENANALY8SL2eKDU 維尼
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「他的火早已失控,若非你與他之間有因緣,他早已焚盡於街頭。」火魁沉聲道。8964 copyright protection60PENANAJTUl6nukKS 維尼
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青霜引導阿杰進陣,以繩火繫命。他似醒非醒,步履迷亂,像走在夢與現實的邊界上。當他踏入火陣那刻,符文閃光,石爐猛然嘶鳴。8964 copyright protection60PENANAmvY5LHV58V 維尼
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映火,開始。8964 copyright protection60PENANAn7yBeEoIoK 維尼
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火光升起,記憶於焰中浮現。8964 copyright protection60PENANAkkP9BwQcOf 維尼
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阿杰七歲那年,父親喝醉從工地返家,跌落村邊小河,就此溺亡。雨絲紛飛,他站在河岸,母親跪地哭嚎,而他只是靜靜地看著水面,連淚都沒流。8964 copyright protection60PENANAIkwrWYrbL3 維尼
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高中時,他放棄升學的機會,只為照顧那越來越虛弱的母親。他在醫院陪她過六十歲生日,買了小蛋糕與康乃馨。那天,母親失智發作,整晚只反覆摸著花說「好香啊」,卻沒認出他。8964 copyright protection60PENANAhrHO16ra1P 維尼
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那夜,他坐在醫院長椅上,一支煙接一支煙,直到天亮。8964 copyright protection60PENANAC6yLZBPw97 維尼
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再後來,他租進一間不到八坪的舊屋,抱著厚厚一疊帳單,徹夜無眠。卡費、房租、水電與醫療貸款像一把把刀壓在他心頭,每一頁都像在剝他一層皮。8964 copyright protection60PENANAwlyfbigT7z 維尼
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最深的畫面,是他在電話中對客戶低聲下氣,明明被羞辱得滿臉通紅,卻還得道歉賠笑,只為保住那份微薄的底薪。8964 copyright protection60PENANAAGHEM4RKAN 維尼
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每一道火焰,都是一道傷痕。8964 copyright protection60PENANApwYq7RlPGA 維尼
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這些畫面浮現於映火室中,阿杰在火中瑟縮,胸口的命火如瘋獸狂跳。那些壓抑的、不能說的、說了也沒用的情緒,終於找到了出口。8964 copyright protection60PENANAgqS2l2fAcN 維尼
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「我努力過……我撐過……可還是輸了……」他跪倒在火陣中,聲音淒厲。8964 copyright protection60PENANAI5juIxEbDx 維尼
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火魁額上冒汗,雙掌如鐵環般壓住火陣四角:「江辰!他撐不住了!快進去!」8964 copyright protection60PENANALaEaI8fBtS 維尼
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當我衝進映火陣,跪在火海中看著瑟縮的阿杰時,我大吼:「你還記得嗎?那年我沒錢吃飯你硬塞錢給我,讓我一定要把自己照顧好!你說不要讓奶奶看到你沒照顧好自己她會難過!」8964 copyright protection60PENANATsW1VCyTSg 維尼
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他抬起頭,眼神空洞中閃過一絲波動:「我……還記得。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA4wcIk7BmIj 維尼
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「你說過,你活著是為了那些你在乎的人——那你現在為誰而活?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAgPq8kYDa26 維尼
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火焰在那一刻劇烈翻騰,火場震動,彷彿整個炙雲居都在共鳴。那聲音,那話語,不只是為了他喊的,也像在質問我自己。8964 copyright protection60PENANAVrJzehUVnU 維尼
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我也曾問過自己同樣的問題。8964 copyright protection60PENANAVlGvUmB7Xy 維尼
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我也曾在午夜裡握著一張病危通知書,不知該拿什麼拯救親人的命;我也曾在空蕩的出租屋裡,獨自對著牆角發呆,懷疑自己是否還有價值可言。我記得自己曾笑著對人說「我沒事」,卻在轉身後狠狠摔碎唯一一個從小帶到大的玉佩。8964 copyright protection60PENANA2mlSooyeh4 維尼
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我的命火也曾幾度將熄,我也曾懷疑過自己存在的理由。那種痛,不需要言語就能識別。此刻,在他身上燃燒的火,與我記憶中的傷,發出了相同的熱度。8964 copyright protection60PENANArLWe6eR3SX 維尼
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我感覺到——共振了。8964 copyright protection60PENANAoDdp3k3UpK 維尼
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彷彿不只是阿杰的記憶,也觸碰了我內心那段未癒的痕。8964 copyright protection60PENANAszr7iPmZ94 維尼
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那是我們這種人共有的命運——一邊撐著,一邊學會與傷共處,一邊燃燒,一邊裝作不痛。8964 copyright protection60PENANAtR0QLJRR0M 維尼
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而阿杰,就是我曾經的自己。8964 copyright protection60PENANA4Vqyxd2rKG 維尼
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我望著他,語氣放緩,聲音卻不容動搖:「你還沒輸,你只是忘了,自己還能選。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAG7WTFEJuYI 維尼
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那句話,也是我對自己說的。8964 copyright protection60PENANAb7TLIaKKiF 維尼
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說出口後,我心口一熱。那是命火在震動——不是危險,而是呼應。那團火,在我與他的共振之中,產生了聯結。8964 copyright protection60PENANAQbDFs8z7hA 維尼
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就在那一刻,火中浮現出另一道身影——是韻涵。8964 copyright protection60PENANAmBn2iwdFGv 維尼
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她披著舊針織外套,站在窗邊的微光裡,輕聲說:「你不是說過,就算全世界都放棄,你也不會放棄我嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAWSLZxKWa7H 維尼
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阿杰渾身顫抖,睜大雙眼看著那熟悉的身影。8964 copyright protection60PENANArsKjnI7tMN 維尼
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那是他最不能提起的名字。8964 copyright protection60PENANAeHDK8QY9uB 維尼
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曾經,他和韻涵一起度過無數苦日子:擠在狹小的出租屋裡煮著泡麵;她在寒夜中幫他熬夜修改文檔,自己卻發燒到渾身發抖;還有某個下雨天,他們共撐一把壞掉的傘,走在回家的路上,她握著他濕冷的手說:「只要有你在,我什麼都不怕。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAYMMhAr4sHM 維尼
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但後來,是他自己將她推遠的。8964 copyright protection60PENANAJQz1UmV24A 維尼
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他不想讓她看見自己一敗塗地的樣子,不想讓她背上他這團燒不完的命火。他以為,自己一個人撐著才是保護她。8964 copyright protection60PENANAJb1O2K6ayZ 維尼
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而她,在最後一次爭吵後,選擇默默離開,只留下一句話:「你什麼都為我想好了,卻不肯讓我和你一起面對,那你到底是把我當什麼?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAmcAtekCnR6 維尼
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火中她的身影淡淡一笑,然後轉身離去,沒有怨,沒有恨,只有一抹深深的遺憾。8964 copyright protection60PENANAsIuS0V885c 維尼
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「韻涵……」他喉頭發緊,像被火灼住,「我……還想見她一面……我還沒告訴她……我不是不想留……」8964 copyright protection60PENANAA1fZ1x1RjO 維尼
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那一瞬,他身上的火忽然劇烈抖動,像聽懂了什麼。那團命火從混亂中緩緩聚攏,化為一線細芒,凝於心口。8964 copyright protection60PENANABxgDmhEGvA 維尼
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「如果她對你很重要,就去將她找回來吧。」我說。8964 copyright protection60PENANAQeooNlbilw 維尼
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那一刻,火魁猛然拍下火陣主印,火光如潮退去。8964 copyright protection60PENANA5e9SbHYYi8 維尼
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阿杰全身濕透,昏迷過去,神色卻無比安詳。8964 copyright protection60PENANAACPBiixOoC 維尼
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三日後,他醒了。8964 copyright protection60PENANAKM7CijHEB9 維尼
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睜開眼時,他望著天花板許久,眼神空洞,彷彿靈魂還未歸位。8964 copyright protection60PENANAege8UteBFq 維尼
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我坐在床邊,他轉頭看了我一眼,輕聲說:「我夢見……有個人牽著我走出火裡……」8964 copyright protection60PENANA3Lbc2LdvAj 維尼
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他停頓了一下,眉頭緩緩皺起。8964 copyright protection60PENANADtjjPl2D5w 維尼
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「可我怎麼想,都想不起來那是誰。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAC00PfrdBSA 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAqzGlexVIBU
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他的語氣裡有種說不出的遺憾,像是剛失去什麼來不及說再見的東西。8964 copyright protection60PENANAeXY5LQOW6w 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANACQi3g5OxoR
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「我腦袋裡……很空,但心裡又很重。一直覺得,好像欠了誰一句話、一個擁抱……或者,只是一個再見。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAfLA3RCH5Ca 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA07wfdE7QDq
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我沒回答,只是把一碗靜火湯推到他手邊。8964 copyright protection60PENANAmv6nuNxEff 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA5HNdnSAx5K
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「這是為你煮的,能讓命火緩緩安定。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA4HPDEhwlI0 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAbJqZu5avHT
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他低頭望著那碗湯,湯面飄著幾片紅棗與青葉,蒸氣繞著他鬢邊升起,像記憶尚未成形的煙。8964 copyright protection60PENANAft8NbOlUu1 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA5hRGAAsgkE
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「江辰,我是不是……真的把重要的人弄丟了?」他低聲問。8964 copyright protection60PENANAGBHsS9TlHO 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANADQWGxIoGOd
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我心口一悶。8964 copyright protection60PENANASqDDojdC9w 維尼
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我記得那場映火試煉裡,他曾喊過一個名字,一次次在火中伸手想抓住那道熟悉的背影。8964 copyright protection60PENANAPo1cciYIFP 維尼
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韻涵。8964 copyright protection60PENANAgcuoqHG1Sl 維尼
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那個陪了他許多年、一起度過風雪與潦倒的女孩。8964 copyright protection60PENANAzE21VJkQyo 維尼
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如今,她已被火埋在他記憶深處,名字遺失,情感卻未熄。那種遺忘,不是釋懷,而是命火為了生存而選擇的自我保護。8964 copyright protection60PENANAeJHOl6UWbf 維尼
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我輕聲回他:「如果你真的弄丟了什麼,那也許不是誰離開你,而是你還沒準備好承認自己還想留住她。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAnXv5HcO6eX 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAqof08crEZA
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他望著湯發呆很久,終於抬起手,喝下一口。8964 copyright protection60PENANAoEM6xHNphy 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAHH3maYAKvX
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「這味道……有點苦。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAJyAHuB3iO3 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAxTwnh01vnO
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「那是你心裡還沒說出口的話。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAFNjhz3kpb2 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA2UPXWeK8zh
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他低下頭,沒再說話,但我看見他命火的顏色穩了許多,像是夜裡終於點燃的燈芯,微弱卻不再搖晃。8964 copyright protection60PENANAnHAj38ZYtu 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAWkKsPfaZzx
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64Please respect copyright.PENANABdhEbJrG9z
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離開前,他望著炙雲居,有些迷惘:「這裡……真的存在過?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA8rSaSkna0F 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAe6hjjiFMpd
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「它存在於你命火暴走的那一刻。當你走出這裡,就代表你活過來了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAvC7dmy6KLi 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAAn5Xfdkc7b
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他點點頭,回頭看了我一眼:「謝謝你,江辰。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA1uxyvXgwEM 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAYnK90kNxBL
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我沒說話,只望著他漸行漸遠的背影。他的命火如燈,穩穩地燃著,沒有再閃爍。8964 copyright protection60PENANAvofbwWaAFD 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q8W4uvfDG
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夜裡,火魁難得主動找我喝酒。他重重一口灌下:「你那朋友,要不是你拽得緊,今天他就成一堆灰了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAmZ84mJuK1W 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA5LF7XWo7Ew
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「你不也撐住火陣了嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAbtf3tDRoIy 維尼
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「撐是撐住了,但你那句話才是真正讓他醒的。」火魁瞇眼看我,「火啊,不怕熄滅,就怕被遺忘。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAq7rlktt5Mo 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAR2ZPUpulex
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我點點頭。8964 copyright protection60PENANArCYGdB2ITc 維尼
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青霜從門邊走來,語氣平淡:「炙雲居今晚沒事,但這樣的人……還會再來。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAa97eo2G7Br 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA9lPMwjyRte
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「像阿杰?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAIlTDswXex2 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA88d1Wyp8Ht
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「像你。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA4wVWPyMA77 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAMkdXaDSK65
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我愣了一下。8964 copyright protection60PENANAGmIyDctcQu 維尼
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「那些與命火共生、與因果對視的人,會吸引彼此。你越深入火中,就越無法置身事外。」她語氣平靜,「你準備好了嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAMeor1TaNjn 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAwXgImeA6Uf
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我低頭望著手心,那裡的皮膚有些發紅,似乎還留著火焰的痕跡。8964 copyright protection60PENANAEDvKnrYztT 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA3XqtmIa7CL
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「我不知道,但我不會逃。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAsyGKNEnFwE 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAY1JGlRpAeA
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炙雲居的火繼續燃燒著。我知道——8964 copyright protection60PENANAJwM47vzgfr 維尼
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只要還有命火暴走的人找上門,我就會在這裡,守著、翻著、陪著——8964 copyright protection60PENANA0hmic5Fl7P 維尼
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直到最後一道命,也能煮熟,而非焚盡。8964 copyright protection60PENANAVeUUNGusEG 維尼
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晚之後,阿杰便離開了炙雲居。8964 copyright protection60PENANAGJYJNfY1AA 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANARkDTjDu9Uk
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他沒有回頭,像是怕再多看一眼就會被這炭火留住。但我知道,他走的並不輕鬆。8964 copyright protection60PENANAKVlYFIj6Hf 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAHajcYXEZqq
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命火穩住了,不代表從此無恙。那團火仍有疤,仍有傷,只是暫時被縫補,還需要他自己,在日後的風中學會如何繼續燃。8964 copyright protection60PENANAeGXoe54EqN 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANApxiYWw1TMr
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我也沒追出去。因為我知道,這是他的命,不是我能替他翻的。8964 copyright protection60PENANAuDZpJMQBwa 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAJI9yfWzmzs
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青霜告訴我,那天之後,炙雲居的門前多了一縷細煙,只有在黎明未破、夜火未熄時會升起。那是映火室曾經開啟過的痕跡,是一個人從火裡走過、還活著的證明。8964 copyright protection60PENANA6TqLYLh3aG 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA6p1ftzDg8w
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老闆說:「那是他自己的火留下的印,代表他曾經真正燃燒過一次。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAv4dVuGCLDO 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAUgvFwKdM3t
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64Please respect copyright.PENANAeOKHzkDIFM
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幾天後,風變得乾燥,氣壓低得像是要下場大火雨。炙雲居照常開門,但來客稀少,連火魁都難得有空,坐在後廚角落磨著他的串針。8964 copyright protection60PENANA50agDrDfqs 維尼
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「江辰。」他忽然開口,「你記得你剛來的時候嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAHmAmGIyzlJ 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAtWVUuND7od
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我看著他,笑了笑:「當然記得。我那時連火的方向都抓不穩。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAnssHIlhPpF 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANApdTOjkEyHb
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「不只是火。」他點了點我胸口,「你那時,命還是空的。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAmb2OgFIbUJ 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANApS06ojPCua
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我一愣。8964 copyright protection60PENANADPBTHj5E8r 維尼
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「現在呢?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAeSkljU7f5H 維尼
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「現在你有火了,也開始知道該怎麼讓別人的火燃起……但記住,」他沉聲說,「你不能代替別人燃盡一生。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA1kWUQWsHQ7 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANATO6KT9l6j6
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我沒回應,只是默默繼續翻著面前這串「悔香腸」。這道菜的肉是用悔意泡製的,烤起來氣味濃烈,卻不能急,火一猛就會爆油,苦上加苦。8964 copyright protection60PENANAyO6xnRzQQz 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAcZzDthzvxH
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火魁看著我細細翻動,點頭道:「看來你已經懂得怎麼與火講話了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAVGYyFqEwGE 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAuKu9AzYyMg
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我笑了笑:「不算懂,只是學會了聽。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAAh3x5NH0Kk 維尼
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入夜後,炙雲居靜得反常。8964 copyright protection60PENANAfMsq2xFiXY 維尼
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老闆坐在最裡的位子上,青霜在翻她那本帳冊,而我在後廚,獨自翻一串「失言肋骨」。8964 copyright protection60PENANAtmVMQp6SSc 維尼
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這道串,是為了那些來不及說出口的話而做的。肋骨細薄,一翻就碎,得用極輕極穩的火去烤,像是在對過去致歉。8964 copyright protection60PENANAKNhr3GcyZ2 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANA1hY5zfXHgk
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這串,是我自己選的。8964 copyright protection60PENANAh45glJECeL 維尼
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我想起阿杰那天醒來時,眼神裡那一瞬的空白。那不是失憶,而是火灼過的空洞。他可能永遠也記不起自己在映火裡說過的話、哭過的痛,但他會記得有那麼一晚,有人陪他從火裡走出來。8964 copyright protection60PENANAJvbQm9cwBJ 維尼
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這就夠了。8964 copyright protection60PENANAKBIbTf0G6O 維尼
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因為有些命火,只需要一雙手,一句話,一道菜。8964 copyright protection60PENANAdFtiTHu1UT 維尼
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不為改變命運,只為證明:「你值得被記住。」8964 copyright protection60PENANApDoKfzulNe 維尼
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那夜翻完最後一串,我沒回房,而是獨自走到炙雲居門前,看著那塊還有微熏的地磚。8964 copyright protection60PENANAa3TiWyijj6 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAaeHlqjcQZi
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我低聲說:「阿杰,別再讓火替你說話了。你要學會自己說出來,說給這世界聽。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAqPSXPikDJB 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAYDOhhdYbGW
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巷子口的風帶著一點灰香,像是火焰最後一縷溫柔的擁抱。8964 copyright protection60PENANA0GXetUqa0v 維尼
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我站了一會兒,才轉身回去。8964 copyright protection60PENANAS6qJU3zFeU 維尼
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明天,可能會有另一個命火走進這裡。8964 copyright protection60PENANAdr8XSAALVr 維尼
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而我——還會在這爐前。8964 copyright protection60PENANAnAgNYlw34x 維尼
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等著翻下一串火裡的人生。8964 copyright protection60PENANACCnjXovUY3 維尼
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數週後,霧雨初歇的清晨,我收到一封簡短的訊息。8964 copyright protection60PENANAgyS567MNzp 維尼
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只有一句話——「她還住在原來的地方。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAsHpHPmom5i 維尼
64Please respect copyright.PENANAjlikNxIbBR
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是阿杰傳來的。8964 copyright protection60PENANAoDiWdZUfRv 維尼
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我望著那幾個字,沒有回覆。只是坐在炙雲居門口,看著街道上的人來人往。天氣變得溫暖了,春天的味道開始爬上牆頭,那些曾在寒夜中熄過的火,也開始悄悄復燃。8964 copyright protection60PENANAqhAghTvOpX 維尼
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後來,聽人說起阿杰的事,是某個熟客無意提起。8964 copyright protection60PENANANOuEZcMvBx 維尼
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「那個男的啊?好像在我社區附近租了間小屋,每天早上六點會去菜市場買菜做飯,七點準時煮飯,有次還幫鄰居修了壞掉的瓦斯爐,聽說現在進到不錯的公司工作了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAJJTuuGDvLt 維尼
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「身邊有個女生啦,安安靜靜的,好像是他女朋友,兩個人沒講太多話,但常常一起依偎著在公園的椅子上看著夕陽。」8964 copyright protection60PENANARpGWkmm2qj 維尼
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我沒問太多。8964 copyright protection60PENANAyswBkfKG0x 維尼
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也許那個女生就是韻涵,也或許不是。但我知道,只要他的命火不再爆走,只要他學會和那火和平共處,那就是他走出的證明。8964 copyright protection60PENANA5ih2HOpmgs 維尼
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某晚,我翻完最後一串「念骨肉串」,在後廚刷著烤網時,火魁從爐邊走來,說:「阿杰寄了封信。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAkZKvXOOnHP 維尼
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我接過來,是一張手寫明信片。8964 copyright protection60PENANABfBACKuQeL 維尼
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沒有署名,只寫了一句話:8964 copyright protection60PENANArOW36Q37oc 維尼
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「那天傘壞了,但我們現在換了新的。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA35jyXX6UTH 維尼
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我看著那句話,想起映火中,那把壞掉的傘、濕透的衣服、和那句「只要有你在,我什麼都不怕。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAJP3toXNLNw 維尼
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我笑了笑,把明信片收進爐邊的小抽屜。8964 copyright protection60PENANAQTZ9FGyedz 維尼
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那晚的火色很柔,風很輕。青霜坐在門邊記帳,火魁難得沒抱怨,老闆也沒有多言,只在炭爐旁添了一把龍骨炭。8964 copyright protection60PENANA0VDwapdc98 維尼
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我望向門外。8964 copyright protection60PENANACB3njih9Nm 維尼
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外頭的夜很深,但我知道,有些人已不再需要回到這裡。8964 copyright protection60PENANAabmogp7dmL 維尼
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他們已經學會了守自己的火。8964 copyright protection60PENANAbXMCq3EG90 維尼
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我舉起手,看著自己手上那幾道老燙傷的痕。8964 copyright protection60PENANA1dFYkGpnK6 維尼
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在那場映火裡,我也被灼傷,但我不後悔。8964 copyright protection60PENANAfzk8QAkD2G 維尼
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因為那個叫阿杰的人,真的從火裡走出來了——8964 copyright protection60PENANAoIWpjojT3c 維尼
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帶著自己的命,還有那份沒說完的愛。8964 copyright protection60PENANAwVfLXbDNgc 維尼
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這世上,總有些火,只要你還記得它曾亮過,就永遠不會真正熄滅。8964 copyright protection60PENANALQJiPDEiJY 維尼
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阿杰的火,如今不在我這裡燃。8964 copyright protection60PENANAKInWVH3rus 維尼
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但它還在這世界上,燒得溫和而堅定。8964 copyright protection60PENANANkXe07sZHb 維尼
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我相信,那就足夠了。8964 copyright protection60PENANABOEFUWvPNW 維尼
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