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母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdUv6bfsEK
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0LuJJUAKn
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTbAAmNoDj
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自白 :
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過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDCpUCjUy7
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZykrg9Ygn
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年幼時媽媽說過：95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBjuQEpbjp
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如果很痛，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGLn6EmHC0
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMKtymVYuX
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUgB25uEpI
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那之後還身為孩子時的自己，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMmz96STMA
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
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母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG5sbE8HBo
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還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy1mQ1n7Vo
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2r02RCSGm
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rh6jDzuqc
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6NcciuwVS
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgETHNtupx
「因為我們是家人。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TuIiu0oO6
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3M2Btjw71
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是什麼樣的母親，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWy051za3T
於孩子的撒嬌下，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH4UhoDx5b
於貧困、於匱乏，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58GEdasaaQ
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKuP5DMAjZ
作為玩具獎勵給子女。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtXLBdKqtQ
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSpwmQPKty
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMno5Tf6Y9
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZI1AF3Sr1
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl1p9zSr2c
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
