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母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYzU4bIbaz
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmeTBFdvYQ
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KNttJZiva
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自白 :
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過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BidzVwiUu
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTYFVYilTk
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年幼時媽媽說過：96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoRStp5Aqi
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如果很痛，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNqcVOdOc0
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxwxyvM0yj
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t6B6Gtijm
」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquxz3aJqH7
那之後還身為孩子時的自己，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHHfRE4rfD
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ5xCAgSjS
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoh8NCymuT
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還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuoyF4wbEf
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOT2kRcOOh
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pATYT9bsJ
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaLdw35V7B
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvGmsHFC87
「因為我們是家人。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BHFtRsU7g
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNPdcPnLLY
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是什麼樣的母親，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNlsxdiAno
於孩子的撒嬌下，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAcAhJZ36L
於貧困、於匱乏，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhMtKS9ac9
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3Inzc1vyf
作為玩具獎勵給子女。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXUYYf7Dz1
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdVh9QiirL
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa57RlsAZy0
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bdnedDf03
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2konXw90VB
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
