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母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURC02uH4aP
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJgRHNGpZx
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtuS2Xxnyg
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自白 :
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「47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa3IVItJGz
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgdCefdExa
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyDWGmb9wV
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年幼時媽媽說過：47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvxCLW3SDI
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如果很痛，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcQualc2h7
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L13MYWb5d
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdhTkhG3HC
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那之後還身為孩子時的自己，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nbUUtLqhw
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBN6h33yhZ
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxFseV65y2
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還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicyxCF9zCP
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSkldUo4h4
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh59OGFk1cX
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxa9vVja4G
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolJZ1E8baP
「因為我們是家人。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dwV68siJe
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1REMsZRweS
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是什麼樣的母親，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDuDsY5Gv5
於孩子的撒嬌下，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONXuEWmZVi
於貧困、於匱乏，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2bzIG3vZO
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34St23ewBS
作為玩具獎勵給子女。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK01nyezIL
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztIEVHe7vG
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAfgLUdNT0
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgUspzXlqw
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqx3iJbeD6
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
