二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVRor8U8U2
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36VKTORGMr
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfJqIYBwYj
那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpDBwbu9AG
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhSb7t2ff7
那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezMZxz19bG
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JkTh1Kyjz
接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOwCHWJbEg
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56fP6e01qY
他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3nnqgY00r
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJgbQrnyAH
我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD4OnK77cC
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVOZjnnfa0
他以微笑作回應。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfgF3p8Nug
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayqIeGThXk
鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztEmOTUcbd
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1NbWhRK3G
在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNFjLxj2U5
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwM5Fpv7cJ
帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp8DeEJDtX
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOBT29NSWx
我的視線緊跟著他的背影。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xOkvsGIgS
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUQt3o2jII
直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy5A1flQXU
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgabwuBoyG
他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lOtFYtpbs
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG1ICbPTRK
看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPwiba2vWK
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVemV91EO7
忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASpBzGH5BZ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhRiuGZRkC
我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpQSfGvsmJ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2giP4ZqSqE
刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRnVCbvaFz
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKCubVzUwl
我，再一次，放棄了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXqqgkMERn
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf8nyYSQcX
「果然，怎樣也回不去。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs3OsfIdBc
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86xqDQcaxb
我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZhXqSdIQh
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBXV3vEh6q
沒關係，下一次再試就好了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cpPwHBPW6
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我經常這般對自己說。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRyKgLPem7
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTJWgrb3sk
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlZo97RhBL
雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2f7E0SUWq
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtr7kcgqFF
那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvsa2WzxGE
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamEa1siAHk
我已經，再也看不見色彩了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIc5F0J7hU
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0pmhyNep2
至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAzK8u8uNT
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1Xl6glwnZ
我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71XWlerUBv
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDxmPDvWXk
「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlncVrvF04c
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或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0BR0oek7T
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYp7ULzFTs
他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTx82Ubrli6
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一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEcQAKF3ZS
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSFysCAowX
家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAnFTqUvt0
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfbdVCnCR8
為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpYTW9dcCC
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcpFEU4bZ2
對，是我的壓力。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0mTNx9GDD
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uj0kNw3qf
那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykVrL8Cky7
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFi70DLUwG
我，力不膚支。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofPLhpV8D4
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0JYAqBRmb
在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnamTT0XIEf
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCJ1AW2Okt
「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bPTw5JErz
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyewcGjaTjK
不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7IhDOmvse
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV079RhSWx
那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj564cWf0vs
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9ROtark9p
他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkpLHFQyKU
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHiJQn7PFJ
我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHqUkV9kHx
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnhm1zZm3y
我沒資格。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQw9s9YaeA
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8Bq5CCMRq
我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0nvAOtm8U
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEi7GgNhvy
黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq62Qk4F2R
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDtx3uofhZ
我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Cv7eN5TUO
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