二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqh95Omd76
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq5uu0USXf
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b41JqfBYR
那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwVrNAIkT6
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQuorV2kVQ
那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ0CqpT2Hw
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9VIbHR3J8
接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5sHez8lE2
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vYYlk9cQn
他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODUxbvi9z8
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ025Y0Tg7Ct
我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5E6jmaQzR
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvreaAdxRv
他以微笑作回應。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPybB6K2q3k
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQ8h1jgwqm
鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21ytL71KJd
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E889irNS9
在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AtpaGXzcn
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5tvih0Jq0
帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlCNBg9O5T
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK7EG0s39K
我的視線緊跟著他的背影。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeamJlkRXLn
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb5tfPKJJm
直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71YyYRPNfc
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfMpz2f4bc
他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbDIa4ap6k
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyy62kOc3x
看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdfPLpPduU
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmlsJAAc1d
忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M434jNLBG
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoGbB7Qmku
我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxRvy79pmx
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZJgA9m3It
刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TM0qzSSxC
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfkqAy4F3L
我，再一次，放棄了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmsLDgAqHF
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「果然，怎樣也回不去。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9RUu0sFvM
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvxGT8Da1e
我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79EThxZOQi
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAswXJsxNY
沒關係，下一次再試就好了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gVbkb7Euf
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我經常這般對自己說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvX7uZGZpm
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQP3q9mfjs
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雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSZK8DBdVN
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe9QCF6imT
那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboQajTe5YN
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRuiuCHcNT
我已經，再也看不見色彩了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVNXvUJJUi
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMbAUTgVbj
至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI46kTmkH5
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXiYC1jHnt
我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH2GWmwbXg
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnRq2AvTES
「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMtXi7vVTz
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd52fNB0vq
或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtICdzVCn7
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他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jObcQ1guT
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXeCxEvVhz
一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHwtit4nIT
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家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1zcv6N31s
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFpgNx9efd
為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20uuQr9sQU
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8z47HyHfJ
對，是我的壓力。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWxUTZYSjD
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm9HltOtB1
那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAkgSDRaIv
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSMaACBuV9
我，力不膚支。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV46CzslW8
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b6SpavL2M
在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJub5SGakG
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0sCh7DhBG
「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qxkbp5dI3
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTULPxGEuRJ
不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DjTLJXJnq
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwFbLcOtMF
那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2mUOMFGHW
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2g2Fj1AOfP
他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgZQOBuECj
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEOZI9jhQC
我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGBKxIwLV7
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHw6K8AFsK
我沒資格。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDkPkshamM
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PTV2ldGfy
我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcG0oxRgT7
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIP6zqvUN9
黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSLQrNg3Uk
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgRNc1nXPA
我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYywP5WFzN
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