二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDXsCxI0Tr
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXcpOOFcyq
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那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCg36slEUE
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那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh1Pt5xsxU
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接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdmqkbK7O7
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他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8pOjuwrTg
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我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA30duoVzq9
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdUtKjMOfP
他以微笑作回應。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPjijWdjeE
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA88iBvy5Sw
鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeihNyYKjQL
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在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuFaUQUNCV
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8jVq3pd7Z
帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8LnPofJnC
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我的視線緊跟著他的背影。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyUrUTn3D2
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直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99v6NeXp9i
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOo8BUbVNQ
他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZVzKzF9EB
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看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJpIyhH4Wb
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C7wv02Vap
忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsPzfTcvfK
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrlQqbQ14K
我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHsixnftB5
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刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhBx12KQUb
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我，再一次，放棄了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrlMsnP1Eq
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「果然，怎樣也回不去。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCB2L0fpyP
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYKlbr5ORV
我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxWkshrml0
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沒關係，下一次再試就好了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyFO7OjMP8
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我經常這般對自己說。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ146YwP2DFC
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhZoIc05TZ
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雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcqrY9Xg2M
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFaLZWHOJq
那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGHTDg9X8y
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我已經，再也看不見色彩了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLG0b8ilHU
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至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaVDU4IroE
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我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSqKiiMZ7g
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「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHojrDgJ6Z
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或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCHkvV5ntT
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他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtK31QsV1o
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOM4dpwHyR
一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU4XUTMbzt
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家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZajxNlaNZ
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK8fCW8nN9
為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFJlLf9J2T
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaMqCFEU1C
對，是我的壓力。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrfhIJ7Htx
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9jP1tTIQ4
那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4y5xGbp4j
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzsvsC7Zqk
我，力不膚支。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTKLVVVLnE
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ96qrkaxLx
在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YWQoCmKld
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJlA8gTXqD
「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtMo1lF7AH
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCkUzptlL6
不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRdL51gKFz
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T0Blxi5lN
那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDg73itmpat
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nqCzAJkVH
他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIlXFoSbnB
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl81OOvPPB
我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjc620ko4g
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我沒資格。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rRuW5vpIA
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我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BemXQANvH
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKELsnifERl
黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNpb2YYlz8
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJDCLXnGJF
我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZgeSKTgwt
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